Heee I actually decided to go to Califur at the last minute. Got a call from a old friend of mine on SL, she wanted me to come and stay at her b/f house since I couldn't get a hotel room. So I spent 3 days there and had a absolute blast dancing and running around like and idiot. As well as being the object of abuse in the pool on Sunday ; ; I got to meet 3 of my favorite artists tooo! Bagheera which I mewlfed at, my old friend EmeraldSage from SL and Balaa :3 Over all it was just a really fun time, and I will never forget horrifying those poor wedding/prom people who were sharing the hotel.

Go! Jump! Xochi :3

I'm still alive! Sorta, lots going on so pretty much stopped art for now.

I have no idea. It seemed like a good idea at the time.

Yesterday after work I snapped. I am done with it. I finnally am happy for once after a long time. I realized that no matter what I do, how I try and what I may promote; My job, co-workers and atmosphere and me will never mix. I don't belong in the military, I don't belong around people who abuse kind souls for their own causes. My friend once said that I am the kind of person who would give the shirt off my back to the richest man in the world if he needed it, and never ask for it back. I am done trying to impress people around my job to get promotions, done trying to be some one I'm not. Just gonna do my job, finish my 3 years left and get out. Get back into college, pick and finish a major, as well as pick my artwork back up. I am going back to how I use to be; carefree. I don't give a fuck, I do what I want. I'm happy, smiling and got a Offspring track rocking- Time to restart.

Yush I am bad, instead of pursuign artwork, I am swamped in studying for my flights and such and absolved in FFXI and PS3 games X3 I am One Bad Kitty D:<

All your candy are belong to me.

~Snowmeow Management.

I have been so busy with the fact that after all the training I did before, was a total waste as I have to redue it again here now at my new base. Welcome to the military. So yah I haven't had a art mood in a long time now, who knows when I will be able to put something up again D:

Wooo I just got recommended to graudate from flight school. I have 1 flight left and then I can graduate! This means I might get a chance to work on my art again and hopefully get better. Yay and stuff.

School has been going down hill, rapidly. I am getting threats to be removed from Flight School. So as you can tell I haven't at all had time to spend working on trying to improve my art or anything. Hopefully I can get back on track here soon, but for now I am praying that I make it through this hell hole.

Well due to large amounts of schooling stress and videogame binging, I haven't gotten to drawing yet >.> I will though ; ; I prrrrooomise... ; ;

I ain't even that good of an artist and some how I hit 1000 pages views. This is somewhate a very big surpise to me seeing as I hardly get time to put up my work, and desperatly working on my new style with Haku. This means I have to actually put up a decent peice of artwork in celbration D: Standbye on that and I will try my best to show you what the snowmeow has been up too :3
I am still weirded out by how many people even stopped by to look at anything I've done haha, none the less, it means I have to work now X3 People are loooking!

This is why you should not talk to me on MSN XD

Friend says (8:49 PM):
Well you know, I have always wanted to be machine, experience that, it is just a phase in life i wish to reach. I live on, and live to see tomorrow after tomorrow, just so i can realize this dream that seems rather acquirable.

Zilvra:
I am gonna be a snowmeow.

Friend:
and imagine the havoc my wrath would summon. Having plasma pulse, magnetic personal flying device, inbuilt blades that use vibration frequencies to scatter molecules and cut trough anything, laser beams, shockwave generators...

Zilvra:
i get to mewfle.

I say this with one simple statement. WHY THE HELL IS THEIR A COLD DIAL ON A SHOWER ; ; ; ; ; ; ; ; ; ; ; Omg, I so wanted to take a nice warm shower and enjoy the cleaning sensations like on those hot commercials for shower soap and stuff. But nooo, I hope into the water and WOOOSH I am covered in like a hail storm. So I slam it to hot, only to get scalded by the flames of hell, in which in a panic, spun it to cold to have an assault of penguins rush me. Why dont they have like L for lukewarm or something, instead of C for cold ; ; I hate showers X3

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"The 1st player of this "game" starts with the topic "6 weird habits/things/hates about yourself" and people who get tagged MUST write a journal about their 6 weird habits/things/hates as well as state this rule clearly. In the end, you need to choose the next 6 people to be tagged and list their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says "you are tagged" on their User Page comments and tell them to read yours."

Habits/things/hates about myself, omg?

1. I hate the fact that I can't control the way I talk to others. I am always ending up offensive or just plain annoying.

2.I hate how kind I am to others but constantly get screwed over, yet can never be angry at them and always forgiving, making me a constant sucker.

3. Let's seeee, I have a weird habit of extreme attention, just about doing anything to get it, sometimes going over the edge over it and quickly get jealous of others.

4.I have a low attention span when doing things, multi tasking is not my forte. If I am gaming or what ever, I almost never hear anything in my surroundings or notice.

5. I hate how thin I am, and the fact I have no self esteem and my friends have to always yell at me to stop being stupid and accept the fact I am decent looking.

6.My voice... god I hate my voice. I sound like friggen homestarrunner. No shit. I really do.


Mwaha I got:
 acorndeer
 mercy
 lumi
 darkfox722
 kiba_rules
 kathryn

-Sits down with frazzled fur, eye twitching and large, large bottle of mountain dew- Hello children... its such a wonderful day in the neighborhood... and now for something completely different!
Well my life has been a roller coaster from hell lately. Restrictions due to morons doing stupid things because you can't fix stupid, you really can't. Such as two Marines fighting over a remote that ended up in a fist fight and pretty much ended any liberty policy we have right now. On top of that I am now in the actual flying phase of school, so studying and actually understanding this shit is at a all time ohmygodimonfire high.
I am still doodling, still trying to draw but it seems hopeless at the moment -.- Maybe I'll put up one of my horrible stabbings of tablet and pen for all to see! -stabs tablet a few more time- I MAKEZ TEH ART!

Yes, yes I have been absent for quite some time now. I could say that school work is hard as fuck in my new flight school, and that the GYSGT's have gone super anal on us, and that life in general is depressing and sucks. That is all very true, but if I didn't say Phantasy Star Universe has not eaten up probably 40% of my time, it wouldn't be totally true X3
Not sure when I will be unstressed enough to pick up drawing again. So I am still MIA, still on MSN/AIM/Y! so drop me a line. Or email or something if you need me.
Other than that uhh... umm >.> Rwarz and stuff!

Rwarz! -throws stuff around room, and then proceeds to munch on a bagel- School here so so fuggin stressful ><! Not only am I trying to learn my career here in the Marines but nooo I got to live with a shit load of total assholes, I hate people I really do sometimes.Why can't they just stop trying to assert themselves over others like they got something to prove, or have to bash on anything they don't deam worthy of them eves dropping on. Gawd dammit, I wanna draw, buh then i get more pissed cause I remember how basic my style still is cause I dont draw enough, then I don't draw, and get even worse week by week. Arrggg - throws bagel to and snorts sitting crosslegged- friggen stupid stress stuffs.

In good news, I got 100% on my last test. Look where that has got me. -.-


.... I can't stay all huffy ; ; I ish to nice of a person... -sighs and goes of to cuddle with a pillows or something-

Well I am back! Sorta! In a way.... yah.... okay not really.
I LIE >>; Yes I am accually back now, after transfering through three bases, I am settled down in my new school. I am preparing to become my accual job in the Marines so good on me yay! But right now with the way things are adding up, it might be a few before I pick up trying to do this thing they call art. I suck at it XD but hey I like it. So friends and potential targets beware, the cougar is out of the cage! >>;

Well, 5 days until I leave for SERE school. Hurray for 2 weeks of getting my ass kicked. ; ; After that I leave to my C school, for Loadmaster. I don't know when I will be allowed to use electronics again after all this, as I am in student status and they like to treat us like shit. Why you would be so cruel and condonscending towards your future works I do not know. But such is the way of the military.

That is the sound of a 1600 dollar custom built laptop exploding followed by a very unhappy kitty crying. Yep... I was fixing the graphics card on my laptop, but I work on PCs. PC's when you unplug them they are unplugged. Well I forgot laptops have two power supplies. I forgot to unhook the battery and yep you guessed it, ended up dropping a screw which made a gaint white flash followed by smoke on my motherboarded. Took everything with it, my HD my RAM everything. I went out and bought myself a POS Sony Vio SZ220 to hold me over till I can afford a new custom built laptop in time. This POS cost me friggen 1800USD. Yah 1800. Freaking Hell. I though for the love of god, wiped the HD and installed a fresh windows to get rid of all that propietary shit, so it runs pretty smooth. I tried to rescue my old HDD, but its gone, all gone.. everything... I would want to commit suicide if it wasn't for the fact only 10% of my shit is accually on it, the rest is on an XHDD that is inpoerable atm (Broken pin on the power supply) So I am alive for now ^^;

Well,
After long hours of getting screwed over with posts and other tiring things, I finnally got word I am leaving Florida. I leave for california to my next school for 2 weeks. Yay!

NOT

I leave for SERE so yay I get to get trouchered and beaten for two weeks, isnt that fun? (Survival Evade Resist Escape School) But after that I leave for Little Rock, AR
or what ever arkensaw's stupid letter abriviation thing is. Then I might be able to almost finish my schooling and get to draw again yaaaay! draw draw draw!

Well, one more week of lead then I am back to my normal schedual. I might also be able to restart on my artwork again. I really really wanna get better at drawing, but its so hard right now with soooo much crap that is going on. I won't bore your pour fluffy ears with it though! Instead just giving you a nice positive update i might be able to put up another crappy peice again XD

Yup. I got fired. I overslept and was late to my own formation. Screwed up like I always do, always will do. Sigh... everyone hates me, thinks I am a totalshit bag and I am just weak over all. great day for me.

Well.. 49 now due to technical stuff but YES! MWAHAHAHAHAHAH! Some one was stupid enough to put -me- incharge of the LEAD platoon! Bwahaha! -begins to asemble his forces to take over the world- >>; erm.. YOU SAW NOTHING! - throws a waffle- that's right.. get the waffle... gett the waffle -readies nail bat- gett the.. o.o... erm... anyway! That is what has been going on with my life. I am pretty busy now leading a class. LEAD is just a 3 week course of pure hell to teach us leadership qualities, and for some reason they thought I had the most and put me in charge. Lmfao... yah... right. Well oh well, a Furry now runs the show >:o little do they know mwahaha!

Haha by buddy Sharue finnally got to drawing muh commissions I had with him. He is the one teaching me alot how to draw better. Though because of current events like I am now incharge of 55 marines, I am kind of hindered from continuing my artistic abilities. Sharue is an awsome artist and if you aren't watching him yet YOU BETTER >:o *readies the nail bat.* >> << o.o

Violence solves everything till the police find you :D

http://www.furaffinity.net/user/sharue/

GO WATCH SHARUE *hover's bat over a bucket of Icecream* Or The Bucket is going to sleep with the fishes!