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dont open the more if you dont want to read some bullshit lol vent post personal I've just not been engaged with much that goes on here and tbh im just... Bitter i used to love tumblr and i showed my ex memes on tumblr a lot and she made one basically so we could send each other posts easier and even tho i dont follow her anymore i just feel like there is a shadow of her over this entire website. she uses it so much more than i do now and i wish it didn't but it just makes me bitter. and i truly doubt she will ever read this but if she does i hope youre doing okay but also i hope you know you broke my heart and introduced me to a sadness i have never known. i hope you know you hurt me and i hope you live with that. bc i do

ONE YEAR

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feeling so much better and so much less depressed thank fucking god still sad to have been broken up with with no fucking explanation and ig ill just have to live with that anger fir a while but im actually feeling a lot better and i have hot girls talking to me and i love my friends and my job and im doing pretty good :) going to therapy again next week and im really excited to improve more mentally i just cant keep holding on to something that doesn't exist anyway yippeeeee i hope everyone is having a good friday 💖 personal

wizardpostsdotorg:

when it’s really bad again and it’s still way better than it used to be but it’s still really bad. and you do all the right stuff and you try and try and it still really hurts but it’s working but it still hurts and you go see the beautiful majesty of nature and your soul is so close to being at peace but your mind is still in pain. and it’s better but it’s still bad. and the sun is setting.

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monthly update yeah its still bad most of the time i feel like im doing better but every once in a while i feel like i just slip right back

gawayne:

of course you have a full suit of armour both marking you as the romantic ideal of masculinity and obscuring your body so completely that your sex loses importance when signifying your gender and class. and pronouns

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unfleshly:

i don’t think i need to forgive and forget. i think i need to bash someone’s head in with a hammer

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wizardpostsdotorg:

when it’s really bad again and it’s still way better than it used to be but it’s still really bad. and you do all the right stuff and you try and try and it still really hurts but it’s working but it still hurts and you go see the beautiful majesty of nature and your soul is so close to being at peace but your mind is still in pain. and it’s better but it’s still bad. and the sun is setting.

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sorry im done now

wizardpostsdotorg:

when it’s really bad again and it’s still way better than it used to be but it’s still really bad. and you do all the right stuff and you try and try and it still really hurts but it’s working but it still hurts and you go see the beautiful majesty of nature and your soul is so close to being at peace but your mind is still in pain. and it’s better but it’s still bad. and the sun is setting.

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wizardpostsdotorg:

when it’s really bad again and it’s still way better than it used to be but it’s still really bad. and you do all the right stuff and you try and try and it still really hurts but it’s working but it still hurts and you go see the beautiful majesty of nature and your soul is so close to being at peace but your mind is still in pain. and it’s better but it’s still bad. and the sun is setting.

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(via lonesomeloved)

wizardpostsdotorg:

when it’s really bad again and it’s still way better than it used to be but it’s still really bad. and you do all the right stuff and you try and try and it still really hurts but it’s working but it still hurts and you go see the beautiful majesty of nature and your soul is so close to being at peace but your mind is still in pain. and it’s better but it’s still bad. and the sun is setting.

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(via lonesomeloved)


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