hey
if you readed previous journal you'll understand what i'm talking about, if not, read it please

i've deleted part of my submissions that i don't like. i'm dissapointed in my drawing skills and i don't get why are you subscribed

i've tried into commercial art and i failed. i hate drawing porn but it was my only income. now i can't pay my debt in +-$500, so i work hard on my offline job. i don't have strength to draw something that i hate.

my tablet is arrived, so i can start drawing as soon as i get day off. all of your comms and yches that you ordered and prepayed will be finished with gift, it's okay, don't worry, i can't just take money and dissapear

i fight bipolar depression and it beats me. my meds is expensive. i'm in debts. sorry i'm too weak to work both in petshop and on furry.

from now you'll see my real artstyle, not commercial. i like to draw humans, so they will be here too. and some furries. and dragons. and cats.

and it will be mostly monochrome. i'm colorblind and work with color is too difficult to me. my friend Hehel always fixed my coloring. but i'm good in shadowing and lightplay.

i'm ukrainian, here is terrible war. my friend now in ua army. i can't care about palestina or russian pity suffering. sorry, live with it. i'm care about being alive in my beloved country. if some russian bitch come here on my page i'll block it. i don't want to interact with terrorist, and it's not putin's war, it's your fault, russians, you've chosed putin as president.

so in conclusion
i'll don't want to draw porn in general, but maybe on some exeption...
i'll draw in my own comfortable sryle
many of yches that left on my page will be closed
all of your comms will be drawed
if you leave my page it's okay, but if you'll stay with me - i'll appreciate it.

sorry for mistakes, english is not my native. if you can't understand something i said - feel free to ask in DM or comms.

if you want to support me financially - my paypal is in previous journal.

thank you for attention
love ya
❤️