My friend Jay and I have been friends since 2015, met on Friday the 13th in February. He's my first in almost everything, beside being in a relationship. HE's the first, and so far the only one, that I have a bond with. He didn't want a long distance relationship (him being in Navy of the US) and me living in Sweden, and when I learned he's polyamorous, and I know I'm a monogamous through and through, I knew in my heart it could never be, plus many other small things mattered in that as well.... But that doens't mean I won't be intimate with him, as he is the only one I ever have that emotional bond to, and a close friend of mine.
And finally he is drawns as a wolf by my friend

Art by  Rejva
Tora © me
Jay the wolf © Jay