i wonder how many times a day lxc wishes jgy had just let him die with him that night
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Actually post canon lxc continually trying to do his job like "tomorrow I will start things on time. Tomorrow I will not need to pause for 2 minutes before responding to a question and then speak like I'm sleep talking. Tomorrow my limbs won't be so heavy. Tomorrow I will manage to do more than 3 things in a day. Tomorrow I will actually meditate instead of stare at a wall. Tomorrow I will remember my sword so I won't have to stand there in shame when a random disciple asks me, again, where shuoyue is. Today I couldn't but tomorrow I will because I have to. I have to." And he has been saying this to himself for years.
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