hbd neil “you know, i get it. being raised as a superstar must be really, really difficult for you. always a commodity, never a human being, not a single person in your family thinking you're worth a damn of the court- yeah, sounds rough. kevin and i talk about your intricate and endless daddy issues all the time. i know it's not entirely your fault that you are mentally unbalanced and infected with these delusions of grandeur, and i know you're physically incapable of holding a decent conversation with anyone like every other normal human being can, but i don't think any of us should have to put up with this much of your bullshit. pity only gets you so many concessions, and you used yours up about six insults ago. so please, please, just shut the fuck up and leave us alone.” abram josten !!
each time i think about how both the minyards ended up with “redheads” i imagine someone going up to aaron about “you both have the same type regardless of sexuality, how funny! must be a twins thing”
and it’s so easy to picture him cringing not only at people pushing the twins share one brain narrative, but mostly at having his amazing, beautiful katelyn compared to neil FUCKING josten. it drives him nuts
kinda tempted to go back into writing in english since NOW i do have enough proficiency (and confidence) for works longer than 500 words but at the same time not really that bored/revolted with what’s left to read on ao3 so just a big big maybe
do i have an unfinished seroroki turned wonhui for character accuracy currently rotting on my dashboard for 3 years? yes.
but i think i’d rather bite my fingers off than revisit whatever plots i came up with at 15
