I love it when I can talk to someone I have had a past with, Even if we had our difference an had a leave of absence.
It makes me feel really good to know that I can still connect with them. I am always open with chatting with people that I have had a past with no matter what. BUT sometimes it doesn't work out that easy if things between you and the other person are still bitter I suppose. The thought of reviving a relationship is nice when it turns into a friendship :]

Always give the other person a chance when things go bad, just give them space but don't cut them off with blocking and unfriending them because they might still care a ton! I'm a really caring person when it comes to holding on. I know that I should let go but I don't want to sometimes because I don't want to lose that person. Call it creepy or whatever but I tend to see how people are doing and from a far i like to hope they are doing good.

I don't like making the good memories I shared with that person sour because it only leads to hate, so I like to think of the good memories and smile ^^ <3
I'm much too caring to be a cruel person honestly. I suppose it is a blessing or a curse haha xD

Happy 21st birthday to this coon/Mousey :3
I'm just really happy lately, I am finally getting comfortable with driving huzzahh!
I'm hoping to get my license after this summer but we will see heh. Other then the driving stuff I have found a mate and he is just sooo sweet and caring. He is super fun to be around even if he is fidgety and nervous haha!

Of course this summer is to be filled up with boating and going on adventures with my munchkin to different places.
I am quite excited to have fun this summer ^^

I get to go out to eat with my sister and have some drinks yay!! :3

Soooo this raffle has this cute striped tail that is just soooo epic!
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/10910887/ <<-- goo to them they make good tails and ears!!
This raffle just looks epic and I hope I get a chance to win but who knows. Time will tell and luck shall see :3

I want to get a Ball joint doll but it seems that everything is always on the back burner with my parents...
I ask for some help to get it through paypal since I don't have one YET.
ugh and all I hear is "thats too much money for that or you don't need that"
Gahhh I just want a doll I can customize and have fun with and just be happy with...

I Dunno I just wanted something nice for my birthday.. BUT she said maybe after the trip and I absolutely know that's going to be a load of crap :/

WHY is it so complicated just to get a doll?!

Other than that I am Leaving to Chicago on the fifteenth :]
Super psyched about that and it means I get away from Colorado springs~

Ugh I dunno why but I get tired of being watched over and over again when an ex makes a dozen new accounts.. its like damn! Just stip and leave me the hell alone.. I dont even want you around period... when a relationship fizzles out I usually shut the person out of my life for a reason.. either they hurt me or something so yea... I really dont get why you're going to try and watch me everytime you make a new useless account.

So if I make a new account it means I ran the hell away from your dead accounts.. just let go and stop trying to watch me.. or speak with me.. I stopped trying a long time ago so yea.


Might make a new account but not too sure.

<o wo>
Yes I am growing kitty grass for my little fluff ball boomie <3
I believe he definately deserves it since well he chews the hell out of my Moms plants haha. err.. thats not supposed to be funny but it so is!

BUT on another note I'm going to hopefully get used to my sewing machine and make something marvelous, hopefully hmm... still pending heh..
I'm hoping to make a new plushie here soon as well but idk what I should make for myself. hmm -thinks- Dunno yet but will update that later x3

Poetry has come back into my life FINALLLY
Maybe I'm absolutely crazy but I love expressing everything in poetry, it makes me feel happy.

<o wo>
Yes I am growing kitty grass for my little fluff ball boomie <3
I believe he definately deserves it since well he chews the hell out of my Moms plants haha. err.. thats not supposed to be funny but it so is!

BUT on another note I'm going to hopefully get used to my sewing machine and make something marvelous, hopefully hmm... still pending heh..
I'm hoping to make a new plushie here soon as well but idk what I should make for myself. hmm -thinks- Dunno yet but will update that later x3

[quote]Poetry has come back into my life FINALLLY
Maybe I'm absolutely crazy but I love expressing everything in poetry, it makes me feel happy.[quote]

Nia sometimes I can be gloomy and fussy. I hope you can bear with me through these moments and I can be really quiet at times. When we talk on cam I honestly love hearing your voice and seeing you. I just want you to know that through every moment we have I will always be by your side, I don't want things to go to fast because when everything goes to fast I feel like I'd miss alot oddly. Waiting to see you again feels like forever but when I do get the chance to see you it feels like a special moment I wouldnt want to end. You make me happy and I hope I make you happy just as much as you do for me.
I'm very happy you are soo accepting of my situation and it means the world to me that you came out to see me last saturday. I couldn't ask for a better mate/master. <3

I just want to say I'm sorry for all the slow texts and well me not talking so much on cam. I thought about you all during valentines day because I just wanted to be there with you during that day which was yesterday heh -smiles-

Thank you Draggy.. <3
 spldragon


<3 Shiloh chur Shipuff :3

Happines comes at the most unexpected times. I found the most amazing dragon in the world. I am just so happy to call my master my mate now.
Im just really happy to find somefur that is so accepting of my situation and of me. It means the world to me that I could find someone such as you my dragon <3

I'm a happy coon :3
 spldragon <3

Nia well here it goes, I has had a crush on some fur for abit now but I mean I am afraid to be all odd ball and opening up to him like "Hey we have only talked abit BUT I like you ALOT" I dunno I absolutely wouldnt wanna be creepy coon ; N ;

Nehh its like love/crush at first sight but I'm too afraid to confront him and well try and well erm..... tell him my feelings since y'know alot of furs might like him alot idk -hides under blankets and sighs-

-pokes paws together all nervous like and twitches ears around-
Coon is stuck in a hole of doubt and shyness~

---

x
Wish I could honestly tell you without being rejected ; n ;

[Oh yea btw I have been on this whole diet/exercise thing with my bestie irl. Trying to get fit like ferreal!]

Cant wait for christmas to be here but than agains it has come wayyyy tooo quick x.x
I am busy making Christmas presents hehe <3
For all my friends well majority of them atleast.
Making boxes and then making necklace charm for my friend, its going to be Totoro yay!
Idk this month has just been pleasing to me C:

Lol I look back on my other journals and laugh alot haha.

I'm just so greatful for my family and my son plus my friends <3

anywho not much to say except im a busy coon x3

1. Was 2012 a good year for you? Why?
Yes and no but more yes due to the fact I had my first child AND I graduated high school.

2. What was your favorite moment of the year?
Giving birth to my Son

3. What was your least favorite moment of the year?
Don't have one really

4. Where were you when 2012 began?
Home I suppose

5. Who were you with?
My Family of course <3

6. Where will you be when 2012 ends?
Prolly infront of my puter with my son or infront of a tv with my Son

7. Who will you be with when 2012 ends?
My Son and family <3

8. Did you keep your New Year's Resolutions of 2012?
didn't quite have one then really well.. err.. wait! I my resolution was to graduate

9. Do you have New Year's Resolution(s) for 2013?
Stay Healthy happy and well forget those whom I lost :3

10. Did you fall in love in 2012?
Sure, For a short time.

11. If yes, with who?
A girl Not saying who, I don't like speaking of her name

12. If yes, do they know?
Sure maybe Idk but its the past now so who cares right?

13. Are you still in love with them?
Keeping that one to myself

14. You regret it?
Sometimes

15. Did you break up with anyone in 2012?
Nope

16. Did you make any new friends in 2012?
Mmm No. I'd rather stay in my box with my well trusted friends.
But maybe acquaintances

17. Who are your favorite new friends?
My bestfriends irl

18. What was your favorite month of 2012?
September, June, May

19. Did you travel outside of your country of residence in 2012?
nope sure didnt

20. How many different states / provinces did you travel to in 2012?
South Dakota, Nebraska, Chicago, Wisconsin, Wyoming, Colorado,~

21. Did you lose anybody close to you in 2012?
Mmm yes

22. Did you miss anybody in the past year?
Yes

23. What was your favorite movie that you saw in 2012?
Too many x3
But id say Sinister or nehh forgot the name x3

24. What was your favorite song from 2012?
Not many

25. What was your favorite record from 2012?
Dont know

26. How many concerts did you see in 2012?
None

27. Did you have a favorite concert in 2012?
No

28. Did you drink a lot of alcohol in 2012?
NOPE

29. Did you do a lot of drugs in 2012?
Weed yes others no

30. How many people did you sleep with in 2012?
One

31. Did you do anything you are ashamed of this year?
Nothing

33. What was the worst lie someone told you in 2012?
Why they couldn't come see me~ but then again that shit started in 2011 as well

34. Did you treat somebody badly in 2012?
Nope, If I did I have apologized or apologized too much

35. Did somebody treat you badly in 2012?
Yes

36. How much money did you spend in 2012?
Not much

37. What was your proudest moment of 2012?
Uhm between Graduating from High school or Giving birth to my son I'd say my son C:

38. What was your most embarrassing moment of 2012?
Uhm laughing so hard I threw up but then again I was preggers xD
AND it was late haha but I was with my bestfriend more like super bestie since I've known her longer than anyone xD

39. If you could go back in time to any moment of 2012 and change something, what would it be?
Not a Damn thing honestly, WELL I take that back, maybe meeting some people lol

40. What are your plans for 2013?
Keep on being a Mom and a good friend ~

Nia well good news!
Got most of my Christmas shopping done and I got a Rainbow Dash hoodie yay!
I'm very pleased how everything is going in my life, I realized that what mattered most in my heart is my son and Love will find its way to me one day but hopefully it will treat me better.
On another note I'm growing my hair out happily yay! :3

~
I finally got a Weasyl x3
Yay! Happiness fer sure, I got the courage to ask somefur to send an invite and im oh so grateful <3
Thank you SpottyCat!

Anywho I'm doodling more and more, it would be nice to draw something for somebody :P

Moving on is hard but when your holding onto something that the other person ended it shouldn't mean a damn thing. They chose what they wanted and they didn't give a damn that you tried.
Its funny when you move on and the other person becomes butt hurt because they chose something else but regretted it.

Move on yourself and realize what the fuck you're doing next time before ya do something selfish.~

Ehh don't mind me, Nato is just being truthful ^3^~♥
Have a great day tehe :3

Sooo... I had my little Leo on the 6th so he was quite early but I had to get a emerg c-section unfortunately BUT I'm doing great. Leo is quite the hand full but he is sooooooo cute hehe. The side affects after pregnancy are annoying Especially the yiffyness -//////- It sucks honestly because well I got no time and well yea~ Sorry for the tmi I'm just nehh... drained yiffy and gahh busy. Well yea, I wont be posting art up much so.. it will be a while before I can but I will check fa of course. Nia dunt have many watchers but ehh its okay. Nia I just noticed I say "so" a lot xD
Nia just abit of news fron the coon

[center]Okay so Leo is on the way and art is going to be abit hard to do but ehh I prolly wont be on much so no tabby drawings but once everything settles.
I will make silly doodles on paper than try and redraw them sooner or later but I might post Poetry since I have been having a ton of rhymes in my head but we will see.

Eep 19 more days till my little boy gets here! so excited!
But man it will be alot of work but the most amazing work to have my little Leo in my arm hehe.

Oh yea and this sunday is my baby shower! squee!
I'm excited as well for that :)

Other news is that I'm bigger than a house o.o
but man its a good/ weird feeling to have something move around in your belly x3

Nia Stressful times call for extremely good things and one of them is Poetry or snuggles from the gorgeous little lady I call my gf of two months today :3
I love you dearly and I severely want to apologize for my behavior lately and my huge lack of communication. I HAVE to break my habits of being alone so much and being to myself an well open up and make everything like something to share and stuff bc your in my life. I want to to keep you in my life and do everything right. I want you to smile with me and know that I'm not going to push you out of the bubble bc your going to be in my bubble.
So I am kicking those stupid habits goodbye and making you my everything, I will check in and tell you things and not make you worry. I know school is coming up for you like soon as in a few days so I'm gonna make a permy[permanent] day or few days to see you. I love you very very much and I'm so so sorry for being such a crab and a ghost that goes poof with out telling you. I love you very much  paintedfoxtails
I want to wish you a happy anniversary~♥[/center]

Sooooo~ I am just learning how to sew with my sewing machine and well I made my dad a pocket thing for his q-tips and teeth cleaners since he always has one in his ear or what not. Yea I'm spazzing at how awesome I am at making a silly bag thing xD
Yes a little coon hopping around over the pride of a bag made :3
---x
Other news my Ferret didn't make it unfortunately so I'm missing him but he is in a better place but still if that feral raccoon didn't come an ruin things he would still be here -sniffles and sighs-
I'm doing okay and I'm thinking about good memories of course but still its hard :<
Nia but life keeps float'n on just like the clouds do~

Hopefully I will start making adoptables to sell sooner or later.
But any who tata!
♥Shiloh Seir

I may be a tame coon to most but I'm not a tame coon to a fucking Feral one. I got a wild coon going after my ferret and I'm not fucking happy. If I get my paws around that little fucker, it wont be living at all. How ever bad my ferret is hurt it will be dead with a few more things ripped out of it. When Shiloh gets angry, gtfo of the way.
I have only had a hour in half of sleep and now I'm not going to sleep at all. If that coon comes back to hurt him more I will be angry as fuck.
Give me a shot gun or a knife or even a fucking bag of poison. That little fucker is going to die by my paw with agony.
And I will gut the little fucker and claim him as a trophy to all wild coons to not fuck with my ferret..

I will have my fun with it, heh poison and some food to make it suffer.~

Sometimes ex gfs can be a pain in the ass,
Idk why and I don't really care anymore.
But having an ex stroll onto your turf or quite possibly a crush/friend/something or something peeves the fuck out of me.
Then thats when its kinda like you wanna keep your paws over your mouth an say nothing or just scream out "damn girl, don'tcha get it? me not talking to you or caring means gtfo of my life and my area"

I just can't stand it when ya got ex's that tread all over things.
Just had to vent abit with my annoyance hehe
;3
♥Shiloh

So yea My birthday was Monday and meh it was quiet and lonely D:
But officially I am celebrating it on Thursday hehe.
I am pretty happy that I'm nineteen but my biggest and best age level is twenty-one, of course heh ^^"
Isn't that every ones >>

I'm also a happy fuzzy to be graduated and happy with every thing coming up as well.
In the up coming months I will be prepping and cleaning my room to well get ready for a new arrival~
Not many people know whats going on in my life and also finding a mate isn't the biggest things going on right now BUT I have realized that I'm not happy with males anymore. They are very indecisive and VERY hard headed or they all have TOO many insecurities.

Maybe I will find that significant other that will love me and my little Leo But until then I wont pressure myself with finding a mate~

Things are looking up for me and I am very happy. :3
Birthday wishes and gifts are welcome but I like happy birthday wishes~
[Most prefer gifts but I prefer happy wishes but which ever floats your boat]
♥Shiloh~

[x] you meow/bark to get attention
[x] you find pets toys amusing
[ ] you get hyper by the smell of catnip
[x] you growl/hiss when someone gets too close to your food
[x] you growl/hiss when someone you dislike is too close to you
[ ] you purr/shake your leg when someone shows you affection
[] if someone tosses a ball, you chase it and bring it back
Total: 4

[x] you love to be scratched behind the ear
[ ] you love fish/meat
[] you like to stick your head out through the window of a moving car.
[x] you like when people pet your head
[x] people can make you stop doing stuff by hitting you on the nose with a newspaper
[x] you think feathers are fun to play with
Total: 4

[x] you sleep a lot during daytime
[x] you enjoy scaring birds
[ ] you lick peoples faces to show you like them
[x] you bite people if they annoy you
[x] you tend to steal food from your friends/family's plate when you have eaten all of yours
[ ] milk or water is your favorite drink
Total:4

[x] you own a collar and you enjoy wearing it
[] you own a leash and enjoy wearing it
[x] you own animal ears/tail/paws or a fursuit
[x] you enjoy long walks in the park
[X] you meow/bark when you see something you want
Total: 4

[X] you call your hands and feet "paws"
[x] you tilt your head when you do not understand what someone is talking about
[ ] you run to the door when someone mentions a walk
[x] you really enjoy cuddling
[X] you stretch your body and whimper a bit every morning when you wake up
[x] you can wake up and go back to sleep right away after looking around
Total: 5

[x] you have your favorite spot besides your bed where you like to sleep
[X] you meow or bark very often
[ ] you hide when you get scared
[X] you run to the door to see who it is every time someone comes in to the house
[X] you like to chase flying insects and try to catch them with your bare hand
[x] you tend to chew on stuff a lot
[ ] you like to do tricks to get a treat
Total: 5

[] you own a wearable item/tag with your name on it
[x] you refer to yourself as an animal
[x] your username has something to do with animals
[x] your e-mail has something to do with animals
[x] if you get a bleeding wound, you lick it to make it feel better
[x] you look for edible stuff often
Total: 5

[x] you often find yourself looking through the window for a long time
[x] you like to say hi to strangers
[x] you like to be petted when you have done something good
[] people think you act like a pet
[x] you growl/hiss at stuff you do not like
[] you like to eat grass
[x] if you get wet, you shake to get rid of the water
Total: 5

Final total: 36

Take your score and multiply it by 2
Put your title as "I'm _% Furry"