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2 week ago, my mood begun to crash and I am not religious, but I pray, PRAY it is because of my fever and cold that has been lurking beneath the surface since 2 week ago. Would make sense, been tired all the time since no matter what since.
Well, that and I actually have no job, feel alone (I do have friends tho??? da faq is wrong with me???), can't focus on the studies on this huuuuge writing test is only twice a year and cost money (if I get good grades on it, it will be easier to get into schools later), I am only 22 years and I already have anxiety over my age and that I am too old for everything, I want to to SO much with my life that I can't decide where to start, I get sad by nothing, overthink everything...
The list goes on probably beyond 99 and most of them are in my head (except being unemployed and the writing test).
So since yesterday it reached it's pinnacle and I have cried on and off since then. But what else is there to do than to just smile through it all?
(also I crave flowers in my hair) oh and looks at them pretentious tears.
Well, that and I actually have no job, feel alone (I do have friends tho??? da faq is wrong with me???), can't focus on the studies on this huuuuge writing test is only twice a year and cost money (if I get good grades on it, it will be easier to get into schools later), I am only 22 years and I already have anxiety over my age and that I am too old for everything, I want to to SO much with my life that I can't decide where to start, I get sad by nothing, overthink everything...
The list goes on probably beyond 99 and most of them are in my head (except being unemployed and the writing test).
So since yesterday it reached it's pinnacle and I have cried on and off since then. But what else is there to do than to just smile through it all?
(also I crave flowers in my hair) oh and looks at them pretentious tears.
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