I know it might seem weird to others when I don't like my art????, but I feel so stuck when I draw, I don't understand anything, my brain melts ahahahaaa bruuUUHHHHH.............................

It's ok to feel this way, we are our very own harshest critics.
I personally like it.

I feel this way very often. I find a lot of solace in looking back on my old work and realizing just how badly me 5-10 years ago would've wanted their art to look like mine now.

If you're struggling with digital, maybe now is a good time to try out another medium? I think you could create some very cute mini sculpture or lino-cut works. I started using lino-cut to print my own artwork on shirts and it has been very relaxing.

actually sounds great о.о im never doin lino-cut before, or something like that, somehow similar but different at the same time

Also, it seems like every winter I have a period when I really want to crochet something. I watch videos and essentially repeat the same action over and over again. then boom i have plushie that I made myself???WOW!!! So yh I have a small hobby that isn't related to drawing, which I can take a break from :D
Btw ill try sculpting again cuz when i was a child i really loved doing thiss. But it annoys me how hard it is to sculpt from polymer clay, unlike plasticine. :/

Ehhh just wanted to share a little bit about myself, my lil plans. Thanks for the comment btw, this is very inspiring and motivating <3333