It's really fucking cold in my apt and I'm bored and lonely and a little sad

i care btw. i care abt the song ur listening to or the bug u saw or how u just got outta the shower or how ur happily hanging out w ur friends or how ur kinda sad or how good was the meal u just had or ur fav character from an indie game nobody knows or if u chugged down some water. i always will

loving her feels like privilege. not in a boastful way, not something to parade, but in the quiet, reverent sense. like i’ve been allowed access to something rare. something carefully kept.

there’s a version of her not everyone gets. the softness behind her confidence. the warmth she offers selectively. the way she lets her guard drop only when she feels safe. and i get to see it. i get to be trusted with it. that alone feels sacred. you all get to see sinister femme, but i know the beautiful girl i see day in day out.

being with her feels like being let into a hidden room of the world. one with gentler light, slower time, and a kind of honesty that doesn’t perform. i know her in ways that aren’t loud or obvious. i know the pauses between her words. the looks she gives when she’s thinking. the way she loves without spectacle.

loving her isn’t something i take for granted. it feels earned. it feels chosen. like she opened a door and decided i was worth letting in.

and i don’t ever forget how lucky i am to be here.

ohhh baby, please, keep loving me like this. oh god you’re just so respectful, it feels sooo gooood. oh fuck, youmakemefeelsosafe, please don’t stop. i’m so close, i’m gonna com-pletely trust you, fuck, baby, pleeease mmmph

THIS IS A POST FROM A LESBIAN NSFT BLOG. CISHET MEN AND MINORS DNI.

sure, you’d wanna fuck me, but do you wanna kiss me gently? tell me i’m handsome? stay up late with me? learn my habits and mannerisms? pay attention to the interests i have? help me on my bad days? play with my hair when im sad or kiss me on the forehead? spend time with my family? hm?

the thought of actually turning someone on and them finding me physically attractive….. scary

a dear friend of mine once asked a witch friend of his to do a spell so that he could find a femme (yes the butchfemme dating pool in italy is that poor) and it worked a few weeks later.

i'm opening the witchcraft subreddit and cracking my knuckles as we speak

oh to have a butch bend me over the counter and fuck me roughly. pulling my hair, slapping my ass and wrapping their hand around my throat to choke me

People should tell me they wanna fuck me more

The idea of someone using their belt to tie my hands behind my back… yes please