(July 2024 update): Leaning better to not write about their characters. Some things should be left vaulted and treasured. Wish I got a chance to explain much. Either the chapters will be replaced or just cut. If they are still mad at me acting the fool... yeah.

Here is... compiling the notes that I have had over the years, with thinking about the story that is in front of me. All of my hopes, my dreams, and ambitions laid out.

There's a lot. I honestly don't know if I can get everything down as such. That's why in a whim I got some art done from a friend of mine. And it helped finally getting a bunch of art out to see the characters tangibly and living in the world that I created. Reason to get up in the morning. Changing everyone to be adults first off. Secondly to minimize anime characters. Thirdly, no Mary Sues here. Self-insert, well yeah.

Of note are Keys' and Sprech. A good chance I won't be writing about their characters.
Their characters are removed from the recent post of OC art of the PKHT characters. Why? Didn't ask them before making them. It doesn't matter that my intentions were of having new clothing styles, and seeing a whole slew of beachwear. Could have. Should have. Just... didn't come up. Not the best excuse especially with a prior incident she warned me about. Saw he was busy with moving and her with game making, like it was a bother.

Not like you can tell them you have Rejection Sensitive Dysphoria and Social Anxiety Disorder, right?

I waited 20 years for fetishy art of the characters I have held dear with the people that I think about all the time? No. That's the ending of The Island Incident- Year 6 that we never got close to finishing. A group RP my friends and I did, and a combination of college time and my writing skills not nearly as good now like it was 15 years ago, fell apart. But I still kept notes. Events. Closing would have been a beach episode with everyone enjoying their time together. A send-off to their characters. Already felt like time was bringing us 5 apart with not being able to talk every day. One last hurrah. Simpler times. Hence the shoed and pawed forms too, and characters I may have wanted to introduce.

Also the redesigns? Post-story ideas as the friend who drew them loves making outfits, so went for it. Possibilities.

Have you seen the art I have on here? I have commissioners I can poke for fetishy fun. Hell I can use AI art for my brand of smut to make some things. Wasn't my intent here.

Ahhhh. No I get why they're mad. Going to be for quite awhile. Forever by the looks of it.

But man did all that hurt. Don't exactly break 20 year friendships lightly and they had an axe to grind. Couldn't get that info out because I was devastated by how they were ready to go.

I still have a story to write. A story that has refused to die with an idea that I have wanted to share. It might suck. It might do well. But it'll be out there. Some sort of legacy to leave behind, even if it's just to be remembered for some dumb little story. An idea a lonely kid got pulled off from a ledge and is the inspirational foci to everything that's around.

Dunno how much people are gonna know. Or want to know. Or care. But I got a lot to say. Decades of wanting to get this out there. And all I have is the 1st part at 55k words that need editing? Heck.

Thanks for listening. Thank you for even looking at what I have in mind. When I get to the point of the two's characters I'll have to make a decision. I just hope they get to see this and reconsider. That ain't up to me and shouldn't assume the best.

There's so much I should have said. Could have said. Daily that eats me up. So much not talked about. Things that, I wish I could have told them these 3 long years.

Gotta keep going. The ones I originally inspired would have wanted that. Need to do this.

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