I have a hard time starting this journal as there are a many things to cover yet I will keep it short.

I just came back to this account after 2 1/2 years but I won't get into how I feel about such negligence. I lost password and email connected to it but in the end I could have tried harder to get a hold of everyone the whole time. Most importantly, I will go through all my messages by and by and see how I can get back to all of you who expect a reply from me in one or another form. I want to finish off where I left and then see where I go from there.

The time that passed by was rather turbulent, I got sick so many times (once with a very serious illness), I lost my apartment, went to court, got sick again, just to mention the few things I'm more or less comfortable to mention, I learnt a couple of new skills on the way, didn't forget to also enjoy myself, and now I feel like I might have arrived somewhere. There are still some battles to fight and I'm still recovering - it will take the time it takes.

To everyone who sticked with me:
I owe you so much for your patience. You have all my gratitude for being nothing but nice and understanding. I will try my hardest to live up to all these positive emotions I received in this fandom!


- Cruz