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Do you think that, after 4x17, Dean's heart tightens everytime he talks to Bobby, Ellen or Jo?
They were his family, in his perfect, normal life. He believed they were his real family for three weeks.
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#it's literally so insane like. he just has those memories still (i presume)#of a whole other life!!!#bc like. zach had to really make it FEEL real#so he just has.....all these false memories. fake holidays and birthdays and family vacations#we don't talk abt this enough actually like oh my god#all those fake memories just living in his head. in season 4 of all places. post-hell.#he's trying not to think abt hell. AND trying not to remember the false life that hurts too much to think abt#spn 4x17 (via @angelsdean)
WAIT
I haven't thought about the post-hell thing.
It means Dean has 3 lifetimes of memories post It's a Terrible Life? His real life as a hunter, his even worse lifetime in hell, and this false background?
every time dean asks cas about heaven activities cas should say don’t worry about it kitten
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