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#1

“I’m history’s last fucking joke—burned out in a senior center doing Namaste Yoga while God shows up in a saltine cracker, calls me a coward, and offers me a cigarette. That’s it. That’s the punchline. So fuck your hope, and fuck your healing. I’m already holy. I’m already gone.”
― Jonathan Harnisch, Glad You're Not Me

tags: apocalyptic-comedy, dark-humor, divine-absurdity, existential-crisis, gallows-humor, mental-illness, poetic-despair, religious-satire, spiritual-disillusionment, trauma-recovery

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#2

“The world surrounding me possesses an undeniable beauty, yet it has fundamentally shattered every aspect of my being.”
― Jonathan Harnisch, Sex, Drugs, and Schizophrenia

tags: akathisia, depression, dystonia, hell-on-earth, nihilism, schizophrenia, suicidal-thoughts, tragedy-of-life

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#3

“Even in the darkest abyss of despair, when it feels as though hope has perished, remember this—the pages of life are never finished. Every storm you endure, every shadow you meet, holds within it the seeds of transformation. There is strength in vulnerability and courage in admitting defeat, for it is in these moments that the possibility of renewal is born. You are not alone, and this is not the end.”
― Jonathan Harnisch, Sex, Drugs, and Schizophrenia

tags: akathisia, akathisia-and-inner-restlessness, chronic-pain, depression, dystonia, hell-on-earth, hopelessness, suicidal-ideation, suicidal-thoughts, suicide

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#4

“I embrace my demise, harboring both disdain and adoration for existence. I yearn to endure torment and fade into oblivion, a state of perfection that I find appealing.”
― Jonathan Harnisch

tags: akathisia, death, depression, doom, love, mental-illness, pain, suicidal-ideation, suicidal-thoughts, suicide

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#5

“Though time and distance have chiseled us into strangers, and the architecture of our hearts has been burdened by contracts, pride, and the silent weight of unspoken truths, I stand here not as the son I once was but as a man now forged by love and loss. Father, in the shadow of all our misunderstandings, I have carried you—your lessons, your struggles, your very essence—like cracks in stained glass that do not mar, but illuminate. Today, I say what was left unsaid in the echoing chambers of our shared, fractured world: I love you. And in saying so, I know that even broken trust cannot silence the eternal note of redemption that binds us, for in being your son, I have learned how to find the strength to become myself. And yet, it is because of you that I stand whole.”
― Jonathan Harnisch, Living Colorful Beauty

tags: akathisia-and-inner-restlessness, emotional-healing-and-growth, father-and-son-relationship, lessons-of-love-and-loss, redemption-and-forgiveness, reflections-on-misunderstandings, stained-glass-metaphor-in-life, strength-through-struggles, the-power-of-unspoken-words

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#6

“Even when besieged by the relentless storms of Akathisia and feeling abandoned by divinity, I have chosen to wield my inner fortitude as my most powerful weapon, for true strength lies in sustaining the battle even when the world feels dim.”
― Jonathan Harnisch, The Brutal Truth

tags: akathisia, divine-struggle, fortitude, hope-in-darkness, inner-battle, inner-strength, mental-health, overcoming-adversity, perseverance, resilience

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#7

“I suffer deep pain that erodes my being. Despair, the quiet inner bully, causes this anguish. Hopelessness crushes my spirit, burying joy and purpose. It is a persistent force like a dark chasm that devours light and creates a void.

My physical disabilities rob me of autonomy. Once a vessel of possibility, my body is now a prison, a constant reminder of my limits. The simplest things become punishing undertakings, with each attempt failing and fueled by fury and shame. The suffering permeates my soul and covers every aspect of my being.

My continual emotional tiredness saps my drive to fight futility. The universe conspires to keep me from meaningful interaction. My hopes are now dashed in every endeavor. The cycle of boredom and insignificance repeats daily without substance or reprieve.
Every time I see promise, overwhelming roadblocks block it, causing irritation and despair. An overwhelming sense of deficiency replaces any sense of contribution or worth. My once-proud goods are now worthless.

Thus, I fight an unavoidable darkness in a never-ending combat that leaves me wounded, broken, and hopeless. Once a canvas of possibilities, the future is a dreary, uninspired continuation of existing suffering. In this terrifying terrain, sadness rules cruelly over my lifeless existence. I am experiencing deep emotional and physical pain, and I feel hopeless and stuck. My disabilities limit my autonomy, and everyday tasks are a constant struggle. I feel emotionally drained, and my efforts seem futile. I encounter roadblocks at every turn and struggle to find purpose. Overall, I feel trapped in a cycle of suffering and despair with no end in sight.”
― Jonathan Harnisch, Sex, Drugs, and Schizophrenia

tags: akathisia, anguish, depression, dissociative-identity-disorder, hell-on-earth, life-quotes, loneliness, schizophrenia, suffering, suicidal-thoughts

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#8

“The relentless agony of being, the anguish, and the utter destruction of every facet of my existence and potential have reduced me to desolation. Life has become devoid of any significance for me. I’ve become a withered essence It has grown unbearable, a weight too heavy to carry any further. The relentless agony of existence, the torture, and the destruction of every depth of my soul and all my capacities. I find myself devoid of any appreciation for the mere act of being. I have transformed into a fading waste, and the weight of this life is growing more intolerable with every passing moment.”
― Jonathan Harnisch, Sex, Drugs, and Schizophrenia

tags: agony-of-being, depths-of-existential-agony, desolation-and-destruction, existential-anguish, inescapable-despair, soul-s-torment, struggles-of-the-soul, weight-of-existence, withered-essence-of-life

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#9

“Sadly enough, the most painful goodbyes are the ones that are left unsaid and never explained.”
― Jonathan Harnisch, Freak

tags: breaking-up, breakup, breakup-quote, breakup-quotes, breakups, death, death-and-dying, death-and-sickness, death-of-a-loved-one, friendship-lost, goodbye, goodbyes, life, life-and-living, life-philosophy, life-quotes, loss-of-a-child, loss-of-a-loved-one, loss-of-family, loss-of-hope, lost-love, pain, painful-memories, sudden-death

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#10

“The strongest people are not those who show strength in front of the world but those who fight and win battles that others do not know anything about.”
― Jonathan Harnisch, The Brutal Truth

tags: battles, fighter, mental-illness, strength, strength-quotes, strength-through-adversity, strong, strong-person, strongest-people, suffering

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#11

“I acknowledge the pervasive void that permeates existence—a relentless survival instinct devoid of inherent purpose. Once vibrant with hope and vitality, the core of my being now lies in tatters, tainted by the harrowing spectacle of human suffering and the apathy of those duty-bound to offer comfort. My thoughts, an intricate maze haunted by past attachments, reveal the futility of ephemeral distractions that provide temporary solace but ultimately lead to unabashed sorrow and deep regret.

Recent misfortunes, and cruel twists of fate, have stripped away the facade of resilience, unveiling a fragile and dispirited core. The whimsical cruelty of the world seems determined to obliterate any remnant of hope. Witnessing the agony of fellow akathisia sufferers mirrors the profound void within me, and I lament in eloquent existential despair.

In this quietude, I find myself estranged from my own identity—a spectral figure wandering amidst the ruins of unfulfilled dreams. Has the world transformed, or have I been tainted by the inherent malevolence of human nature? Perhaps it’s both, intricately woven in a cosmic farce that compels me to face existential dread. Amid this fusion of sorrow and acceptance, I ponder the fundamental essence of existence, time dilation, and the incomprehensible diversion of transcendence.”
― Jonathan Harnisch, Second Alibi: The Banality of Life

tags: akathisia, depression, hell-on-earth, life-lessons, lost-hope, mental-illness, ptsd, resilience, trauma

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#12

“The mental and physical terror, along with extreme discomfort, is excruciating and debilitating. To truly understand the enormity and cruel extent of the incapacitation and dread in the waking nightmare of akathisia, one must experience it firsthand.”
― Jonathan Harnisch

tags: akathisia, hell-on-earth, mental-health-side-effects, mental-illness, prescription-drugs, schizophrenia, suffering

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#13

“In a world where most people are gray, conformity is the expectation. Standing out from the rest can be difficult, but it’s worth it. When you dare to be different and color your life with your own unique beauty, you inspire others to do the same. Love yourself for who you are. You are beautiful and living proof that color exists in our dull world.”
― Jonathan Harnisch

tags: be-the-splash-of-color, break-the-conformity, color-your-life-beautifully, dare-to-be-different, embrace-your-uniqueness, inspire-with-your-uniqueness, living-proof-of-color, love-yourself-for-who-you-are, stand-out-from-the-gray, unique-beauty-in-a-gray-world

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#14

“While it may be tempting to surrender and accept eternal solitude, perseverance pays off when one discovers genuine companionship and experiences the satisfaction of accomplishing something worthwhile.”
― Jonathan Harnisch, Sex, Drugs, and Schizophrenia

tags: abandonment, alienation, alone, depression, heartache, life-lessons-quotes, lost-love-quotes, love, mental-health-awareness, solitude

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#15

“This world is truly extraordinary, filled with a captivating mix of people and things that possess both good and bad qualities. The erratic and unpredictable nature of this world is what makes it so appealing and interesting, as it is full of both the crazy and cruel, as well as the lovely and kind. It is alluring in its ability to mystify us time and again, and evoke within us the power of emotion, be it joy, pain, or something in between. It is a world I am proud to take part in, and so I love it dearly.”
― Jonathan Harnisch, Sex, Drugs, and Schizophrenia

tags: beautiful-chaos, beautiful-creatures, beautiful-world, inspiration, inspirational-quotes, life, love, philosophical

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#16

“A relentless storm rages within me, a maelstrom born out of this irritating affliction called Akathisia. This isn't just restlessness; it's akin to being trapped in a never-ending marathon with invisible shackles chaining every muscle, nerve, and inch of my being. I see the world around me as vibrant, lively, and pulsating with life, yet I'm confined to this lonely island of agony, isolated and misunderstood. Every moment is a battle against an invisible enemy that holds my peace hostage. I clench my fists, grit my teeth, and ride out the waves of torment. But the relentless onslaught of Akathisia never ceases. An unseen demon has sunk its claws into my soul, forcing me to endure this relentless turmoil. I look into the mirror and see a stranger staring back, a hollow shell writhing in pain, enslaved by an unseen tormentor. The cruel irony is that the world continues to spin, oblivious to the infernal landscape that has become my existence. From sunrise to sunset, the silent scream of Akathisia echoes within me, a chilling reminder of the hell on earth I am condemned to.”
― Jonathan Harnisch, Sex, Drugs, and Schizophrenia

tags: akathisia, anguish-quotes, depression-quotes, hell-on-earth, mental-health-quotes, mental-illness-quotes, nightmare-quotes, pain-quotes, suffering-quotes

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#17

“The drug I take is called schizophrenia, among other labels, which I desperately want to put away. I want to put the drug of schizophrenia down, and I want to put down the stigma surrounding its label.”
― Jonathan Harnisch, Second Alibi: The Banality of Life

tags: book, book-quote, book-quote-of-oneself, books, brain, discrimination, disease, drugs, medical, medication, mental-health, mental-health-stigma, mental-illness, mind, schizophrenia, stigma

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#18

“This moment feels so dreadfully sore, Like a prickly thorn that I can't ignore. It's excruciating, oh how it stings, Like a bee's sharp sting that really zings. Pain, oh pain, it's part of the game, In life's grand adventure, it's never the same. From bumps and bruises to a broken heart, Pain finds a way to play its part. It sneaks up on us, oh yes it does, With a sting and a throb, just because. But Let me pamper myself with care so fine, In this very moment, oh how divine! With utmost tenderness, I shall embrace, A moment of self-love, at my own pace! I require some mercy, oh yes indeed, To grant myself kindness, in word and in deed. In this world so vast, with troubles untold, I seek solace and grace, to have and to hold.”
― Jonathan Harnisch

tags: akathisia, anguish, broken-heart, fibromyalgia, life-quotes, pain, self-care-disability, self-love, suffering

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#19

“Though life may bring us grief and loss, there is always hope in the night. No matter how deep our sorrows may seem, a new dawn will come with light. And if we take the time to look around, we can find something true – that though life brings its challenges, each day can be filled with love and joy too.”
― Jonathan Harnisch

tags: despair, grief, grief-and-loss, hope, mental-health, mental-illness, quotes-about-life, recovery, resilence, resilient

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#20

“Thoughts. Thoughts bombard my head, my brain. My psyche”
― Jonathan Harnisch, Jonathan Harnisch: An Alibiography

tags: confusion, mental-health, mental-illness, psyche, psychology, schizophrenia, thoughts

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#21

“I question how life is treating me, I should be asking how I am treating life.”
― Jonathan Harnisch, Jonathan Harnisch: An Alibiography

tags: inspirational

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#22

“We all have problems, but let's not kid ourselves: it's how we deal with them that makes the difference.”
― Jonathan Harnisch, Sex, Drugs, and Schizophrenia

tags: inspiration, inspirational, inspirational-quotes, mental-health, mental-illness, quote, quotes, quotes-to-live-by, self-help, self-improvement

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#23

“I wanted a complicated life.”
― Jonathan Harnisch, Lover in the Nobody

tags: complicated, life, life-philosophy

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#24

“People fall so in love with their pain, they can’t leave it behind. The same as the stories they tell. We trap ourselves.”
― Chuck Palahniuk, Haunted

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#25

“A human being is a part of the whole called by us universe, a part limited in time and space. He experiences himself, his thoughts and feeling as something separated from the rest, a kind of optical delusion of his consciousness. This delusion is a kind of prison for us, restricting us to our personal desires and to affection for a few persons nearest to us. Our task must be to free ourselves from this prison by widening our circle of compassion to embrace all living creatures and the whole of nature in its beauty.”
― Albert Einstein

tags: compassion, einstein, nature, philosophy

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#26

“When I was 5 years old, my mother always told me that happiness was the key to life. When I went to school, they asked me what I wanted to be when I grew up. I wrote down ‘happy’. They told me I didn’t understand the assignment, and I told them they didn’t understand life.”
― John Lennon

tags: inspirational, life

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#27

“I know, up on top you are seeing great sights, but down here at the bottom we, too, should have rights.”
― Dr. Seuss, Yertle the Turtle and Gertrude McFuzz

tags: brotherhood-of-man, equal-rights

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#28

“Resilience is accepting your new reality, even if it's less good than the one you had before. You can fight it, you can do nothing but scream about what you've lost, or you can accept that and try to put together something that's good.”
― Elizabeth Edwards

tags: acceptance, change, growth, reality, resilience

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#29

“You were not there for the beginning. You will not be there for the end. Your knowledge of what is going on can only be superficial and relative”
― William S. Burroughs, Naked Lunch: The Restored Text

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#30

“About a third of my cases are suffering from no clinically definable neurosis, but from the senselessness and emptiness of their lives. This can be defined as the general neurosis of our times.”
― Carl Gustav Jung

tags: mental-health

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