So once upon a time I turned 18 and decided to go to my first furry convention. And it changed me forever.

https://youtu.be/uiQ24rHuIG0?si=8_N2Y67TV5FEURTj

This version of me is from an era where I had to be like this to cope with both an in house dopamine deficiency and a societal bullying that was present my entire childhood.

So that's why im like this. If you find it too grating I get it, just don't watch the video.

But personally I find it extremely entertaining. I used to just say whatever without even thinking about it a little bit as a way to self stimulate. A lot of this got better when I started actually medicating my adhd.

I am finally archiving all of the pics and vids on my phone that were backed up since winter 2014 when I got a smart phone.

I'm seeing some of this for the first time since filming it.

It's so funny how I like half assed recorded a con video and just didn't do anything with it because it's like half an hour of me nervously rambling in my car on the way there, a slideshow of cryptic pics, and a "oh I guess my life is different now o.o" right at the end.

I'm going to try to put together a mff 2025 video this weekend if I have time.

I hope my weird 18 year old self makes you giggle I regret nothing.