"your thoughtless ambition sparked the ignition on foolish decisions which led to misguided visions" scratches my brain the same way hearing "did you hear my covert narcissism i disguise as altruism like some kind of congressman" does. i'm sure there's a term for this type of rhyming scheme but my mind is currently blanking on it
the power of a bowl of rice mixed with some fucking bullshit cannot be overstated
“why am i only capable of writing when i am sad?”
Richard Siken: “Because the vocabulary of joy is grunts and moans and the vocabulary of loss is the dictionary.”
now that we know she'll be in the uk for release week...... prayer circle for bbc live lounge please
so sad how anti-hero asks “are you going to leave me because i scheme too much - because i am too much?” but then midnights’ two closers give you two answers: no (mastermind) and yes (dear reader). & the fact that it’s really up for us to choose makes it even sadder, like none of this is REAL. it’s all in her head. she’s up past midnight, creating and answering her own questions. and at midnight, she says no! they know i mastermind things and they love it about me! but three hours later, when she’s still up processing, she says yes! i have done too much and gone too far! i go home to an empty house! and it’s fucking sad, because it’s all in her imagination, the question and the answers. so we get to pick where the conversation goes, how the album concludes. we pick and we hope we’re right or wrong. it is both a privilege and a nightmare.




