Dear Diary i was holding more dark side today, i must be careful i was in a very good spar with Asoka. I allowed my feral darkness come trough . I nearly tool off her head with a fast swipe, thanks the force she was fast enough to only lose a little of her tentacle like headpiece. I'm not sure what her people use it for but it did hurt her . Thanks to a double swipe that clipped some whiskers as i dodged i got me focused , and I yielded. The dark side is very seductive for a few seconds i wanted to Kill Asoka just because she was a Jedi. Truth is i consider her a friend.
oh and HAPPY NEW YEAR Y"ALL