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General | Posted 10 years agoHello everybody....
I know it has been a long time since the last real interaction with any of you...
Many things have happening in my personal and professional life; lucky or unlucky bad things come in the personal topic.... while in the professional field everything go smoothly... ^^
last valentine day is marked as one the blackest and worst day in my personal life... and nop… is not cause a broken hearth… that day afternoon a glicht happened in my pokemon game and I lost all the data…. Info, pokemons, items, and efforts that are just too much worthy to calculate… basically I lost like 10 years of effort just in a bad click…
I´m trying to recover most of the data… but for a couple of the pokemons things won´t be possible…. And few days after pokemon sun & moon comes get announced…
so most of my free time are invested in those… but… also that means I have stopped drawing in a while… also a lack of inspiration, a lose of touch… and the difficulty to find out my own stile make me work in “better” things for now….
Few moments ago I saw a pic of one of my favorite characters… somehow I saw something in the imagine… something than remind me how I use to draw… and how my stile use to be… and also how my characters use to look… I miss it… and since this year means a new beginning for pokemon… I guess that I needs to be a new beginning for me…
I normally don´t do new year purpose.. and we are actually about to finish the third month of the year… and I haven´t upload anything important lately… so this year feels empty
guess is time to fill in the gaps… I will try to draw more… and play less… I mean I made a deal with my pokemon games… but… also some of the games are quite slow to be played…. And some other in less than 50 hours could be overcome… for a moment though it was time to let it go… and start over again… in the new generation… as normally it is done…. Only time will tell….
for now I will be scratching on paper… see what I can do…
I´ll keep you informed…
By the way: this was the pic that make me feel alive again ^^ http://sonicfreak276.deviantart.com.....harm-598399409
http://sonicfreak276.deviantart.com/ Thanks a lot !! ^^
I know it has been a long time since the last real interaction with any of you...
Many things have happening in my personal and professional life; lucky or unlucky bad things come in the personal topic.... while in the professional field everything go smoothly... ^^
last valentine day is marked as one the blackest and worst day in my personal life... and nop… is not cause a broken hearth… that day afternoon a glicht happened in my pokemon game and I lost all the data…. Info, pokemons, items, and efforts that are just too much worthy to calculate… basically I lost like 10 years of effort just in a bad click…
I´m trying to recover most of the data… but for a couple of the pokemons things won´t be possible…. And few days after pokemon sun & moon comes get announced…
so most of my free time are invested in those… but… also that means I have stopped drawing in a while… also a lack of inspiration, a lose of touch… and the difficulty to find out my own stile make me work in “better” things for now….
Few moments ago I saw a pic of one of my favorite characters… somehow I saw something in the imagine… something than remind me how I use to draw… and how my stile use to be… and also how my characters use to look… I miss it… and since this year means a new beginning for pokemon… I guess that I needs to be a new beginning for me…
I normally don´t do new year purpose.. and we are actually about to finish the third month of the year… and I haven´t upload anything important lately… so this year feels empty
guess is time to fill in the gaps… I will try to draw more… and play less… I mean I made a deal with my pokemon games… but… also some of the games are quite slow to be played…. And some other in less than 50 hours could be overcome… for a moment though it was time to let it go… and start over again… in the new generation… as normally it is done…. Only time will tell….
for now I will be scratching on paper… see what I can do…
I´ll keep you informed…
By the way: this was the pic that make me feel alive again ^^ http://sonicfreak276.deviantart.com.....harm-598399409
http://sonicfreak276.deviantart.com/ Thanks a lot !! ^^
Falling into the Boredoom
General | Posted 10 years agoHello guys... i know it is been a while but many things have passed in those days...
I get a job than make me travel 4 hour every monday morning... and came back at home until 3 days after (which is cool cause i have enough time for myself playing videogames and doing so stuff)
but right now i´m falling in what i could describe as the boredoom expectation for the new year... very soon we all will know about what is comming next year.... I´m pretty exited with the Dark souls III release... also there is a monster hunter X comming and what it seems to be a new pokemon game.... Fallout 4 is just days away... and with very few weeks to cristmas I´m just about to explote in exitation and antisipation...
But also... it make me feel sad.... because all the games I play... Like Dark souls II, Monster hunter 4 or pokemon alpha... are not played anymore... I mean why should i will keep playing them if soon i will play something new...
also this matter come about drawing.... normally i draw my interpretaition of my own character in game.... since i stop played pokemon many of my pokemon character ar put on a hold.... Monster hunter is a good game but you look different because of the armor and i don´t like armores at all... so I´m not drawing that stuff neither... and tokine my principal character has remain unchanged so far...
Right now i feel terrible.... I´m bored and tired... i want to try sometingh else... but i feel tired than i loos interest very quickly... i try to draw anything... but my arms hurt and i decide to do something else.... my imagination is going wild... but i cannot come close to it... in my mind there are like 20 or 30 draws in the list to do... but i just can´t manage to draw the 1st one...
Sometimes i just what to go to sleep... and let the time passes until the next videogame hit comes out...
but cause i can´t do that i need to find something to do...
any suggestion are welcome...
I get a job than make me travel 4 hour every monday morning... and came back at home until 3 days after (which is cool cause i have enough time for myself playing videogames and doing so stuff)
but right now i´m falling in what i could describe as the boredoom expectation for the new year... very soon we all will know about what is comming next year.... I´m pretty exited with the Dark souls III release... also there is a monster hunter X comming and what it seems to be a new pokemon game.... Fallout 4 is just days away... and with very few weeks to cristmas I´m just about to explote in exitation and antisipation...
But also... it make me feel sad.... because all the games I play... Like Dark souls II, Monster hunter 4 or pokemon alpha... are not played anymore... I mean why should i will keep playing them if soon i will play something new...
also this matter come about drawing.... normally i draw my interpretaition of my own character in game.... since i stop played pokemon many of my pokemon character ar put on a hold.... Monster hunter is a good game but you look different because of the armor and i don´t like armores at all... so I´m not drawing that stuff neither... and tokine my principal character has remain unchanged so far...
Right now i feel terrible.... I´m bored and tired... i want to try sometingh else... but i feel tired than i loos interest very quickly... i try to draw anything... but my arms hurt and i decide to do something else.... my imagination is going wild... but i cannot come close to it... in my mind there are like 20 or 30 draws in the list to do... but i just can´t manage to draw the 1st one...
Sometimes i just what to go to sleep... and let the time passes until the next videogame hit comes out...
but cause i can´t do that i need to find something to do...
any suggestion are welcome...
EMERGENCEY COMMISON! for 10$ BY ME!
General | Posted 10 years agoEMERGENCEY COMMISON! for 10$ BY ME!
Bluedash117
By Bluedash117, a day ago
i can use the money to pay off school and i dont wanna be kicked out of my classes <: o my goal is $288.00
Full colored + character is $10 (5$ for addional character)
Please note me if u want one my paypal i nathanaelnoisette[at]ymail.com im willing to draw ALMOST anything ! and please share this journal too!
PRICE LIST! VVV
Line art- $7.00 (+$5.00 for additional characters)
Full color- $17.00 (+$5.00 for additional characters)
Full color w/Background 25.00 (+$5.00 for additional characters)
Pay Pal nathanaelnoisette[at]ymail.com <: 3 feel free to note me I'll draw almost anything
REQUESTS- closed
TRADES- OPEN
COMMISIONS-OPEN
Bluedash117By Bluedash117, a day ago
i can use the money to pay off school and i dont wanna be kicked out of my classes <: o my goal is $288.00
Full colored + character is $10 (5$ for addional character)
Please note me if u want one my paypal i nathanaelnoisette[at]ymail.com im willing to draw ALMOST anything ! and please share this journal too!
PRICE LIST! VVV
Line art- $7.00 (+$5.00 for additional characters)
Full color- $17.00 (+$5.00 for additional characters)
Full color w/Background 25.00 (+$5.00 for additional characters)
Pay Pal nathanaelnoisette[at]ymail.com <: 3 feel free to note me I'll draw almost anything
REQUESTS- closed
TRADES- OPEN
COMMISIONS-OPEN
Help a bodybuilder young man
General | Posted 10 years agoYou actually know me... and i´m pretty sure you know i´m not much an social actvism...
but this time i come out with this: https://www.facebook.com/photo.php?fbid=10153003993102477&set=a.10150105020112477.281220.726872476&type=1&theater
He is a very close friend of mine... he is a husky lover and is training to became a professional bodybuilder.... he need suppor... recently he has entered a small contest in wich the winer will get some products for his train (complex food, vitamins and other "natural" resourses) but to win he need likes in face book...
so please could you be so nice to give him a like... on the picture here https://www.facebook.com/photo.php?fbid=10153003993102477&set=a.10150105020112477.281220.726872476&type=1&theater
hope you can ^^ i would very apreciated it and i´m pretty sure he will too ^^
A very small anounce
General | Posted 11 years agohello everyone... I hope you have enjoyed the hollydays... and all the free time... and also hope you already had a mygthy return to class/job or athever you are into...
since this is the last day of the 1st month of the year and looking at the fact i haven´t draw anything since last year... i´m planing to restart drawing... to be honest don´t expet a bunch of draws.. neither new characters... Maybe i got a very fluent imagination but i don´t want to keep drawing so then i will be ended up having character drawn only once...
For this year i have a very wide schedule... of what draw is meant.... last year i draw my monkey family too often... Tokine was the main staring actually... This year would be probably something similar... bus also i still want to draw some pokemons... my main team probably...
Anyway this year is seem to be a good year... at least better than the last one ^^
this year i will be 29 year olds... and so all my character will became a year older... so you may have expect some change of the guys you already know...
anyway hope to read about you soon ^^
since this is the last day of the 1st month of the year and looking at the fact i haven´t draw anything since last year... i´m planing to restart drawing... to be honest don´t expet a bunch of draws.. neither new characters... Maybe i got a very fluent imagination but i don´t want to keep drawing so then i will be ended up having character drawn only once...
For this year i have a very wide schedule... of what draw is meant.... last year i draw my monkey family too often... Tokine was the main staring actually... This year would be probably something similar... bus also i still want to draw some pokemons... my main team probably...
Anyway this year is seem to be a good year... at least better than the last one ^^
this year i will be 29 year olds... and so all my character will became a year older... so you may have expect some change of the guys you already know...
anyway hope to read about you soon ^^
Friend code for nintendo 3DS
General | Posted 11 years agook is good to see you all again and also i have to thanks everyone who congrats me in my birthday ^^ i really appreciated it... but now i have a request to all of you who have a nnitendo 3DS sistem
in pokemons games there is a feature that use the pokemon friend code to generate rare pokemons mind if you share your friend codes with me?
obviously we have to en-change friend codes and also register each other so here is mine
0361-7491-8798
please tell me if you have register me to register you as well
many thanks to all of youArt block; I need help
General | Posted 12 years agoHi everybody it is been a while since I writhe a journal, but I guess I need to said something important.
Since the last month I have been to keep myself connected the internet bill is a lil to high to be paid soon… so I could browse the web easily as before; most of the time you see me online or when I upload stuff, is the time I spent at work.
Now, these days, as you have notice I started to draw more often than before; so I guess this time without internet help me to focus on drawing. Until yesterday.
I´m suffering from an art block; I´m not sure what is going on but I just can made a pic good enough for my own eyes; i draw one of my characters recently; and I wish to draw another but at soon as I started the pic something was wrong.
1st I draw the head too big, then too small, later the body was too small, the legs were too long and the it became a mess; finally I though I could made some corrections on photoshop, but I couldn’t manage to fix it, there were just too many small details to correct than I guess I need to draw it again from the beginning.
Anyway so far I don´t know if I would be able to keep drawing, I need to made a body study on my own draws to redefine the proportions, and I hope to draw again soon… otherwise… I will draw again until next month. Wish me luck to break this block.
My new action plan at drawing
General | Posted 12 years agoMy new action plan at drawing
Hello everybody…
As some of you have noticed I started a kind of different way of draw… trying out more poses and try to made some different works; so far with awesome results.
But something I have noticed is than I have been making many pics of the same character in a very close time… I have draw tokine at the very beginning of the year and I made two more version of the same guy… and with every pic I made of him his pose attitude and body get defined even better.
Something similar happened to myself… the last colored pic I upload of myself was very good and many people cheer me up because of that. But before that pic I did another one, a kind of sketch I haven´t colored. And the last year I did another one pic of myself clothed and unclothed in which I try to show most of the details… of myself…
So after thinking about this for a while I decide I should follow that pattern I need to do 2 or 3 pic of the same character…
one pic just standing there… to point the details…
another different work, with a more active pose or attitude… basically to show the outfit…
and finally a final work, a 3rd pic of the same character for show the attitude, the body the skills or anything that seem important enough to emphasize.
Now Sadly… this will took me more time… and also it going to give me some problems… my hand is suffering of Repetitive Strain Injury (RSI) specially my index finger…because of keep myself drawing more and more than I should XD (talking about work until it hurts, and keep doing even after) so will try to not force myself too much…
And just for end this… my new pic is going to be alitle different… this year and last year I draw basically monkeys… but monkeys are not my only characters… I have planned to draw my 1st pokemon party team again… has passed ages since last time I draw them… so I guess it is a good time to do that… specially cause everybody has changed a lot in those 5 years
I will start with this one:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/1196411/
the last time I draw was in April 3rd, five years ago, so an updated version is need for him
Hello everybody…
As some of you have noticed I started a kind of different way of draw… trying out more poses and try to made some different works; so far with awesome results.
But something I have noticed is than I have been making many pics of the same character in a very close time… I have draw tokine at the very beginning of the year and I made two more version of the same guy… and with every pic I made of him his pose attitude and body get defined even better.
Something similar happened to myself… the last colored pic I upload of myself was very good and many people cheer me up because of that. But before that pic I did another one, a kind of sketch I haven´t colored. And the last year I did another one pic of myself clothed and unclothed in which I try to show most of the details… of myself…
So after thinking about this for a while I decide I should follow that pattern I need to do 2 or 3 pic of the same character…
one pic just standing there… to point the details…
another different work, with a more active pose or attitude… basically to show the outfit…
and finally a final work, a 3rd pic of the same character for show the attitude, the body the skills or anything that seem important enough to emphasize.
Now Sadly… this will took me more time… and also it going to give me some problems… my hand is suffering of Repetitive Strain Injury (RSI) specially my index finger…because of keep myself drawing more and more than I should XD (talking about work until it hurts, and keep doing even after) so will try to not force myself too much…
And just for end this… my new pic is going to be alitle different… this year and last year I draw basically monkeys… but monkeys are not my only characters… I have planned to draw my 1st pokemon party team again… has passed ages since last time I draw them… so I guess it is a good time to do that… specially cause everybody has changed a lot in those 5 years
I will start with this one:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/1196411/
the last time I draw was in April 3rd, five years ago, so an updated version is need for him
PC is back to live!!
General | Posted 13 years ago Hi again
I got news… 1st the Hard Driver was damaged… looks like it was a problem on the files for start window… so that make for my pc almost impossible t star…
The solution reinstall windows and reformatting it at the same time… DON´T WORRY all the data was saved before that happened…
Now the bad… most of the .exe files in the pc were deleted… so I spent yesterday afternoon reinstalling many of the programs I normally use… Winap, Skype, Mozilla… actually the only real problem is the Photoshop CS… I used that program for coloring but I lost the CD… now i´m using a Portable Photoshop… I know it is a old program, but I heard than the Photoshop features haven´t really changed … so basically you get the same program through the years.
I was also checking many of the internet features… so far only ne problem has occurred in the morning… I was fixed in that moment but I´m not sure if the problem was fixed for good…. Or if the PC will show more issues…
Now about my works… I will put them in the hold for at least a couple of days… cause I need to find out as many bugs as I can…
Anyway so far so good… so I will keep myself in contact…
I got news… 1st the Hard Driver was damaged… looks like it was a problem on the files for start window… so that make for my pc almost impossible t star…
The solution reinstall windows and reformatting it at the same time… DON´T WORRY all the data was saved before that happened…
Now the bad… most of the .exe files in the pc were deleted… so I spent yesterday afternoon reinstalling many of the programs I normally use… Winap, Skype, Mozilla… actually the only real problem is the Photoshop CS… I used that program for coloring but I lost the CD… now i´m using a Portable Photoshop… I know it is a old program, but I heard than the Photoshop features haven´t really changed … so basically you get the same program through the years.
I was also checking many of the internet features… so far only ne problem has occurred in the morning… I was fixed in that moment but I´m not sure if the problem was fixed for good…. Or if the PC will show more issues…
Now about my works… I will put them in the hold for at least a couple of days… cause I need to find out as many bugs as I can…
Anyway so far so good… so I will keep myself in contact…
My PC dies today...
General | Posted 13 years ago Hello everybody…
I have just awful news… looks like my computer’s hard drive has a malfunction in her BIOS8 or something…. So it basically doesn't start… as soon as I turned it on she just freeze… my brother said that we need to change the hard drive…
We gonna try to recover all data using the damaged hard drive as a external one… and look if we can get a new one hard drive… but meanwhile I won’t be able to continue with my pic… and probably I will need to start it again…
If something new happened in the new days I will let you know…
Until we meet again…
I have just awful news… looks like my computer’s hard drive has a malfunction in her BIOS8 or something…. So it basically doesn't start… as soon as I turned it on she just freeze… my brother said that we need to change the hard drive…
We gonna try to recover all data using the damaged hard drive as a external one… and look if we can get a new one hard drive… but meanwhile I won’t be able to continue with my pic… and probably I will need to start it again…
If something new happened in the new days I will let you know…
Until we meet again…
how did I become a monkey...
General | Posted 13 years agoA Monkey Tale
The short story:
Being a fan of dragon ball anime, a skillful Pokémon trainer who love his pokemons, a gamer who favorite game is Donkey Kong Country 2 and a visit to a wandering shaman who told me things I never expected to heard, can confabulated against you, or even give you a push in the right direction to be what you really wish to be.
The long one:
Being a monkey wasn´t exactly my 1st idea of being a furry, long time ago when I was 12 year old the dragon ball anime was being aired in my country… in those days every boy want to be like goku I guess I wasn’t the exception.
I wish to had a tail, have super strength and beat down big guys, in those days I see myself as a normal human boy but with tail as my hero, in those days too I started to developed my drawing skills…
In those days I draw this guys many times Goku and his families where more or less my references, many times I tried but I never can make them look like the original pics… then I decided to develop a original stile… working by myself I ended up drawing this strange mix between cute faces and manly & strong bodies…
A couple of years passed and my skill gets stuck, then anime Pokémon come outs, in fact I started I played the game before the anime was in here cause my local rental game center has a Japanese Pokémon stadium game, so I already knows many things about the game before the anime… wich makes me hate ash in the very 1st moment… especially cause all my friend compared me with him… cause I also use a Pikachu as starter pokemon… which is funny cause Sparky was strong enough to beat all my foes , the same guys than make fun of be for being similar to ash…
Anyway while playing the game and watching the anime I star to draw again… and I try to draw my Pokémons… but I ended up drawing a mix of something half way a human and pokémon.
Few months later I get access to internet at my home… and I started to browse in galleries looking for pictures of my favorites characters… then I ended up in a yaoi page about dragon ball.
Then I was like…. “Why is goku kissing piccolo and why they are is so small clothes….” I watch it for a while and then I run away… for some reason it was wrong…. Then I take a deep breath and I try to change the topic… I look for pokemons (BIG MISTAKE) after a couple of clicks I ended up finding a lot of pic about Pokémons doing dirty stuff… the most strongest, wildest and nastiest thing you can imagine… and I like them… I was like o my gosh! what is this?… why?... why I can´t stop looking at it?
One Day looking for pokemons pictures I ended up in DA… I didn´t like the page cause I guess I should pay for browse on it… so I left ending up on VCL there I found many anthropomorphic characters, animals (furries like foxes, wolves, tigers, bears and many others) pokemons (like picachu and charizard, but being strong or cute, I found many Pikachu pics but they seem too girly or too childish and I didn´t like it) and digimons (who always looks cool, strong and like heros) and some crossover about them…
In that moment I see myself a lil different, starter to look at myself more like a pokemon but in human form, (my furry side born in that moment) but I look at myself as a jolteon… (Jolth born that day) I draw me many times as a bipedal jolteon with not major features…
Now, i´m a gamer too and I start in the super nes era, with Donkey Kong country being my favorite game… (I hate Mario cause I never feel it like a fun game… I mean jump… why… and then only jump) I enjoy the places you can visit in Donkey Kong Country 2, Diddy Kong Quest and then again I see something on diddy… for me he was so cool than I wish to be like him… and them something from my past come back to me…
I wish to be like goku, and then I wish to be like diddy, they are actually monkeys… and I was looking at myself as a jolteon… why… I started to draw myself again struggling to find a identity…
long time later… when I was 16 year old… my parents took me to a wandering amusement park (a carnival), in a moment I get separated from them, I was walking by myself and then I entered on a small, hut like structure, inside of it there was a Shaman who claims to be a mayan shaman, he told me many things than I didn´t expect someone else know about me… after 15 minutes of talking he make an astral lecture and he told me I was a monkey… and that was a epiphany for me… after that day I see myself as a monkey…
Sadly the 1st pic I made of me being a monkey was long time ago discarded… along with some other sketches about other monkeys and dogs and pokemons, characters I never named or get attached… anyway I keep drawing and my style keeps developing, but knowing myself as a monkey… step by step I changed my body, my forms, my fur, my features, my colors and my size to finally be the monkey I´m now.
In this trip there were a couple of key characters who always where there, they also has changed and still evolving but I guess that will be something for another day…
The short story:
Being a fan of dragon ball anime, a skillful Pokémon trainer who love his pokemons, a gamer who favorite game is Donkey Kong Country 2 and a visit to a wandering shaman who told me things I never expected to heard, can confabulated against you, or even give you a push in the right direction to be what you really wish to be.
The long one:
Being a monkey wasn´t exactly my 1st idea of being a furry, long time ago when I was 12 year old the dragon ball anime was being aired in my country… in those days every boy want to be like goku I guess I wasn’t the exception.
I wish to had a tail, have super strength and beat down big guys, in those days I see myself as a normal human boy but with tail as my hero, in those days too I started to developed my drawing skills…
In those days I draw this guys many times Goku and his families where more or less my references, many times I tried but I never can make them look like the original pics… then I decided to develop a original stile… working by myself I ended up drawing this strange mix between cute faces and manly & strong bodies…
A couple of years passed and my skill gets stuck, then anime Pokémon come outs, in fact I started I played the game before the anime was in here cause my local rental game center has a Japanese Pokémon stadium game, so I already knows many things about the game before the anime… wich makes me hate ash in the very 1st moment… especially cause all my friend compared me with him… cause I also use a Pikachu as starter pokemon… which is funny cause Sparky was strong enough to beat all my foes , the same guys than make fun of be for being similar to ash…
Anyway while playing the game and watching the anime I star to draw again… and I try to draw my Pokémons… but I ended up drawing a mix of something half way a human and pokémon.
Few months later I get access to internet at my home… and I started to browse in galleries looking for pictures of my favorites characters… then I ended up in a yaoi page about dragon ball.
Then I was like…. “Why is goku kissing piccolo and why they are is so small clothes….” I watch it for a while and then I run away… for some reason it was wrong…. Then I take a deep breath and I try to change the topic… I look for pokemons (BIG MISTAKE) after a couple of clicks I ended up finding a lot of pic about Pokémons doing dirty stuff… the most strongest, wildest and nastiest thing you can imagine… and I like them… I was like o my gosh! what is this?… why?... why I can´t stop looking at it?
One Day looking for pokemons pictures I ended up in DA… I didn´t like the page cause I guess I should pay for browse on it… so I left ending up on VCL there I found many anthropomorphic characters, animals (furries like foxes, wolves, tigers, bears and many others) pokemons (like picachu and charizard, but being strong or cute, I found many Pikachu pics but they seem too girly or too childish and I didn´t like it) and digimons (who always looks cool, strong and like heros) and some crossover about them…
In that moment I see myself a lil different, starter to look at myself more like a pokemon but in human form, (my furry side born in that moment) but I look at myself as a jolteon… (Jolth born that day) I draw me many times as a bipedal jolteon with not major features…
Now, i´m a gamer too and I start in the super nes era, with Donkey Kong country being my favorite game… (I hate Mario cause I never feel it like a fun game… I mean jump… why… and then only jump) I enjoy the places you can visit in Donkey Kong Country 2, Diddy Kong Quest and then again I see something on diddy… for me he was so cool than I wish to be like him… and them something from my past come back to me…
I wish to be like goku, and then I wish to be like diddy, they are actually monkeys… and I was looking at myself as a jolteon… why… I started to draw myself again struggling to find a identity…
long time later… when I was 16 year old… my parents took me to a wandering amusement park (a carnival), in a moment I get separated from them, I was walking by myself and then I entered on a small, hut like structure, inside of it there was a Shaman who claims to be a mayan shaman, he told me many things than I didn´t expect someone else know about me… after 15 minutes of talking he make an astral lecture and he told me I was a monkey… and that was a epiphany for me… after that day I see myself as a monkey…
Sadly the 1st pic I made of me being a monkey was long time ago discarded… along with some other sketches about other monkeys and dogs and pokemons, characters I never named or get attached… anyway I keep drawing and my style keeps developing, but knowing myself as a monkey… step by step I changed my body, my forms, my fur, my features, my colors and my size to finally be the monkey I´m now.
In this trip there were a couple of key characters who always where there, they also has changed and still evolving but I guess that will be something for another day…
Trades Open!!
General | Posted 13 years agoThis journal is uploaded simultaneously in DeviantArt, Furaffinity & Inkbunny
Please read before post…
Hello everybody… I was thinking a lot about start doing something else besides my own works… I know my style is still in developing, and maybe I took too much time in every draw… but even so I like to try something different…
Long time ago I try to do request… but they become a flood of things and cause many other events happening I could finish any of them… I apologies again… also that is why I really don´t take request…
But now if I wish to try something new I will need ideas and because developing a new character is complicated and took me a lot of time, I guess it will be a better idea if I try using your characters… obviously is not just to pick one of them and draw… 1st it won´t be fair or good for me spent time (time is the most value thing anyone could have) if the owner of the character asks me to not upload his character. That would be sad…
So I guess a trade will be better because I know both of us will upload our works…
What do you think?
Now the rules:
This journal is uploaded simultaneously in DeviantArt, Furaffinity & Inkbunny if you wish to work together with me, you must decide where. (multiplies entry doesn´t gonna work here)
You must post this journal in your homepage inviting someone else to participate.
Also you must put a link to references for your character; using external links is not allowed so try to upload references from the same gallery.
I´m expecting no more than 10 trades but I will leave it open this until next Friday, if more than ten trades are in the line, I have to make choices and I won´t do that. But you will know about that until next Friday.
I will note you if we can trade, I will try to draw anything you wish (as long as is not again the internal code of the gallery in question) The theme of the trade will be decided by both using notes or privates messages will be enough the make a deal.
Finally… be patient, maybe I´m not expecting too much trades at the same time but I invest a lot of time in every pic, I´m not an expert and I draw very slowly, so it will take some time (this whole thing could even last until the end of the year)
So if you still what to trade go ahead and tell me.
Finally: you can expect me asking you to draw me ^_^ or even some of my characters everything depends on your skills and if you are comfortable with the specimen.
As for me; you can use these pics as references: (remember to follow the link according to the gallery you are browsing
Deviant Art: http://x-monkey.deviantart.com/#/d56miam
Furaffinity: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/8370499/
Inkbunny: https://inkbunny.net/submissionview.php?id=265829
So long and…
I hope you enjoy this as much as I do ^_^
Update
this is the list of draws pending so far
this list won´t be closed until 30th july so you still have time...
1.- Scheknul [link] the bunny
2.- Rhodenspire [link] his character Cal
3.- Wolfrocco576 [link] (special draw for a contest entry)
4.- ekoi1995 [link] (awaithing for confirmation...)
5.-
this week is the most bussy of the year.. the week before summer breack... so i will start drawing this monday but the list can grow more and more just remember to ask for a trade ^^
Please read before post…
Hello everybody… I was thinking a lot about start doing something else besides my own works… I know my style is still in developing, and maybe I took too much time in every draw… but even so I like to try something different…
Long time ago I try to do request… but they become a flood of things and cause many other events happening I could finish any of them… I apologies again… also that is why I really don´t take request…
But now if I wish to try something new I will need ideas and because developing a new character is complicated and took me a lot of time, I guess it will be a better idea if I try using your characters… obviously is not just to pick one of them and draw… 1st it won´t be fair or good for me spent time (time is the most value thing anyone could have) if the owner of the character asks me to not upload his character. That would be sad…
So I guess a trade will be better because I know both of us will upload our works…
What do you think?
Now the rules:
This journal is uploaded simultaneously in DeviantArt, Furaffinity & Inkbunny if you wish to work together with me, you must decide where. (multiplies entry doesn´t gonna work here)
You must post this journal in your homepage inviting someone else to participate.
Also you must put a link to references for your character; using external links is not allowed so try to upload references from the same gallery.
I´m expecting no more than 10 trades but I will leave it open this until next Friday, if more than ten trades are in the line, I have to make choices and I won´t do that. But you will know about that until next Friday.
I will note you if we can trade, I will try to draw anything you wish (as long as is not again the internal code of the gallery in question) The theme of the trade will be decided by both using notes or privates messages will be enough the make a deal.
Finally… be patient, maybe I´m not expecting too much trades at the same time but I invest a lot of time in every pic, I´m not an expert and I draw very slowly, so it will take some time (this whole thing could even last until the end of the year)
So if you still what to trade go ahead and tell me.
Finally: you can expect me asking you to draw me ^_^ or even some of my characters everything depends on your skills and if you are comfortable with the specimen.
As for me; you can use these pics as references: (remember to follow the link according to the gallery you are browsing
Deviant Art: http://x-monkey.deviantart.com/#/d56miam
Furaffinity: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/8370499/
Inkbunny: https://inkbunny.net/submissionview.php?id=265829
So long and…
I hope you enjoy this as much as I do ^_^
Update
this is the list of draws pending so far
this list won´t be closed until 30th july so you still have time...
1.- Scheknul [link] the bunny
2.- Rhodenspire [link] his character Cal
3.- Wolfrocco576 [link] (special draw for a contest entry)
4.- ekoi1995 [link] (awaithing for confirmation...)
5.-
this week is the most bussy of the year.. the week before summer breack... so i will start drawing this monday but the list can grow more and more just remember to ask for a trade ^^
No more draws for a while – Art Trades open
General | Posted 13 years agoGuess what?
I need Glasses ^^
According to my last check up, my eyes are having problems at focusing things, so until I get a pair of new glasses my doctor recommended me to not forcing my eyes too much… that actually mean I will stop drawing a coloring for a while…
So today’s work will be my last draw, but don´t worry I will be around here to talk or heard you…
Now to change the topic a lilt, I have planned start an art trade session… I need prove different species at drawing… but I don´t want to stop drawing monkeys… so I guess it become as a good idea be open for art trades, basically cause maybe I won´t be drawing monkeys, but still there will be new monkey draws in my gallery and a lot of different characters…
If you want an art trade post a link here and then I will note you to check out what we can do ^^
So long my friends… and yeah the art trades will start as soon as I can back to drawing…
Birthdays is comming ^^
General | Posted 13 years ago Finally after a while of keep myself working, drawing and redone it many times I guess I finally make it up…
This pic represents my newest and so my youngest character, Tokine is a 10 years male monkey boy, (please do not mistake with Kakeshi´s Tokine). http://www.furaffinity.net/view/8052278/
About the character: Tokine is basically a curious monkey, enjoy almost all the small pleasure than life can give you, the soft breeze of the sea, the sunlight and the flavor of food…
Now the idea of making a new character is always there, I mean you can decide to work on a different way one day, a do something else the very next day. Tokine starts as an idea back in 2011 Christmas, to be hones one thing that influence myself the most was the sonic generation game.
Tokine would be the as the classic sonic is in the game but with one small differences for my the earliest sonic game I played was Sonic Adventure 2 Battle, so this little monkey would have the move set and skill useful for the speed character in that game.
About the outfit: Almost 6 months has passed since I draw him by 1st time, and the concept hasn´t changed too much, basically just updates in body structures, visuals features and outfit. I mean he use to wear just a raw leather loincloth the first time we met, being in the middle of nowhere, isn´t easy to find cool clothes for him.
The second time I give him some armor piece than clothes, but now he has a full urban designing clothes. It is not a secret I preferred been myself bare feet, but if you going to grind in metal rails, it would be better to have some to protect your soles, that is why he wears those high top sandals…
Now he wears a short, because is fresher than wear pants, the original vest he wears was a warm clothe for winter days but now than summer is coming to us I give him a more athletic vest…
Instead of metal armor pieces, has carbon kneepads protectors, and because we monkeys were very shareful, I give him my cap (I got that cap since I was 14 and it doesn´t fit in my head anymore) and the armbands were made by Thay… (Thay use the leftovers of his shirts and pants to make those things, he is very skillful at crafting)
Fron now on: Well Tokine maybe has just few month of existence but I made the deepest bond on him, maybe because he reminds me when I was young or maybe because he is simple to cute for me… I don´t know why I became too attached to him, I mean I use to have 25 different characters and seems than Tokines become to most especial of all of them… even myself… I guess that is something Time will let you, or let us know actually…
Anyway I guess it will be everything today, o yes… by the way… we are one week before my birthday… this June the 9th will be my 26th birthday, so I considerate Tokine my early birthday’s gif from me to me ^^
So long ^^
This pic represents my newest and so my youngest character, Tokine is a 10 years male monkey boy, (please do not mistake with Kakeshi´s Tokine). http://www.furaffinity.net/view/8052278/
About the character: Tokine is basically a curious monkey, enjoy almost all the small pleasure than life can give you, the soft breeze of the sea, the sunlight and the flavor of food…
Now the idea of making a new character is always there, I mean you can decide to work on a different way one day, a do something else the very next day. Tokine starts as an idea back in 2011 Christmas, to be hones one thing that influence myself the most was the sonic generation game.
Tokine would be the as the classic sonic is in the game but with one small differences for my the earliest sonic game I played was Sonic Adventure 2 Battle, so this little monkey would have the move set and skill useful for the speed character in that game.
About the outfit: Almost 6 months has passed since I draw him by 1st time, and the concept hasn´t changed too much, basically just updates in body structures, visuals features and outfit. I mean he use to wear just a raw leather loincloth the first time we met, being in the middle of nowhere, isn´t easy to find cool clothes for him.
The second time I give him some armor piece than clothes, but now he has a full urban designing clothes. It is not a secret I preferred been myself bare feet, but if you going to grind in metal rails, it would be better to have some to protect your soles, that is why he wears those high top sandals…
Now he wears a short, because is fresher than wear pants, the original vest he wears was a warm clothe for winter days but now than summer is coming to us I give him a more athletic vest…
Instead of metal armor pieces, has carbon kneepads protectors, and because we monkeys were very shareful, I give him my cap (I got that cap since I was 14 and it doesn´t fit in my head anymore) and the armbands were made by Thay… (Thay use the leftovers of his shirts and pants to make those things, he is very skillful at crafting)
Fron now on: Well Tokine maybe has just few month of existence but I made the deepest bond on him, maybe because he reminds me when I was young or maybe because he is simple to cute for me… I don´t know why I became too attached to him, I mean I use to have 25 different characters and seems than Tokines become to most especial of all of them… even myself… I guess that is something Time will let you, or let us know actually…
Anyway I guess it will be everything today, o yes… by the way… we are one week before my birthday… this June the 9th will be my 26th birthday, so I considerate Tokine my early birthday’s gif from me to me ^^
So long ^^
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General | Posted 13 years ago Hello everybody…
After working on Tokine´s pic I finally upload it, to be honest I feel proud about this, I like the outfit, and I like the proportion between the body and head. So now I could ask the same question as before but I guess it is not needed now…
Now I have bad news, I won´t be able to log in at home, until July final days, so again only at the office ^_^
Another thing my Play Station 3 has stopped reading blue ray games, but seems to work fine on DVD, looking at forums it seems the problem was about a bad update a corrupted file or anything else, I formatted the hard disc twice and after every formatted the Play seems to work fine, I mean one day it was working perfectly, then start to fail, the work again and fail to often…
My brother said that is a problem in the hard disc, because after he reformatted it works fine, but it takes 9 hours to be completed this process… And reformatting constantly seems to rough for me...
Anyway I need to send it to fix it and probably it will be something won´t going to happen soon…
So Far, So good, I guess this will be everything for today so see ya tomorrow
Hola de Nuevo
Después de trabajar en el dibujo de Tokine, hoy pude subirlo finalmente, para ser honesto me siento orgulloso acerca de este dibujo, me gusto e traje, y la proporción entre el cuerpo y la cabeza. Entonces ahora pudiera preguntar la misma pregunta que antes, pero supongo que no hay necesidad…
Ahora tengo malas noticias, no podre conectarme desde la casa, hasta los últimos días de julio, entonces solo desde la oficina por ahora.
Otra cosa, my Play Station 3 dejo de leer juegos en blue ray, pero sigue leyendo DVDs, buscando en los fórums encontré que el problema pudo ser un archivo corrupto una actualización mal aplicada o cualquier otra cosa.
Mi hermano dice que pudo ser un problema con el registro en el disco duro
De todos modos tengo que enviarlo a arreglar pero eso no va a pasar pronto.
Por el momento es todo, nos vemos hasta mañana
After working on Tokine´s pic I finally upload it, to be honest I feel proud about this, I like the outfit, and I like the proportion between the body and head. So now I could ask the same question as before but I guess it is not needed now…
Now I have bad news, I won´t be able to log in at home, until July final days, so again only at the office ^_^
Another thing my Play Station 3 has stopped reading blue ray games, but seems to work fine on DVD, looking at forums it seems the problem was about a bad update a corrupted file or anything else, I formatted the hard disc twice and after every formatted the Play seems to work fine, I mean one day it was working perfectly, then start to fail, the work again and fail to often…
My brother said that is a problem in the hard disc, because after he reformatted it works fine, but it takes 9 hours to be completed this process… And reformatting constantly seems to rough for me...
Anyway I need to send it to fix it and probably it will be something won´t going to happen soon…
So Far, So good, I guess this will be everything for today so see ya tomorrow
Hola de Nuevo
Después de trabajar en el dibujo de Tokine, hoy pude subirlo finalmente, para ser honesto me siento orgulloso acerca de este dibujo, me gusto e traje, y la proporción entre el cuerpo y la cabeza. Entonces ahora pudiera preguntar la misma pregunta que antes, pero supongo que no hay necesidad…
Ahora tengo malas noticias, no podre conectarme desde la casa, hasta los últimos días de julio, entonces solo desde la oficina por ahora.
Otra cosa, my Play Station 3 dejo de leer juegos en blue ray, pero sigue leyendo DVDs, buscando en los fórums encontré que el problema pudo ser un archivo corrupto una actualización mal aplicada o cualquier otra cosa.
Mi hermano dice que pudo ser un problema con el registro en el disco duro
De todos modos tengo que enviarlo a arreglar pero eso no va a pasar pronto.
Por el momento es todo, nos vemos hasta mañana
Until we meet again (maybe the next Thursday)
General | Posted 13 years ago It is been a while since the last time I log in at my home, the bad news, my internet services bill has rise enough to not be paid until the next month´s last day. For now I´m logging from my office, even thou I don´t have enough time to be online and not enough freedom to browse on the web, not than I check something bad, but at work you are suppose to be working and not losing time or fooling around…
Also been a teacher means many students come in to talk with you about the classes or about their lives, so, the free time I got is for them.
Besides that fact, I will try to keep in touch and try to answer as quickly as possible. First let me thanks to all of you, everyone who comment, and giving me advice in how to do a better draws I really appreciated your advice; also thanks a lot by all the favings you have made you really make me glad ^^; it will take me some time but I will try to reply to all of you.
Now I´m working in Tokine´s pic once again, now it look better for me, better enough to finish and coloring it in full details… still seems to be a lilt older maybe a year or two, but that is ok as long as he doesn´t seem too old.
I not sure when or where I could upload it, as a W.I.P. or as a finished job, So far I changed his outfit, (basically is the same, but instead of pants, he is wearing shorts) looking at fashion magazine, I found many outfit for children… to be honest many outfits suggested there, were too sassy or giving the wrong idea about what a child will do or be, especially for girls, but the boy´s clothes seem sporty and comfortable but not too cool.
Anyway I don´t like them too much so in the end I just made small changes, shortened the pants, redefined the vest, took off his gloves and give him some kind of wristband, and many other small details, maybe I didn´t colored it yet, but I redefine this in my mind a couple of time... the main color will be yellow that is for sure… Red orange black and gray will be assents…
The next week i can´t log in until Thursday so until then
See ya and good luck
Ha pasado un rato desde la última vez que me conecte desde mi casa, las malas noticias, la cuenta del internet subió tanto que no podre pagarla hasta finales del próximo mes, por ahora estoy conectándome desde la oficina, de todos modos no tengo tiempo suficiente para estar en línea, ni tampoco total libertad para navegar en la web, no que es que ande checando cosas malas pero se supone que en el trabajo uno no debe perder el tempo o andar jugando.
Además el ser un profesor significa que muchos estudiantes vienen a hablar con uno, acerca de las clases o acerca de sus vidas, entonces el poco tiempo libre que tengo es para ellos.
Dejando de lado ese hecho, voy a tratar de mantenerme en contacto, tratare contestar tan rápido como sea posible. Primero permítanme agradecerles a todos ustedes, a todos los que comentaron o me dieron consejo de cómo dibujar mejor, realmente aprecio su ayuda; también gracias por todos los faves estoy muy contento por eso ^^; me tomara algún tiempo para contestarle a todos.
Ahora estoy trabajando en el dibujo de Tokine, una vez más, ahora se ve mejor para mi, suficientemente mejor como para colorearlo con todo detalle… todavía se ve un poco mayor, tal vez un año o dos, pero está bien siempre y cuando no se vea muy grande.
No estoy seguro de cuando podre subirlo, ya sea como W.I.P. o como un trabajo terminado, hasta el momento le hice algunos cambios en su atuendo (básicamente es el mismo, pero trae short en lugar de pantalón) revisando un revista de moda encontré trajes para niños… pero para ser honestos los que la revista mostraba están muy provocativos o daban una idea errónea de lo que era un niño a la moda, en especial el atuendo para niñas; la ropa para niños era más bien deportiva y se veía confortable, pero no se veía tan cool como hubiese querido.
De todos modos, no me gusto del todo así que termine haciendo pequeños cambios, le acorte el short, redefiní su chaleco, le quite los guantes pero le di unas pulseras y muchos otros detallitos, tal ves todavía no esta coloreado, pero he redefinido el tono un par de veces en mi mente… el color principal en definitiva es el amarillo… Rojo, anaranjado, negro y gris son los tonos ascendientes…
La próxima semana no me pudiese conectar hasta el martes, así que probablemente nos estaremos viendo hasta entonces…
mucha suerte a todos
Also been a teacher means many students come in to talk with you about the classes or about their lives, so, the free time I got is for them.
Besides that fact, I will try to keep in touch and try to answer as quickly as possible. First let me thanks to all of you, everyone who comment, and giving me advice in how to do a better draws I really appreciated your advice; also thanks a lot by all the favings you have made you really make me glad ^^; it will take me some time but I will try to reply to all of you.
Now I´m working in Tokine´s pic once again, now it look better for me, better enough to finish and coloring it in full details… still seems to be a lilt older maybe a year or two, but that is ok as long as he doesn´t seem too old.
I not sure when or where I could upload it, as a W.I.P. or as a finished job, So far I changed his outfit, (basically is the same, but instead of pants, he is wearing shorts) looking at fashion magazine, I found many outfit for children… to be honest many outfits suggested there, were too sassy or giving the wrong idea about what a child will do or be, especially for girls, but the boy´s clothes seem sporty and comfortable but not too cool.
Anyway I don´t like them too much so in the end I just made small changes, shortened the pants, redefined the vest, took off his gloves and give him some kind of wristband, and many other small details, maybe I didn´t colored it yet, but I redefine this in my mind a couple of time... the main color will be yellow that is for sure… Red orange black and gray will be assents…
The next week i can´t log in until Thursday so until then
See ya and good luck
Ha pasado un rato desde la última vez que me conecte desde mi casa, las malas noticias, la cuenta del internet subió tanto que no podre pagarla hasta finales del próximo mes, por ahora estoy conectándome desde la oficina, de todos modos no tengo tiempo suficiente para estar en línea, ni tampoco total libertad para navegar en la web, no que es que ande checando cosas malas pero se supone que en el trabajo uno no debe perder el tempo o andar jugando.
Además el ser un profesor significa que muchos estudiantes vienen a hablar con uno, acerca de las clases o acerca de sus vidas, entonces el poco tiempo libre que tengo es para ellos.
Dejando de lado ese hecho, voy a tratar de mantenerme en contacto, tratare contestar tan rápido como sea posible. Primero permítanme agradecerles a todos ustedes, a todos los que comentaron o me dieron consejo de cómo dibujar mejor, realmente aprecio su ayuda; también gracias por todos los faves estoy muy contento por eso ^^; me tomara algún tiempo para contestarle a todos.
Ahora estoy trabajando en el dibujo de Tokine, una vez más, ahora se ve mejor para mi, suficientemente mejor como para colorearlo con todo detalle… todavía se ve un poco mayor, tal vez un año o dos, pero está bien siempre y cuando no se vea muy grande.
No estoy seguro de cuando podre subirlo, ya sea como W.I.P. o como un trabajo terminado, hasta el momento le hice algunos cambios en su atuendo (básicamente es el mismo, pero trae short en lugar de pantalón) revisando un revista de moda encontré trajes para niños… pero para ser honestos los que la revista mostraba están muy provocativos o daban una idea errónea de lo que era un niño a la moda, en especial el atuendo para niñas; la ropa para niños era más bien deportiva y se veía confortable, pero no se veía tan cool como hubiese querido.
De todos modos, no me gusto del todo así que termine haciendo pequeños cambios, le acorte el short, redefiní su chaleco, le quite los guantes pero le di unas pulseras y muchos otros detallitos, tal ves todavía no esta coloreado, pero he redefinido el tono un par de veces en mi mente… el color principal en definitiva es el amarillo… Rojo, anaranjado, negro y gris son los tonos ascendientes…
La próxima semana no me pudiese conectar hasta el martes, así que probablemente nos estaremos viendo hasta entonces…
mucha suerte a todos
How old tokine is?
General | Posted 13 years agodid you ever heard time is relative
i have a problem right now...
Tokine my most recently character is suppose to be a young monkey boy... i meet him when he was 6 year old in a burned ruined village...
i and my friends take care of him since then... in real world time has only passed 5 months since i developed this concept... but for tokine´s perspective seem to be more than that...
how old he looks now... i´m confused how this character has been developed by himself from a very young monkey to this... http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7935863/
can anyone help to define his age right now?
i have a problem right now...
Tokine my most recently character is suppose to be a young monkey boy... i meet him when he was 6 year old in a burned ruined village...
i and my friends take care of him since then... in real world time has only passed 5 months since i developed this concept... but for tokine´s perspective seem to be more than that...
how old he looks now... i´m confused how this character has been developed by himself from a very young monkey to this... http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7935863/
can anyone help to define his age right now?
half of my gallery is missing
General | Posted 13 years agohello
well I need advise on this...
while i was browsing in my own gallery here just to check out one of my oldest pic i notice than half of my pics were changed to a "imagen not found" preview, checking a couple of them i notice the file were remplaced with a .doc file... (weird because i didn´t upload stories in those days)
now i´m not sure if is because something i did or what.... I really don´t mind cause those pics are old and... well... they are not good enough what bothers me is... i´m don´t know why... if i did something... or if is just a problem in the server... or even if is my computer....
now my problem start in the second page of my gallery http://www.furaffinity.net/gallery/x-monkey/2/
the lastest pic from bellow are missing and the next gallery is completely blank... do you see the same as me? what can i do?? i have to kill someone?? or should i say I´m sorry??
help me please
anyway... have a nice puff ^^ ejem.... day....
UPDATE: SO FAR it seems the problem here are the Thumbnail and only few files are changed to doc... but checking the full view the pic is there.... very innteresting donpt you think?
well I need advise on this...
while i was browsing in my own gallery here just to check out one of my oldest pic i notice than half of my pics were changed to a "imagen not found" preview, checking a couple of them i notice the file were remplaced with a .doc file... (weird because i didn´t upload stories in those days)
now i´m not sure if is because something i did or what.... I really don´t mind cause those pics are old and... well... they are not good enough what bothers me is... i´m don´t know why... if i did something... or if is just a problem in the server... or even if is my computer....
now my problem start in the second page of my gallery http://www.furaffinity.net/gallery/x-monkey/2/
the lastest pic from bellow are missing and the next gallery is completely blank... do you see the same as me? what can i do?? i have to kill someone?? or should i say I´m sorry??
help me please
anyway... have a nice puff ^^ ejem.... day....
UPDATE: SO FAR it seems the problem here are the Thumbnail and only few files are changed to doc... but checking the full view the pic is there.... very innteresting donpt you think?
a bussy weeked and a bussier week.
General | Posted 14 years agoWhat a week it, there were too many things to do and so few time to get them done.
But I guess it will be better if I start by the beginning.
The last Wednesday my network service has shoot down, so I can get a good online service very often. I log in when I´m at work, and since I´m in work I don´t have enough privacy to browse freely all the galleries I am in.
Also in the weekend I have a couple of meetings with my teachers and thesis coworkers, we decide it will be better if this week we work all the afternoons, especially cause I´m not the only one with connections problems.
So in the afternoons I´m busy; sadly those hours are the ones than I normally used to draw my stuff.
I was working in the Axel’s sketch on the last Sunday and Monday and I upload it at work in Thursdays’ Morning, also in Monday afternoon, my teacher cancelled me because there was a blocking outside her house so she can’t go out, and no one can get it, there was a sick kind of cop a thief problem n her neighborhood.
So I use the Monday afternoon to work in Axel again, then in Thursdays’ afternoon I worked with my teacher at school and today I’m again at school. I’m going to have a meeting again with my thesis teamwork. So I will be busy today again…
And the whole week will be like this, I will manage to find enough time to keep on my draw but I can´t promise anything so far.
I hope to upload it finished before the end of the month ^^
But I guess it will be better if I start by the beginning.
The last Wednesday my network service has shoot down, so I can get a good online service very often. I log in when I´m at work, and since I´m in work I don´t have enough privacy to browse freely all the galleries I am in.
Also in the weekend I have a couple of meetings with my teachers and thesis coworkers, we decide it will be better if this week we work all the afternoons, especially cause I´m not the only one with connections problems.
So in the afternoons I´m busy; sadly those hours are the ones than I normally used to draw my stuff.
I was working in the Axel’s sketch on the last Sunday and Monday and I upload it at work in Thursdays’ Morning, also in Monday afternoon, my teacher cancelled me because there was a blocking outside her house so she can’t go out, and no one can get it, there was a sick kind of cop a thief problem n her neighborhood.
So I use the Monday afternoon to work in Axel again, then in Thursdays’ afternoon I worked with my teacher at school and today I’m again at school. I’m going to have a meeting again with my thesis teamwork. So I will be busy today again…
And the whole week will be like this, I will manage to find enough time to keep on my draw but I can´t promise anything so far.
I hope to upload it finished before the end of the month ^^
My own Year of the monkey!
General | Posted 14 years agoWell not exactly...
Hello everybody, I would like to say something, like an announce, this is my own “Year of the Monkey” applause…
Now let me explain, I was looking through my old works sketches final works,
And I notice something, despite the fact I´m a monkey, and also I have 3 monkey character (4 if you count a half human/monkey hybrid) we aren´t the main topic in neither of my galleries.
I stop drawing myself in 2008, with my first digital coloring experiment, and then I draw myself again until last year, I draw myself again but I guess I let myself loosen a little, anyway I decided to make my gallery get into the basic topic, I´m a monkey I draw monkeys and I do love monkeys. Why I´m drawing pokemos?!?!
This year I decide to take care of myself in many aspects, I guess this is one be myself, and enjoy myself and who I am.
In other news…
I decided to write down a script, somehow the story of my fictional adventures, with me and my characters, maybe I will publish it online, but, I´m not a English native speaker so the text is in Spanish, and I guess It won´t be easy for me to translate everything to English; if there is someone who might like do that let me know ^^
We can work together or at least make a deal, but if there is no one it is ok…
Finally let me thank you. for let me be your friend, your watcher, faved, stalker or whatever I´m for all of you. I hope to talk more often… f not with everyone, at least with the most of you.
Just talk to me, I´m friendly enough to not bite… to much… at least let give us a try
Hello everybody, I would like to say something, like an announce, this is my own “Year of the Monkey” applause…
Now let me explain, I was looking through my old works sketches final works,
And I notice something, despite the fact I´m a monkey, and also I have 3 monkey character (4 if you count a half human/monkey hybrid) we aren´t the main topic in neither of my galleries.
I stop drawing myself in 2008, with my first digital coloring experiment, and then I draw myself again until last year, I draw myself again but I guess I let myself loosen a little, anyway I decided to make my gallery get into the basic topic, I´m a monkey I draw monkeys and I do love monkeys. Why I´m drawing pokemos?!?!
This year I decide to take care of myself in many aspects, I guess this is one be myself, and enjoy myself and who I am.
In other news…
I decided to write down a script, somehow the story of my fictional adventures, with me and my characters, maybe I will publish it online, but, I´m not a English native speaker so the text is in Spanish, and I guess It won´t be easy for me to translate everything to English; if there is someone who might like do that let me know ^^
We can work together or at least make a deal, but if there is no one it is ok…
Finally let me thank you. for let me be your friend, your watcher, faved, stalker or whatever I´m for all of you. I hope to talk more often… f not with everyone, at least with the most of you.
Just talk to me, I´m friendly enough to not bite… to much… at least let give us a try
Time off (or free time)
General | Posted 14 years agoDear watchers, friends & guests; before say anything, let me tell you I´m Ok, it has been a while since the last time I write a journal entry, and this time is just for let you know I´m doing pretty good, I found a job as a teacher, and it has been a challenge because my student are the last link of a long misfortune event chain. So it is hard for myself explain things to them when they really don´t understand my words, anyway they are pretty good students and we are going step by step.
Besides that, did you remember the chronicle disease than I have been suffered for months, now I discovered that my illness was just a bad allergy, but nobody can notice that until a blood test looking specifically for that; sadly I still need to take pills daily.
About drawings, I´m stuck in a couple of Pics, and cause the school and the work it became a lil hard to find time to keep drawing; as soon I done something new I will let you know. Also, I lost my internet connection, technical difficulties, it is suppose that it will be reestablished in 2 or 3 days…(but that means 5 or 6 in Mexico so until next week)
For now I guess it will be everything… and if you want to know anything else, just let me know…
Besides that, did you remember the chronicle disease than I have been suffered for months, now I discovered that my illness was just a bad allergy, but nobody can notice that until a blood test looking specifically for that; sadly I still need to take pills daily.
About drawings, I´m stuck in a couple of Pics, and cause the school and the work it became a lil hard to find time to keep drawing; as soon I done something new I will let you know. Also, I lost my internet connection, technical difficulties, it is suppose that it will be reestablished in 2 or 3 days…(but that means 5 or 6 in Mexico so until next week)
For now I guess it will be everything… and if you want to know anything else, just let me know…
Orgullo Friky en Contra de la discriminacion (MEX)
General | Posted 14 years agoMensaje dirigido principalmente a publico mexicano o de habla hispana que recive la señar de Televisa.
hace una hora a lo mucho (siendo las 00:28 hrs del 3 de julio del 2011) me entere por mi hermano de una campaña en contra de Televisa... Yo digo en mi incredulidad e ingenuidad ¿¡¿¡por que!?!?! Resulta que televisa esta por trasmitir un capitulo de su serie la Rosa de Guadalupe (serie en la que normalmente los protagonistas pasan por muchos problemas al punto en que la virgen de guadalupe intercede para ayudarlos en momentos de gran desesperacion) donde aprentemente ofende a mas de una persona... el capitulo titulado Cosplayers: Salvemos al mundo parece en primera instancia una satira que ridiculiza a frikies y Otakus... (probablmente llevandose entre las patas a gamer, furros y artistas profecionales tambien)
Pues bueno aparentemente la indignacion creo a un punto que se formo un grupo
eh aqui el link: http://www.firmasonline.com/peticio.....y-televisa/522
aparentemente... solo buscaban conseguir un numero minimo de firmas 5000... cifra que superaron facilmente y que en realidad sigue aumentando... sin embargo... en parte se pide que no transmitan el capitulo... y en los grupos de facebook se ha formado una bola de drama tan grande como todo buen tema de debate puede generar... (lamentablemente muchas veces los que hablan no saben nada del tema, y muchas veces solo atacan mas por creerse ofendidos que por serlo directamente)
En lo personal me gustaria ver el famoso o infame capitulo... cabe aclarar que ademas de biologo me acabo de recivir como Maestro en Docencia... y mi interes en este capitulo es meramente profecional... hay que tomar en cuenta que como profesor voy a estar al frente de muchos grupos y es muy posible que tenga alumnos algo similares a los que se muestran...
ahora bien el video no dice mucho y parece girar mas en torno a lo que parece se run trastorno mental por parte de los protagonistas... y aparentemente la violacion de la chava que aparece cosplayada como una diosa; que yo sepa ninguna otaku o cosplayer que se respete dejaria que la violacen al menos no sin dar pelea; la gran mayoria de mis amigas Otakus dejarian sentado a cualquier hombre mujer o bestia que se quisiera propasar con ellas... pero... supongo que aqui representan un caso extremo...
en fin...
ademas de eso vi una contracampaña... la cual habla de un grupo de frikies tratando de cuartar el derecho a la libertad de exprecion... en este caso de los escritores y/o productores del programa... ahora bien la libertad de uno termina donde empieza la libertad de otro... es un caso dificil... pues ambos grupos tiene puntos a favor...
Esta otra campaña empezo 16:12:16 del 2 de julio del 2011 su objetivo es conseguir 10000000 de firmas... hasta el momento lleva poco mas de 100... normalmente las personas en general no son muy dadas a defender a las megacompañias... pues muchas veces sientente que son grupos inpersonale que en relidad pueden cuidarse solos... el principal problema en este caso es que defender en es caso la campaña Salvemos a Televisa se vuelve en parte una manera de apoyar la discriminacion... practicamente el principal crimen que se comete en mexico pero el que menos se persigue...
digo tenemos discriminacion social, sexual, racial, ideologica, polica, economica, religiosa, educativa y sigue y sigue y sigue...
de todos modos este el el link de la campaña Salvemos a Televisa http://www.firmasonline.com/peticio.....los-otakus/526 para que que considere que relmente es un atropello a la libertad de exprecion.
Al final no importa cuantas firmas se obtengan en una campaña u otra, la realidad es que los cosplayers y otakus son una minoria mas en México, y muy probablemente van a ser ahora el nuevo blanco de la sociedad, como le paso a los Emos... o a los victimarios del Bulling... o los Ninis... o los Porros de la Unam... siempre se requiere alguien a quien ver raro... y supongo que ahora le toca a los Otakus...
Creo yo que el motivo de la campaña a final de cuentas soloservisa para demostrar un postura... mas no generara grandes cambios... de igual manera es interezante el desarrollo de los eventos y ver las reacciones tanto por parte del publico como por parte de los directivos d ela compañia...
mientras voy a ponerme a observar a ver que ocurre "En el Pais del no Pasa Nada... el unico lugar del mundo en el que todo puede suceder"
hace una hora a lo mucho (siendo las 00:28 hrs del 3 de julio del 2011) me entere por mi hermano de una campaña en contra de Televisa... Yo digo en mi incredulidad e ingenuidad ¿¡¿¡por que!?!?! Resulta que televisa esta por trasmitir un capitulo de su serie la Rosa de Guadalupe (serie en la que normalmente los protagonistas pasan por muchos problemas al punto en que la virgen de guadalupe intercede para ayudarlos en momentos de gran desesperacion) donde aprentemente ofende a mas de una persona... el capitulo titulado Cosplayers: Salvemos al mundo parece en primera instancia una satira que ridiculiza a frikies y Otakus... (probablmente llevandose entre las patas a gamer, furros y artistas profecionales tambien)
Pues bueno aparentemente la indignacion creo a un punto que se formo un grupo
eh aqui el link: http://www.firmasonline.com/peticio.....y-televisa/522
aparentemente... solo buscaban conseguir un numero minimo de firmas 5000... cifra que superaron facilmente y que en realidad sigue aumentando... sin embargo... en parte se pide que no transmitan el capitulo... y en los grupos de facebook se ha formado una bola de drama tan grande como todo buen tema de debate puede generar... (lamentablemente muchas veces los que hablan no saben nada del tema, y muchas veces solo atacan mas por creerse ofendidos que por serlo directamente)
En lo personal me gustaria ver el famoso o infame capitulo... cabe aclarar que ademas de biologo me acabo de recivir como Maestro en Docencia... y mi interes en este capitulo es meramente profecional... hay que tomar en cuenta que como profesor voy a estar al frente de muchos grupos y es muy posible que tenga alumnos algo similares a los que se muestran...
ahora bien el video no dice mucho y parece girar mas en torno a lo que parece se run trastorno mental por parte de los protagonistas... y aparentemente la violacion de la chava que aparece cosplayada como una diosa; que yo sepa ninguna otaku o cosplayer que se respete dejaria que la violacen al menos no sin dar pelea; la gran mayoria de mis amigas Otakus dejarian sentado a cualquier hombre mujer o bestia que se quisiera propasar con ellas... pero... supongo que aqui representan un caso extremo...
en fin...
ademas de eso vi una contracampaña... la cual habla de un grupo de frikies tratando de cuartar el derecho a la libertad de exprecion... en este caso de los escritores y/o productores del programa... ahora bien la libertad de uno termina donde empieza la libertad de otro... es un caso dificil... pues ambos grupos tiene puntos a favor...
Esta otra campaña empezo 16:12:16 del 2 de julio del 2011 su objetivo es conseguir 10000000 de firmas... hasta el momento lleva poco mas de 100... normalmente las personas en general no son muy dadas a defender a las megacompañias... pues muchas veces sientente que son grupos inpersonale que en relidad pueden cuidarse solos... el principal problema en este caso es que defender en es caso la campaña Salvemos a Televisa se vuelve en parte una manera de apoyar la discriminacion... practicamente el principal crimen que se comete en mexico pero el que menos se persigue...
digo tenemos discriminacion social, sexual, racial, ideologica, polica, economica, religiosa, educativa y sigue y sigue y sigue...
de todos modos este el el link de la campaña Salvemos a Televisa http://www.firmasonline.com/peticio.....los-otakus/526 para que que considere que relmente es un atropello a la libertad de exprecion.
Al final no importa cuantas firmas se obtengan en una campaña u otra, la realidad es que los cosplayers y otakus son una minoria mas en México, y muy probablemente van a ser ahora el nuevo blanco de la sociedad, como le paso a los Emos... o a los victimarios del Bulling... o los Ninis... o los Porros de la Unam... siempre se requiere alguien a quien ver raro... y supongo que ahora le toca a los Otakus...
Creo yo que el motivo de la campaña a final de cuentas soloservisa para demostrar un postura... mas no generara grandes cambios... de igual manera es interezante el desarrollo de los eventos y ver las reacciones tanto por parte del publico como por parte de los directivos d ela compañia...
mientras voy a ponerme a observar a ver que ocurre "En el Pais del no Pasa Nada... el unico lugar del mundo en el que todo puede suceder"
vacation, health anf future
General | Posted 14 years agoVacation!
Now it is official; almost after a month of illness I guess than I´m finally recovered… & just in time for the summer break; sadly I just can´t enjoy the free time at the beach or something like that… this month will be used to fill out all the hole in my final work at school… this Wednesday was the last day of the mastery degree class, and is supposed than now we all are ready to finish our thesis by ourselves… so we have to work on that.
About my health problems… I guess than now I´m fully recovered… no more fever, no more weakness, no more pain, just the cough… sometimes the cough wake me up at night but that is the only remaining…
The Next topic, drawings… to be hones I just want to draw more often, I wish to draw everyday to keep practicing, but normally during the day I found just to many interesting things to do, so then, I wish to have twice the time in the day, and maybe I did it in the pass but I can´t work at night, not anymore. (one of the problem according to my doctor was than I was sleeping very much less the needed… so I try to sleep as early as possible) and also not forget about the thesis I also have to work on that
Future plans, believed or not… I have plans for the future, normally I never do that, but this time something important happened… looks like I going to be an English teacher in local school, don´t hesitated it will be just intro level, which means: Abecedary, numbers, color, common quotes like “nice to meet you” and the basic grammar like personal names (he, she, it) and the To be verb basic grammar (Am is are, was were) sound easy… and it is not teaching young kids, I will be working with teenagers… (that is what actually make me a lilt nervous… I heard stories about teachers running away crying because of the jokes of their student, that is creepy)
Anyway sorry again if I make someone worry, it was just to communicate, don´t to alarm… but and want to thank you to all, by all the comments and the support words.
Until we meet again
X No Saru
Now it is official; almost after a month of illness I guess than I´m finally recovered… & just in time for the summer break; sadly I just can´t enjoy the free time at the beach or something like that… this month will be used to fill out all the hole in my final work at school… this Wednesday was the last day of the mastery degree class, and is supposed than now we all are ready to finish our thesis by ourselves… so we have to work on that.
About my health problems… I guess than now I´m fully recovered… no more fever, no more weakness, no more pain, just the cough… sometimes the cough wake me up at night but that is the only remaining…
The Next topic, drawings… to be hones I just want to draw more often, I wish to draw everyday to keep practicing, but normally during the day I found just to many interesting things to do, so then, I wish to have twice the time in the day, and maybe I did it in the pass but I can´t work at night, not anymore. (one of the problem according to my doctor was than I was sleeping very much less the needed… so I try to sleep as early as possible) and also not forget about the thesis I also have to work on that
Future plans, believed or not… I have plans for the future, normally I never do that, but this time something important happened… looks like I going to be an English teacher in local school, don´t hesitated it will be just intro level, which means: Abecedary, numbers, color, common quotes like “nice to meet you” and the basic grammar like personal names (he, she, it) and the To be verb basic grammar (Am is are, was were) sound easy… and it is not teaching young kids, I will be working with teenagers… (that is what actually make me a lilt nervous… I heard stories about teachers running away crying because of the jokes of their student, that is creepy)
Anyway sorry again if I make someone worry, it was just to communicate, don´t to alarm… but and want to thank you to all, by all the comments and the support words.
Until we meet again
X No Saru
AIDS DISCARTED!! but now...
General | Posted 14 years agoguess wath... you can tell it by the title...
i took a quick test today... and i´m clear... no trases of any vurus... PLEASE DON´T WORRY so looks like the real problem was eating too much antibiotics... rigth now i feel better looks like i really not need to take more medicine...
And I´m starting to feel better okey i guess going to be okey very soon!! ^^
but something weird happend to me today... and looks like I have to become into a Shaman Monkey ^^
This early morning i went to saw a shaman woman... because my mother became so stressed and desesperated than she start to believing someone may be using some sort of black magic to inhuried me...
she told us it wasn´t the case... i know i have many friends here in the internet... but my social life is restricted to my old classmates... the ones who live whit me 10 year ago... we are friend since then and i hope to keep like that... in the other hand in the school i don´t have friends... I´m a very susseful monkey... i get schoolar ships very easy... I always go troung an exam or test and comming out smelling like roses... i have a very good relationship whit my teachers... so... looks there is a lot of people than have and bad envy about me and my susseful goals... but i´m not too hated to be the target of boodo magic or something...
To be honest i´m a very believing people... but this time looks plausible... also she tolds me I have a gif... the bad is I don´t have it trained and that is wath drain my energy... looks like i´m some kind of filthrer... i took the bad from other and give them a stream good energy... draining my oun vitality... it is true... IT SUCKS... i don´t want to save humans than don´t deserved to be saved and less if they are hurting me... I hate beeing the good guy... certly i can´t be a bad guy... i prefered to be neutral not doing good or bad to anyone...
remenmber the 3 sage monkeys to see no evil, to hear to evel, to speack no evil... i try that all the time... but looks it is not enough....
the shaman told me you have to start training your gif... if I have a gif i would training... how knows maybe now you know one of the frist Furry monkey shaman in the history ^^ that would be nice... but if not... what then...
Now about the weird situation... the shaman give me a lot of perfumes and sorcery stuff i have to made but also i have to bougth some materials for the handycrafts... in the store... almost 3 hour later of my visit whit the shaman... I was buying the stuff... one old woman ask me why... there are so many things for you... the she told me you are very sussefull and friendly... then she told me: You have problems whit envy... but you have powers too...
so a person who i don´t know and i never seen before told me exactly the same than another one person... they are not related but they bouth work on sorcery and shamanism...
i don´t belive in witches... but there are something than diferente than happend... and sometimes you can be touched... you don´t wanting and maybe you will deny it... rigth now i´m about to acept than there are forces far away of our control... but that to became a shaman .... maybe it will be a long journey...
i took a quick test today... and i´m clear... no trases of any vurus... PLEASE DON´T WORRY so looks like the real problem was eating too much antibiotics... rigth now i feel better looks like i really not need to take more medicine...
And I´m starting to feel better okey i guess going to be okey very soon!! ^^
but something weird happend to me today... and looks like I have to become into a Shaman Monkey ^^
This early morning i went to saw a shaman woman... because my mother became so stressed and desesperated than she start to believing someone may be using some sort of black magic to inhuried me...
she told us it wasn´t the case... i know i have many friends here in the internet... but my social life is restricted to my old classmates... the ones who live whit me 10 year ago... we are friend since then and i hope to keep like that... in the other hand in the school i don´t have friends... I´m a very susseful monkey... i get schoolar ships very easy... I always go troung an exam or test and comming out smelling like roses... i have a very good relationship whit my teachers... so... looks there is a lot of people than have and bad envy about me and my susseful goals... but i´m not too hated to be the target of boodo magic or something...
To be honest i´m a very believing people... but this time looks plausible... also she tolds me I have a gif... the bad is I don´t have it trained and that is wath drain my energy... looks like i´m some kind of filthrer... i took the bad from other and give them a stream good energy... draining my oun vitality... it is true... IT SUCKS... i don´t want to save humans than don´t deserved to be saved and less if they are hurting me... I hate beeing the good guy... certly i can´t be a bad guy... i prefered to be neutral not doing good or bad to anyone...
remenmber the 3 sage monkeys to see no evil, to hear to evel, to speack no evil... i try that all the time... but looks it is not enough....
the shaman told me you have to start training your gif... if I have a gif i would training... how knows maybe now you know one of the frist Furry monkey shaman in the history ^^ that would be nice... but if not... what then...
Now about the weird situation... the shaman give me a lot of perfumes and sorcery stuff i have to made but also i have to bougth some materials for the handycrafts... in the store... almost 3 hour later of my visit whit the shaman... I was buying the stuff... one old woman ask me why... there are so many things for you... the she told me you are very sussefull and friendly... then she told me: You have problems whit envy... but you have powers too...
so a person who i don´t know and i never seen before told me exactly the same than another one person... they are not related but they bouth work on sorcery and shamanism...
i don´t belive in witches... but there are something than diferente than happend... and sometimes you can be touched... you don´t wanting and maybe you will deny it... rigth now i´m about to acept than there are forces far away of our control... but that to became a shaman .... maybe it will be a long journey...
clinical history
General | Posted 14 years agoToday i saw the doctor in the afternoon... this time a pediatrician... yes I know... it sound weird but this doctor knows me since my birthday, so he really knows who and how I am... I got some good news but a lil bittersweth news at all...
This history start a year ago... on the early 2010... I was suffering from continiously headaches and fatigue... something than became crhonical... worried about it I whent to se my doctor... he orderned me to took some blood test... a complete chemical blood test... I was complete normal acording to him... and I was suffereing of stress... I can´t belived; i never have susch a problem... not even now... i don´t hesited about nothing... anyway he give a prescription about took some vitamins and rest well...
later that year i suffer from that kind of problems again... this time i took a complete blood test and my mom ask for a antibodies against antigens blood test... then i turn on positive in proteus 1:80... what the hell that means... i start to looking at it.... it is a bacteria than lives in the blood... i was happpy cause i though it was a small problem then... because i just need took antibiotics... but... i was worng...
At the begining of 2011 i feelt again the same simptoms... I ask for a blood test again... knowing your enemy it was just to be sure... now i got proteus 1:80 and salmonella 1:80... salmonela is the bacteria than cause Typhoid fever so i said this is not good... I start a personal research on the internet and I found that the salmonella does cause typhoid feber but the parameters should be 1:360 to be considereted active 1:80 is just inmunologic memory of my body... i was confuse... I feel sick but it looks I wasn´tmy doctor give me some antibiotics again and i felt better then...
Now in june 12th june of 2011... i felt the simpthoms again... i decide not taking anychances and i whent to the doctor... this time he told me this isjust the memory of your body you are almost oke but you have this infection active you should take this antibiotic (ampiciline, trimetropine & sulfametoxasol) and i should be ok... 10 days after i wenth again to the medic this time suffering from a bad stomachache... this doctor told me than It was the concecuenses of the medicament and its acid conpounds... and i was suffering of a colitis... (iflamation of the colon) give me more pills... i just can´t took anymore drugs... just 2 days ater that i visit another Dr... one suposely be a good one... she chem me complete and told me you don´t have typhoid feber... this is other thing but cause this proteus and salmonella 1:80 all my infection even if they are simple or ligth could looks like a very severe case of ifection... because i had my defenses low... and the colitis isn´t helping at all... now i got a very big shot of antibiotics, Ceftriazone & Betametazone for 3 days... and another drug for the stomach... and she told me come to se me again this wenesdays i went and jsut after taking all the shots... and she give me more pills for five days...
the medicen doesn´t work at all I still suffering from headaches and some other body hurting problems... so i decide to se my pediatrician... this doctors is the best doctor i know he use not only modern medicine also omeopatic and is always working whith the new techniques at health care and also use the olf fashion like chinese and oriental medicine...
He check me out and when i explained him everthing he told me a doctor can´t diagnostique typhoid feber whit 1:80 they were very stupid... you never suffer from feber after all... you should have 40°C(104 °F) to have feber (Normal bodyes ar at 36-37°C/98.6°F) they were give you medicine for something than doesn´t exist in your body... my problem looks like is more fisical than patogenal.. i should rest more start fedding myself better sleep my 9 or 10 hours AT NIGTH! and also he told me than is not whit medice how i will be recovered...
i should be at observation for the next 3 days... if i need some antibiotics of something else i will took it at microdosis... like a sprid shot in the thoung... suposle work even better in that way... I also have to takelactobacillus or probiotics... because i not only kill nocive bacterias maybe i aleady kill everyone of my poor benefical bacterias too...
at the end my problem should be more about habist than patogens... maybe it is stress after all... so after three days since now july the 3rd we will see if something change...
anyway tomorrowi will took a ELISA test... because looks like my defenses are low so maybe AIDS could be a factor there... BUT!!! rigth now there is no reason to believe that is something so hard like AIDS... it just to confirm a doubth....
i will keep you informed and thanks a lot to all who worried about me...
This history start a year ago... on the early 2010... I was suffering from continiously headaches and fatigue... something than became crhonical... worried about it I whent to se my doctor... he orderned me to took some blood test... a complete chemical blood test... I was complete normal acording to him... and I was suffereing of stress... I can´t belived; i never have susch a problem... not even now... i don´t hesited about nothing... anyway he give a prescription about took some vitamins and rest well...
later that year i suffer from that kind of problems again... this time i took a complete blood test and my mom ask for a antibodies against antigens blood test... then i turn on positive in proteus 1:80... what the hell that means... i start to looking at it.... it is a bacteria than lives in the blood... i was happpy cause i though it was a small problem then... because i just need took antibiotics... but... i was worng...
At the begining of 2011 i feelt again the same simptoms... I ask for a blood test again... knowing your enemy it was just to be sure... now i got proteus 1:80 and salmonella 1:80... salmonela is the bacteria than cause Typhoid fever so i said this is not good... I start a personal research on the internet and I found that the salmonella does cause typhoid feber but the parameters should be 1:360 to be considereted active 1:80 is just inmunologic memory of my body... i was confuse... I feel sick but it looks I wasn´tmy doctor give me some antibiotics again and i felt better then...
Now in june 12th june of 2011... i felt the simpthoms again... i decide not taking anychances and i whent to the doctor... this time he told me this isjust the memory of your body you are almost oke but you have this infection active you should take this antibiotic (ampiciline, trimetropine & sulfametoxasol) and i should be ok... 10 days after i wenth again to the medic this time suffering from a bad stomachache... this doctor told me than It was the concecuenses of the medicament and its acid conpounds... and i was suffering of a colitis... (iflamation of the colon) give me more pills... i just can´t took anymore drugs... just 2 days ater that i visit another Dr... one suposely be a good one... she chem me complete and told me you don´t have typhoid feber... this is other thing but cause this proteus and salmonella 1:80 all my infection even if they are simple or ligth could looks like a very severe case of ifection... because i had my defenses low... and the colitis isn´t helping at all... now i got a very big shot of antibiotics, Ceftriazone & Betametazone for 3 days... and another drug for the stomach... and she told me come to se me again this wenesdays i went and jsut after taking all the shots... and she give me more pills for five days...
the medicen doesn´t work at all I still suffering from headaches and some other body hurting problems... so i decide to se my pediatrician... this doctors is the best doctor i know he use not only modern medicine also omeopatic and is always working whith the new techniques at health care and also use the olf fashion like chinese and oriental medicine...
He check me out and when i explained him everthing he told me a doctor can´t diagnostique typhoid feber whit 1:80 they were very stupid... you never suffer from feber after all... you should have 40°C(104 °F) to have feber (Normal bodyes ar at 36-37°C/98.6°F) they were give you medicine for something than doesn´t exist in your body... my problem looks like is more fisical than patogenal.. i should rest more start fedding myself better sleep my 9 or 10 hours AT NIGTH! and also he told me than is not whit medice how i will be recovered...
i should be at observation for the next 3 days... if i need some antibiotics of something else i will took it at microdosis... like a sprid shot in the thoung... suposle work even better in that way... I also have to takelactobacillus or probiotics... because i not only kill nocive bacterias maybe i aleady kill everyone of my poor benefical bacterias too...
at the end my problem should be more about habist than patogens... maybe it is stress after all... so after three days since now july the 3rd we will see if something change...
anyway tomorrowi will took a ELISA test... because looks like my defenses are low so maybe AIDS could be a factor there... BUT!!! rigth now there is no reason to believe that is something so hard like AIDS... it just to confirm a doubth....
i will keep you informed and thanks a lot to all who worried about me...
