16 likes on tiktok is embarrassing but 16 likes on tumblr is like winning a grammy

“it’s not that deep” it’s not that shallow. now what

wanting is deeply humiliating so ive decided that i dont need anything ever again

“the ways you have learned to survive may not be the ways you wish to continue to live“

"do you have any hobbies" lately i have been into overthinking and panicking

“how many times are you going to listen to that song” until the void in my heart is filled

first rule of december 26-31 don’t think about your life

*reading tarot* ouch! ten of swords. you mustve gotten stabbed a bunch of times recently

*flips next card over* by the devil

i love how you get on tumblr and all your thoughts are already in someone else's post

I love being alone in my room, I love not having to be a person

who needs a social life when you have followers who don’t talk to you and you run a blog no one cares about

idk thinking about how sometimes you have to show up for people you aren't that close to, because sometimes you're just the person who's there. sometimes you invite a new friend to a party and end up having to sit with them through a panic attack. sometimes you run into an acquaintance on their worst day and they need to talk about what happened. sometimes someone is crying in a stairwell and you're the only one around to ask if they're okay. and none of this is "trauma dumping" or whatever the fuck it's just being there for people because you're the one in the room with them.

whatever i was gonna say can't possibly be funnier than the mere existence of this draft

never miss someone who knows where to find you