In the last update, I said I was engaged and would be married very soon. I wasn't lying! I flew to Canada last week and I married my now wife ! She has been incredibly supportive and patient and loving and kind through this entire ordeal, and without her I don't think I would be here today. I love this wolf so damn much.

In 12 days, I will officially be having dinner in my new forever home in Calgary. There's a lot to do in the meantime, and I am already so exhausted. I'm working on packing up my entire life, as well as deciding what is going with me and what is being abandoned and thrown out. It's hard, and its taking its toll on my mental and emotional health. The actual packing is taking a toll on my physical health too, but that's easier to recover.

I hurt so much from this. All the people and places I love spending time with, there's a real chance I'll never see some of them again and it just hurts.

I really don't know what else to say. I probably should get back to packing, but my back hurts too.

I appreciate all the love and well-wishes you all have given me. It really has helped me get through this without a mental breakdown (or at least, without as bad of one as I could be having).

Next journal probably won't be til after I'm moved, so until then: peace out!
~Lord Fenrir