Got this from my love  legion_beast

1. Your Name:
2. Age:
3. Single or Taken:
4. Favorite Film:
5. Favorite Song or Album:
6. Favorite Band/Artist:
7. Dirty or Clean:
8. Tattoos and/or Piercings:
9. Do we know each other outside of FA?
10. What's your philosophy on life?
11. Is the bottle half-full or half-empty?
12. Would you keep a secret from me if you thought it was in my best interest?
13. What is your favorite memory of us?
14. What is your favorite guilty pleasure?
15. Tell me one odd/interesting fact about you:
16. You can have three wishes (for yourself, so forget all the 'world peace etc' malarkey) - what are they?
17. Can we get together and make a cake?
18. Which country is your spiritual home?
19. What is your big weakness?
20. Do you think I'm a good person?
21. What was your best/favorite subject at school?
22. Describe your accent:
23. If you could change anything about me, would you?
24. What do you wear to sleep?
25. Trousers or skirts?
26. Cigarettes or alcohol?
27. If I only had one day to live, what would we do together?
28. Will you repost this so I can fill it out for you?

So go ahead

For those who didnt knew....

My pc crashed!
Some goddamm trojan horse virus thingy enterd my pc and totaly ruiind everything.
I lost almost everything that was on it.
So I have to start from scrap with most of the pic's I was working on.
That sucks!
I'm still pissed off about it all.
It wasnt only the crashing, there was a lot happening in my life.
And I admit I'm a little angry and bitterd.
And even depressed.
But it will pass, I think.
Now I can go back to drawing again to relax my mind.

Ever got the feeling that the world is spinning to fast?
That days get shorter.
And time is just running by, and leaving you behind?
I got a lot of those thoughts latley.

I feel the way Emmy rossum describes in slow me down.
And jet again I feel the one left behind.
And the evil side I so longed I had, Isnt there.

At least that side would solve the problems.
One way ore anouther.

Dammit.
And the only place I can tell about this feelings are here.
Becouse here there are people who listen to me.
But here in Holland there is just one.
And she has to manny problems of her own.

Sometimes I feel like the evil Willow/Renamon pic I'm working on wright now.
Ready to destroy the world.
But when it comes to actions.
I blank out.
With a smile on my face, friendly to everyone I see.
Wisching they would catch fire in front of me.

Not the nice people!
No, not those.
But the idiots who cant see annything besides their own precious little lifes.
The ones who destroy outhers by lacking a brain to think what actions their deeds may have.

But in the end...
I keep smiling.
Pusching those evilt houghts away.
And keep thinking about that line from scatman's world.
Tell me whats the color of your souls.
becouse that line go's so much deeper than just skin color.
It's about religons, groups ect.

And keep smiling.
And being friendly.
And helping.
As much as I can.

Sorry for the wining here.
But I got something for you all to laugh about.
At least I did.

Some Dutch comedian made this movie.
I laughed my ass off!
Looked for it for some time.
She's not pritty, but funny as hell.
And I told ya once before.....
Hell can be so funny.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a3B5D6F70yM

Got this from my love's page  legion_beast

HOW OLD DO YOU ACT?

[x] You know how to make a pot of coffee.
[ ] You keep track of dates using a calendar.
[x] You own a credit card.
[ ] You know how to change the oil in a car.
[x] You've done your own laundry.
[x] You can vote in an election.
[x] You can cook for yourself.
[ ] You think politics are interesting.

TOTAL SO FAR: 5

[ ] You show up for school late a lot.
[ ] You always carry a pen/pencil in your bag/purse/pocket. (kind of have to).
[ ] You've never gotten a detention.
[x] You have forgotten your own birthday.
[x] You like to take walks by yourself. (A lot.)
[x] You know what credibility means, without looking it up.
[x] You drink caffeine at least once a week. (I work early mornings, Can't be nice to people as a male nurse without coffee.)

TOTAL SO FAR: 9

[x] You know how to do the dishes.
[x] You can count to 10 in another language
[x] When you say you're going to do something you USUALLY do it.
[x] You can mow the lawn.
[x] You study even when you don't have to.
[x] You have hand washed a car before.

TOTAL SO FAR: 15

[ ] You can spell experience, without looking it up. (dislectic, remember!)
[x] The people at Starbucks know you by name. (different name, same thing.)
[ ] Your favorite kind of food is take out. (made by me.)
[x] You can go to the store without getting something you don't need.
[x] You understand political jokes the first time they are said.
[x] You can type pretty quick.

TOTAL SO FAR: 19

[ ] Your only friends are from your place of employment.
[ ] You have been to a Tupperware party.
[ ] You have realized that practically no one will take you seriously unless you are over the age of 25 and have a job.
[ ] You have more bills than you can pay.
[x] You have been to the beach.
[x] You use the internet every day. (pfft, I wish)
[ ] You have been outside of your home country 3 or more times.
[ ] You make your bed in the morning.

TOTAL SO FAR: 22

[ ] You have filed a tax return
[x] You have used a pay phone
[x] You have been served alcohol without being ID'd
[ ] You have purchased stamps at the grocery store
[x] You have purchased a lottery ticket
[ ] You still have and use a VCR

Total = 25

Wow. My brain is one year older than I am.
Like.......So cute w^x^w


Try this.
It's fun!

Dont worry, It's not forever.

But becouse of my buissy life, I have little time to draw latley.
So I'm closing both commisions and request for now to work on the pic's I have on my list.
First some commisions, then some request, and I will repat this until I have the list all done.
When I'm working on the last pic on the list I will post a journal that I will take commisions and request again.

But until then...

Hope you all can understand this.

Nope you didn't read it wrong.
Nope I didnt write it wrong.
It's almost time for the Dutch Holliday Carnaval.
People dress up in the most creative way and party for a whole week.
They even got princes and princesses all over the place.
Every club that has something to do with this hollyday elect a prince and princess who can give candy to little children.
(I know , I know...sound a lot like halloween , but without the creepy stuff. (But we also celebrate Halloween now a days.)
I always work a lot on my costume for Carnaval, but this year is the best EVVER!!!
I just bought a dress, a wig, some make up and false nails and a headmirco and tatatadaaaaa! I'm Hanna Montana!
I hope no one will reconise me (Thats the whole deal of carnaval, hoping no one reconise you while you drink and get drunk.)
Every year I make myself the promise NOT to get drunk with Carnalval.
And every year I have to let myself down. (I know it's sad. But it's like the only time I drink, so I get drunk easily)
When the holliday is passed I wil post some Hanna me pic's in scraps.)

Snow.
How I do love snow.
It seems like nature itself try’s to wash away the sins of the world.
And for a short moment the whole world is covered in a white blanket of pure goodness.
These moments are so precious for me. I love it.
People seem to forget arguments that they have with each other.
And just for this short moment everyone seems nice and kind.
Even the cold and wind doest hurt the people.
But as the snow melts, so does the kindness and happiness.
And the world returns to its normal self.
And the white sticky blubber that remains are the tears of nature.
She failed again.
The sins weren’t washed away. They were just covered.

Okay, today someone came to me, and spoke the following words to me:

'Diamonds are a treasure for most of us humans. But if it was up to me, I would take your eyes, and put them on a ring ore neckless. Becouse they shine more then diamonds, and I think they are more beautiful and teasuarble to. '

Beside of the shakespear way of talking. I didnt know if I schould melt of the kinda romantic underline, ore run away as fast as I can!.

I know this person for quite some time, and didnt knew he liked me like that.
(becouse after the scaring the crap out of me he told me he was in love with me.)

Please advise me. Becouse I really dont know what to do.

Hey ya all.

Remember the little infection in the breathing system I had?
Well...
I went to the doctor today, and it has gotten worse.
Not only do I have that infection, but I have a lunginfection, and the flu to.
I am on heavy medication although I dont feel that ill.
People treat me like I could die anny second.
I know they mean it well, but they r starting to irritate me.
Thats all for now.

speak to ya all soon.

Well some nurse I am.

The small cold I thought I had, turned out to be an infection in the breathing system.
I have asthma, so when I couldn’t breathe and the medicine didn’t work. I knew something was wrong.
I went to my parents and with little breath I said I wanted to go to the hospital.
There they gave me the medicine I needed.
So now I’m home, Still problems with breathing (Never gonna smoke again in my life!).
Every move I make feels like 100. So I’m exhausted with everything I do.

Speak to ya soon sweeties.

Yess finaly my drawingPad was repaired!
Now I can continue drawing :-D .
I'm so happy my mom called me a 5 year old child lol.

I just love Furronika art.
Where can I find it?
Where is the new stuff (and don't say He/She quit. theres new stuff all over the place)
But where can I find this yiff art now a days?
Please people help me!!

Yes it's true.
I took part of the dutch version of 'So you wanna be a popstar'.
And even thouh everyone (including me) didn't think I would get anny far, I somehow did!
I was selected to sing in front of the jury (of famous dutch people). But only 50 of the 250 selected people could go to the jury.
But sadly I ended at the 78th place. So no famous jury for me.
And in the intervieuw they had my answers ready on paper! I sounded like a harry potter spiritual one that sings under the shower.
Not how I inmagiend it.
But I would stil do it if I knew what I know now.

Just like manny stories, gods, movies and songs, sailormoon is based on a real legend.
Manny people don't know this legend, and some just part of it.
But it's one of my favourite legends.
I have been obsessed by this legend as long as I can remember. and after I told you all the legend I will tell you why.

The legend of the moon.

There have always been gods. since the begining of time they existed becouse mankind believes in them. even if mankind existed manny years after the gods.
But the story of Luna goddess of the moon is a special one.
Every human hated the moon. But Luna loved it.
She loved the moon so much, that in her mind she married it.
The gods rewarded her, and made her goddes of the moon. manny people think the craters on the moon are the shape of her face.
But she was alone, and had no company.
And in every marrige there are children.
But not in het mariage.
The gods gave her the powers of a god. but she couldnt leave the moon.
When a woman from earth begged her for love she ansewerd.
'I will make shure you have love! You will get the man of your dreams. But I will have your first born child!' (the song hijo de la luna, son of the moon.)
The woman agreed.
And she got the man of her dreams.
But when the first child was born, it didnt looked like the father who was dark tanned. and it didnt looked like the mother.
(In some legends it was a son. But in the most the earth woman had a doughter.)
the father killed the mother, thinking she betrayed him.
But the child looked like Luna. (Like he could known that!)
The father leaved the child on the top of a mountain, leaved it there to die.
But luna tooked the child to her, and raised it as her own child.

(end first part)

Luna nemed her doughter Serenity/ Selené .
(Lets just call het Serenity to stay in the sailormoon mood.)
Serenity grew up, and became a goddes to.
The goddes of light and hope. And if her mother would die, she would became goddes of the moon to.
Serenity fel in love with a guy from earth...
(now who could this be? .......guess what?...big shock!...Emdimion! )
But they could never be togheter.
First she turned him into a lion. (what was not her attemp. she wanted him to be a god! But she could not turn someone into a god. only outher gods and her mother could. becouse she was half human.)
She was affraid Emdimion would die. so she magical turned him into sleep. So he wouldnt age and die. (Like so sleeping beauty).
But her mother died of hearthbreak. She missed Serenity.
And so Serenity had to return to the moon.
And as goddess of the moon she awoke Emdimion and turned him into the god of earth.
Now he would live forever.
But they could only be togheter if the moon was full.
And nowadays, if the moon is rond, you know they are toghetter.

end.

I got my spirituality from my mother.
And she always called me the son of the moon.
Ofcourse my imagination went oversise as a child.
And I grew a fasination for the moon.
And for this story my mom always told me before I went to bed.
And even know, after all these years. I still like the story.
And belive me, I'm no son of the moon!
But I am special, just like everyone on this eatrh.
And sometimes my mom still cals me son of the moon (Or Seren, eventhough she knows I hate that!)
But she still wont tell my why she calls me by that name.
All she says is 'You know some day" .

I just wanted to share this with ya all.

loves from Renamon.
aka Remco.
aka son of the moon, Seren.

As I said, I was working on a comic.
Sadly it didnt turned out as the rena 1/2 comis, but a WITCH comic.
The skeches are done, and the front of the comis is almost done.
Those who i promised who would be in the comic are in it.
It is an adult comic.
Bit by bit the comic will be posted on my FA account.
And the front will be there in a few days.

A : Easy to fall in love with.
B : You like people.
C : You are really silly.
D : one in a million.
E : Great in bed.
F : You are dead sexy.
G : You never let people tell you what to do.
H : You are Quirky.
I : Great in bed.
J : People Adore you
K : You're wild and crazy.
L : Unbelievably great in bed.
M : best kisser ever.
N : You like to drink.
O : Crazy
P : You are popular with all types of people.
Q : You are a hypocrite.
S : You love to drink
R : Fucking crazy.
T : You're loyal to those you love.
U : You really like to chill.
V : You are not judgmental.
W : You are very broad minded.
X : You never let people tell you what to do.
Y : best boy/girl friend any one can ask for.
Z : Always ready.

So that would make me....

R : Fucking crazy.
E : Great in bed.
N : You like to drink.
A : Easy to fall in love with.
M : best kisser ever.
O : Crazy
N : You like to drink.

Besides the drinking part I think I came out ok :-P

Shades may fade away.
And I remember till this day.
Your smile, and your advice.
And your kindness that always rised.
Never did I know.
That even you would have to go.
An anger I did not know.
But I have to let you go.
Tears of joy and tears of pain.
When I see your face in the rain.

today 15-02-2009, at 12.45 p.m.
I lost someone dear.
The man who died was like a father to me, maybe even more then my biologic father.
After a few years fighting to cancer he lost.
It was a battle he coudn't win.
The pain is so intence, It just hurt so much!
It's a feeling the I can assosiate with dementors (for the HP lovers).
A feeling like: There is, was, and never will be happyness in this world.
I can't be angry, sad, happy or annything else.
And the worst part is is, that I was the last one who saw him alive in the hospital. Just becouse I coudn't stand the thought of not saying ferwell.
So Yesterday on valantines eve. when my brother and I were celebrating our birthday's, my biologic father took me to the hospital in Maastricht.
I'm still glad I decided to go.
But I miss him so much.

After the request from Glyph02 evryone changes his or her request into something with sailormoon or Neo queen Serenity.
I love these request, but after the request of the royal family I'm gonna stop drawing them for a while.
Sorry.
They will come back in time, I promise

Hi there.
I'm working on a comic at the moment.
Cince my new obession for this moment the anime serie's Ranma 1/2, I wanted to make something with this topic.
So my good friend and teacher LoveCube and I made up a story (with us falling into the Jokenko watters (how coincedence).
But I seem to miss some funny caracters in the story.
So If you want to be in the comic, this is the time.
Just tell me in witch water your fursone felt into, and some funny moments. and mabe your in !
The waters of the drouwned girl and guy have already been taken. So pic anouther water :p

gr renamon

We got internet today.
Never thought I would miss it thiss much.
But now I'm back, the request are opend again.
So If you have a request, just ask.

greetingzzzz a verry happy renamon19

damm. everytime it looks lke I have some spare time to draw, something comes between it.
Well people I'm going to move to my own appartment.
So I guess you have to wait a little bit longer for new pic's
sorry.
I will star the request as soon as I'm moved.

gr from me

Finaly.
After doing vakation work for almost all the vakation Ihave one week fo myself.
I can't wait. tomorrow at 11am (dutch time) Me and 9 friends are going to luxemburg.
We will stay there and do nothing but resting, party, go to fun places and stuff.
Maybe it sounds boring to some of you, but after 6 weeks of nursing and hard working at the hospital it sounds like heaven to me.
And who know what the alcohol and sigarets will do to some of my friends.
Or maybe a little flirt or vakation relation.
who knows?
One thing i'm sure of. I'm finaly over my ex, and my hart is open for new possibiletys.
Kinda strange hu?
But for the first time since a long time i'm actualy feeling happy again.
No anger, sadness or fear. Just the feeling of being readdy for life.

So life! Watch out! I'm back, and I will take back what belongs to me. My life!

Finaly, my new pc works as it schould work.
All the programs ar instalated and they work to.
At last I can work on new pic's again.
There are 3 pic's I'm gonna work on first.
1: The W.I.T.C.H transormed pic.
2: Dragoneer sexy pic.
3: The wedding pic.

And from there on we will see.

greetings to all ya.

renamon19 xxxx (and hugs)

I orderd a new pc on one of the manny order company's
that exist.
But......my order was 4 weeks ago!
They told me my new pc (With monthy payments) would be here in 7 days! ( Who do they think they are? Samara?)
But 4x the days they told it would be here.....nothing.
I dont get angry so easy. But when I called to ask, (And some stupid girl that sounded like 5years with the brain of a dead fisch.) Told me to wait for anouther 7 days.
Becouse of a failure in the systhem ( Yeah...we never heard that excuse before.) the was a delay in my order.
(For one moth? Come on, you got to be kiddin me.)
But they would send my new pc as soon as possible for the nice price of 150 euro's extra!
After some of my totaly nice and calm mind and spirit to communicate (Told her I would reach out into the phone, and pull that blonde little head of her out of the line before I demolisch it.) Sche connected me to the mannager.
He has promise me that my new pc would be here tomorrow (No extra charges).
You are now all witheses to this promise.
If the dont do what they promised to do......
(And here is my quistion to all of you.)
Do I get the right to be a little angry then, and squisch that managers head?