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General | Posted a year agoHey everyone, it's been a while but I'm here on business. One of my really close friends, TheInspiredSphynx is going through a really rough time, and needs help. To anyone seeing this journal, I'm asking you to please help her out. It would mean a lot to me, and the world to her. This is her journal explaining the situation: https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10973490/ and to the fundraiser: https://ko-fi.com/thesphynx/goal?g=38 Thank you to anyone who took the time to read this, and a bigger thank you to anyone that is able to help out. Been silent for a while, here's why.
General | Posted 2 years agoHey everyone, it's been a while. I've had a lot going on in my life over the last few months, and it's made me think about a lot of things I need to do. I guess it started back in November, the Saturday after Thanksgiving. An accident happened and I lacerated my thumb, forcing me to go to the emergency room to get four stitches and suture glue, as well as three shots of lidocaine right in the open wound, which in turn caused me to pass out once the adrenaline wore off and fall face-first onto the floor.
Thankfully, no serious injuries came of that part, just a skinned knee, knot on my head, and a cut on the inside of my bottom lip. It also caused me to miss three days of work. And I found out the hard way that my insurance through my job is completely useless as they only cover a flat $150 of an ER visit, leaving me with about $4000 in medical bills to pay on my own.
Secondly, my truck that I've had for a little over 16 years is seemingly on its last legs. More issues keep coming up with it and it's to the point that fixing everything that's wrong with it would cost more than what it's actually worth, and at the end of the day it'd still be a 16 year old vehicle with over 224,000 miles. Other things have happened to and it's caused my depression and anxiety to take a serious downward spiral.
I've recently had to make a decision that I was hesitant on, mostly based on my mental health, but it's no longer a case of wanting to, but NEEDING to. I've been at my current job for almost two years now, and I've made a really good name for myself. I've been told by every team lead/supervisor I've had that I'm easily the hardest and best worker in my department, and my numbers for the previous day, week, and even month are always the highest on the list. I've been working there part-time since I was hired, and I made the decision last week to move to full-time. Instead of working 5 hours a night 4 nights a week, I'll now be working 10 hours a night each night.
The good thing is the amount of money I'll be making will double, but the bad side is, my free time at night to relax and clear my mind are completely gone. I made this decision based on the fact that I have to get a new car, and it has to be soon. It's sad to say it took this long, but this is the most adulting I've ever done in my life. I've been making sure all my bases are covered and I really think I can do this. I found a co-signer and I've been figuring all my finances, and even overestimating what a new car's payments plus insurance each month would be, along with my other bills and expenses, I'll still easily be able to afford it. So the plans are already in motion, now it's just just saving up for the down payment and hoping my truck holds up long enough for me to get a new car.
I know I haven't been around lately, and with everything going on in my life right now, that's unlikely to change anytime soon, but I just wanted to let you all know that I'm still alive. Things aren't easy right now and I'm still not in the best place mentally, so I've really only been talking to longtime/close friends lately. I have some stuff I've gathered over time that was never posted here so I might try to throw them out once in a while if I have the time.
Well, that about wraps it up for me, so I guess until next time. See ya 'round.Vindor is doing a raffle
General | Posted 2 years agoA little clarification
General | Posted 3 years agoAs for my last journal, everyone calm down. It wasn't what any of you thought, nor was it intended to be. It's a quote from the Clive Barker novel Abarat. Was also used during a WWE wrestler's promo. But it's also a bit of a preview of things to come. That's all you need to know for now.Revel in what you are...
General | Posted 3 years agoOh, little one. My little one.
Come with me, your life is done.
Forget the future, forget the past.
Life is over...breathe your last.2022 will be for my mother...
General | Posted 4 years agoI really didn't want to make this post, but it might possibly be my last one here...sadly my mother lost her battle with colon cancer and returned home to God's kingdom on December 28th, 2021, just two days after her 72nd birthday. Thankfully, she went peacefully and felt no pain before she passed. Words can't describe the heartbreak myself, my sister, my father, and her five grandchildren feel from the loss...but she's no longer in pain and she's free. Do not ask me if I'm okay, because the answer is no. I am not okay, I will not be okay for a long time, if ever. I was extremely close to my mother, she was my best friend and the best part of me, and without her here I feel like my entire world has been ripped from me.
I wanted to end it. I wanted all of my pain to go away, and I had the means to do it. I was ready. But after a talk with my father I realized that suicide would not allow me to see her again. Taking my own life would be a selfish act, and that would not allow me to join her in Heaven one day. So I made a promise to my father and myself that I will do my best to live my life the best way possible, in a way that would make her proud and allow me to meet her again one day when my time comes. I've wronged a lot of people in my life, and for selfish reasons, and I will spend my life righting those wrongs and helping others the best I can.
I cannot say right now when I will return, or if I'll return at all. I need to make a lot of changes in my life and maybe some of them involve leaving some things in the past. If I don't return here then I wish you all well.It's time I explain my silence.
General | Posted 4 years ago(Gonna be a long read, but please read it)
Hey, everyone. Been a long time, hasn't it? Some of you might be wondering where I've been all this time, and I suppose it's time I provide an explanation. Part of the reason I've been gone so long was depression setting back in around mid-year with personal issues, but the big part has been that for the last few months, my mom was gradually growing weaker. The earliest I can remember noticing a difference was around mid-September, I believe. If she did a bit of walking at one time she'd get a little short of breath. We never really thought anything of it because six years ago she was in the hospital for issues with her kidneys (which are fine now), but shortness of breath from too much physical activity isn't uncommon from that.
We soon started to notice a change when she needed help getting out of the recliner or even off the toilet. She was losing weight despite still eating, but even the frequency and amount of eating started slowing down. She was getting more tired during the day and something didn't seem right. In October, she had fallen twice in a week's time, the first being in our kitchen but she was fine. The second time was in a parking lot and she actually hit her head on the pavement and was bleeding for a bit, but again, she was fine. But near the end of October, she really started showing signs of deteriorating. Spending most of her time in bed, barely eating, and sometimes vomiting not long after she did.
She finally made a doctor's appointment and the only thing they could do was rule out Covid. The next week she was set to have some scans done but the day before she was set to go, she was really feeling sick so she called her doctor and he agreed that she should go on to the emergency room, so I took her. That was Wednesday, November 3rd, and she's still in the hospital now. She was diagnosed with a UTI (urinary tract infection), and they discovered a mass on her colon. She was scheduled for surgery on Monday, November 8th to remove the mass, but before that they had to do a colonoscopy to get a better look at the mass. And when they did, we got the news we never wanted to hear...they were pretty much certain the mass was cancerous. But leading up to the surgery, over the weekend she started becoming less responsive, less coherent, and wasn't even recognizing family that was in the room. They did an EEG and discovered a brain seizure had recently occurred.
So Monday comes and they take her in for surgery. I waited up there in the waiting room, and about 3 hours later the lead surgeon came out to talk to me, and the news wasn't good...they had removed the mass, which they now described as "large", and said they basically had to tear it out of her. The problem was they couldn't get the bleeding from her abdominal wall to stop and her blood pressure kept dropping, so they were having to give her lots of blood. The surgeon said she'd been very sick for a long time, and said it was possible she could pass away from it. My heart sank, and I could barely drive home from all the crying I did on the way. From that Monday morning to Tuesday, they had to give her enough blood that she took in and lost three times as much blood as the human body holds.
I'd hit my lowest point, and was highly considering suicide. I didn't know how I could go on if I lost her. I didn't eat for two days, was barely sleeping, and I had visibly lost weight over time but not in a healthy way. Thankfully I snapped out of it. That night my dad received a call from the hospital, they told him they had seen signs of the bleeding slowing down a little bit. Not much, but still something. Over the next couple weeks she started getting better, and the bleeding had finally pretty much stopped. But she couldn't talk to us since they had her on a ventilator to aid in breathing since she was really weak. Then came Thanksgiving day. The bleeding had started up again due to a lot of pressure on her abdomen from all the fluids they've had to give her. They had to take her back into surgery to try and stop the bleeding once again, and in the process removed two liters of fluid from her abdomen and some fluid from behind her lungs. Thankfully they were able to stop it again, and since then she's been improving greatly.
But then I got a call from my sister Saturday evening (the Saturday after Thanksgiving). I was at my sister's for a bit on Thanksgiving day, and she called to tell me that I better go get tested for Covid, because she was feeling pretty sick and took a home test and it came back positive (she's doing a lot better now). I couldn't even get an appointment for a lab test until the following Tuesday morning, and didn't get the results back until Wednesday night. So I wasn't able to see my mom at all for almost five days. I also got the first dose of the vaccine on Tuesday as well. (keep your vaccine opinions off this journal, please) This past Thursday they were able to remove the ventilator completely and she's only got the oxygen through her nose now. She can talk to us now, even joking around a bit.
They've said how pleased they are with how far she's come after everything she's been through, they've been telling us how great she's been doing with physical therapy, exercising her arms and legs, and even on her breathing exercises to strengthen her lungs back up. My mom is 71 years old, and will be 72 the day after Christmas. But she's come an insanely long way from all of this just a month before. She's shown almost superhuman resilience to everything she's been through. The nurses have even said that she's moving along exactly how they wanna see it. My mom's the strongest person I've ever known, and this just proves it even further. She'll most likely have to go through chemotherapy to remove the last of the cancer, but with how far she's come I know she can do it. I've never been a very religious person, but this last month has definitely made me a man of faith, and I thank God every day for helping my mother with his healing hands.
So, yeah. That pretty much sums up why I haven't been around for a while. I'll likely still be mostly absent for a while longer until things start to return to normal but I figured it was time to give you all an explanation. So I ask you all, if you're religious please say a prayer for her, if you aren't then just keep her in your thoughts. She's still got a road ahead of her, but she's moving in the right direction. Thank you everyone for taking the time to read this, and I'll see you again in the future. :)Promoting for a friend, check them out
General | Posted 5 years agoMy friend ShurikenMix is taking commissions right now and could really use the help. Here's some examples of his work for anyone that's interested:
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/39390235/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/40368926/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/40037915/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/39698275/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/36200731/
Feel free to contact him via notes on here or over on DeviantArt: ShurikenPaw Please help him out if you can.Anxiety and depression...(UPDATE)
General | Posted 5 years agoI finally went to the doctor today to be seen about everything I'm dealing with (had to borrow the money from my mother to do so...), and just as I thought, I've been diagnosed with generalized anxiety disorder and depression...I'm now taking Lexepro for it, but the doctor said that it can be 2-3 weeks before I start noticing any effects from it. I feel like these next few weeks are gonna be the hardest of my life...Anxiety and depression...(PLEASE READ)
General | Posted 5 years ago I've been silent on here for a long time, partly due to being afraid to talk to anyone other than friends, and also because I've been ashamed of the person I've become. I've dealt with anxiety for many years, which is probably one reason I tried to develop such a strong online presence here over the years, to feel like I mattered to people without having to actually face them. Over the years of being unemployed the anxiety continued to grow without me realizing just how much, because I had become accustomed to always being around family or friends, all people I've known for a long time. But it made being around people I don't know gradually more difficult. This has also affected my ability to find and maintain employment.
I've been able to find some different jobs over the years, but because I was so frightened about going into something new or being alone and surrounded by lots of people I've never met, I would worry myself until I was physically ill, and eventually mentally sabotage myself into either not accepting the job offer, or quitting on the first day due to having a full-blown panic attack. I would have friends tell me that their job was hiring, I would say something like "Cool, I'll check it out", then I never did. Because I was scared. All the times I let my emotions ruin a job for me brought on my depression, and it too had grown increasingly worse over the years.
I've felt like a failure for a long time, and I've felt powerless to do anything about it. Only a few people in my life know the truth, but over the years I've made multiple attempts on my life because the feelings of shame and failure were becoming too much to bear. Not having an income, and therefore no insurance, have made it impossible to seek professional help for what I'm dealing with. I can't ask my parents for the help because my mother doesn't work and my father wouldn't understand how I feel because he was raised with the "suck it up" mentality and he would just think I'm making an excuse to try and avoid working.
There's been times that, as a grown man, I've broken down crying out of the fear of starting a new job, and it usually led to me making sure I did whatever I could to sabotage myself. Which brings me to the last few weeks of my life. I managed to find a warehouse job but it was far away from my home and the drive would take a toll on my truck quickly considering my truck isn't in very good shape anymore. Not to mention the hours would have made my feel like my life was nothing but sleep and work and it was terrifying. Before my start date which was supposed to be the 13th of this month, I applied at a place closer to home where a friend of mine has worked for 9 years, and he says everyone is really laid back.
Long story short, I got that job and today was my first day. But in the two weeks leading to my first day I was constantly nervous and scared, to the point that I was only eating once a day, sometimes not at all. Then today came. I only worked 7am-noon, same with just 3 other days this week, but even while I was there I had really bad nerves and was frightened. Had a small panic attack in the bathroom, but somehow was able to finish out the day. But I'm already scared to return tomorrow. During the years I was out of work I became too accustomed to not being on any set schedule in a set place for a set amount of time, and it's pretty much ruined me.
I'm trying to hold on so that I can get the money to see a doctor and hopefully get properly diagnosed and try to get put on something to finally help me cope with this, because it's becoming too much for me, and I'm worried that I'm going to ruin this job too and that I would make another attempt on my life and succeed...
I'm sorry to all my friends and watchers for all of this, but this has been going on for years and it needed to finally be said. I feel pathetic for essentially being a grown man that's afraid of work but here I am...and I can't do anything about it...
I've been able to find some different jobs over the years, but because I was so frightened about going into something new or being alone and surrounded by lots of people I've never met, I would worry myself until I was physically ill, and eventually mentally sabotage myself into either not accepting the job offer, or quitting on the first day due to having a full-blown panic attack. I would have friends tell me that their job was hiring, I would say something like "Cool, I'll check it out", then I never did. Because I was scared. All the times I let my emotions ruin a job for me brought on my depression, and it too had grown increasingly worse over the years.
I've felt like a failure for a long time, and I've felt powerless to do anything about it. Only a few people in my life know the truth, but over the years I've made multiple attempts on my life because the feelings of shame and failure were becoming too much to bear. Not having an income, and therefore no insurance, have made it impossible to seek professional help for what I'm dealing with. I can't ask my parents for the help because my mother doesn't work and my father wouldn't understand how I feel because he was raised with the "suck it up" mentality and he would just think I'm making an excuse to try and avoid working.
There's been times that, as a grown man, I've broken down crying out of the fear of starting a new job, and it usually led to me making sure I did whatever I could to sabotage myself. Which brings me to the last few weeks of my life. I managed to find a warehouse job but it was far away from my home and the drive would take a toll on my truck quickly considering my truck isn't in very good shape anymore. Not to mention the hours would have made my feel like my life was nothing but sleep and work and it was terrifying. Before my start date which was supposed to be the 13th of this month, I applied at a place closer to home where a friend of mine has worked for 9 years, and he says everyone is really laid back.
Long story short, I got that job and today was my first day. But in the two weeks leading to my first day I was constantly nervous and scared, to the point that I was only eating once a day, sometimes not at all. Then today came. I only worked 7am-noon, same with just 3 other days this week, but even while I was there I had really bad nerves and was frightened. Had a small panic attack in the bathroom, but somehow was able to finish out the day. But I'm already scared to return tomorrow. During the years I was out of work I became too accustomed to not being on any set schedule in a set place for a set amount of time, and it's pretty much ruined me.
I'm trying to hold on so that I can get the money to see a doctor and hopefully get properly diagnosed and try to get put on something to finally help me cope with this, because it's becoming too much for me, and I'm worried that I'm going to ruin this job too and that I would make another attempt on my life and succeed...
I'm sorry to all my friends and watchers for all of this, but this has been going on for years and it needed to finally be said. I feel pathetic for essentially being a grown man that's afraid of work but here I am...and I can't do anything about it...
Damn, I haven't posted a journal in so long. Also, questi...
General | Posted 5 years agoThought it was finally time I updated a goddamned journal here. lol I've been posting nothing but pictures here ever since I joined this site, but I've always posted a lot of writing to DeviantArt. Just wondering, would anyone be curious enough to read my stories if I started posting them here? Let me know in the comments below! (God, I sound like a fucking YouTuber now)(Regretfully) looking for help...
General | Posted 8 years ago(If you don't wanna read about my problems, then you can just stop here)
I just about had my problems sorted out, things were finally getting back on track, then BOOM! (literally) Now I have to come up with a $500 deductible to get my truck fixed. I was backing out of a parking spot, some asshole comes flying through the lot towards me, so out of instinct, I hit the gas and turn the wheel, causing him to narrowly avoid me...but I fail to avoid the cement base of a light pole in the process. Taillight is broken (but still working), bumper and back of the side panel are fucked, tailgate appears undamaged but won't open, and it looks like some of the welding in the bed broke away. Chances are I'll have to get the entire bed replaced. I don't know much about car insurance, but from the little I've been able to find out online, full coverage should still take care of it...but there's still that pain in the ass to the tune of $500 I have to come up with first.
I didn't wanna have to ask for help, but I don't know what else to do...just can't seem to catch a break...No one reads this fucking shit, anyway...
General | Posted 8 years agoIf it ain't one goddamn thing, it's another. Got a slow leak in one of my tires, so I take it to the place I got them from years ago for a free service. Apparently the tires on my truck are so worn down now that they're considered a road hazard and the place refuses to work on them when they're that worn down. So, aside from having a tire that could blow at any moment, I'm looking at $590 to get a new fucking set. I already sold my GenCon pass (ending my streak of having never missed a GenCon, but then again, why should I be allowed to do anything I enjoy) to get some money towards them, but with all my efforts, I'm only a little over $200 towards my goal. Guess life's not done finding ways to bend me over yet...Guess I should post something.
General | Posted 9 years agoWow, I've been silent for a few months. I'm not dead, just been dealing with a lot of life issues. As some of you know, near the end of August I ended up with a speeding ticket in a school zone, and then near the end of September I got another one, same officer, and tried to claim it was a school zone even though we weren't in one, so fuck me. Because I had two citations within a 12 month (or in this case 1 month) period, I had to take a 4 hour (which turned into 6 because of crappy internet) driver safety program to keep my license from getting suspended, but after $485 in tickets and $45 for the driver program, I'm in the clear, and they never even doubled the points on my license, so I only have 2 points now. More recently, I've had more personal stuff going on, a friend passed away a few weeks ago, and there's some other things I'd rather not discuss. Not to mention the holidays are always disappointing and depressing for me (especially Christmas, or as I call it anymore, December 25th...), so that doesn't help much. In the meantime, I've been playing Pokémon Moon and have finished the Alola dex, mainly thanks to a lot of luck on the GTS and some trading with a friend. Not that I have the Shiny Charm I wanna start working on breeding shiny starter Pokémon. I'd like to put out a set of them on a Christmas auction type thing, but Idk that I'd have any luck, not after my last one...
But yeah, not dead, just quiet for the most part. Don't really know what else to say here, So I'll leave it at that. PLEASE READ THIS
General | Posted 9 years agoSo I'm driving my mom somewhere a little bit ago, and there's some asshole pretty much stationary on the street in a school zone. So I signal to go around him, as do other people, next thing I know I'M the one with a cop right behind them. He comes back with a ticket, claiming I was doing 36mph in a 25mph school zone. So now I gotta come up with money for a fucking ticket because some pig is an asshole.
Bottom line (and because I've seen other people do it for rent, etc.), I'm asking for donations. I know it probably won't have much luck, but I don't know what else to do. If anyone is willing to help out, my PayPal is shadowsoldier1328[at]yahoo.com I don't like asking, but this isn't something that can just go away. Please, anyone that can help, I'd really appreciate it...Why am I so easily fooled...
General | Posted 9 years agoWhy did I let myself be fooled into thinking everything would be okay...it will never be okay, and I will never be okay...Looking for shiny/battle ready/special bred Pokemon? :D
General | Posted 10 years agoWell, I'm in a bit of a pickle, so I'm having to let a bunch of these little critters go. Gotta raise some money to get the taillight on my truck fix because some ass-hatted fucktard decided to back into my truck and busted the taillight. And then tonight one of my headlights burned out. Fuck em up the ass, right? I found a "new" taillight at a Pic-a-Part for about 50 bucks, and the bulb for the headlight luckily is only between 10 and 15 bucks. So anyway, to the point. This is the link to a list of all the different shiny Pokemon I've collected over time: Shiny Pokemon List If anyone is interested in any of these Pokemon, and would like to make a donation to help me out in exchange for them, I would greatly appreciate it. There's no limit to the amount of Pokemon you can ask for. I also have a lot of battle-ready Pokemon from my own personal teams, as well as babies with good IVs/Natures/Egg Moves. Lastly, I'm willing, if I don't have the Pokemon you're looking for, to custom breed Pokemon for you with whatever natures, moves, etc., you wish. If anyone is interested, just comment here or drop me a note. I appreciate you taking the time to read this, and hopefully some of you will be interested. :)Update, I guess.
General | Posted 10 years agoSo yeah, still around (somewhat), just don't feel much like talking to people nowadays. Still depressed as always, but more so now that the holidays are near...pretty sure by now I don't even remember what Christmas is actually supposed to be like. For me, this Friday is nothing more than December 25th. We just put a tree up (some dinky little 3 foot tree) for the first time in over 10 years, and even though I missed having a tree up, it feels more like a glowing, multi-colored middle finger. I usually try to shut myself off to the world during Christmas and the day after, because even though I try not to think of myself as a material person, it still bothers me, and even kinda hurts a little when I hear everyone around me talking about what they did/what they got for Christmas, and I'm just sitting there like "...". I feel like a stranger in a foreign land, outside looking in, at an unfamiliar culture.
You can call me a scrooge, a party pooper, whatever, I really don't care. Guess I'll slide back into the shadows now, not like anyone would notice...I'm gonna level with all of you...
General | Posted 10 years ago...shit sucks right now. For me, at least. I'm still piss broke, I'm always depressed from the time I wake up in the morning to the time I go to bed at night. My nerves are so shot that I sometimes go a day, or even two, without eating anything. I almost lost my mother a few weeks ago. Thankfully she got better, but it was the first time in my life that I thought about what would happen if I lost her, and while she was in the hospital for 10 days, I really didn't like the thoughts I was having, but they were still there, and were serious thoughts. Still haven't had luck on a job, even though a friend of mine and his brother who are, in all honesty, lazy as fuck, lucked into jobs. Just something else they've had handed to them. What pisses me off more is the fact that we were all three supposed to go at the same time to check out the job, but when I got to their house in the afternoon to hang out, I find out they had went without me and they both got the jobs.
And the shit doesn't end there. I have a $400 debt to a friend, most of that stemming from when he helped me out when my back window on my truck got busted out almost 2 years ago, and the rest from a couple times he helped me when times were rough. But he's starting to get a little impatient about it, even though he's currently working and I'm not. He offered to cut out a good chunk of what I owe him if I wanted to get rid of my Xbox One, but even then there'd still be some debt left. I do feel bad about owing him for so long, and he's been patient and understanding so far, so I'm probably gonna end up losing the last for of entertainment I have around my house, after not even having it for a year. Aside from coming on here and begging for donations, I don't know what the fuck to do (it probably wouldn't do any good, anyway).
I'm just sick and tired of having to scratch and claw to get by, while most of the people around me just luck into everything they have. I've been doing my best given my situation, but it obviously isn't anywhere near good enough. For once I'd like to wake up happy and go to bed happy, instead of occasionally waking up cursing the fact that I did, or going to bed and hoping that it's the last time, but I suppose that's just too much to ask. I know I'm probably gonna hear "It'll get better" or "Don't worry, something good is bound to happen to you", but guess what? I've been hearing that for a long time, and it isn't getting any better.
Off I go for another night of restless sleep, so I'll leave you with the words of the poet Ralph Waldo Emerson: "Happiness is just an illusion caused by the temporary absence of reality".Emergency situation, please read. (GOAL REACHED!)
General | Posted 10 years ago(EDIT 9/29) Whistler and I have reached the goal we were looking for, so the commissions are now closed. A huge thank you to every one who helped, both here and on DeviantArt, I really appreciate all of your help.
Well, last week the screen on my phone was shattered and rendered unusable. I was able (and had no choice but) to get my phone replaced, my insurance allowed me to put it on my next bill, but now I owe $150 to the phone company in less than 2 weeks or my phone will be shut off (I thought I had a month). Then there's more fees and shit to get it turned back on. Now here's where I need some of your guys' help. A good friend of mine here, WhistlerIstler has agreed to help me out by accepting some "charity commissions". We talked about it and he's willing to take on some commissions to help me out. Basically, he's charging $30 for a commission, up to 2 characters, fully colored and shaded. Here's some examples of his work:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/17706232/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/16699040/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/15411039/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/13873933/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/16461074/
Note that the commission doesn't have to be bondage related. Just nothing mature/sexual in nature. I've known Whistler for a long time, and he's a great person and very trustworthy, you have my word on that. Anyone who's interested, please contact me via notes and we can discuss further details. Just so you all know, Whistler is only doing this to help me out of a tight situation, he normally doesn't take on requests/commissions, so please don't bombard him asking for stuff. Whistler is doing me a great favor on this, we just need a little more help from you guys. Thanks, and please help if you can.
Well, last week the screen on my phone was shattered and rendered unusable. I was able (and had no choice but) to get my phone replaced, my insurance allowed me to put it on my next bill, but now I owe $150 to the phone company in less than 2 weeks or my phone will be shut off (I thought I had a month). Then there's more fees and shit to get it turned back on. Now here's where I need some of your guys' help. A good friend of mine here, WhistlerIstler has agreed to help me out by accepting some "charity commissions". We talked about it and he's willing to take on some commissions to help me out. Basically, he's charging $30 for a commission, up to 2 characters, fully colored and shaded. Here's some examples of his work:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/17706232/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/16699040/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/15411039/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/13873933/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/16461074/
Note that the commission doesn't have to be bondage related. Just nothing mature/sexual in nature. I've known Whistler for a long time, and he's a great person and very trustworthy, you have my word on that. Anyone who's interested, please contact me via notes and we can discuss further details. Just so you all know, Whistler is only doing this to help me out of a tight situation, he normally doesn't take on requests/commissions, so please don't bombard him asking for stuff. Whistler is doing me a great favor on this, we just need a little more help from you guys. Thanks, and please help if you can.
Pokemon OR/AS demo. :D
General | Posted 11 years agoSo I checked my email tonight for the first time in weeks, and just recently I received a download code for the Pokémon Omega Ruby/Alpha Sapphire demo. :D Downloading it now, can't wait to check it out. :3Helping out a friend.
General | Posted 11 years agoI promised a friend I'd help them out, so listen up. 
is doing cheap commissions. He specializes in feet/paw and bondage pics, and here's some examples: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/14638183/ http://www.furaffinity.net/view/14593818/ http://www.furaffinity.net/view/14536528/ http://www.furaffinity.net/view/14375881/ and a little something he did for me: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/14650391/ You can check him out here: http://www.furaffinity.net/user/skyler-the-fox/ and over on his DeviantArt page: http://skyler-the-fox.deviantart.com/ Just hit him up for any details. :)Finally selling off some of my childhood.
General | Posted 11 years agoWelp, I'm finally parting with some of my favorite Sonic merchandise I own. Was looking through a bunch of my DVDs that have just been gathering dust over the years, and I happened across a bunch of Sonic DVDs I was unaware I still owned. Here's a list of the Sonic DVDs I own:
Sonic X: The New World Saga
Sonic X: Chaos Emerald Chaos
Sonic X: Chaos & Shadow Sagas
Sonic X: The Complete 5th Season
Sonic X: So Long, Sonic
Adventures of Sonic the Hedgehog Volume 1
Adventures of Sonic the Hedgehog Volume 2
Sonic the Hedgehog (Sonic SatAM): The Complete Series
Planning on sellin' 'em, don't watch 'em anymore. Apparently the Sonic X DVDs actually go for something. lol Guess the nostalgia factor kicks in here. x3
Anyone interested? LmaoPokemon Bank next Friday!
General | Posted 12 years agoYes, the long-awaited Pokemon Bank is launching a week from today, and I'm really excited for it. For those of you who don't know, the Pokemon bank is an online storage service in the Nintendo e-Shop, allowing you to store up to 3000 Pokemon at once, as well as migrating Pokemon from Black, White, Black 2 and White 2 to Pokemon X and Y. Unfortunately a while ago I sold my copy of Black 2, thus making the Pokemon bank virtually useless to me. Well today, I had a stroke of luck. I found a copy of Black 2 at one of the gaming shops I hang out at, and not only was it a completed file, it seems that the former owner was preparing for the bank as well, considering his save file contained a LOT of Pokemon, including a TON of legendaries, legally obtained legendaries, migrated from other games. Here's a list of the legitimate legendary Pokemon I now own:
Mew, Deoxys, Kyogre x2, Rayquaza (shiny, legit), Regirock, Regice x2, Registeel, Deoxys, Regigigas, Lugia, Ho-oh, Latios x3, Latias x2, Uxie x2, Mesprit, Azelf, Cresselia, Heatran, Kyurem, Reshiram, Zekrom x2, Dialga, Palkia x2, Giratina, Tornadus, Thundurus x2, Genesect, Terrakion, Virizion, Cobalion, Moltres, and Mewtwo x2.
I'm pretty sure these aren't legit, so most likely can't be sent through the bank, but here they are anyway:
Darkrai (hatched from egg), Keldeo, (hatched from egg), Deoxys (second one, came from Sinnoh at odd level, probably hacked), Celebi (shiny, hatched from egg) I did get a bunch of old starters, too: Charizard, Wartortle, Ivysaur, Typhlosion, Swampert, Sceptile, Empoleon, Infernape, Torterra, Emboar, Samurott, and Serperior. So I'm really happy with this file, even if a few legendary Pokemon are fake. If anyone wants to trade for the extra legendary Pokemon I have, I am more than happy to trade them. But I'm mainly looking for Articuno, any of the Totodile or Chikorita evolutionary line, a legit Shaymin, Darkrai, or Arceus, Landorus, or anything cool like shinies. Anyone interested can contact me through this journal or in notes. I will respond to every comment. Thanks in advance to anyone that can help, and talk to you soon!Friend safari help, please?
General | Posted 12 years agoI want a Greninja with Protean, so if anyone has the friend safari code with Frogadier in it, please trade friend codes with me? ;.; (This one is really important to me.)
