Hello, everyone.
The title is true. I'm planning on stepping down from drawing, interacting with new people, etc. I cannot guarentee the certainty it'll be temporary or permanent, but as y'all know, things this year have been extremely rough for me. The new brain disease diagnosis, then losing grandmom three weeks after that, being in a depression for months on end. I never shared it, but I'm also working a job at a fast food place. It's not the greatest, but it's what helps keep the roof over my head. I deal with a lot of shit there, especially because it's in the bad part of my state.. Healthcare was taken away from me so that's why I started working as well. My mental health hasn't gotten any better either. I've been daydreaming of a lot of stuff I really don't want to see, always feeling uncomfortable or bothered by something, feeling like this is somehow all my fault. It probably is. I've been extra emotional as of recent because Thanksgiving is coming up and I have nobody else (family) to spend it with.

Again, I don't know how long I'll step down for. For all I know I could be doing art again in a few weeks.. or months. I just wanted to update everyone on what's going on, why I've been silent.. I can't guarentee I'll be okay, nothing has been preventing me from doing anything to myself afterall, but I'm still here, still breathing.

I don't want to do this anymore.