inspired/semi traced from this image: https://pbs.twimg.com/media/FqkdsnVWIAEvmrK.jpg

not gonna get entirely into it right now but i hit rock bottom, did some shit, saw god, and recovered, hopefully for good this time. im so happy to be alive right now and i very well could have been dead, but im not and im going to keep on creating until my little baby hands shrivel up and turn to dust i swear to fucking god