Omg I got here first it's been a while😱

I've taken everyone by surprise so no one has noticed its here yet, so congrats. You don't get the geese though instead you can have... oh...no wait sorry it's still geese . They ate your cake before I could give it to you....Sorry...

That's ok 🥲

ive got a cake for you 🎂

oh wait... no, this is just a herd of geese in the shape of a cake 🦆🦆🦆

awwwww ^_^

That outfit is just so freaking cute!

I cannot wait till you make A another Page of ctn

Dream scenario <3

Fr

I know right? Baby can keep herself entertained whilst the grown ups get on with what they need to do whilst periodically checkin in that things are ok. Totally dream scenario. Truthfully anything that just feels natural/normal parenting type situations just makes me feel giddy

Band Baby Band Baby

Dang ooof shattered sheath noticed that real quick oof.

think sword sheath rather than that other thing

Kind of impossible to shatter that one, anyway...being made of flesh and all.

A vat of liquid nitrogen and a hammer says otherwise :)

Yeouch! That was also oddly specific.

I'm just saying..if you're determined enough, anything is possible :D

Are they in the lyrics to the song? 😋

oddly the song is about a break in your defenses, leaving you exposed and so because you no longer have somewhere to rest your sword you have no option but to fight or roll over and die

That's pretty awesome not gonna lie!

I mean, the other kind of shattered sheath cud be a prty good trans song actually heh

I wonder if the choice of lyrics is foreshadowing what is to come in the comic

Her imagination is so adorable!

wholesome 💯

all of Star’s expressions on this page are super cute, I just want to scoop her up >w<

Star can draw the new cover art for the band! Or something for new band T-Shirts? Or she could wear a onesie with the band logo on it! So many possibilities to make her do cute things...

The cat onesie is

Her smile with the lollipop seams to be one of the happyest ever. That makes me happy too.

Star so adorable when she a beeg poofy bab :3

I know if it was me in this situation, if I was asked I wouldn't have to lie, but I don't think I would otherwise divulge that, nor would I want to be little in front of them, even if it was okay with them.

Oh, the delight in unwrapping that lolipop.

Sweets will win me over so so easily. Heat pats too. Give me a head pat and a lollipop and I will follow you anywhere....Thinking about it...That probably explains why ive ended up in so many dangerous situations

You and me both. And in a pinch I can do without the sweets.

This is actually an interesting situation. Personally, I'd take it slow. One step at a time kind of thing.

Aww seems like the Perfect little daydream

good thing that as a cg i am already passed the phase in that i care about others oppinion on who and what i am i learned a long time ago that you dont have to care for the oppinion of others in this regard if they anoy you with teasing or even trolling simple ignore them eventually they get bored with teasing you and stop it finding somoene else to entertain them or think they have hurt you and apolagize than you take the apolagize unless you are a mean person and normaly they stop after that too dont worry star in time i am sure your mental dilema will be resolved as well it will be fine

Geez, Star. Did you not tell Elly earlier that this was meant to be just a normal hang-out? That you can be a grown-up sometimes too?

Balance in all things, kiddo. Let the band think what it wants. Let them find out on their own, even - it doesn't seem dangerous. But don't go overboard on every half of an opportunity given. That doesn't end well. Make it a marathon you can go for years, not a sprint that'll end in collapse in a month.

I mean you can have daydreams and not actually act on them or anything. so she's super unlikely to suggest actually doing what she's imaging heheh, but sometimes its nice to just imagine.

I mean... Since i started openin up to ppl in my life about bein a Little, i have indeed gone overboard on every opportunity; bcuz ive got plenty of time to make up and honestly im tired of bein around half friends who dont "agree with my lifestyle"

And where has this gotten me in the last four yrs? To the absolute best times of my life, even better still than when i came out as nonbinary

Ive made far more friends and in fact found with almost no exceptions that none of my friends actually cared one iota. Several of them even enjoy makin me feel little by callin me cutesy nicknames, givin me treats, and just treatin me like a kiddo

I met this awesome person i now call mommy (he/they), who is also my fiance, barely a yr after i opened up on FB. They saw some pics of me where i had my paci in my mouth and was just takin a pic in the bathrooms on a work break (i use it for stim reasons honestly, and my work didnt care cuz they saw it helped me work better and i worked overnights anyways); and instantly crushed on me

But then he felt conflicted about it bcuz they still held anti-ABDL views from the few documentaries theyd seen on such in the past. He responded to such by gettin to know me and lettin me explain things and within barely a few months they told me about his crush on me

And nowadays i live happily as his baby 24/7, alongside them and my metamour (they) who i even call sibby; and who calls me their baby sis. Just yesterday was Mommy's bday and we had friends over and not a one cared one iota that i was just in my diaper and collar; bcuz all our friends are aware of such, even if they dont have any inrerest

And i didnt even mention the dozens and dozens of times ive met other ABDLs in public thanks to my bein so open, as well as the many friends ive made thru such: and the best of both, ABDLs who i got the honour of informin there was a whole community akin to them. Nothin is quite as good as gettin to show someone else theyre not alone in their quirks

Each new week has only gotten better and better, even when we have hit rough patches; like havin our car stolen barely a wk ago or dealin with the fact our state is soon to take away our access to gender affirmin healthcare

Hell, ive even made good friends here now ive moved with my mommy with many fellow babyfurs includin this yrs Midwest Puppy. Ive only found this all to make me more and more happy and free

Sometimes we dont have to worry about the marathon or the sprint bcuz we climbed high enuf just to get here and can coast down the mountain for the rest of our lives

And esp given my mommy's late husbands passin to cancer suddenly not long after we met; im more than aware of the need to suck the marrow out of life and enjoy it to the utmost fullest you can/you desire.

i wish i was as brave as u r.... to be honest i think of myself as a coward too scared to do really anything, it took me a few years to lose fear of the second i put a diaper on that someone was gonna try and get into my room or that if my family found out that they would force me to get rid of my little stuff that i was sneaking into my room from etsy.com and diapers from thrift stores and walgreens, in many ways i'd like to be as brave as u r

i got to my lvl of openness thanks partly to meetin another ABDL who was out and proud about it. We met at a LARP (live action roleplay) group called Amtgard, and within that day i revealed myself to him and felt so much better for havin met another and feelin way less alone for it

fast forward a yr and a half and id come out as trans, and i found out my ABDL friend had been bullied that first wk we met, by a fellow Amtgardian

I was livid and reported it to the group, knowin they wete anti-bullyin and hopin that extended to us... My fellow LARPers were by and large my only friends back then, with a few rare exceptions of nonLARPer friends

The group leadershop temp banned and held an althin vote to make it indefinite (longest possible as our game didnt do defined perma ban for complicated legal reasons that varied by state). The vote was unanimous to ban the bully; and almost instantly it hit me these ppl wud accept me

Within a month i showed up with a paci clipped on my tabard (think tunic but open sides and usually dusplays insignia/flag primarily; originally worn over armour to indicate who certain folk fought for/were aligned with). No one judged me for it and many even were eager to learn about it; i also found several fellow Littles of many kinds

Later when i went to protests in 2020, as i had lost my job and its truly the work i most want to do in life; i found the same lvl of acceptance fron my fellow leftists

And best of all, thats when i first got to show someone that they werent alone in their baby roleplay desires; nothin is quite as good as gettin that exp

It turns out my friends just curated themself to be very pro freedom of expression; and pro freedoms in general, actual freedoms. And as i prefer leftists by far and find even more moderate liberals to be insufferable...

I didnt lose anyone except an ex-best friend who turned neo-nazi win the yrs i spent soul searchin and findin myself; and good riddance to him

Another best friend had become my chosen brother and for christmas before i moved to be with my mommy, him and the rest of that side of my family spent christmas together; and my mama kat got me a stuffy with a hand knit sweater as well (which as much as i hate harry potter nowadays bcuz JKRs bigotry; still made me feel like Harry bein accepted as one of Molly's kids when she made him a sweater for christmas), magnet tiles, and bristle blocks... All things id put on my christmas list hopin against hope, while also puttin many more adult things to choose instd

My mama kat made me feel more like a little kid on that day than anyone save my mommy has since. And i felt so truly accepted to find all my gifts to either be trans stuff or kids stuff.

I cudnt be so open and brave without these many ppl who have supported me unconditionally... My biofam wud nvr have treated me this well if theyd found out all about me

really cool story, do u think if i wore more little stuff when i walk around town that i might meet more littles? i know it's gonna be embarrassing but if it helps meet others i'll try it, i walk around town some days of the week to go to thrift stores and other places to find ether more diapers, toys or just to think about things (i kinda collect toys and i walk for exercise) and i'm normally walking for like 3-4 hrs and after hearing ur story i think if i tried wearing more little stuff maybe i might run into other littles, also ty for sharing some of ur story and experiences

This is a great thing to wake up to owo

Oh my gosh Star really should let herself be little around the band especially if they are ok with her being small.

blushy baby dreams aww.

Great comic star

Band onesie as merch? Sold in baby and 'adult' sizes as well of course.

It's funny how relatable the line of "I don't feel ashamed to be me when im with them, That only kicks in when I'm by myself" like holy heck that is just my life. I feel comfortable dressing more colorful and differently when I'm with friends but if I'm alone my clothing and mannerisms change completely to becoming very dull and mute.

Legit, copied that down asap bcuz it hit so hard

Ive found that since movin in with my mommy (he/they) ive found it so amazinly easy to be myself... But when im out alone somewhere around ppl i dont rly know, even when i know them as good ppl, i tend to much more nonspeaking feelin and sorta just blend in to the background and feel generally more overloaded

I was at a trans joy picnic recently and had that exact feel despite bein with my mommy's friends and surrounded by super acceptin ppl that believe one shud just be oneself; if mommy had been there, or even my metamour/sibby (they) then idve likely been much more talkative and not so reserved

Tho at least one of those friends, and one we may even move away with soon (cuz this state is takin away our healthcare 9,9) actually did make me feel less ashamed about myself with just a few small looks

They saw i was overloaded by a loud dog nearby and had put my headset on and was rockin to cope. They caught my eye and mouthed at me to ask if i was okay; and legit i hadnt been til they asked xD

Like just seein them ask me made me feel safer and better and less embarassed about what i was doin in a crowd of hundreds just rockin back and forth huggin a stuffy and soothin with my pacifier. I totes know others can also make me feel this way as ive got quite a few friends ive made who actively try to make me feel little bcuz they see how good it makes me feel

Just havin understandin friends tho, even beyond the little stuff, makes it so much easier to feel free to be me; that and the fact much of that friend group were wearin pup masks and harnesses and the like anyways heh

Might have spotted a typo there on the second pannel

"It's like their prescence reassures me", isn't that Presence ?

But i like how it's going so far ! Good dilemma

Why it seems such a cute idea .///////.

Every littles dream is to be accepted and loved

I absolutely love how this is touching on the subject of littles that don't respect boundaries and get 'too little' in inappropriate scenarios. It worked out sort of in the prior case but it wasn't a consented action that was just done, and abused because people were lenient about it.
There's some of people that abuse the excuse of 'oh I was being baby/deep in littlespace teehee' as an out for doing kink/ageplay elements in the wrong place at the wrong time and not caring about consent or repercussions.
It's still something you want to really ensure all people involved are okay with, and not just blurt out and expose willy nilly. Great subject 👌

I have absolutely known/been around Hailey types, who literally just steamroller over all/any rules/consent and then just excuse their behaviour as being baby or bratty..as if thats a get out of jail free card....err..no. No it's not, and ive seen it happen enough times at events and such that I think hard before attending events these days.

Yeah I've absolutely experienced the same types and corresponding frustration lol

I think she might be over thinking. It's perfectly normal for adults to enjoy a lolipop.

And then it goes quiet and everyone is staring at her because she was purring so loud they could hear her over the instruments.

I think they should be alright with it! The key thing is communication and I'm glad Star is leaning more on that now. The band simply needs to know that Star would never do things like Hailey did and she can say how comfortable she might be with how they treat her (after all, being talked down to like a kid is great, but sometimes you miiight not want it with folks who are still strangers just yet.)

Also neat cameo from the playmate in Housebroken! And the outfit is sooo cute, gosh Star really needs to be in a catalogue of baby clothes soon...

That kitty on your bottom has a groovy goatee =P

Huh.

Meanwhile i am reading and having a thought along the lines of:
Calm down, it can be handled in decent ways. Like, yes it is a part of you but at the same time it can be taken, presented and acted in in small dosages. Getting (others) used to it and such.

i wonder if babustar wear that irs pink cat onesie
xD i like Style of it kinda cute in one way never think there would be one like that irs

Didn't expect a new page this early

I’m really liking that Star is becoming more and more okay with her little side. :) It’s really wonderful to see that she has such supportive friends. That said, I worry for her. So far, almost everyone that’s found out about her little side has take it really well, but I worry about how she’ll feel when someone doesn’t take it well.

That last panel is just soooo wholesome, really just lights up my mood, star even glows a wee bit compaired to the other there ^_^, honestly lost for words to discribe how good this page makes me feel <3

Damn those sneaky Thursdays, always appearing when you somehow least expect them.

Yep, That if it could be this way fantasy. Nice work.

It's all up to you star, you tell them if you want to.

For some reason, I keep imagining em singing that song to the Pokémon theme song rhythm lmao

That outfit I’m the last panel I need that onsie

You and these pic make me feel alot less alone i am also a little i discovered it abt 2 yes ago and sortly after i found you comic amazing btw thanks i still have that idea if you still want to hear it 🤭

SO HECKIN CUUUUTE that last panel!

star should do it, the band seem like they're good people and would make good friends

It's red pill blue pill time

Blue pill keep her little side secret

Red pill tell the band and everyone else about her little side

Which would you choose?

i chose the red pill four yrs ago; and it has only gotten better and better

Also, in this analogy the red pill you speak of was originally referrin to takin HRT :3 Bcuz back then the main estrogen pill taken by women was a maroon coloured pill called Premarin. Lily Wachowski outright confirmed that the film was 100% a trans allegory

So it shud actually be the blue pill nowadays, bcuz estradiol is a small blue pill xD Which i did also start takin four yrs ago, tho actually started that several months after openin up about bein a Little :3

So i guess i chose both red and blue pill :P

Great page! Also that onsie is SOOO CUUTE!

Interesting situation. But I were Star.. i wouldn't do it.. even if people are okay with this.. that can backfire anyway..

Star's expressions are really good. Lots of emotions to process.

What a tough decision for a small kitty like her

I think they should all wear ear plugs when a full punk band is playing in the basement especially the baby laying in front of the drums XD

Hah I came to check if their was a new page thinking I'd still be early but it came out yesterday lol

Nobody expects te Spanish inquisition

Something tells me Star is pushing it ... too hard. I understand the collision but like ... first she could find out if they actually are okay with that before jumping right in colouring on groun while her padding visible to everyone :D

It's just a daydream...she's not actually doing this Infront of them

Maybe she wakes up and it turns out she actually did it while she was dreaming...😸

Yo are these songs real, if so where can I find them?

God that last panel is my dream. <3 It sounds like Hailey did not respect other people's privacies and boundaries, but if you do consider others, it can be okay and healthy to express your little side to more people.

When she's unwrapping the lollipop, she looks very little mode. It's super cute

I thought star didn't like pink thing?

She hates pink which is why she often daydreams of wearing it because it means she didn't have a choice in what she was dressed in

Squeeeeeee, this is the same reason i like to imagine myself wearin matchin outfits despite that i nvr pick out matchin outfits for myself unless its a rly special occasion and i wanna feel like someone else chose my outfit heh, usually by pickin out an outfit combo my mommy has picked out for me in the past :3

Also if im wearin matchin socks (and they arent grippy socks; which i need a lot more of so i can wear them unmatchin heh, cuz i cant wear diff types of socks together) then i likely feel more little than any other day

So yesterday for my mommys bday when i went on a walkees i put on my autumn fox onesie (with pumpkins and leaves) and spring fox skirtalls (with cherry blossoms), bcuz mommy had got them for me as a gift; and had picked the two out spec to go together :3 By the time i got back from my walkees i was proper little feelin and was able to just unwind and colour until our friends got here for the party

Ohhhhhh I see now.

I wonder though, is she going to stay a little, or not?, because I'm curious to see where this will be going, what will happen to star's lift if she does stay a little.

What about the fair I think that might have a run in with her dad and she will have to come clean to him if he is going to listen.

I like Star's face in the second panel. Without context it looks like the lollipop said something shocking. XD

you're so rigggghhtt omg
like when bob said all that scary stuff to star a couple hundred pages back

Uh oh Star is hooked and considering going all in. 🥰

Best. Onsie. Ever.

this is always the odd part when hanging out with people that aren't interested in it but fine with it. I personally usually prefer it as my own private thing and I always let people know, if its brought up, I do like ageplay n' all and the fantasy is nice but the reality of the scenario is its a place where its not appropriate to do so and I would like to be present for whatever activity is going on meaning I prefer to be the adult I usually am out in public and do the more fantasutical things at home or in a private space where its the right place to do that

I know it's described as synthy punk, but I read Martin's lyrics in a heavy metal scream. LOL