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Traditional Artist | Registered: April 21, 2009 01:44:46 PM
I am me and nothing more.
After finding the Furry community I grew excited to meet people that I shared a bond with. I have come to find this was a false assumption. Most people are not the same as me in their reason for being a "furry". I think it best I step back into myself once again and resume my regular course through life.
I do not like people, I resent being one, I hate myself every time I catch myself doing something only described as human. I like my world I have built for myself where I see myself as something less human.
I have had people call me fake or try to say that I put myself on a pedestal. This is not so. I just am as I am. I don't like people, I don't like the fact that I am a people and would rather just hide away and only associate with a select few I deem "a little less human". Is it so wrong to be selective about the company one keeps?
My body is a prison and I look forward to the day I am set free. No, I am not suicidal. I will serve my time and do my best with what I have. I am trying to make my sentence a little more bearable. I hope my day of release will be sooner rather than later, it is very hard to put up with everything I am forced to do.
What you see in my art is my world, the world I see, the world I long for. It is my safe haven, my final resting place, my home.
After finding the Furry community I grew excited to meet people that I shared a bond with. I have come to find this was a false assumption. Most people are not the same as me in their reason for being a "furry". I think it best I step back into myself once again and resume my regular course through life.
I do not like people, I resent being one, I hate myself every time I catch myself doing something only described as human. I like my world I have built for myself where I see myself as something less human.
I have had people call me fake or try to say that I put myself on a pedestal. This is not so. I just am as I am. I don't like people, I don't like the fact that I am a people and would rather just hide away and only associate with a select few I deem "a little less human". Is it so wrong to be selective about the company one keeps?
My body is a prison and I look forward to the day I am set free. No, I am not suicidal. I will serve my time and do my best with what I have. I am trying to make my sentence a little more bearable. I hope my day of release will be sooner rather than later, it is very hard to put up with everything I am forced to do.
What you see in my art is my world, the world I see, the world I long for. It is my safe haven, my final resting place, my home.
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Recent Journal
ADVENTURE!!! =>.<= (G)
15 years ago
Hey howdy hey I had a totally awesome day! *bounces*
Yesterday was just full of win! (and for once I am not being sarcastic)
Went to the mall and hung out with a group of awesome, followed by more awesome that lead to an even awesomer WalMart adventure which led to more awesome, which led to me not being able to sleep! And now I am eating a partial can of ice cold skettOs... WoOOH! Yay, for drinkin a whole pot of coffee with 30 packets of sugar at 3 AM! I am totally exhausted right now but I can't keep my eyes closed... XD
Oh an upside with 15 hours of awesome under my belt and fresh in my mind I am actually inspired to doodle, which I haven't done in a while now. So YAY!
I need more days like yesterday =o.o=
http://www.last.fm/music/Infant%252.....%20the%20Greek
(they have Furry Walls)
Yesterday was just full of win! (and for once I am not being sarcastic)
Went to the mall and hung out with a group of awesome, followed by more awesome that lead to an even awesomer WalMart adventure which led to more awesome, which led to me not being able to sleep! And now I am eating a partial can of ice cold skettOs... WoOOH! Yay, for drinkin a whole pot of coffee with 30 packets of sugar at 3 AM! I am totally exhausted right now but I can't keep my eyes closed... XD
Oh an upside with 15 hours of awesome under my belt and fresh in my mind I am actually inspired to doodle, which I haven't done in a while now. So YAY!
I need more days like yesterday =o.o=
http://www.last.fm/music/Infant%252.....%20the%20Greek
(they have Furry Walls)
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