I'm not dead! [/pos life update]
General | Posted 3 months agoHi, small life update!
I am absolutely not dead and I still want to create but my last few months were filled with some personal struggles and a shitton of self-discovery. I think I am at the most healthy mentally point in my life but it did come with less time for drawing. The best time for me to create is when I have boring lectures on uni (so mostly weekendsss) but I do have some WIPs and sketches that I'll post after finishing them.
I started seroiusly working out (mostly lifting), work is still the same boring one (but I found out they trust me there more than I thought), I fixed my eating habits but the uni started and I have a LOT of learning to do in this semester.
I struggle a lot with finding a good time to just sit and draw. I wanna fix it but the motivation is just; not here. I have a lot of cool ideas, a few YCHs sketched, but I also find many better ways to spend my time and my hypervigilance prevents me from utilizing the time at work to draw. I created a routine for myself that wokrs perfectly but I still need to figure out how to squeeze art time in there. But after it's done - you'll get more art from me, maybe I'll even go back to doing comms (but it's a big MAYBE).
TL;DR: I still draw and I want to keep doing it but last few months (at this point even years I think lol) were A LOT. Thank you for sticking with me ❤️ I'll post some WIPs and finished drawings soon
I am absolutely not dead and I still want to create but my last few months were filled with some personal struggles and a shitton of self-discovery. I think I am at the most healthy mentally point in my life but it did come with less time for drawing. The best time for me to create is when I have boring lectures on uni (so mostly weekendsss) but I do have some WIPs and sketches that I'll post after finishing them.
I started seroiusly working out (mostly lifting), work is still the same boring one (but I found out they trust me there more than I thought), I fixed my eating habits but the uni started and I have a LOT of learning to do in this semester.
I struggle a lot with finding a good time to just sit and draw. I wanna fix it but the motivation is just; not here. I have a lot of cool ideas, a few YCHs sketched, but I also find many better ways to spend my time and my hypervigilance prevents me from utilizing the time at work to draw. I created a routine for myself that wokrs perfectly but I still need to figure out how to squeeze art time in there. But after it's done - you'll get more art from me, maybe I'll even go back to doing comms (but it's a big MAYBE).
TL;DR: I still draw and I want to keep doing it but last few months (at this point even years I think lol) were A LOT. Thank you for sticking with me ❤️ I'll post some WIPs and finished drawings soon
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