i may not be very active on here (or my other ~cosy town games~ sideblogs, though im p sure i have plenty queued up on those) for a while - everything is fine and good!!! i just kind of. reconnected with someone on a different account and ummm… things were said, emotions were shared, tears were shed etc etc and the takeaway is we’re not, like, A Couple really but we’re not…Not?
like, it is a very significant, intimate connection that we have both been clear we cherish, but there’s no label and it’s admittedly really convoluted and weird to explain (i know from trying to describe the situation to my therapist yesterday lmao), but we’re just kind of finding a comfortable way to navigate it that makes sense to us, for us, so we can continue to enjoy and strengthen the deep, profound friendship we’ve already managed to build, but also to explore the more romantic (and …!) aspects in what limited ways we can.
so im just kind of … really happy! and we’re spending a lot of time talking & just trying to Exist, Awake & Online at the same time when we can, and it’s not, like, obsessive or all-consuming for me or anything but it’s literally the FIRST TIME in my life ive ever had strong feelings for anyone, and i managed to TELL THEM and they RECIPROCATE and also sadly we are 1 trillion bajillion miles and timezones away from each other which is BAD but.
anyway. life update i guess wahoo yippee etc
