hiii <3

this is my super random blog full of super random thoughts. i post pretty much anytime i remember that i have tumblr - so i usually disappear for a few months (i’m working on it i promise!!)

i say random because i’m kind of a ‘dabbler’, in that i’m not deep into too many fandoms or hobbies/skills, but i like to learn about them! i post my thoughts, or little things i find out that i think are interesting or silly. i dabble in writing/worldbuilding, music production, drawing, music theory, fanfiction, dance, k-pop, and classical music. there’s more, but that’s mainly just because i love to learn more about anything anyone ever mentions/ fandoms my friends are into/etc. i’m always happy to listen to anyone’s hyperfixations/ interests because OMG I HAVE SUCH COOL AND NERDY FRIENDS LIKE GIVE ME SOME OF THAT *grabby hands* 😋😋😋

i do, however, have a particular passion for RM FROM BTS LIKE I LITERALLY LOVE HIS PERSONA SM AND HIS VOICE IS ART AND HIS HEART IS GOLD AND HE’S SOOOSOSOSOSO COOL BUT SERIOUSLY HE’S SO IMPORTANT TO ME I’VE FALLEN IN LOVE WITH HIS MUSIC TIME AND TIME AGAIN AND I PLAN ON CONTINUING THIS FOR AT LEAST ANOTHER 40 YEARS MAYBE 50 OMG WHAT’S THAT? YOU WANNA YAP ABOUT RM? YOU WANT RECS? SIT DOWN WE’RE BESTIES NOW YAYAYA

(TXT, BTS, XH, n SKZ are my ults for kpop and i’m always happy to yap abt them!💖)

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she/he/they so refer to me as you wish 🥹

anyways this is my intro post (but honestly it’s just my super awesome friends that follow me so most of you already know who i ammmmm🤭🤭)

okiee i hope you do something nice for yourself todayyy ty for reading

fuck ice

wait i forgot to sleep

wait this isn’t groundbreaking or anything but the thought of it made me sad

i used to hate the night as a kid. it was when i had to lie bored in the dark while my parents didn’t give me any attention (they were asleep), and my sister would hole up in her room studying, and i wasn’t allowed to play or watch tv, or do kid stuff, etc etc

but now the night is like the best part of my day bc everything gets to be paused for a little while

???

bro i just watched one of RM’s concerts (Live in Seoul @Rolling Hall) which was obviously amazing nobody is surprised

and the collabs really stuck out to me too! he was performing his album ‘Indigo’, which has a really thought out sprinkle of collaborations

and he brought out 4 of them during his performance! kim sawol and youjeen’s vocals are seriously so soul-moving and beautiful

they’re probably very famous as they’ve both been on the scene for a while but i’m still calling them extremely underrated because i literally fell in love with the songs all over againnnn

so i’m walking to my bus after classes and i see my awesome super duper friend so i call to them! but they’re wearing earbuds so they can’t hear me and i don’t know what came over me but instead of repeating their name i panicked and started shouting words that remind me of them in hopes that they’d hear and notice

i was like “DILJIT DOSANJH!!” “PETEY THE CAT!” “AO3!!” “MR. SECRETARY!!” while waving my hands hysterically from down the hill- and they STILL didn’t notice me 🥹😭

have a nice weekend though bestie <3

i used to think that saying daily affirmations like “i’m worthy, i’m loved, i’m successful” was cringe, but i tried it anyways like ‘here we go again with the empty advice that’s probably not gonna work like it never does’

and for a few days it felt SO awkward. i was just staring in the mirror blankly like 😐🤨

'i ’ m a c r e a t o r o f a b u n d a n c e’

okay broski whatever you say ig

but, surprisingly, after finding specific ones that really spoke to me and just keeping them in the back of mind, my self worth has freaking skyrocketed what the hell THIS IS NICE 😃👍

so friendly reminder that you can’t base your opinion of something off of others’ opinions- cuz who knows you might find something new n positive to add to your life <33