I am sitting in my kitchen. My because there is no one else here anymore. I don't think it will ever be my kitchen though, it's always going to be dad's kitchen.
I'm sitting in what is now my kitchen, in my house that feels so big and so empty suddenly, have for the last three weeks.
I'm waiting for my brothers who haven't been home for years, they are supposed to arrive anytime now. I don't really know what they have been up to, haven't really since they got invited to the school.
My three brothers, who got invited to a secret magic school at twelve, who became a part of the magical world and haven't been back for years. My brothers who only are visiting now because of the accident.
The accident, a drunken driver on a gravel road, they hadn't seen him coming around the sharp turn and the cars had hit eachother head-on. They died on inpact, all three of them and they hadn't been found until the morning after by a cyclist.
That's why my brothers are coming home today, the funeral is in a week.
I've lived most of my life in this house, the only time I hadn't was the few years I went to university in another city, but that was still close by.
My brothers on the other hand have lived most of their lives outside this house. Mike got a letter the summer after his twelfth birthday, an invitation to a magical school on the other side of the country, it was a school of magic. It was a boarding school so he only came back for Christmas and summer break, he also made it home for Easter the first three years before he decided to stay at school during the holiday.
Then Jack and Sam got the same latter a little before their twelfth birthday, and we saw as much if not less of them during their time in school.
After graduation they all decided to stay in the magical world, I mean I get why, the magical world is probably more exiting than the normal one and they didn't exactly have the right education for it either.
It still hurt when they became more and more distant until we had no contact.
But they are coming today, they are coming any-
There's a knock on the door.
I get up from the stool I've been sitting on for the last, I don't know how long.
I open the door and there is Mike, older than last time but otherwise almost exactly like I remember him. And next to him, someone I don't recognise, she's holding a suitcase in each hand and Mike is holding-
That's a kid, he's holding a kid. When the fuck did he get a kid?
"Ash! Nice seeing you!" he says it with almost the exact same infliction that he had growing up.
I give home a slight smile before responding, "Hi Mike, who is this" I incline my head towards the woman.
"This is my fiancée Layla, and this" he raises the sleeping kid slightly, "is Christopher, our kid." He's engaged, he's fucking engaged.
"Nice meeting you, you'll be staying in your old rooms. I can get a mattress from the attic for you."
It would have been really nice knowing that there were more people coming, I would have liked to have gotten the extra mattress before they arrived. Now I also see Jake and Sam unpacking the back of the car.
"Oh, that's not necessary." Layla's voice cuts through my thoughts.
"Yes it is, you three don't fit in his bed" I say pointing at Mike.
"No worries, that is easily arranged" she seems confident so I don't protest.
"Okay, then I'll help you with your luggage"
"No worries sis, we've got it" that's Sam, he and Jack had come closer to the door. They look different, I can't exactly put my finger on what is different but some thing clearly is.
"Oh, I'll be in the kitchen, come when you have installed yourselves in your rooms."
They give affirmatives before I go back to the kitchen, dad's kitchen.
It's late enough so I start with dinner, after a bit my brothers and Layla come into the kitchen.
"Anything I can help with sis?" Jack asks.
"Sure, can you put the oven on 200 degrees."