حدسي يصيب دائماً

وهذا ما يُسعف مرارة الخيبة

My intuition is always right and this is what alleviates the bitterness of disappointment

اللَّهُمَّ إنِّي أَسْأَلُكَ عِلْماً نَافِعاً، وَرِزقاً طَيِّباً، وَعَمَلاً مُتَقَبَّلاً

Allaahumma 'innee 'as'aluka 'ilman naafi'an, wa rizqan tayyiban, wa 'amalan mutaqabbalan.

O Allaah, I ask You for knowledge which is beneficial and sustenance which is good, and deeds which are acceptable.

Naseeb is what Allah has written for each person with perfect wisdom. Sometimes we wish for things deeply, but they are delayed or taken away because Allah knows what is best for us.

What is meant for us will come at the right time, and what is not meant for us will never stay. The Qur'an reminds us that "good women are for good men, and good men are for good women" (Qur'an 24:26), teaching us that Allah matches hearts according to purity and character. Trusting in naseeb brings peace, because Allah's plan is always better than our own.

اللهم لا تدع هذا رمضان يمضي حتى تغفر لي ذنوبي وتكتبني من أهل الجنة

O Allah, do not let this Ramadan pass until You forgive my sins and write me among the people of Jannah

Ya Allah, free my heart from laziness that keeps me distant from worship and growth. Grant me discipline in my prayers, focus in my efforts, and consistency in my journey, so I may become who You created me to be.

The Duaa: Allahumma innaka affuwun tuhibbul afwa fa'fu anni is not only a hope for the sinner, but also a heart moving reminder that our Rabb is a Rabb who loves to forgive. He doesn't just forgive. He loves to forgive out of His mercy and His love for His creation. How can we ever lose hope?

Nothing more peaceful than reciting the Quran in the early hours of the morning.

“Never, under any circumstances, compromise any element of your aqidah for the sake of some excitement and false sense of victory. True victory is not by fleeting wins or momentary highs, but it is the victory of this aqidah, quenched by the blood of the true mهrtyrs.”

- 2023

Some people will choose their careers and passions over the path you once hoped to walk together. Only a few are destined to remain beside you. This path is lonely, carved for strangers who are not meant to walk in crowds. So prepare your heart for departures. You will meet many along the way, but not everyone is written to stay until the end.

Keep reminding yourself of the goal, the intention that pulled you toward this path, the reason you left behind your passions and comforts. Strengthen yourself with the knowledge of this deen. For this journey is long, but with every step, you are preparing yourself to serve this ummah in ways others cannot.