Mostly, I want to be kind. |
I am alive, and drunk on sunlight 🌻 |
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John Darnielle fucking me up with the single most relatable thing he’s ever said
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Emily L., Marguerite Duras // Bertrand Russell, What Desires are Politically Important? // Octavio Paz, “The House of Glances” // Mitski—Francis Forever // Chen Chen, When I Grow Up I Want to Be a List of Further Possibilities // VIVINOS and QMENG, Alien Stage (Round 6) // Bryan Fuller, Hannibal (2013) // Richard Siken, “Little Monster” // Christa Wolf, Cassandra: A Novel and Four Essays // Mitski—I Bet on Losing Dogs
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on usefulness. on becoming both the blade and the lamb
tumblr user @/divorcefemme // Anaïs Nin // tumblr user @/willowcrowned // Mitski, “I Don’t Smoke” // Lilith Kerr, “bite back” (from unloving the knife)
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