Yo peeps!
So as I've mentioned earlier a lil here and there; I'mma have to take a break from commissions, not sure exactly how long but at least until somewhere mid-June. Mainly because of two reasons that're being major stress moments in my life and I don't need a third:
Got a lot stuff I still gotta do for school that I didn't get around to do last period, part because I'm a forgetful hoe and part because my mental health was at rock bottom so I have a lot to catch up to
In May, May 17th to be precise, I'm going to go to the States to finally meet my boyfriend for the first time, which means a lot to me and is constantly on my mind. And while I already got most of the paperwork necessary for my trip I'm still quite paranoid and stressed about that part
Plus got some technical issues; the laptop I'm working on is getting replaced as it has corrupted .psd files for me THREE times now. One of them was of a commission that I really need to go back and change some really bad screwups on but literally can't as all I get in my face is error messages when I try to open it, aaaaand I kinda want some time to work on some personal art again as I've had to put those project aside and prioritize the commissions. Art is something I do for therapy and or funs, and while I LOVE working on fun commission ideas, working on commissions requires more energy as I do try my hardest to get every single detail right. Even if I still tend to fuck up, sometimes majorly.
And as I've been so stressed this season the quality of the commissions has drastically crashed as I've overlooked even the most obvious details, not to mention the insane time it takes for me to finish them cuz I just cannot find the strength in me to draw after a long day at school, or after I've been struggling to write an in depth review and analysis of the absolutely worst book I've ever been forced to read in my entire life holy shit for two hours (on a semi-related note: everybody stay away from the book "Benny and Shrimp". Please.)

So tld:dr: I'm at to the point mentally where I'm so stressed out that I can't do anything right, I'm doubting my n00b-like abilities even more than I usually do, I'mma finish getting my new laptop set up so I can use it for my art instead, and I think it's for the best if I just take a break, get all the things irl over with and recharge before I open commissions back up again and can invest more time and energy in them. For all of our sakes, cuz I hate feeling like I've wasted people's money x'3
Also when I open them back up I'mma have to get some flood protection of some sort, so I'm thinking of making a queue list and only accepting two commissions at a time.
Your support is so awesome people and I'm so damn happy and overwhelmed that people wants to commission an amateur like me, but unfortunately there is a thing called "too overwhelmed", and I sure felt that at a point when I was working on 5 commissions at the same time lol!

Love you guys, you're so awesome and I feel soooo bad about having to close commissions for a while, but I'll be back to them as soon as I can, if y'all still would be interested in commissioning me by then ;w;
Laters, and hope y'all had a good Easter (if ya celebrate it)~

.... also I won't be able to get back to comments and such today, but I'll see about them tomorrow ;n;