I really am just a dumb pupper cause all I keep doing is messing up over and over again a and that's try so hard because t to mess up and I only seem to make things worse for myself a and I'm scared I'm gonna get in really big trouble and lose my job cause I keep making mistakes at work a and I just made another big mistake and it's only been about a week since the last one and I know my boss is going to yell at me about how I keep messing up everything despite how much I try and I don't know what to do anymore c cause I just want to give up because no matter how's hard I always make mistakes and m my stupid pupper brain doesn't make things better a and feel like I need to hurt myself because I keep doing bad c cause anytime I did bad when I was little my dad would hurt me a and I'm just this emotional time bomb of impending mistakes