Well yes, these years sucks, I'm uneployed since May and I can only get some money from a renting activity I’m doing for/with an a-hole who can’t fucking deal with his temper and that is starting to strain, but it’s money, so for now is acceptable. No contract tho’.

On the good side I’m still co-managing my Channel and Discord server Anthro Magazine with some friends and there we hold theme nights and irl meetings, I might as well post some pics here, I’ll think about it. I'm on my feet(paws)

All in all my mind is fine, not ok, I see many struggles in my motivation, my way to perceive other’s actions and seldom I question other’s opinion and value system; how I came this far? I’ve been backstabbed trice this year by a fucking asshole artist Zack (the one on the pic made by seomni in my gallery here), after seven fucking years of trust, confidence and joyful times, for absurd and childish reasons. Wouldn’t recommend to deal with him ngl, he always said his life would have fade into loneliness, guess he’s right, by betraying friends he’ll get what he deserves soon.

Then came the turn of a friend hyena-sona, Lory Yeen, who I helped very much to get out of his shyness. I was the one of the few not considering him an outcast during furmeets and also invited him to come with me in a new year’s eve fur party in Germany (2022-2023), not to mention how many times I got him into my house…he and his motherfuckin geisha.

This year I was getting close to a new blue-dragoness guy, probably a T-wannabe? A femboy? Don’t know don’t care, name is Vicky (also Raysen bluetail). The geisha was faking with me the start of a relationship and in the meantime had an affair with the fuckface guy. They toyed with my trust and feelings and didn’t bother to be honest. Good thing she has a past of being a bitch so I guess he’s gonna have trust issues with her for a long time, I wish them good fights.
So yes, I’m doing a bit of drama, fact-based; I had really enough of being ass-kicked so in time I’ll get to take care of myself but atm I try my best to be loyal to friends and not spillover to anyone but I admit I feel less of a selfless loving friend I wanted to be in past. Again I’ll get help :L

Atm my hobbies are slowed, for these and other reasons, so whoever is waiting for something from me, I’ll do and I’ll try my best not to let you down fuzzbutts!

Hope the next chapter will be happier than this situation