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not yet
03:21
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no, not yet
now's not a time for you to get away
dream's not over
and you're not over it, too
if my loneliness lock the door
i'll sacrifice anything
if i killed myself in spite of you
would it ward you away for once?
no i don't hallucinate a social life
it's gone to me
i don't wanna talk
and the giving up makes me insane
you won't give up
if i killed you just to make it stop
would you crawl out of your grave?
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west facing window
04:35
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in the west facing window
festering in mold
a spectacle i don't want you to see
on my new dining table
if i'm in your line of vision
i'll fall asleep sitting down
an act of violence making sense when i
feel a set of eyes watching me
brace myself as much as you do
when you come to my house
you stole something from me
i was careless and alone
i don't know what you look like at all
blocked the light out since then
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under
05:05
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eyesore
03:41
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my consolation prize
throw your pride away and love me back
you don't relate, you're not supposed to
my best friend when i'm not safe
copy of me, i give, you swallow
but all of that burnt out now
you follow me like you're starved
dirty water, ugly petty love
you're so nice to me, do you wanna wear my skin?
when you look like me, what do i become?
when you look like me, you don't know me at all
are you in love?
this is not your place to be
do you become an eyesore that i live in for the rest of my life
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next to the front door
03:00
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have you forgotten by now?
you're still obsessed with me
would you let go if i told you to
probably not
i'll run outside
"it was a joke, just wanted to know what you're doing"
i'll trade it all in a blink of an eye
what do you get when you stand outside?
do you unveil a secret?
do you get off when i grow worried
bathing next to the front door?
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nightmare intercom
03:52
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walk home from work
don't take the bus
people will know who you are
there is the evil, under the floorboards
he's in you attic again
there's that one joke that says
there's bugs in my skin
there's people in my walls when i'm drunk
does't seem true unless you try it
and try another one
go to the store
go to your house
i'll stay til i remember or forget
that i have a stalker
he just wants to "hang out" with me
online obsession about a piece of fiction
can't get enough of the play
and even when the actors leave
you'll stay behind
we're not friends
i don't want to know you any better
i watched the intercom screen like a cop
go to your house
tell you about him
you say that i should but a gun
can you guess why that wouldn't work at all?
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punishment
03:03
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do you want to fake your death with me?
double suicide, it's a secret for the both of us
do you want to see where I grew up?
scenery, now foreign, paranoia washed my memory
don't you blink, we'll time it best we can
maybe you're sick of being a martyr, it's the cost of peace of mind
don't you see the shadow it casts?
breakneck speed, we'll drive away, away before it self detonates
do you want to change addresses again?
I can't fall asleep knowing something bad is gonna happen
do you want to fake your death with me?
there's a threshold waiting to break
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lens
06:20
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