Poor Star, if only that were a reality. Mr. Bryce could do with some positive emotions

i bet Star's brother would also still be around the family if that were the case.
if only that coldhearted ####################### had shown just a little bit of love for his kids so much coulda been prevented

Whatever tragic backstory or sob story he has for what he does, I really don't care. It's never a valid excuse to vent frustration on your own family. Just my thoughts.

exactlyyyyyyyy
just cuz you have trauma, anger issues or whatever doesn't suddenly validate you realeasing that on your ''loved'' ones
like me for example: abused by dad. but do i whine to people and hurt them because of it? no i do not.

Not excusing his behavior because it's disgusting and my fiancee deals with this but it's military service the reprogramming they go through can make them less then pleasant people

not the proper type of of fantasy star is looking for youll have to trace back from page 0 ;) theres no solid embarrasment, and tough daddy etc, while she wanted her real dad to embrace her she needs a different angle of attack >:)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fhDfwCjYqyw

aww how Swe *gets kicked in the balls* UUUUNNN

Star looking like a badass: Nope!

😂

*on the floor*

You ok?

my pearls are dust

That “UUUUUNNN” made me think of the annoying demon scene from smiling friends 😂

she did warn me, But as her Hellish Cooer, I couldn't help myself

SO weird hearing it from the one you never expect to hear it from.

for some reason this adds a horrifying flavor to this page for me.

It just adds a sadness, knowing something you want will never be, yet the heart wants what it wants

Offers Hugs and Fresh Homemade Fudge Dreams can really be a trip sometimes.

Been there before, sometimes dreams can manifest your deepest desires, no matter what they are *hugs star*

i'd like my dreams to get more concrete at times.

This remind me of the family therapy sessions when I was 7 which was 30 minutes of the psychiatrist screaming at my dad to hug me and my dad refusing cause "you don't hug boys".
Though my dad got over that mental nonsense few years ago and happily gives tons of hugs and kisses now to everyone, the damage already been done.

i just went "b r u h".

i wish you well in mitigating all and everything of that done damage.

also... private question. won't ask in open.

I'm doing fine, and you can send me a note!

My father never hugged me or treat me like "daddy's princess" I was blame to wear pink and do girl stuff. Sometimes I think that I'm not dysphoric, I'm just following a weird assigned gender

*hugs*

Al final es saber que es un sueño que tal vez nunca pase, pero la mente juega con ese sentimiento

It’s 4:14 over here in America I need help.
Oh good panel by the way

Love the new profile picture

im number 10 i thought 1 coffe moment comic wil come after it but it was early but still i love te comic and star had a embarrassing dream

It's pretty bad when seeing your dad as a decent parent is the indicator that this is a dream / nightmare, they failed as a parent.

Also, just giggled a bit that Stars reaction to her dad embracing her and accepting her completely is just "Nope, nope, just ALLLLLL the nope!"

I can relate as I have nightmares often. Although mine usually involve apocalyptic stuff or freak accidents. Speaking of "accidents" am I the only one who's hoping she put on protection before going to bed?.. Because I'm guessing some of that dream may have actually came true...

Good point. For some reason, I assumed she did, but there's not real basis for that assumption.

(also, for the record, I also have apocalyptic nightmares pretty often. Even impossible crap that could never happen, like volcanoes popping up in a matter of seconds...)

Sorry you have them too! My nightmares are usually about getting attacked by zombies, being bitten by spiders or being in bad car wrecks. I have a rare health condition that makes my muscles and joints weak and sore. Waking up is when my pain is at its highest, so that 's probably why I have those types of dreams...

And admittedly (due to my health issues) to relate even more to what is probably happening in the comic, lets just say I'm thankful for nighttime protection lol. Although I wished there were more plastic backed options here in the United States... Generic cloth backed aren't really cutting the deal anymore. You'd think that the legitimate companies that make adult protection would make them better for those of us who really need them (especially for night!)

Unfortunately, the best plastic-backed options in the U.S. are predominantly AB/DL themed. If you can use those, you're in a great position! They're really good quality and comfortable, generally speaking, plus being high absorbancy. Medical options are much more limited, though there are a few decent options - namely, Megamax by Northshore, and Trest. You can occasionally find a few other good options like plastic-backed Abenas that are thinner and more discreet and still good at their jobs, but the best plastic backers are gonna be pretty thick usually.

Eventually here, when I get on disability (which I should have rightfully been on years ago) I'll use that money towards a better product. I've never actually used an AB/DL product, but I think the Trest brand would work great since they hold a large capacity (which I need). But I could not afford them for every night use as of right now. For now I use the S/M Assurance brand ones I get from Walmart. They are the thickest and cheapest generic ones I can find locally. They require a bit of work though. I have to cut them down and turn them into a 4 tape style to make them fit me correctly. And eventually they'll soak through if you are a heavy wetter. So I have to watch how much I drink the hours before going to bed. Goodnites XL work pretty well if I double up. But they are pretty tight when I do that. So it is a bit of a pick your poison situation for the moment lol.

Megamax by Northshore also try xpmedical both online companies rearz incontrol and even tranquility atns brand too..

Don't you hate it when your subconscious confuses real-life problems you need to work through and your kinks? heh.

That's so real!
I've never dreamt of my dad (thankfully), but I've had dreams where my AB side mixes with family members. The dreams are always nonsense, but there's always a nugget of possibility that makes my heart race when I wake up.

BabyStar when she targets my Trauma for the second time in the same webcomic

I can only wish that each of us could hear those words of total acceptance backed up by actions matching them.

And really.... Even if the parent (or whoever) can't bring themselves to participate, having them tell you, "I don't understand this, but I don't have to. What's important is that this is something you need, and anything I *can* do, you tell me. I love you. All of you."

When we were all little, I'm sure at some point, each of us stood on a curb and said, "MOMMY WATCH!" or "DADDY LOOKIE ME!" as we jumped off of that few-inches-high spot to the roadway. We all wanted that acceptance of us to be excited at that "danger seeking".... or someone to say, "WAIT! NO!" and run to stop us - to care that we were in actual danger.

How far would that go to healing any of us, for those people whose approval we sought to finally give it without limitation?

Even if we don't want them involved in our adult lives like this.

Super page, Ms. Sammy. Thank you.

Oof jeez AND it's dark still so she needs to go back to sleep :( the sooner the event is over, the sooner she can have better dreams

nice page and nice new pfp what a good Friday

As sweet of a moment as this is I’m with start imma nope my crinkly skunk rear right outta that one especially if any of my irl family were involved

It's fantastic that it's so absurd that she instantly know this can't be anything else other than a dream.

It feels like when I dream about my father being humble

Glad I wasn't the only one thinking this! Dream of peeing, probably peeing in real life. I'm glad I've never found a toilet in my dreams. Ha ha

I was honestly thinking that too by the end of it. Looking way too relaxed in the last dream panel.

I can't imagine, and I'm happy to say that I've not had a diaper dream involving my parents.

Poor Star...

Nope, nope, nope, nope, nope, nope, nope, see you space cowboy…..

so... she wet her diaper in her dream... It's never good to have this type of accident in your dreams.

Hopefully, she put on a diaper before going to bed. Otherwise, she might have bed sheets to wash.

When you pee in the dream, you pee in real life!

Nope Nope Nope annnnn......the bed is wet

Yeahhhh... I've had that dream. I also nope'd the hell out.

God thinking about it if my Dad would say that just made the gairs on my hair gonup. Creepy dream that would be.

Offers cuddles.

One of those dreams where you want to just take your brain out of your skull, look at it sternly and say, "STOP IT."

This got weird... Weird for me in a hurry hope star is okay

agreed, like one time i had a dream just like this one and i was unable to enjoy any thoughts at any time cuase weird shiz like this keep me up at night.

Been there, nearly done that. Maybe? I don’t remember. Think I woke up dry, I think.

I agree! I've had similar dreams.

Man star got some stuff to work out

wishfull thinking can suck agree with you there anna

her dad looks young again here.. she knows her dad as he currently is won't ever be this kind to her, but her subconscious holds onto hope that her dad from her childhood could be kind.. or something like that!

I keep getting blindsided by the psychology of being an adult baby. You are amazing at storywriting aaa

This hits close to home as I'd like my sociopathic mom to apologise to me for all the hurtful things she's done to me....but I know she never will. 🥺😢

I also sometimes nope out of dreams

"NOPE, NOPE, NOPE, NOPE, NOPE, NOPE, NOPE, NOPE, SO MUCH NOPE"

~Star

Well now we know what would happen if Star had been in Found instead of Shine! XD

Im surprised Star didnt wet the bed considering she wet her padding in the dream. Usually when you wet yourself in a dream it means you wet the bed in your waking life. This is why I always make sure im padded up before a nap or bedtime.

Yuuup, dreams sometimes take things too far and just bolt you awake immediately 😂😂😂😂

Been there! I had a dream that my mother was coming to the ABDL event I was set to go to the next day

hahahahahaha

Starbug <3
ITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT'S COLD OUTSIDE-
Seriously, I love seeing you explore themes like this. All your projects seem so personal <3 It's an inspiration. Keep on shining :D

It's just not fair for your mind to play tricks on you like that 😰

Well.. thats the inner feeling i guess what many abdl's like to have. It's about comfort and happiness.

I've had this moment once or twice in my own head and I was the same exact way, lmao XD

Hmm… foreshadowing maybe???

Here she was getting what she so very much wanted....then Nope Nope Nope! Dream or nightmare, you deside lol :D

Eek what a dream. Thoughthe big event is comin up

when you pee in your dreams its a TRAP wake up. oh good she woke up dry

Ok this dream was cute but ... also weird.

she was going to say I love you daddy

Was she though?

She can never forgive her dad for what he did to her brother Alex, but it doesn't stop the feelings she has from the way her dad treated her.

He doesn’t know the difference between his position in the army and home life Star and her brother need a lot more love since they are different. Can’t wait to see the fund raiser and more.

Pretty sure this classifies as "Nope.avi" in geek/nerd humor.

If only Mr Bryce could be like this in real life... It sad that he's likely to never be this understanding or self aware.

I truly understand the Nope-ing, as a fellow value-sensitive personne, i could never tolerate a diaper change with just single little piddle in it.
Gosh what a way to flex from his "dream dad" :P

Very much nope nope nope. Couldn't imagine my parents finding out I was ABDL and then wanting to change me. Scratch that, DO NOT WANT to image it.

its funny how a lot of times dreams will just take you for a ride and you don't really notice it, but then there's times like this where you are like Nope not this ride. lmao

*insert John Mulaney "Now we don't have time to unpack all that" gif here*

Feels weird seeing you with a different pfp

I like even in her dreams it to embarrassing for her dada to change her 😆

Poor Star her Dad being Nice is one thing but being nice to her as a little also okay but no to the nappy change Hope she finds a healthy way to figure this out with her fear of her dad finding out but understand why its hard to even try to approach it especially in a military sense

that looked like dream verging on nightmare

Star wake up saying "nope, nope" because she in the dream are wetting her diaper, then, wetting in bed. She is just running to the bathroom

That mind be like that sometimes >_<

xD giggling now i can tell his age dont match same as time line and looked back look grey and now in her dream maker him look younger lol

I think by this far this would feel weird more than cute... that's why Star wakes up fast xD.

Awww the lil kitty almost peeded the bed.

XD solid nope! Like the reaction

Love this.

This page broke me my heart lol! I know it's like a "absolutely not" thought; I wish Star could have received the love she needed from a daddy when growing up.

That is my nope point too, I usually wake up when things start getting incredibly awkward.

You know when he is in a suit he looks decent, too bad his personality is in need of tweaking

I picked this story up after 9 years.. I was around page 3 I think when I first discovered it. Also because I had been reading found. I'm so so happy I found this again. I am suuuper hooked. And what weird is.. alot that happens.. is irl for me.. its a near reflection. But then a few characters in one.. I absolutely love this. Keep up the insanely good work. I will buy the books at some point!!

yeah, i've also had similar dreams :< stems from the desire to be loved by your parents that you didn't feel you got when younger.

O my God, I felt exactly the one second relaxation of feel safe in the arms of some one you love just to get back to the reality of never feel ok of be a baby to that person.

She’ll be alright, Star is tough. Plus like it or not, her Dad help make her i to the person we all love today. Its not ideal, but its not all bad.

Ohhh sucker punch to the feels this morning T.T

Ok serious talk time. Growing up neglected from both my parents paired with some very serious truama from my childhood is very easily the unwilling cause of being abdl... i found this community after starting to have bedwetting problems at 12-14 which spiraled later in life to full blown Borderline Personality disorder. I never chose to be like this but the silent thing I could never talk about was the dreams like this. The weirdly parental maternal care shtick and as the first born you can easily see why I'd hid this.

This community opened me to a world I'd never imagined and yet it spiraled my BPD hard, as my alter is now a perpetual 1-2 year old. And lemme just say, having an alternate that's YOUNG is like trying to take care of a baby that you DIDN'T sleep with someone to get. These day's I have particular nocturnal Incontinence ESPECIALLY with dreams like these.

And whilst I don't normally talk about this, the comic here made me wonder if other abdl can relate to me more than I realize.
[I know star likely won't see this post which gives me peace of mind. But in the off chance she does. Know that you were the one who got me to accept myself for who i really am and for that I'll be forever grateful. It may not have gone as I'd have hoped but my life is all the better for it when I stopped fighting what was wrong and embraced it]

Im sorry to say, but when people comment on my work I get a notification and I always read those comments. Some are just emois or people saying things like 'cute' but other comments are more indepth and important, like this one.

I'm very similar in that im the eldest and I certainly didnt chose to be AB/DL my little side popped up when i was about 4-5 years old and similarly to you very likely due to cuase of my own childhood being less than ideal.

I really relate to the I just have this really overpowering babyside thats constantly there that i didnt ask for but have to deal with. Its there every single day and all the time and sometimes im really in balance with her and i feel really joyous and full of love for the world and other days we're so out of sync that it really causes me emotional problems and i struggle to function.

So i really relate to what you've typed here, and im glad my comic has helped you.

When a dream goes too hard and you nope back to reality XD

Dreams are weird. Star's desires and fears mixed.

Nope nope nope

It's sad, neglect and emotional/verbal abuse-trauma are no joke! Most of us can't re-imagine our same parents being caring, it just feels... wrong... gross... idk...
The only thing more realistic was if she woke up peeing/having to pee lol

Oof