For everyone who followed me, I thank you for supporting me. I know most of my following is made up of cult of the lamb fans and narilamb shippers. I appreciate everyone who stuck around despite everything. But for now, not forever, I must say goodbye to cotl content. I tried my best to not let what I did and what happened to me ruin this fandom or the game itself in my mind, but in truth, every ounce of cotl content I see brings me pain. I really really really poured my entire heart and soul into this media- but the memories of drama and fear of more drama is too much for me to handle right now. I need to take a real official break from drawing my AU. I know my social media presence is tied to the fandom and I don't do well numbers wise when I post non-cotl content, so I tried to hang onto this content for as long as I could, and I may return to it one day. I remember being here when the game first came out, and I am glad the game is successful now. Narilamb was a huge outlet for me to process my emotions, but that spark has finally faded. I will always miss it, it will always be a huge chapter in my life and I will always love it for that, so I will not rule out the possibility of my return, maybe in a few months or years. For many, me leaving the cotl fandom is something to celebrate. For others, they don't care, and for maybe a few, they are sad to see me go. Regardless, I will continue my therapy and medications to try and calm myself. Thank you for listening, if you are leaving- I am sorry to see you go. If you are sticking around, thank you so much.