Because of the russian attacks, my city was left completely without electricity. I haven't had a light for weeks. After the next attacks, I have no light, Internet connection, water and heat for days. The last time I was given light for a day, I managed to make several commissions that will help me survive for a while, but I can't work anymore. As soon as the light begins to appear at least for 1-2 hours a day, a new Russian attack occurs and again a complete blackout.
Because of my mental problems, it's too hard for me to go through all this. It's hard for me to stay in the dark and alone, I have panic attacks and fear, very often I don't want to live. I know I can't give up now, but I can't control my mental state. It's all like a nightmare that I can't wake up from
I really want to draw, it's the only thing that helps me feel better, but I just can't...
For now, I'll have to live on savings. I can't to leave anywhere, I have 3 cats and a guinea pig. I just physically can't take them all away, and I don't want to part with them, they are my life. I also had an aquarium, but all the inhabitants died because of the lack of light
I will try to gather my strength, but it is very difficult

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