i wish i hAD no flaws
Lara
i wish i hAD no flaws
Being sober when ur going through a break up sucks
Haven’t slept in two days I want him so bad and he’s moved on in just a day and I don’t even regret breaking up with him I just wish he hadn’t been so angry at me for so long I wish I had been better and easier to love and worth treating well but instead I’m just this horrible crazy traumatized person and I make everyone who dates me hate me eventually
I wanna walk to his house at 3am in 16 degree weather but I know he’s at this hoes house fucking her :(
Which is his right. But I’m still sad
ugh I hope their tarot deck tells them I still love them
novr:
Louise Bourgeois, I Did Everything I Could Every Day of My Life I
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gratitude list today:
my friends who I can be a little crazy towards and they just smile and nod
myself for having my back when an older version of me would’ve internalized and relapsed
pink hair dye I stole from cvs
fleece lined leggings
Pluto conjunct Venus conjunct sun in my first house rn
things I wanna pray for:
all the Latino people in the world I love us
my ex to actually not be in pain and be doing well
My homie getting out of her hole
my other homie getting a new job