Hello to all 9 of my watchers. I'd like to start with a quick thanks for those who decided to watch me with the hopes that I'd release more kinky smut in the near future.

It's been a few years since I wrote my only story "A Lesson Learned" parts 1 and 2, and while I wish I could say I've done more since then, I really haven't. My mind has never really been in the state I'd ultimately like it to be and things like depression, anxiety and marijuana abuse have cast a shadow behind me for what feels like most of my adult life. I've only very recently begun to turn my life around, frantically scrambling to find the pieces that fell of the board oh so many years ago. Slowly and steadily I've been finding those missing parts and the clouds that have dimmed my life for far too long are parting for beautiful shining rays. The warmth is seeping into my bones and I feel like I'm finally beginning to be the person I've always wanted to be. I quiet but ultimately goofy oddball who just wants to be themself without judgment.

I've learned a lot about myself in the last few years. My gender identity has made itself clear to me and I've come to accept and embrace the 'genderfluid' label that feels most appropriate for that aspect of my personality. I've never been much for labels but in hindsight I may have only felt that way because none of the labels I had been using felt genuine to who I am. Genderfluid is who I am, but I digress.

A part of this rekindling of my withered spirit is the exploration of new hobbies and the rediscovery of old ones. Yes, that means writing. While I make no promises on timelines, I've been writing a lot more now than I have in the last three or four years (although that's not saying much since I wrote essentially nothing in that timeframe.) Several kinky themes that push every horny button in my little body have been stirring in my noggin and at the very least are now prompts for stories I hope to one day actually write. I have a pretty grand idea for fanfiction of some of my favourite shows although I'm uncertain if they will ever see the light of day on this account. It feels like being a furry seems fairly taboo still these days, never mind babyfurs. They're also not inherently furry in any real regard so I feel like I'd only limit my reach by posting stories to a furry website that don't actually involve any anthro characters that aren't already involved in their respective shows. There's also a few themes I've been exploring in regards to explaining my fursona's origin and nature as a living creature. What drives them to be the fur that they are, the strange secrets that they keep closely guarded and the true thoughts and feelings brewing inside my own head, and by extension, my fursonas.

Speaking of my fursona, I feel like I finally hit the ball out of the park with their design. Their name is Jamie and they are incredibly cute. I've recently hired a very talented babyfur artist to design a reference sheet for Jamie so I can start commissioning artwork and writing more stories with them taking center stage. I hope to start with their origin story, which will serve as insight both into Jamie and into myself. To me, writing comes from the heart and is often personalized to the author's lived experiences. Now that I've lived a little, I feel like I have enough substance to roll with and can finally put to words what I've been thinking and feeling for nearly a decade now. Heck, maybe if I'm persistent enough in my writing, I can gain exposure and maybe turn my hobby into a bit of extra cashflow, though to be honest, I write because I enjoy writing. Any financial bonuses I can theoretically accrue would merely be a cherry on the Sundae (on a side note, would a Luxardo Maraschino be overkill for a Sundae topper?). Regardless of how my future plays out, I will do my best to continue my works and hopefully give you all a little more to look forward to.

I could probably ramble on and on right now, I feel strangely alive for somebody who spends most of their time working and typing on a computer. But alas, I'm a bit of a stinky baby right now and I have undoubtedly lost most if not all of you by the second paragraph so this'll be it from me for now.

Much love,

LittleMapleNut :)