Young Fritzcaraz.
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THANK YOU FOR THE BALLERINA CARLOS FIC YOU'RE DOING THE LORDS WORK. SO EXCITED TO READ IT I'M LITERALLY VIBRATING FROM EXCITEMENT 😭😭😭💗💗💗💗
Thank you!! And IKR? The world needs more Ballet!Carlos. It’s crazy that there isn’t more of this! I’m still struggling a bit with writing the smutty parts (trying my best to learn 🙈), so the next update might take until next week!Fingers crossed! 🤞
This is my second Carlos fic!
I’ve felt that watching Carlos play tennis is like watching ballet—elegant, fluid, and full of drama. And that’s exactly the vibe I get from him as a person, too: pure and cute, yet he has these moments of unintentional sexiness and seduction that he seems completely oblivious to. So when this idea popped into my head, I literally couldn't resist. And BAM—here I am, spending way too much time plotting this out.
English isn’t my first language, so I leaned pretty heavily on translators for help. Any awkward phrasing or grammar slips are totally on the translator (and on me, let’s be real)—sorry in advance!!!
Heads up: updates might be a bit slow because I’m not exactly a pro at writing smut yet (but I’m learning!). Also, please check the tags/warnings. If you can’t handle the themes, please click the back button immediately! DLDR —if you stay and feel uncomfortable, I won't apologize for it!"
Dedicated to my dearest Carlos and the warmest Taylor!
This is my very first attempt at writing RPS about Carlos. Beyond watching his dazzling tennis, I’ve always loved imagining the connections he might have with different people in the tennis world. After all their matches this year, I somehow fell head-over-heels for Fritzcaraz! There’s something about the way they’re so alike yet completely different—their personalities, the way they carry themselves—that absolutely captivates me .
Anyway, work has kept me away from writing fiction for far too long, but these two have managed to reignite that spark. So here I am, dusting off my keyboard again, hoping this little warm-hearted story finds some readers who’ll love it as much as I loved writing it.
English isn’t my first language, so I leaned pretty heavily on translators for help. Any awkward phrasing or grammar slips are totally on the translator (and on me, let’s be real)—sorry in advance!!!
Also, the only pet I’ve ever had is my chinchilla (THE CUTEST little creature on planet Earth, no contest), so my knowledge of veterinary stuff and common pets is basically Google-level. Some of the more technical bits are pieced together from online research—if I got anything wrong, please feel free to gently correct me ♡
i’ve been reflecting on that tweet/article about esteban’s switch to williams being blocked by alpine over the course of this hungarian gp weekend and i am truly disgusted and angered at what alpine has been trying to pull with esteban this year. let me explain. and buckle in because it’s gonna be a long one.
[disclaimer i will not be touching on the logan and james vowles of it all in this post but i will say this: i wish him the best in his career and personally i would just let him finish out the season without worrying about his seat being taken at any moment.]
[also i want to use this bit to sincerely thank @macaiv @promiscuousasexual @lafaerie @pinkcarsupremacy @oconist and @starlightiing for their help with source gathering and proofreading - i truly could not have done this without you <3]
first of all, i think it’s important to clear up the misconception that esteban was “fired” by alpine. as the original statement reads, alpine and esteban AGREED to part ways for 2025. let’s also remember there were claims even before alpine launched their 2024 livery that BOTH esteban and pierre were looking for alternatives. and of course, esteban was quick to point out his mercedes ties. i think it’s clear that esteban was not planning to stay with alpine after 2024. but don’t feel like you’re at fault for thinking that esteban was “fired” - that’s exactly what alpine wanted you to think. they have never corrected this assumption because it benefits them.
now let me be clear here and say that esteban was at fault for monaco 2024 - he absolutely shouldn’t have done what he did and accordingly he took responsibility for it. however, the magnitude of vitriol directed at esteban for a lap one error (which can and does happen to any driver) was excessive and disproportionate. first of all let’s remember that in that exact same race, kevin literally crashed out himself, his teammate, AND checo but was completely overlooked by the public. and far more importantly, no one deserves death threats, racism, and xenophobia. it got to the point that he published a statement on instagram asking for the hate to stop and if you know esteban, you know that he does not speak up for himself like that. ever.
and how did alpine respond to the hate directed at their driver after monaco? three blue heart emojis. no statement condemning the hate. no statement extending their support for esteban. just three blue heart emojis. oh and the formal announcement of esteban leaving the team, propelling a new wave of hate. convenient timing for alpine, don’t you think?
to fully dissect how the false narrative about how “esteban is a horrible teammate” and is “always hyperfocused on beating and crashing into them” and how “no one on the grid likes him” is a product of racism (due to his algerian heritage), classism (due to his family’s working class status), and f1 media needing a “villain” to editorialize the spectacle of f1, i would need a whole other post. not to mention that esteban has been paired with very accomplished drivers throughout his whole career and has performed roughly equal to all of them; unfortunately for him almost all of esteban’s teammates are drivers who are the primary representative of their country and therefore have very large and very nationalistic fanbases, which has typically amplified the hate. but i’ll say this. of the clashes with his previous teammates, esteban was to blame for two of them in the past seven years [baku 2017 and monaco 2024]; checo was recognized to be responsible for three [belgium 2017, hungary 2017, and singapore 2018]; fernando was recognized to be responsible for one [brazil 2022] ; pierre was recognized to be responsible for one[australia 2023, a racing incident but esteban is known to have vouched for pierre in the stewards meeting so he could avoid a race ban]. individuals on the grid who are said to currently have a “strong dislike” for esteban have had kind words for him in recent years: fernando and max. esteban also is clearly friendly with a number of the drivers: lance, mick, jack, oscar, nico, kevin, lewis, fernando, max, charles, guanyu.
this narrative began in 2018 and has only grown with the explosion in f1’s popularity in large part due to “drive to survive”, a highly-editorialized show that has capitalized on this perception of esteban in their most recent season. and although esteban has been affiliated with lotus/renault/alpine since 2010 (literally since he was 14 years old - about half of his life), they have never once tried to publicly show support for their driver in response to hate. their social media pages have been filled pure hatred directed at esteban for years yet they have never said a thing. almost all of alpine’s team principals and executives have never truly given esteban the respect he deserves: rossi, szafnauer, famin. yet esteban has largely stayed silent through it all.
but when esteban finally chose to prioritize himself over the team he has been loyal to for over a decade, alpine chose to weaponize the narrative they allowed to take root.
those may remember a claim that james vowles was not considering esteban for a williams seat because of his “history of aggressive behavior against his teammates”. there was never a direct quote from james saying this but we do have video of him defending esteban after monaco.
but now this tweet/article suggests that both james vowles and esteban were interested in a move to williams that was blocked by alpine because they were concerned that esteban could help williams in the constructors. it was initially assumed that alpine wanted this move to happen because they wanted to get rid of esteban so badly. so why didn’t they correct this assumption? why did they release the formal announcement of esteban leaving the team when the hate reached heights not previously seen before? because they knew it would weaken esteban’s position in the driver’s market. and even still, esteban has been actively sought out by haas and audi in addition to williams. he has been praised by many team principals of past and present: james vowles, fred vasseur, toto wolff, eddie jordan. esteban remains a well-respected driver in the paddock...much to alpine’s chagrin.
i truly believe that alpine tried to take advantage of esteban’s reputation (a reputation that they have never tried to mitigate) to try to fuck over his market value...and failed. they effectively attempted to sabotage esteban's future in f1. it is truly deplorable of them to do this, especially with the driver who’s been with the project for 14 years and is their first (and so far only) victor in their current iteration. and if you think that it would be truly horrendous of a team to do that to one of their drivers, remember that alpine has done this to fernando, to oscar, and to kevin. not to mention the disrespect they showed to jolyon and to alain.
the bwt alpine f1 team has truly lost all of my respect with what they’ve done this year. and they barely had any of it in the first place.