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Hi everyone! I thought it was time I introduced myself and also set up a proper Masterlist

You can call me Jay, I’m 22, Afab, bisexual from Australia.

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141 series
141 Blurbs and one shots

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What about horned lizard hybrid that joins the 141. You’re super excited to finally be in a team of all reptile hybrids.

You fit in super well immediately, it’s incredibly refreshing to be in a squad that can all understand each other. You help each other get off any stuck shed, the base is always kept at a comfortable temperature, there are baths available for when you’re going into shed and need to soak. Honestly you couldn’t ask for it to be better.

A couple weeks in you’re running some grappling drills with Ghost, Soap and Gaz, watching as Soap uses his frill as a way to startle Ghost and get the upper hand.

“Clever use of the frill.”

Soap nods as he’s helping Ghost back to his feet, “gotta use anything you can to get an advantage.”

When you step up to spar Gaz next you decide to take on Soaps advice, it’s not often that you make use of your ability to shoot out blood but maybe you should taking more advantage of it.

You wait until the right moment to catch Gaz off guard, it’s not until he’s knocked you down onto your back that you shoot the blood from your eyes, hitting him straight in the face.

You watch as he stumbles back in shock, going to sit back up before hands are gripping your head.

All around you the team is yelling different orders.

Soap barking at the other soldiers nearby to, “Get the kid a fucking medic!” While Gaz forces you to lie back down, immediately feels over your skull for injuries

“Seriously I’m fine just let me-” you go to stand up and Ghost is immediately gripping your shoulders to keep you still.

“Stop moving idiot, you’re lucky you’re still conscious.”

You try your best to get them to listen to you but they’re all too busy shouting orders at each other to hear you, it’s not until Price finally rocks up with the medic, taking one look at the situation and frowning. “What the hells going on?”

In the midst of fussing over you Gaz responds, “The kids got some sort of head injury, bleeding from the eyes, god knows how they’re still alive. They must have hit their head on something when I knocked ‘em down”

Price takes one look at your exasperated expression and puts the pieces together, “you know they’re supposed to do that right?”

The three men pause, turning their focus on him instead of you. It’s soap that ends up speaking, “….what?”

“Did none of you pay attention when I briefed you on their information? They’re a Horned Lizard hybrid, they can shoot blood out as a defensive mechanism.”

The three men turn back to you, taking in your expression and lack of dying before finally releasing you from their grip and taking a step back.

Gaz coughs uncomfortably, “That’s…. Kind of disgusting actually”

Soap slaps him in the shoulder but by him expression seems to agree.

You flush in embarrassment, “sorry.”

“Don’t apologise, it’s definitely a useful skill…. Just don’t use that again in training please, if I wanted a blood facial I’d go eat out-”

Price claps Gaz on the back of the head before he can finish, “go clean yourself up.”

Gaz begrudgingly leaves the room, rubbing the back of his head, Soap and Ghost trailing after him.

Price gives you a small smile and a pat on the shoulder before turning to leave himself, “good work today kid.”

Cold Hard Truths

Snow Leopard Hybrid x non-hybrid t141

Bonus NSFW 18+ 3.3k words

Note: while the rest of the series was written with GN terms for Sparrow they are referenced as having female anatomy in this part

It's inevitable really, the longing had been there for months, all of them dodging around it. It doesn't happen immediately, all of them silently agreeing that it should wait, until they're settled into their new life and home. None of the men want to force it, to accidentally push Sparrow away if they aren't ready. They all understand the hesitancy, the doubt that still plagues Sparrow's mind, the fear that their emotions could be taken advantage of again.

Learning to trust again was one thing, welcoming that level of vulnerability is another entirely. So the team accept that it will happen when they are ready, and if they never are that is okay with them too.

It starts off small, brief kisses, soft hands, gentle embraces. Slowly but surely Sparrow allows them more. Licking into Johnny's mouth when he kisses them good morning, a pink hue settling on both their cheeks. Hands wandering over Simon's chest when Sparrow hugs him from behind, occasionally sneaking beneath his shirt. A soft nip on Kyles shoulder when they curl together in bed, soothing the skin with their tongue when he sucks in a sharp breath. Moving to straddle John's lap on the couch instead of tucking against him, pressing their hips down just sightly as they nuzzle into his neck. It's torturous for the men, Sparrow pressing the boundaries between them but always withdrawing before it goes any further.

It comes to a head one evening, the five of them sprawled on the couch together, tv blaring in the background. Sparrow tries to focus on the movie but they find themself restless, every few moments shifting in their seat, clenching their thighs together before changing positions. The men notice, of course they do, eyes flicking from the tv back to the hybrid each time they shift.

"You alright love?" John runs a soothing hand over Sparrow's shoulders, rubbing at their neck lightly.

Sparrow titches slightly, a whine catching in their throat. Their eyes widen slightly and they cough, pulling away from the touch. The men are at rapt attention now, an air of confusion settling in the room.

"Love what- is something wrong? Are you feeling okay?"

Sparrow stares down at their hands, fiddling with their fingers as their cheeks take on a rosey tinge. "It's embarrassing."

Johnny reaches over to squeeze their knee gently, "talk to us bon."

They shift again, clearing their throat uncomfortably, "I... I'm really horny..."

The room falls silent, the men freezing completely, eye's wide. Sparrow's face burns, shame filling them completely. "Sorry I shouldn't have-"

John cuts them off with a kiss, hands cradling their face firmly as their lips collide. It's nothing like the kisses they'd shared prior, this is deeper, heated. His tongue traces the seam of their lips, letting out a satisfied groan when Sparrow opens their mouth, allowing him to deepen the kiss. Their tongues meet in a tangled embrace, Sparrow's heart thundering in their chest. The moment comes to a sudden end when they pull back from air, ribs heaving. It's only then that Sparrow feels the heavy gaze of the other men, fixated on the gleam of the hybrids lips. Their eyes are filled with a hunger they'd kept hidden for months, bodies tense as though they are a moment from pouncing.

John's mouth pulls into a grin, hand moving to grip Sparrow's chin, forcing their gaze back to his. "You should have told us sooner love, have no idea how long we've been wanting this."

A whimper catches in their throat, eyes fluttering slightly.

"Tell us what you want."

Sparrow's tail flicks in agitation, chewing their lip lightly as they shrug their shoulders.

John chuckles and shakes his head, "come on love, use your words. What do you want?"

"... you. I want all of you."

That's all the permission the men need, greedy hands hauling them toward the bedroom. Sparrow is pushed back onto the bed, wandering hands and gentle mouths immediately caressing their body. The men are quick to shed clothing, throwing it haphazardly to the floor. Simons hands trace along the seams of Sparrow shirt and pants, voice hoarse as he speaks, "can we take these off dove?"

They give a small nod, lifting their hips to assist him. Sparrow's clothes soon join the other's on the floor. The men's eyes trace their figure, pupils wide with appreciation.

"You're fuckin stunning love." Johnny's eagerness is clear, his hands tracing a gentle path along their sternum, down their stomach. Sparrow shivers, skin tingling at the touch.

Simon chuckles, the sound sending warmth through Sparrow's body. "So sensitive."

John slides behind them on the bed, gripping their hips firmly and guiding them between his spread thighs, their back to his chest. His hands slide over their legs, gently prying them open as he presses soft kisses along their neck. "Just relax darling, let us make you feel good."

Sparrow's head tilts back against his shoulder, breath hitching as he licks the curve of their jaw. His eyes find Kyle's nodding his head slightly, "want the first taste?"

Kyle lets out a low groan, sliding onto the bed, hands digging into the soft flesh of Sparrow's thighs. He kisses along their inner leg, firm and claiming, pausing once to nip at the skin, drawing a gasp. He presses forward, nose buried in their bush as he inhales deeply, shoulders clenching before he relaxing as he exhales a soft moan. He gives now warning before delving forward, mouth wet and hot as he presses open kisses along their folds. Sparrow let's out a choked moan, legs instinctively trying to clamp shut but are quickly yanked back open by John.

Simon and Johnny are quick to join on the bed, ravenous hands sliding over their stomach before the each take a nipple into their mouth. Simon's tongue moves in lazy circles, eye's locked on Sparrow's expression. Johnny sucks harshly, teeth tugging on the hardening bud, grinning wolfishly when Sparrow twitches and moans at the feeling.

Kyle moan's from between their thighs, pressing a light kiss to the crest of their folds before circling it with his tongue. His movements are precise, methodical. Sparrow can feel warmth start to pool in their gut, a gradual build forming as Kyle continues the steady pace. Their core throbs, legs twitching as their release grows closer, soft moans tumbling from their lips. Kyle's eyes flutter, hips grinding into the mattress, his cock achingly hard, seeking any friction he can find.

Sparrow's peak crashes over them, body spasming as they cry out. Kyle continues his ministrations, working them through the orgasm until they twitch with overstimulation, whining in discomfort. He continues to rut into the mattress, face pressed firmly into their crotch as the musky smell envelops him. His eyes roll back, a choked gasp escaping as his own release hits, hard and sudden. His cock twitches under him, spilling onto the sheets beneath him, coating his lower stomach. He stays buried between their thighs as he catches his breath, looking up with hooded eyes to meet the blown out gaze of Sparrow. He shifts to his knees, crawling forward to catch their lips in a deep kiss, tongue swirling with theirs, causing them to moan as they taste their own release on his lips. Kyle pulls back, pressing a brief kiss to their cheek before moving aside. Johnny is quick to pull him into a kiss, humming in appreciation at the taste.

John nuzzles into Sparrows neck, stubble tickling the skin as he murmurs in their ear, "I think Johnny's patience is about to run out love, I think he's waited long enough don't you?"

Sparrow nods, pulling a smile from John. He's gentle as he manoeuvres them, pressing a sweet kiss to their temple before guiding them to their hands and knees. "They're all yours Johnny."

The man grins wolfishly, positioning himself behind them with an undeniable eagerness. He runs a hand along their back, pressing their shoulders down, leaving their hips high in the air for him. His other hand snakes between their legs, dipping into the wetness and letting out soft chuff. "God your absolutely dripping bon."

He strokes himself twice before lining up with their aching hole, sinking in with a groan. Sparrow's walls flutters around him, breath catching as the stretch burns. Johnny's movements start slow, the warmth sending sparks of pleasure through his cock. Though his impatience wears thin and he's soon pounding into them at a brutal pace, hips snapping into them roughly.

Sparrow lets out a choked cry, claws digging into the sheets as they feeling overwhelms them. It's too much and yet not enough at the same time. They jerk forward, trying to escape the relentless thrusts. Johnny tsks, gripping the base of their tail and pulling them back onto his cock harshly. They mewl at the sensation, clenching around him slightly, back arching further. Johnny chuckles running his free hand along their spine as he continues the steady pace. "Doing so well, you feel fucking amazing love."

The other men watch with rapt attention, John palming at his cock lazily as he leans back against the headboard. Simons cock twitches, precum dribbling down his length in anticipation

Johnny's cock hits that soft spot inside of Sparrow that has them sobbing, fat tears wetting the sheets below. "It's too much- I can't-"

His hips snap forward harder, moaning as they clench around him tightly. Sparrow can feel the coil in their gut tightening, fast and intense. Their vision blurs, eyes rolling back as their release hits like a tidal wave. Their cunt spasms around him, legs trembling as they collapse into the bed. Johnny wraps an arm around their waist, holding them up as he continues to bully his cock into them, his own release growing closer. He leans forward, burying his face between their shoulders as his movements falter, orgasm ripping through him. He ruts into them, coating their walls with his release, the warmth spreading through them both. He halts his movements, peppering soft kisses along their spine, murmuring soft reassurances. "Did so well, so perfect."

He pulls out slowly, watching as the creamy liquid drips down onto the sheets below. He presses a soft kiss to the swell of their ass, "you still with us love?"

Sparrow manages a shaky nod, legs still trembling.

"Do you want to stop?" Simon's hand slides along their cheek, guiding them to look up at him. Their eyelids hang heavy, cheeks damp with tears and their forehead sticky with sweat. Sparrow whines softly.

"Words love."

Sparrow swallows hard, mind turning slowly, "... keep going."

He smiles arms moving under them as he pulls them into his lap, his chest warm against their back. "Just breathe okay."

His hands grip their waist firmly, guiding them as they sink onto him, a low groan falling from his lips. He holds them there, letting them adjust to the fullness before he lifts them slowly then brings them back down. It’s a torturous pace, patient and languid, almost uncomfortable. Sparrow lets out a broken gasp, claws digging into his wrists.

“Simon please-"

He shushes them, licking away the wetness on their cheeks. "I know it's a lot love, I've got you."

He pauses for a moment, arms encircling them. He waits for their breathing to slow, feeling as they relax back into him. He rolls his hips once, tentative, watching carefully for any sign of discomfort. Sparrow moans lightly, sinking into him further. He smiles, "there we go dove."

He continues the gentle roll of his hips, admiring the pinch in their brow, their eyes clenching shut and jaw hanging open in a silent gasp. One hand stays firm around their waist as the other dips down, finding their swollen clit. His finger circles lazily, pressure light as to not overwhelm them. He smiles at the breathy moan they let out, walls fluttering around him. He's in no rush, no desperate attempt to chase his release, instead letting himself get lost in the warmth of their body, the soft sounds that tumble from their lips. The heat pools in his gut gently, like a slow drip of water, spreading through him one roll of his hips at a time. Their gummy walls suck him in, his cock twitching each time he feels them spasm around him. Simon sinks his teeth into their shoulder, breath stilling as his peak washes over him. His skin tingles, movements slowing slightly as he rides out the orgasm before falling still. He blinks slowly, vision spotting slightly.

"Thank you." His voice is gentle, as are his hands as he rubs gentle patterns across their stomach.

John clears his throat, signalling for Simon to pass them over. The man presses a soft kiss to Sparrow's jaw before carefully sliding them out of his lap and into Johns.

Sparrow curls into John, face tucking into his neck as he hugs them gently. His fingers run along their side softly, lips brushing their ear as he talks. "Did so perfect darling, how about we get you into the bath."

They turn their head, blinking up at him through wet eyes, "you didn't get to-"

He cuts them off with a soft kiss, hand moving to cup their cheek, thumb stroking lightly as he pulls back. "You're exhausted love, you should rest."

They whine, eyes pleading, "but I want to."

He huffs a laugh and shakes his head, "you're insatiable... only if you are absolutely sure."

The nod their head nosing at his throat as a soft purr rumbles through them, "I'm sure."

"Alright," he rolls Sparrow onto their back, hands planted either side of their shoulders as he hovers above them. "But you tell me to stop as soon as it's too much okay?"

The smile softly, "okay."

He hooks one arm under their leg, hiking it over his shoulder. His other hand grips the base of his length, pumping in in his hands a few times before running the tip through their slick folds, wetness quickly coating it. "Deep breaths."

John sinks in slowly, watching the soft flutter of Sparrow’s lashes as he slides in. When he’s fully sheathed he pauses, leaning his forehead against theirs as they both catch the breath. Sparrow tries to keep their breaths steady, the fullness making it feel like their air has been knocked out of them. John pulls back before rolling his hips forward once, the soft chirp that leaves Sparrow’s lips drawing a smile from him. "What did we ever do to deserve you huh?"

Sparrow's face flushes pink, squirming at the compliment. John tuts and hooks their other leg over his shoulder, pressing down to pin them in place, his cock hitting deep inside them. "I'm serious love, you're the best thing that happened to us. This... well this is just an added bonus."

He rocks forward to accentuate his point, Sparrow crying out as his tip nudges their cervix. He presses an apologetic kiss to their temple, adjusting the angle slightly as he continues to rock into them. The pudge of his stomach rubs deliciously over their clit, the nerves throbbing with each rut of his hips.

"You gonna cum for me one last time beautiful?"

Sparrow whimpers, ears pinning back, eyes falling shut, "I can't..."

"Yes you can love. Come on eyes on me, need to watch as you fall apart."

Their eyes blink open, unfocused and glassy. He smiles down at them increasing the pressure of his thrusts slightly, Sparrow gasping in response. The can feel that pressure begin to build again, this time sharper, more intense. John can see the tension wracking through them, the way their body trembles, eyes watering again.

"Let go darling."

His words are the final push they need. Sparrow sobs as their orgasm rips through them, cunt clenching hard as the gush onto his cock, soaking the space between them. John groans, watching their face contort in extasy before looking down at the mess spreading, creamy white liquid pooling around their entrance and coating his length. He can't draw his eyes away, watching as he fucks the release back into them, their stomach bulging each time with his thrusts. "Fucking stuffed full aren't you love."

Their legs tremble violent as he continues thrusting into them, his cock achingly hard. John can feel the tug, the tightness to his balls as his build gets closer and closer. He groans again, pace increasing as he chases his own peak. Sparrow sobs again, writhing beneath him with overstimulation, the friction drawing him even closer to that edge.

He moans loudly as his orgasm crashes over him, pressing far into them as his seed mixes with the release of Simon and Johnny, deep in Sparrow's walls. He lets their legs drop from his shoulders, pushing back the hair clinging to their clammy brow, pressing a soft kiss between their eyebrows.

His eyes stay on them as he speaks to the other men, "Kyle go draw a bath for them. Simon go grab something for them to eat when they are ready. Johnny get some clean sheets."

The men all grunt in acknowledgement, moving stiffly to their respective tasks. John rolls onto his back, pulling Sparrow atop of him, cock still nestled deep in their cunt. He cards a gentle hand through their hair, holding them close with the other. Sparrow sobs into his shoulder, whole body shaking. John presses kisses to the top of their head, "I know love. You did so well, absolutely amazing. We'll get you all cleaned up and then head to bed alright?"

Sparrow manages a shaky nod, tears slowing. John hums, arm tightening around them, "can you talk or is it too much?"

They shake their head, pressing into him further. He presses another kiss to the top of their head, voice a soft whisper, "that's okay, take your time."

Kyle pokes his head back into the room, tapping the door slightly to get their attention, "bath is ready."

John nods, "thanks Kyle, good lad."

Kyle beams at the praise, treading down the hall toward the kitchen, no doubt to find Simon.

John sits up slowly, "I'm gonna have to pull out now."

Sparrow whimpers as he does, cum immediately leaking out of them. John stands, keeping them cradled in his arms as he walks to the bathroom. The room smells of a mixture of soaps, steam wafting off the top of the water, bubbles gathering. John carefully places them in the bath, sitting along the edge and taking a washcloth to gently run over them. Sparrow hums, leaning their head against his thigh and staring at up him through heavy lids.

John is slow and methodical is his ministrations, cleaning them with a tender care.

"Did you mean it?"

John raises an eyebrow, "mean what?"

"That I was the best thing that's happened to you all." Sparrow blinks slowly.

John smiles, nodding, "yeah, I meant it."

He places the wash cloth aside, hand moving to cradle their face, "we are all forever grateful that we can spend this life with you."

Sparrow leans into the touch, eyes fluttering shut. They stay there until Simon calls out from the bedroom, telling them to come eat. John helps dry them of before wrapping them with a soft robe, offering his arm as they walk back to the bedroom. Johnny's changed the sheets, him along with Kyle and Simon already settled in bed, backs against the headboard as they chew at the sandwiches Simon had made. They sidle over to make room for the two arrivals, the plate of sandwiches passed over to them. The group eats in silence, savouring the taste. As they finish the five of them bundle under the blankets, pressed together, limbs tangled in a warm embrace. Sparrow can't stop the purr vibrating through them, the men all smiling in response. It's peaceful, each of them starting to grow heavy with sleep. As they all begin to drift, Sparrow's soft voice reaches their ears.

"I love you."

The men shuffle in closer, arms tightening their holds slightly, each murmuring out the same response. "I love you."

Sparrow falls asleep smiling.

This was supposed to be a short bonus chapter.... got a bit carried away.

Okay I think that is finally the end of this series! I don't plan on coming back to this one as I have got a lot of other ideas I want to work on, however I may write the occasional blurb about them if I feel inspired.

Thank you all for following this journey! Very excited to bust out some more series this year :)

Cold Hard Truths

Snow Leopard Hybrid x non-hybrid t141

Bonus NSFW 18+ 3.3k words

Note: while the rest of the series was written with GN terms for Sparrow they are referenced as having female anatomy in this part

It's inevitable really, the longing had been there for months, all of them dodging around it. It doesn't happen immediately, all of them silently agreeing that it should wait, until they're settled into their new life and home. None of the men want to force it, to accidentally push Sparrow away if they aren't ready. They all understand the hesitancy, the doubt that still plagues Sparrow's mind, the fear that their emotions could be taken advantage of again.

Learning to trust again was one thing, welcoming that level of vulnerability is another entirely. So the team accept that it will happen when they are ready, and if they never are that is okay with them too.

It starts off small, brief kisses, soft hands, gentle embraces. Slowly but surely Sparrow allows them more. Licking into Johnny's mouth when he kisses them good morning, a pink hue settling on both their cheeks. Hands wandering over Simon's chest when Sparrow hugs him from behind, occasionally sneaking beneath his shirt. A soft nip on Kyles shoulder when they curl together in bed, soothing the skin with their tongue when he sucks in a sharp breath. Moving to straddle John's lap on the couch instead of tucking against him, pressing their hips down just sightly as they nuzzle into his neck. It's torturous for the men, Sparrow pressing the boundaries between them but always withdrawing before it goes any further.

It comes to a head one evening, the five of them sprawled on the couch together, tv blaring in the background. Sparrow tries to focus on the movie but they find themself restless, every few moments shifting in their seat, clenching their thighs together before changing positions. The men notice, of course they do, eyes flicking from the tv back to the hybrid each time they shift.

"You alright love?" John runs a soothing hand over Sparrow's shoulders, rubbing at their neck lightly.

Sparrow titches slightly, a whine catching in their throat. Their eyes widen slightly and they cough, pulling away from the touch. The men are at rapt attention now, an air of confusion settling in the room.

"Love what- is something wrong? Are you feeling okay?"

Sparrow stares down at their hands, fiddling with their fingers as their cheeks take on a rosey tinge. "It's embarrassing."

Johnny reaches over to squeeze their knee gently, "talk to us bon."

They shift again, clearing their throat uncomfortably, "I... I'm really horny..."

The room falls silent, the men freezing completely, eye's wide. Sparrow's face burns, shame filling them completely. "Sorry I shouldn't have-"

John cuts them off with a kiss, hands cradling their face firmly as their lips collide. It's nothing like the kisses they'd shared prior, this is deeper, heated. His tongue traces the seam of their lips, letting out a satisfied groan when Sparrow opens their mouth, allowing him to deepen the kiss. Their tongues meet in a tangled embrace, Sparrow's heart thundering in their chest. The moment comes to a sudden end when they pull back from air, ribs heaving. It's only then that Sparrow feels the heavy gaze of the other men, fixated on the gleam of the hybrids lips. Their eyes are filled with a hunger they'd kept hidden for months, bodies tense as though they are a moment from pouncing.

John's mouth pulls into a grin, hand moving to grip Sparrow's chin, forcing their gaze back to his. "You should have told us sooner love, have no idea how long we've been wanting this."

A whimper catches in their throat, eyes fluttering slightly.

"Tell us what you want."

Sparrow's tail flicks in agitation, chewing their lip lightly as they shrug their shoulders.

John chuckles and shakes his head, "come on love, use your words. What do you want?"

"... you. I want all of you."

That's all the permission the men need, greedy hands hauling them toward the bedroom. Sparrow is pushed back onto the bed, wandering hands and gentle mouths immediately caressing their body. The men are quick to shed clothing, throwing it haphazardly to the floor. Simons hands trace along the seams of Sparrow shirt and pants, voice hoarse as he speaks, "can we take these off dove?"

They give a small nod, lifting their hips to assist him. Sparrow's clothes soon join the other's on the floor. The men's eyes trace their figure, pupils wide with appreciation.

"You're fuckin stunning love." Johnny's eagerness is clear, his hands tracing a gentle path along their sternum, down their stomach. Sparrow shivers, skin tingling at the touch.

Simon chuckles, the sound sending warmth through Sparrow's body. "So sensitive."

John slides behind them on the bed, gripping their hips firmly and guiding them between his spread thighs, their back to his chest. His hands slide over their legs, gently prying them open as he presses soft kisses along their neck. "Just relax darling, let us make you feel good."

Sparrow's head tilts back against his shoulder, breath hitching as he licks the curve of their jaw. His eyes find Kyle's nodding his head slightly, "want the first taste?"

Kyle lets out a low groan, sliding onto the bed, hands digging into the soft flesh of Sparrow's thighs. He kisses along their inner leg, firm and claiming, pausing once to nip at the skin, drawing a gasp. He presses forward, nose buried in their bush as he inhales deeply, shoulders clenching before he relaxing as he exhales a soft moan. He gives now warning before delving forward, mouth wet and hot as he presses open kisses along their folds. Sparrow let's out a choked moan, legs instinctively trying to clamp shut but are quickly yanked back open by John.

Simon and Johnny are quick to join on the bed, ravenous hands sliding over their stomach before the each take a nipple into their mouth. Simon's tongue moves in lazy circles, eye's locked on Sparrow's expression. Johnny sucks harshly, teeth tugging on the hardening bud, grinning wolfishly when Sparrow twitches and moans at the feeling.

Kyle moan's from between their thighs, pressing a light kiss to the crest of their folds before circling it with his tongue. His movements are precise, methodical. Sparrow can feel warmth start to pool in their gut, a gradual build forming as Kyle continues the steady pace. Their core throbs, legs twitching as their release grows closer, soft moans tumbling from their lips. Kyle's eyes flutter, hips grinding into the mattress, his cock achingly hard, seeking any friction he can find.

Sparrow's peak crashes over them, body spasming as they cry out. Kyle continues his ministrations, working them through the orgasm until they twitch with overstimulation, whining in discomfort. He continues to rut into the mattress, face pressed firmly into their crotch as the musky smell envelops him. His eyes roll back, a choked gasp escaping as his own release hits, hard and sudden. His cock twitches under him, spilling onto the sheets beneath him, coating his lower stomach. He stays buried between their thighs as he catches his breath, looking up with hooded eyes to meet the blown out gaze of Sparrow. He shifts to his knees, crawling forward to catch their lips in a deep kiss, tongue swirling with theirs, causing them to moan as they taste their own release on his lips. Kyle pulls back, pressing a brief kiss to their cheek before moving aside. Johnny is quick to pull him into a kiss, humming in appreciation at the taste.

John nuzzles into Sparrows neck, stubble tickling the skin as he murmurs in their ear, "I think Johnny's patience is about to run out love, I think he's waited long enough don't you?"

Sparrow nods, pulling a smile from John. He's gentle as he manoeuvres them, pressing a sweet kiss to their temple before guiding them to their hands and knees. "They're all yours Johnny."

The man grins wolfishly, positioning himself behind them with an undeniable eagerness. He runs a hand along their back, pressing their shoulders down, leaving their hips high in the air for him. His other hand snakes between their legs, dipping into the wetness and letting out soft chuff. "God your absolutely dripping bon."

He strokes himself twice before lining up with their aching hole, sinking in with a groan. Sparrow's walls flutters around him, breath catching as the stretch burns. Johnny's movements start slow, the warmth sending sparks of pleasure through his cock. Though his impatience wears thin and he's soon pounding into them at a brutal pace, hips snapping into them roughly.

Sparrow lets out a choked cry, claws digging into the sheets as they feeling overwhelms them. It's too much and yet not enough at the same time. They jerk forward, trying to escape the relentless thrusts. Johnny tsks, gripping the base of their tail and pulling them back onto his cock harshly. They mewl at the sensation, clenching around him slightly, back arching further. Johnny chuckles running his free hand along their spine as he continues the steady pace. "Doing so well, you feel fucking amazing love."

The other men watch with rapt attention, John palming at his cock lazily as he leans back against the headboard. Simons cock twitches, precum dribbling down his length in anticipation

Johnny's cock hits that soft spot inside of Sparrow that has them sobbing, fat tears wetting the sheets below. "It's too much- I can't-"

His hips snap forward harder, moaning as they clench around him tightly. Sparrow can feel the coil in their gut tightening, fast and intense. Their vision blurs, eyes rolling back as their release hits like a tidal wave. Their cunt spasms around him, legs trembling as they collapse into the bed. Johnny wraps an arm around their waist, holding them up as he continues to bully his cock into them, his own release growing closer. He leans forward, burying his face between their shoulders as his movements falter, orgasm ripping through him. He ruts into them, coating their walls with his release, the warmth spreading through them both. He halts his movements, peppering soft kisses along their spine, murmuring soft reassurances. "Did so well, so perfect."

He pulls out slowly, watching as the creamy liquid drips down onto the sheets below. He presses a soft kiss to the swell of their ass, "you still with us love?"

Sparrow manages a shaky nod, legs still trembling.

"Do you want to stop?" Simon's hand slides along their cheek, guiding them to look up at him. Their eyelids hang heavy, cheeks damp with tears and their forehead sticky with sweat. Sparrow whines softly.

"Words love."

Sparrow swallows hard, mind turning slowly, "... keep going."

He smiles arms moving under them as he pulls them into his lap, his chest warm against their back. "Just breathe okay."

His hands grip their waist firmly, guiding them as they sink onto him, a low groan falling from his lips. He holds them there, letting them adjust to the fullness before he lifts them slowly then brings them back down. It’s a torturous pace, patient and languid, almost uncomfortable. Sparrow lets out a broken gasp, claws digging into his wrists.

“Simon please-"

He shushes them, licking away the wetness on their cheeks. "I know it's a lot love, I've got you."

He pauses for a moment, arms encircling them. He waits for their breathing to slow, feeling as they relax back into him. He rolls his hips once, tentative, watching carefully for any sign of discomfort. Sparrow moans lightly, sinking into him further. He smiles, "there we go dove."

He continues the gentle roll of his hips, admiring the pinch in their brow, their eyes clenching shut and jaw hanging open in a silent gasp. One hand stays firm around their waist as the other dips down, finding their swollen clit. His finger circles lazily, pressure light as to not overwhelm them. He smiles at the breathy moan they let out, walls fluttering around him. He's in no rush, no desperate attempt to chase his release, instead letting himself get lost in the warmth of their body, the soft sounds that tumble from their lips. The heat pools in his gut gently, like a slow drip of water, spreading through him one roll of his hips at a time. Their gummy walls suck him in, his cock twitching each time he feels them spasm around him. Simon sinks his teeth into their shoulder, breath stilling as his peak washes over him. His skin tingles, movements slowing slightly as he rides out the orgasm before falling still. He blinks slowly, vision spotting slightly.

"Thank you." His voice is gentle, as are his hands as he rubs gentle patterns across their stomach.

John clears his throat, signalling for Simon to pass them over. The man presses a soft kiss to Sparrow's jaw before carefully sliding them out of his lap and into Johns.

Sparrow curls into John, face tucking into his neck as he hugs them gently. His fingers run along their side softly, lips brushing their ear as he talks. "Did so perfect darling, how about we get you into the bath."

They turn their head, blinking up at him through wet eyes, "you didn't get to-"

He cuts them off with a soft kiss, hand moving to cup their cheek, thumb stroking lightly as he pulls back. "You're exhausted love, you should rest."

They whine, eyes pleading, "but I want to."

He huffs a laugh and shakes his head, "you're insatiable... only if you are absolutely sure."

The nod their head nosing at his throat as a soft purr rumbles through them, "I'm sure."

"Alright," he rolls Sparrow onto their back, hands planted either side of their shoulders as he hovers above them. "But you tell me to stop as soon as it's too much okay?"

The smile softly, "okay."

He hooks one arm under their leg, hiking it over his shoulder. His other hand grips the base of his length, pumping in in his hands a few times before running the tip through their slick folds, wetness quickly coating it. "Deep breaths."

John sinks in slowly, watching the soft flutter of Sparrow’s lashes as he slides in. When he’s fully sheathed he pauses, leaning his forehead against theirs as they both catch the breath. Sparrow tries to keep their breaths steady, the fullness making it feel like their air has been knocked out of them. John pulls back before rolling his hips forward once, the soft chirp that leaves Sparrow’s lips drawing a smile from him. "What did we ever do to deserve you huh?"

Sparrow's face flushes pink, squirming at the compliment. John tuts and hooks their other leg over his shoulder, pressing down to pin them in place, his cock hitting deep inside them. "I'm serious love, you're the best thing that happened to us. This... well this is just an added bonus."

He rocks forward to accentuate his point, Sparrow crying out as his tip nudges their cervix. He presses an apologetic kiss to their temple, adjusting the angle slightly as he continues to rock into them. The pudge of his stomach rubs deliciously over their clit, the nerves throbbing with each rut of his hips.

"You gonna cum for me one last time beautiful?"

Sparrow whimpers, ears pinning back, eyes falling shut, "I can't..."

"Yes you can love. Come on eyes on me, need to watch as you fall apart."

Their eyes blink open, unfocused and glassy. He smiles down at them increasing the pressure of his thrusts slightly, Sparrow gasping in response. The can feel that pressure begin to build again, this time sharper, more intense. John can see the tension wracking through them, the way their body trembles, eyes watering again.

"Let go darling."

His words are the final push they need. Sparrow sobs as their orgasm rips through them, cunt clenching hard as the gush onto his cock, soaking the space between them. John groans, watching their face contort in extasy before looking down at the mess spreading, creamy white liquid pooling around their entrance and coating his length. He can't draw his eyes away, watching as he fucks the release back into them, their stomach bulging each time with his thrusts. "Fucking stuffed full aren't you love."

Their legs tremble violent as he continues thrusting into them, his cock achingly hard. John can feel the tug, the tightness to his balls as his build gets closer and closer. He groans again, pace increasing as he chases his own peak. Sparrow sobs again, writhing beneath him with overstimulation, the friction drawing him even closer to that edge.

He moans loudly as his orgasm crashes over him, pressing far into them as his seed mixes with the release of Simon and Johnny, deep in Sparrow's walls. He lets their legs drop from his shoulders, pushing back the hair clinging to their clammy brow, pressing a soft kiss between their eyebrows.

His eyes stay on them as he speaks to the other men, "Kyle go draw a bath for them. Simon go grab something for them to eat when they are ready. Johnny get some clean sheets."

The men all grunt in acknowledgement, moving stiffly to their respective tasks. John rolls onto his back, pulling Sparrow atop of him, cock still nestled deep in their cunt. He cards a gentle hand through their hair, holding them close with the other. Sparrow sobs into his shoulder, whole body shaking. John presses kisses to the top of their head, "I know love. You did so well, absolutely amazing. We'll get you all cleaned up and then head to bed alright?"

Sparrow manages a shaky nod, tears slowing. John hums, arm tightening around them, "can you talk or is it too much?"

They shake their head, pressing into him further. He presses another kiss to the top of their head, voice a soft whisper, "that's okay, take your time."

Kyle pokes his head back into the room, tapping the door slightly to get their attention, "bath is ready."

John nods, "thanks Kyle, good lad."

Kyle beams at the praise, treading down the hall toward the kitchen, no doubt to find Simon.

John sits up slowly, "I'm gonna have to pull out now."

Sparrow whimpers as he does, cum immediately leaking out of them. John stands, keeping them cradled in his arms as he walks to the bathroom. The room smells of a mixture of soaps, steam wafting off the top of the water, bubbles gathering. John carefully places them in the bath, sitting along the edge and taking a washcloth to gently run over them. Sparrow hums, leaning their head against his thigh and staring at up him through heavy lids.

John is slow and methodical is his ministrations, cleaning them with a tender care.

"Did you mean it?"

John raises an eyebrow, "mean what?"

"That I was the best thing that's happened to you all." Sparrow blinks slowly.

John smiles, nodding, "yeah, I meant it."

He places the wash cloth aside, hand moving to cradle their face, "we are all forever grateful that we can spend this life with you."

Sparrow leans into the touch, eyes fluttering shut. They stay there until Simon calls out from the bedroom, telling them to come eat. John helps dry them of before wrapping them with a soft robe, offering his arm as they walk back to the bedroom. Johnny's changed the sheets, him along with Kyle and Simon already settled in bed, backs against the headboard as they chew at the sandwiches Simon had made. They sidle over to make room for the two arrivals, the plate of sandwiches passed over to them. The group eats in silence, savouring the taste. As they finish the five of them bundle under the blankets, pressed together, limbs tangled in a warm embrace. Sparrow can't stop the purr vibrating through them, the men all smiling in response. It's peaceful, each of them starting to grow heavy with sleep. As they all begin to drift, Sparrow's soft voice reaches their ears.

"I love you."

The men shuffle in closer, arms tightening their holds slightly, each murmuring out the same response. "I love you."

Sparrow falls asleep smiling.

This was supposed to be a short bonus chapter.... got a bit carried away.

Okay I think that is finally the end of this series! I don't plan on coming back to this one as I have got a lot of other ideas I want to work on, however I may write the occasional blurb about them if I feel inspired.

Thank you all for following this journey! Very excited to bust out some more series this year :)

Anonymous asked:

I'm really sorry about your break up :(

Thank you that’s really sweet <3

I know it’s for the best just gonna be rough for a while, leaving a relationship when you still care about the person is honestly such a horrible decision to make and probably one of the toughest things I’ve had to do so far in my life which is saying something aha

I just really hope he can be happy and find someone who loves him as much as he loves them because he’s an amazing person and deserves to find his person

Cold Hard Truths

Snow Leopard Hybrid x non-hybrid t141

Part 16 - Rebirth 2.1k words

It's been a long twelve months, long days, little sleep, draining work. But this, right now, makes it worth it. Sparrow stands alongside the 141, watching as the last hybrid facility is officially shut down.

As of three weeks ago, hybrids have been granted official citizenship in 4 continents with push toward the others to follow suit. It's on odd feeling, knowing that Sparrow could technically turn and walk off into the world and no one would stop them.

There's still a lot of work to be done, finding homes for these hybrids, integrating them into a society not built for them, are they expected to have jobs an pay their own way as most people do or will governments decide on a different system. So many variables, questions yet to be answered, an uncertainty for what is yet to come.

John watches Sparrow carefully, "So what's next?"

Sparrow watches as the rescued hybrids are filed toward the treatment area, medics working quickly to get them all on a gurney, checking over them for injuries. So different from the start when it was the five of them doing it alone, with some support from Laswell. Now there's dozens of people involved, all joining the fight to free hybrids.

"I think.... I want to go away for a while."

Sparrow is moving before the group can ask questions, winding their way through people to find Kate. They spot her standing to the side talking with the head doctor, getting a rundown on the state of all the hybrids.

"How are they?" Sparrow's voice sound foreign to their own ears, distant.

Kate nods, waving the doctor back toward the patients. "Good. Most are in shock but physically they all seem fine. It will take them a while to adjust as always, you would know that well by now."

Sparrow nods, eyes moving over the medics as they work, ears twitching. "So.... that's it then."

Kate hums, folding her arms together, "in this regard yes, but there's still work to be done. This won't be over for a very long time."

She starts to walk away, phone pulled out to make calls, work never ending. "If you want to stay involved let me know, I'll find a place for you."

With that she disappears into the thrum of people, leaving Sparrow alone. The hybrid shifts on their feet, attention drawn to the grassed hill away from the chaos. Slowly they weave out of the crowd, quietly plodding up the incline, sitting themself down to watch the scene play out below.

The sound of footsteps catches their ears, the four men of the 141 making their way to join them, Silently taking a seat alongside. No one speaks, instead they still comfortable in each others company. There's a subtle understanding between them all, a comprehension of each other that's grown deeper over the past year. A trust that had been solidified.

Johnny breaks the silence after a while, eyes mapping the side of Sparrow's profile. “So you still going then? Getting away from it all?”

“Yeah.” Their voice is soft, wistful, like they're admitting a secret they'd held for years.

Gaz clears his throat, shifting in his spot, "where will you go?"

They shrug, "no idea, just... away."

Gaz hums, his eyes meeting the other's for a moment, an unspoken disappointment between the men.

“I want you to come with me.” The words startle them, on offer they didn't expect.

The captain coughs slightly, eyes locked on Sparrow, "Come with you?"

They nod, eyes flicking between the group, "Yeah. Leave the military behind for a while, you've spent the past year on this one thing surely now's a time to rest, at least for a while."

John nods slightly shaking his head, "and where exactly are you taking us in this scenario?"

"Somewhere quiet, where we won't be bothered." Sparrow stands up, dusting off their legs before looking down at the group. Their face holds a hopeful smile, their eyes plead. It's silent, no one daring to answer. Sparrow's smile falters, a pit forming in their gut, the lack of answer a blaringly obvious response.

“I’m going.”

Their heart stutters, watching as Simon stands to face them, a fondness to his gaze very rarely shown.

“You- Simon you always said you’d die for this job. You’re going just like that?” Johnny's standing in an instant, shock clear on his face.

He nods, “It’s easy to have something to die for. Finding something you want to live for is a lot harder, I’m not going to give that up now that I’ve found it.”

Sparrow beams, leaning forward to press their foreheads together, a low rumble of a purr sounding from their throat. Simon smiles back, eyes closing for a moment before stepping back from the touch.

"Well there's no way you get to have all the fun Lt, I'm coming too." Johnny's throwing an arm around both their shoulder's, face bright.

"Me too." Kyle stands, bumping his shoulder into Simon's, a light in his eyes.

Sparrow's eyes land on John, watching as the captain slowly stands. He looks out at the horizon, frown on his face, pensive.

“What about you John?” The hybrids voice is quiet, tentative but hopeful.

He turns to them, smile wide, “You had me from the start love.”

The group finds sanctuary in cottage far from prying eyes, strong trees surrounding their hideaway. A few acres of land, enough space to feel free but not daunting.

For a few weeks it's strange, the men unsure how to go about a life without orders. No structure or danger, just a quiet piece of the world for them to occupy. They find security in tasks, each falling into a routine that grounds them into a purpose, keeping them from getting lost in a existence so foreign.

Johnny finds joy with animals, what starts as a few chickens turns into a menagerie of fauna in a matter of months. Up with the sun each day, starting his morning by tending to the creatures with a gentleness unbecoming of a man like him. He enjoys watching the animals move about their day, a fascination with the excitement they get over a simple treat or their favourite snack. He's always loved animals, that's what he reasons with the others when they question his interest, and that's no lie. But it's also no lie that he feels an obligation to provide for these critters, to prove to himself that despite the harshness and cruelty he could display as a soldier, there's still a man despite that. A man who misses the innocence of his childhood and will do anything to protect that in the lives he nurtures around him.

Simon learns to cook. He needed orders, directions, something to follow. The recipes gave him that. A few hours a day he can lose himself to cook books, no need to make choices of his own when the instructions tell him exactly what to do. It takes some time, maybe weeks, maybe months, before he finally puts down the recipes and does something of his own. It's simple, a pasta, nothing elaborate or fancy, but when he finishes he feels a satisfaction he'd never felt before. A pride in creating something, his own two hands, ones he'd only believed were good for killing, now building meals for himself and those around him. It becomes standard, Simon cooking dinner for the group, sometimes breakfast or lunch on the days he feels inspired. And when they sit down together, sharing the food, murmurs of praise from table, he can feel a hole being filled left from his childhood. He'd never had a family that provided for him before, and he'll be damned if he ever makes that mistake for the one he's built now.

Kyle fiddles, his hands never idle, sitting still makes him restless. So he fills his time with the property, finding fences to fix, gates to mend. The shower leaks for exactly one day before he's repaired it, Simon barely mentions the squeaky window only once and Kyle has replaced the hinge. He doesn't do it for praise, though it does cause a flutter whenever he is given thanks or recognition, he does it more for the satisfaction. The satisfaction of knowing that he can give back to the people who have provided him with so much over the years. He always held onto his mistakes, each stumble, each muck up. The worry of burdening his team weighed down on him through his entire career. But now he doesn't feel that fear, now he fixes and mends. Both their home and himself.

John gardens, his men make fun of him for become a stereotypical retiree, growing a vegetable patch and fruit tree's. He doesn't mind, if anything it amuses him. He's spent years getting his hands dirty, his palms stained with blood, now he buries them in soil, dirt caking under his nails, getting into the groves that never fully scrub out. He finds he likes it, replacing the remnants of death with something that brings life and growth. He watches each plant grow, a twinge of gratification blooming with each flower and new leaf. He'd never considered creating a family, an unattainable dream in his line of work. But he can't deny the joy that comes with growing something of your own, nurturing something small into something strong. He likes watching the things he cares for grow, he sees that in his garden and also his team.

Sparrow finds the adjustment the hardest, the freedom of choice almost overwhelming. The men often ask them what they want to do, where they want to go, want they hope for in their life, and there answer is always the same. I don't know.

It's something they hadn't been confronted with until now, the loss of their own identity leads to more than just internal conflict but also the inability to understand your own desires. So the men start small, simple questions that they can find an answer to. Would you prefer coffee or tea? For breakfast would you like toast or cereal? Would you like to watch a comedy or an action film?

Mundane questions with mundane answers, achievable. One day they'll work up to the bigger ones, for now stay where it's comfortable.

Thing's are uncertain, the world working to adapt to changes it wasn't prepared for. The group watch it all unfold from the sanctity of their home, for the first time electing to allow someone else to take point. The men have been on the forefront of change for their whole careers, shouldering the burden of the problems that plague the world. It's time someone else bares the weight, at least for now.

Sparrow spends their days in bated breath, for the world to push back against the shift. But when their thoughts get too much the team is there to tether them back to the life they've built.

On days they want to hide Simon is under the bed with them, fingers linked in a promise that he'll help keep the world away. He tells them of his past, the stories he had kept tucked away finding space in the air between them. Sometimes they trace each other’s scars, mapping their histories in the marks they left. Not a reminder of where they came from but instead proof of how far they’ve come. Together they always find courage to face the world again.

When they start to feel trapped Johnny is there to lead them outside, letting them see freedom in the birds they find, the beauty in what's around them. He’ll bring back feathers he finds on the ground, listening with rapture as Sparrow describes the species they come from. Some days he’ll drag them on a walk, two sketch books in his hand, their palm in the other. The pages are filled quickly, joy laced into the ink.

And in the times fear grips at them Kyle soothes the loud voices with a vow he'll be by their side, soft murmurs of I'm with you quelling the panic. They’ll sit side by side, eyes on the horizon, shoulders pressed together. When their pinkies interlock Sparrow feels like they can finally breathe freely.

For the times sleep alludes them John guides them into his arms, the security of his hold steadying their heart. They curl together in front of the fire, John talking in soft tones of his day, of the new vegetables he planted, which ones are starting to flower. It’s simple and mundane and just what they both need. When Sparrows eyes grow heavy he’ll tuck them into his arms, carrying the gently to the sanctity of their bed.

And when they wake in night, sweat on their brow and a scream in their throat, four voices are there to soothe them, gentle hands replacing the grip of cruel ones.

It's not perfect, life never is. But the five of them had found something they could finally hold onto, something to live for, and that's more than enough for them.

I can’t believe this series is officially over! This is the longest story I have ever written and also the most complex.

Thank you so much for everyone that has followed along, the support and love for this piece really helped keep me motivated in finishing it.

I will be honest and say I am sad it’s over but also super proud of myself for sticking to the schedule I set and getting it done before the new year.

I think I will only post short one shots for a little while as I recover and also go into quite a busy period at work but do not fret as I have about four different series ideas for the future so there will plenty more where that came from.

There is also a little bonus nsfw part in the works, I am not sure if or when I will post it but if you do not want to be tagged in that let me know otherwise keep an eye out for a spicy scene in the near future 👀

Once again thank you for all the love and support it genuinely means the world!

Cold Hard Truths

Snow Leopard Hybrid x non-hybrid t141

Part 16 - Rebirth 2.1k words

It's been a long twelve months, long days, little sleep, draining work. But this, right now, makes it worth it. Sparrow stands alongside the 141, watching as the last hybrid facility is officially shut down.

As of three weeks ago, hybrids have been granted official citizenship in 4 continents with push toward the others to follow suit. It's on odd feeling, knowing that Sparrow could technically turn and walk off into the world and no one would stop them.

There's still a lot of work to be done, finding homes for these hybrids, integrating them into a society not built for them, are they expected to have jobs an pay their own way as most people do or will governments decide on a different system. So many variables, questions yet to be answered, an uncertainty for what is yet to come.

John watches Sparrow carefully, "So what's next?"

Sparrow watches as the rescued hybrids are filed toward the treatment area, medics working quickly to get them all on a gurney, checking over them for injuries. So different from the start when it was the five of them doing it alone, with some support from Laswell. Now there's dozens of people involved, all joining the fight to free hybrids.

"I think.... I want to go away for a while."

Sparrow is moving before the group can ask questions, winding their way through people to find Kate. They spot her standing to the side talking with the head doctor, getting a rundown on the state of all the hybrids.

"How are they?" Sparrow's voice sound foreign to their own ears, distant.

Kate nods, waving the doctor back toward the patients. "Good. Most are in shock but physically they all seem fine. It will take them a while to adjust as always, you would know that well by now."

Sparrow nods, eyes moving over the medics as they work, ears twitching. "So.... that's it then."

Kate hums, folding her arms together, "in this regard yes, but there's still work to be done. This won't be over for a very long time."

She starts to walk away, phone pulled out to make calls, work never ending. "If you want to stay involved let me know, I'll find a place for you."

With that she disappears into the thrum of people, leaving Sparrow alone. The hybrid shifts on their feet, attention drawn to the grassed hill away from the chaos. Slowly they weave out of the crowd, quietly plodding up the incline, sitting themself down to watch the scene play out below.

The sound of footsteps catches their ears, the four men of the 141 making their way to join them, Silently taking a seat alongside. No one speaks, instead they still comfortable in each others company. There's a subtle understanding between them all, a comprehension of each other that's grown deeper over the past year. A trust that had been solidified.

Johnny breaks the silence after a while, eyes mapping the side of Sparrow's profile. “So you still going then? Getting away from it all?”

“Yeah.” Their voice is soft, wistful, like they're admitting a secret they'd held for years.

Gaz clears his throat, shifting in his spot, "where will you go?"

They shrug, "no idea, just... away."

Gaz hums, his eyes meeting the other's for a moment, an unspoken disappointment between the men.

“I want you to come with me.” The words startle them, on offer they didn't expect.

The captain coughs slightly, eyes locked on Sparrow, "Come with you?"

They nod, eyes flicking between the group, "Yeah. Leave the military behind for a while, you've spent the past year on this one thing surely now's a time to rest, at least for a while."

John nods slightly shaking his head, "and where exactly are you taking us in this scenario?"

"Somewhere quiet, where we won't be bothered." Sparrow stands up, dusting off their legs before looking down at the group. Their face holds a hopeful smile, their eyes plead. It's silent, no one daring to answer. Sparrow's smile falters, a pit forming in their gut, the lack of answer a blaringly obvious response.

“I’m going.”

Their heart stutters, watching as Simon stands to face them, a fondness to his gaze very rarely shown.

“You- Simon you always said you’d die for this job. You’re going just like that?” Johnny's standing in an instant, shock clear on his face.

He nods, “It’s easy to have something to die for. Finding something you want to live for is a lot harder, I’m not going to give that up now that I’ve found it.”

Sparrow beams, leaning forward to press their foreheads together, a low rumble of a purr sounding from their throat. Simon smiles back, eyes closing for a moment before stepping back from the touch.

"Well there's no way you get to have all the fun Lt, I'm coming too." Johnny's throwing an arm around both their shoulder's, face bright.

"Me too." Kyle stands, bumping his shoulder into Simon's, a light in his eyes.

Sparrow's eyes land on John, watching as the captain slowly stands. He looks out at the horizon, frown on his face, pensive.

“What about you John?” The hybrids voice is quiet, tentative but hopeful.

He turns to them, smile wide, “You had me from the start love.”

The group finds sanctuary in cottage far from prying eyes, strong trees surrounding their hideaway. A few acres of land, enough space to feel free but not daunting.

For a few weeks it's strange, the men unsure how to go about a life without orders. No structure or danger, just a quiet piece of the world for them to occupy. They find security in tasks, each falling into a routine that grounds them into a purpose, keeping them from getting lost in a existence so foreign.

Johnny finds joy with animals, what starts as a few chickens turns into a menagerie of fauna in a matter of months. Up with the sun each day, starting his morning by tending to the creatures with a gentleness unbecoming of a man like him. He enjoys watching the animals move about their day, a fascination with the excitement they get over a simple treat or their favourite snack. He's always loved animals, that's what he reasons with the others when they question his interest, and that's no lie. But it's also no lie that he feels an obligation to provide for these critters, to prove to himself that despite the harshness and cruelty he could display as a soldier, there's still a man despite that. A man who misses the innocence of his childhood and will do anything to protect that in the lives he nurtures around him.

Simon learns to cook. He needed orders, directions, something to follow. The recipes gave him that. A few hours a day he can lose himself to cook books, no need to make choices of his own when the instructions tell him exactly what to do. It takes some time, maybe weeks, maybe months, before he finally puts down the recipes and does something of his own. It's simple, a pasta, nothing elaborate or fancy, but when he finishes he feels a satisfaction he'd never felt before. A pride in creating something, his own two hands, ones he'd only believed were good for killing, now building meals for himself and those around him. It becomes standard, Simon cooking dinner for the group, sometimes breakfast or lunch on the days he feels inspired. And when they sit down together, sharing the food, murmurs of praise from table, he can feel a hole being filled left from his childhood. He'd never had a family that provided for him before, and he'll be damned if he ever makes that mistake for the one he's built now.

Kyle fiddles, his hands never idle, sitting still makes him restless. So he fills his time with the property, finding fences to fix, gates to mend. The shower leaks for exactly one day before he's repaired it, Simon barely mentions the squeaky window only once and Kyle has replaced the hinge. He doesn't do it for praise, though it does cause a flutter whenever he is given thanks or recognition, he does it more for the satisfaction. The satisfaction of knowing that he can give back to the people who have provided him with so much over the years. He always held onto his mistakes, each stumble, each muck up. The worry of burdening his team weighed down on him through his entire career. But now he doesn't feel that fear, now he fixes and mends. Both their home and himself.

John gardens, his men make fun of him for become a stereotypical retiree, growing a vegetable patch and fruit tree's. He doesn't mind, if anything it amuses him. He's spent years getting his hands dirty, his palms stained with blood, now he buries them in soil, dirt caking under his nails, getting into the groves that never fully scrub out. He finds he likes it, replacing the remnants of death with something that brings life and growth. He watches each plant grow, a twinge of gratification blooming with each flower and new leaf. He'd never considered creating a family, an unattainable dream in his line of work. But he can't deny the joy that comes with growing something of your own, nurturing something small into something strong. He likes watching the things he cares for grow, he sees that in his garden and also his team.

Sparrow finds the adjustment the hardest, the freedom of choice almost overwhelming. The men often ask them what they want to do, where they want to go, want they hope for in their life, and there answer is always the same. I don't know.

It's something they hadn't been confronted with until now, the loss of their own identity leads to more than just internal conflict but also the inability to understand your own desires. So the men start small, simple questions that they can find an answer to. Would you prefer coffee or tea? For breakfast would you like toast or cereal? Would you like to watch a comedy or an action film?

Mundane questions with mundane answers, achievable. One day they'll work up to the bigger ones, for now stay where it's comfortable.

Thing's are uncertain, the world working to adapt to changes it wasn't prepared for. The group watch it all unfold from the sanctity of their home, for the first time electing to allow someone else to take point. The men have been on the forefront of change for their whole careers, shouldering the burden of the problems that plague the world. It's time someone else bares the weight, at least for now.

Sparrow spends their days in bated breath, for the world to push back against the shift. But when their thoughts get too much the team is there to tether them back to the life they've built.

On days they want to hide Simon is under the bed with them, fingers linked in a promise that he'll help keep the world away. He tells them of his past, the stories he had kept tucked away finding space in the air between them. Sometimes they trace each other’s scars, mapping their histories in the marks they left. Not a reminder of where they came from but instead proof of how far they’ve come. Together they always find courage to face the world again.

When they start to feel trapped Johnny is there to lead them outside, letting them see freedom in the birds they find, the beauty in what's around them. He’ll bring back feathers he finds on the ground, listening with rapture as Sparrow describes the species they come from. Some days he’ll drag them on a walk, two sketch books in his hand, their palm in the other. The pages are filled quickly, joy laced into the ink.

And in the times fear grips at them Kyle soothes the loud voices with a vow he'll be by their side, soft murmurs of I'm with you quelling the panic. They’ll sit side by side, eyes on the horizon, shoulders pressed together. When their pinkies interlock Sparrow feels like they can finally breathe freely.

For the times sleep alludes them John guides them into his arms, the security of his hold steadying their heart. They curl together in front of the fire, John talking in soft tones of his day, of the new vegetables he planted, which ones are starting to flower. It’s simple and mundane and just what they both need. When Sparrows eyes grow heavy he’ll tuck them into his arms, carrying the gently to the sanctity of their bed.

And when they wake in night, sweat on their brow and a scream in their throat, four voices are there to soothe them, gentle hands replacing the grip of cruel ones.

It's not perfect, life never is. But the five of them had found something they could finally hold onto, something to live for, and that's more than enough for them.

I can’t believe this series is officially over! This is the longest story I have ever written and also the most complex.

Thank you so much for everyone that has followed along, the support and love for this piece really helped keep me motivated in finishing it.

I will be honest and say I am sad it’s over but also super proud of myself for sticking to the schedule I set and getting it done before the new year.

I think I will only post short one shots for a little while as I recover and also go into quite a busy period at work but do not fret as I have about four different series ideas for the future so there will plenty more where that came from.

There is also a little bonus nsfw part in the works, I am not sure if or when I will post it but if you do not want to be tagged in that let me know otherwise keep an eye out for a spicy scene in the near future 👀

Once again thank you for all the love and support it genuinely means the world!

Anonymous asked:

Hi! I just finished reading the fic w tiger quoll reader and I was wondering if you had any more tiger quoll facts?

-qq

Absolutely I do! To start here’s a video of one I used to work with :)

Tiger quolls are the biggest of all quoll species and the only with a spotted tail which is why they can also be called the spotted tail quoll.

They are carnivorous marsupials in the dasyuridae family, related to Tasmanian devils and Dunnarts. They can be found and Tasmanian and mainland Australian though the mainland population is unfortunately quite low.

They have one litter of babies a year, usually raising between 5 and 6 young at a time. Babies are born the size of a grain of rice and live in the mother’s pouch until they are bigger.

They have the second strongest bite force when looking at size to strength ratio (first being Tasmanian devils) and use that bite to catch prey. They will scavenge carrion but unlike Tasmanian devils they also hunt, using the strong bite and sharp teeth to pierce through prey’s necks and skulls.

They are nocturnal, travelling up to 6km each night to find food, and are avid climbers so will raid nests and tree hollows for meals.

Adults are about the size of a small cat, weighing between 1.5-3.5kg with males being bigger.

And lastly (this is more of a fun fact about me) I have a tattoo of one!

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Anonymous asked:

Hi! I just finished reading the fic w tiger quoll reader and I was wondering if you had any more tiger quoll facts?

-qq

Absolutely I do! To start here’s a video of one I used to work with :)

Tiger quolls are the biggest of all quoll species and the only with a spotted tail which is why they can also be called the spotted tail quoll.

They are carnivorous marsupials in the dasyuridae family, related to Tasmanian devils and Dunnarts. They can be found and Tasmanian and mainland Australian though the mainland population is unfortunately quite low.

They have one litter of babies a year, usually raising between 5 and 6 young at a time. Babies are born the size of a grain of rice and live in the mother’s pouch until they are bigger.

They have the second strongest bite force when looking at size to strength ratio (first being Tasmanian devils) and use that bite to catch prey. They will scavenge carrion but unlike Tasmanian devils they also hunt, using the strong bite and sharp teeth to pierce through prey’s necks and skulls.

They are nocturnal, travelling up to 6km each night to find food, and are avid climbers so will raid nests and tree hollows for meals.

Adults are about the size of a small cat, weighing between 1.5-3.5kg with males being bigger.

And lastly (this is more of a fun fact about me) I have a tattoo of one!

Cold Hard Truths

Snow Leopard Hybrid x non-hybrid t141

Part 15 - The Aftermath 3.3k words

The wait on the tarmac is tense, five figures waiting for the imminent view of an arriving truck. The men stand rigid, eyes on the horizon. Sparrow shifts back and forth on their feet, stationed just behind the men as though they are providing a barricade for them.

"Are you all still onboard with this? It's not too late to change your minds."

John shakes his head, gaze not straying from the road ahead, "we aren't going to back down, not now."

The hybrid's ears flick nervously, "... I'm scared."

The four men turn to them quickly, offering reassuring smiles, "we won't let anything bad happen, promise."

The sound of a distant engine pulls their gaze back to the road, the sight of a grey truck grows clearer as it rolls toward the base. Price grips the front of his vest tight, face stony as the vehicle pulls to a halt in front of them. The door swings open, the familiar sight of immaculately styled hair and a uneasy smile stepping out. Grensine's eyes fall on Sparrow immediately, the hybrids gut twisting slightly as they return the stare.

"You're looking a little rough around the edges love, these four running you ragged huh?"

Sparrow doesn't reply, tail flicking low behind them. Price shifts forward, blocking them from Grensine's view. "Colonel, it's a... pleasure to see you again."

The words taste bitter on Price's tongue, jaw aching as he forces his face into a neutral expression. Grensine studies john's face, eyeing off the stiff stance of the other three men, "yes you certainly rolled out the warm reception didn't you."

The Colonel nods to the hybrid, "any performance issues from 03 I need to know of?"

Prices shakes his head. Grensine seems satisfied with the answer, grabbing a tablet from inside the truck and holding it out to the Captain. "Just need a signature to confirm collection and I will get 03 out of your hair."

John's jaw ticks once, looking at the tablet like it's poisonous. He reaches out and scribbles a signature, finger clicking the confirmation button harshly. Grensine smiles stiffly, tucking the tablet under his arm and clicking his tongue. "Let's go sweetheart, we're on a deadline."

The 141 look back at Sparrow, Price nodding ever so slightly "we're with you."

His words are quiet enough to go unnoticed by the Colonel, however Sparrow hears them just fine. They let out a breath, stepping past the team to climb into the back of the truck. Grensine latches the rear doors shut, sliding back into the cab. "Pleasure doing business lads."

The 141 steps back as the vehicle rumbles to life, watching as it starts off down the road, growing smaller and smaller in the distance.

Sparrow's breathing is heavy, each bump in the road sending a stab of anxiety through them. They grip onto their seat tightly, eyes closed as the focus on counting their breaths. In through the nose, out through the mouth. Over and over and over, a mantra to keep themself focused on anything but the truck they are currently locked inside. Something hits the side of the truck, they perk up head swivelling to the back of the truck, waiting for them to open. Instead the vehicle continues on, engine humming, determined. The hybrid lets their head fall back against the metal behind them, vibrations buzzing through their skull. Their eyes flutter shut, letting the sensation clear their mind. A comforting fizz. They loose themselves to the emptiness of their mind, time passing by with ease as they stay lost to the world around them. It's only as the vehicle pulls to a halt that their senses seem to return, eye's blinking open when light floods the truck.

"Out you get," Grensine taps the now open door, signalling the hybrid to follow. Sparrow scrambles out, falling in behind him as he walks briskly toward familiar buildings. The housing facilities are an improvement from HyGen's labs but not by much, the military needing hybrids to stay in good physical condition so they can perform their duties so at a minimum the rooms are hygienic. Grensine walks fast, ushering Sparrow along through winding halls, concrete floors cold under their feet. They stop in front of a metal door, Grensine typing a code on the keypad for the door to slide open.

Sparrow steps inside without protest, standing close to the one small window that allows a glimpse of the world outside and the secure fence line a reminder of it being unattainable.

"So are you still giving me the silent treatment or you finally going to talk?"

Sparrow turns to look at Grensine, expression empty, gaze piercing, as though they look past him entirely.

The man sighs, "alright fine, rest up. You have two days to rest before your next gig. Sleep well love."

He reaches for the keypad again, finger grazing the first number as Sparrow speaks low. "Don't call me that."

He pauses for a moment, eyes flicking to theirs, seeing the steely resolve in their stare. "... fine."

He types in the code, door sliding shut between them. His footsteps echoing down the hall as he vacates the premises. Sparrow stays by the window, resting against the wall as the watch the sun begin to dip low on the horizon, sky bleeding into hues of orange and pink. Even when the world falls black and the lights dim low in the hall, Sparrow maintains their station, grey eyes reflecting white with the gleam of the moon. It's peaceful, the stillness of the night, clear skies giving stage to the array of twinkling lights. The hybrid leans their head on the window, the puffs of air from their nose leaving fogged streaks upon the glass.

The sound of a nearby bird call rings out, noise similar to a finch, a pretty common diurnal species. Sparrow exhales once more, window fogging up again, before stepping toward the door. They slip a hand into their pocket, fingers finding the cold metal of the blade Ghost had gifted them that morning. They twist it in their hand, grasping the handle firmly. An alarm blares in the distance, steps clattering in the hall as guards race toward it, the building once again falling quiet at their exit.

Sparrow takes a slow breath, stare locked on the door, grip firm on the knife. The sound of metal doors opening draws them into action, barrelling into the hall quickly. They scan the corridor, locking onto the fire alarm several meters away and scrambling toward in. Red lights flash bright when they yank the handle, a blaring tone sounding out. As they turn back down the hall they are met with dozens of faces peering out at them from the now open doorways, profiles of feathers and fur and scales alike, eyes that reflect back the same pain Sparrow knows is held in theirs.

"We don't have much time for me to explain. If you want out of this facility and a chance for freedom you need to follow me and do it quickly."

Sparrow can see the mix of hesitance, the disbelief, but beneath it all remains the tiniest spark of hope, just needing a reason to blaze again. The first of them to step toward Sparrow is the catalyst, others falling behind rapidly. The breath Sparrow lets out feels like a weight lifting off their chest, having expected a tougher task of convincing the others. They wave the group to follow, starting down the winding halls toward one of the exits. Pausing at the door Sparrow twists the blade in their hand once more, a reassurance of its presence’s. Slowly they edge the door open, scanning the surroundings before turning to the group behind them. “You need to run straight for the perimeter fence, a man named Soap will be waiting to escort you away from here. Move quickly and stay quiet, even though the guards are occupied we still don’t need to draw any attention.”

“What about you?” A wolf hybrid, one Sparrow had seen in passing many times.

“There’s something else I need to do first, tell Soap I’ll meet you all at the extraction point.”

The group murmurs a collective agreement before their moving, speed quick as they slink through the darkened yard to the fence line. Once Sparrow is satisfied they won’t be spotted the hybrid is moving off toward the sound of gunfire and alarms. They weave silently around the buildings, remaining in the shadows away from prying eyes.

The group they’d led make it to the perimeter and as promised Soap stands waiting for them, he makes quick work of cutting the fence line and ushering them all through. It’s only as the last steps through that he notices the absence, “where’s Sparrow?”

“You mean 03? They said they had something else to do and would meet up with us after.”

Soap curses, speaking into his earpiece with a sense of urgency, “Sparrow’s MIA, I repeat Sparrow is MIA.”

He signals for the group to follow him as he moves briskly through the thick trees, a string of curses flowing through his comms. A few hundred metres from the facility sits two trucks, hidden away amongst the foliage.

“Alright load up, we should be leaving as soon as the others arrive.”

“Why should we?” The voice echoes from somewhere in the crowd, he’s unable to pinpoint in the darkness.

“I know you have no reason to trust me, but my only intention is to get you all as far from this place as possible. You have two choices, you can make a run for it and hope someone doesn’t catch you and drag you back to another facility, or you can come with us and we’ll take you somewhere you won’t be bothered and can stay hidden. Spar- 03, they’re a good friend, we offered them the option of freedom and they decided they would only take it if you all were given that same chance too.”

A murmur ripples through the group, quiet whispers and unsure glances. Slowly they each step into the back of the trucks, Soap makes a deliberate show of tying the back tarps open so they don’t feel trapped inside. He stations himself by the front of the vehicles, hands tight on his rifle as he watches for any approaching figures.

Sparrow has managed to make their way to the main command room, empty aside from one man who curses angrily over the phone, oblivious to the presence watching him in the corner of the room.

“Get backup here now! I don’t know who the fuck it is, all I know is someone has breached the facility and set fire to the staff barracks. All the guards are currently occupied holding the perimeter and trying to get the fire out.” Grensine curses and slams the phone down on the desk, eyes on the security monitors displaying the current chaos unfolding.

“You seem stressed.”

He spins abruptly at the voice, eyes finding the sharp gaze from the shadows.

“How the hell did you get out?!” He’s pressing the intercom button in an instant, yelling into the microphone. “Assets out of containment. I repeat assets out of containment, immediate support to the command centre!”

“I think you’ll find the speaker system is down.”

The man’s eyes widen, fear seeping into his gut. He fumbles for the remote in his pocket, pointing it at Sparrow and pressing the button desperately. The hybrid smiles and shakes their head, “sorry to say, that won’t work on me anymore. Price was kind enough to have the implant removed during my surgery.”

Grensine drops the remote, taking a step backward, “you here to kill me love is that it? After everything we had you’d really do that?”

Sparrow shakes their head, “no. I’m here to give you a chance to apologise.”

The man lets out a startled laugh, “apologise? Seriously? You really haven’t changed at all have you. You might look tough on the outside but you’re still the same passive person from University, not a mean bone in your body huh?”

Sparrows tail flicks once, the let out a low puff, grabbing at the cool metal in their pocket. “I don’t think you ever truly understood me.”

They lung at him, sharp metal digging at his wrist. He pulls backwards only to yanked to a halt, his wrist rattling. He looks down to see the handcuffs chaining him to the edge of the table, pinching at his skin every time he pulls against them.

“I hope this was all worth it.” With that Sparrow turns and is out the door in an instant, leaving Grensine alone with only himself to blame.

The hybrid is quick to race outside, following the sound of bullets to another side of the compound. They spot three familiar figures by the perimeter fence, holding position behind a concrete barrier. Sparrow takes a breath, waiting for the moment there’s a break in gunfire before they are sprinting along the fence line, diving alongside the men. Dirt and rocks bite into their skin as they land, but their focus is on the people next to them.

“Everyone is out, time to move.”

Price is fixing them with a sharp glare, hauling them next to him. He nods at Ghost and Gaz, all of them making a quick break for the tree line, disappearing into the darkness.

“What the fuck was that?! You can’t go off plan on a whim!” Price’s grip on them stays firm as he speaks into his comms. “Confirming four clear of perimeter, hit the switch Soap.”

A crackle of a joyful, “aye Cap.” Echos through the ear pieces. Behind them the compounds fences exploded, engulfing the facility in fire and rubble. The force sends the group stumbling, all of them fighting to stay on their feet as they beeline for the trucks where Soap waits.

As they round the treeline to find the Scot waiting, all five are quick to scramble into the cabs of each truck. Ghost and Gaz in one, while Price hauls Sparrow into the one with him and Soap. The Captain throws the vehicle into drive, foot pressing the pedal down hard as they take off into the night.

Soap is quick to pull Sparrow into a tight hug, pressing a hard kiss to their temple. “Glad to see you safe A ghràidh.”

Price smacks the man off of them, “don’t praise them for running off like an idiot.”

Soap scoffs, slumping back in his seat, “god forbid I’m excited they’re not hurt.”

“You can smother them after I’ve chewed them out for putting themselves at risk, right now they can sit and think about their actions.”

“You gonna lecture me sir?” Sparrow can’t hide the amusement in their voice.

Price grunts, grip on the wheel tightening, “you’re on thin ice love, and don’t call me sir.”

They chuckle, shifting in their seat to get comfortable, a soft smile on their face that doesn’t go unnoticed by the men though they choose not to comment. The drive is long and quiet, moon still high in the sky as they drive further and further from the compound.

The surrounds soon change from dense tree lines to sprawling farmland, roads made of dirt and gravel showing their disuse. The sky has begun to lighten by the time the trucks roll to a stop, surrounded by wide fields of green and fences of wood. A large farmhouse stationed before them. The 141 hop out of the cabs, moving toward the back of trucks, helping the hybrids down.

“So it was successful?” Kate walks out of the house toward them, followed by a small group of people. Price nods stepping to the side to talk to Laswell.

“Facilities destroyed, all hybrids got out thanks to Sparrow. How’d it go with the journalists?”

Kate nods, “gave copies of HyGen data to three different news outlets, the story will be running by morning. There’s enough resources here for the hybrids you brought plus one additional facility, I’m in the process of finding enough option when this one is full. Hopefully with enough push it will only need to last six months and then they can go free but we both know that’s a best case scenario.”

The captain hums, watching as the hybrids are guided toward the house, offers of food, drink and a warm bed at the ready.

“You did good work today, all of you. Get some rest and we’ll talk more in a few hours.”

With that she walks off toward the house, no doubt to ensure everything runs smoothly.

The team stands waiting for him, stances tall as though ready for further instructions. “At ease lads, recoup and we can debrief later.”

His eyes land on Sparrow, “you hang back.”

The three men offer a gentle pat on the hybrids back before making their way toward the farmhouse.

Price nods at Sparrow to follow, leading them over to a grassed mound further from the building. He sits down, patting the space beside him. The hybrid plops down next to him, legs outstretched before them as they lean back on their hands. “This when you lecture me?”

“Yep.”

Sparrow sighs, ears pinning back “I know I shouldn’t have gone off on my own, I don’t expect you to understand why-“

“You went to talk to Grensine didn’t you.” It’s a statement not a question, he’s already sure of the answer.

Sparrow shifts and nods, wiggling their feet slightly. “I just… needed closure.”

John hums, “did you get it?”

“… I think so.”

The captain watches them closely, taking in the small twitches in their expression. “You can’t put yourself in unnecessary danger like that again.”

Sparrow shrinks slightly under the scrutiny, “I’m sorry.”

“I know.” He stands, holding out a hand to them and helping them to their feet. Their eyes lock, a weight settling in the gaze. John leans forward and presses a barely there kiss to the corner of their mouth. So soft Sparrow isn’t sure they didn’t imagine it. The captain keeps their fingers entwined as they walk back to the house. They find their way to the room the rest of the team is in, a small bedroom at the rear of the house. The other men have already stripped off their gear, lying in a tangled heap of limbs on the small bed. John and Sparrow follow suit, quickly shrugging off gear before slipping into the pile, quick to be pulled into a secure embrace. Soft snores fill the room, sleep claiming them all quickly.

It seems like only moments later that Kate is knocking on the door, voice wafting into the room. “Meet by the trucks in five, we need to talk.”

The five of them groggily sit up, stumbling to grab their gear and trudge out the door. The sun is high when they step outside, warmth seeping into them. Kate is quick to talk as soon as they stand in front of her, details on the next facility to infiltrate, timelines and extraction plans. The men nod along, cataloguing the information.

Sparrow focuses to start but their attention is quickly shifted to the small group of hybrids that stands on one of the nearby hill, looking out at the open grass. Noticing their focus Simon nudges their side, “you can go join them if you want.”

Sparrow shakes their head, attention going back to Laswell, “my place is here.”

As the briefing concludes Kate pulls out her phone to make a call, heading back toward the building, voice fading.

The men all look at Sparrow, a small amount of uncertainty in their gazes.

"Are you sure you want to do this? None of us expect you to be on the front line, putting yourself at risk. You could stay here with the other hybrids where it’s safe."

Sparrow nods, "I'm sure. I need to see this through."

"Alright then," Price smiles and slings his pack over his shoulder, the other men following suit, "let’s move out."

For the first time in years, Sparrow feels hopeful.

Cold Hard Truths

Snow Leopard Hybrid x non-hybrid t141

Part 15 - The Aftermath 3.3k words

The wait on the tarmac is tense, five figures waiting for the imminent view of an arriving truck. The men stand rigid, eyes on the horizon. Sparrow shifts back and forth on their feet, stationed just behind the men as though they are providing a barricade for them.

"Are you all still onboard with this? It's not too late to change your minds."

John shakes his head, gaze not straying from the road ahead, "we aren't going to back down, not now."

The hybrid's ears flick nervously, "... I'm scared."

The four men turn to them quickly, offering reassuring smiles, "we won't let anything bad happen, promise."

The sound of a distant engine pulls their gaze back to the road, the sight of a grey truck grows clearer as it rolls toward the base. Price grips the front of his vest tight, face stony as the vehicle pulls to a halt in front of them. The door swings open, the familiar sight of immaculately styled hair and a uneasy smile stepping out. Grensine's eyes fall on Sparrow immediately, the hybrids gut twisting slightly as they return the stare.

"You're looking a little rough around the edges love, these four running you ragged huh?"

Sparrow doesn't reply, tail flicking low behind them. Price shifts forward, blocking them from Grensine's view. "Colonel, it's a... pleasure to see you again."

The words taste bitter on Price's tongue, jaw aching as he forces his face into a neutral expression. Grensine studies john's face, eyeing off the stiff stance of the other three men, "yes you certainly rolled out the warm reception didn't you."

The Colonel nods to the hybrid, "any performance issues from 03 I need to know of?"

Prices shakes his head. Grensine seems satisfied with the answer, grabbing a tablet from inside the truck and holding it out to the Captain. "Just need a signature to confirm collection and I will get 03 out of your hair."

John's jaw ticks once, looking at the tablet like it's poisonous. He reaches out and scribbles a signature, finger clicking the confirmation button harshly. Grensine smiles stiffly, tucking the tablet under his arm and clicking his tongue. "Let's go sweetheart, we're on a deadline."

The 141 look back at Sparrow, Price nodding ever so slightly "we're with you."

His words are quiet enough to go unnoticed by the Colonel, however Sparrow hears them just fine. They let out a breath, stepping past the team to climb into the back of the truck. Grensine latches the rear doors shut, sliding back into the cab. "Pleasure doing business lads."

The 141 steps back as the vehicle rumbles to life, watching as it starts off down the road, growing smaller and smaller in the distance.

Sparrow's breathing is heavy, each bump in the road sending a stab of anxiety through them. They grip onto their seat tightly, eyes closed as the focus on counting their breaths. In through the nose, out through the mouth. Over and over and over, a mantra to keep themself focused on anything but the truck they are currently locked inside. Something hits the side of the truck, they perk up head swivelling to the back of the truck, waiting for them to open. Instead the vehicle continues on, engine humming, determined. The hybrid lets their head fall back against the metal behind them, vibrations buzzing through their skull. Their eyes flutter shut, letting the sensation clear their mind. A comforting fizz. They loose themselves to the emptiness of their mind, time passing by with ease as they stay lost to the world around them. It's only as the vehicle pulls to a halt that their senses seem to return, eye's blinking open when light floods the truck.

"Out you get," Grensine taps the now open door, signalling the hybrid to follow. Sparrow scrambles out, falling in behind him as he walks briskly toward familiar buildings. The housing facilities are an improvement from HyGen's labs but not by much, the military needing hybrids to stay in good physical condition so they can perform their duties so at a minimum the rooms are hygienic. Grensine walks fast, ushering Sparrow along through winding halls, concrete floors cold under their feet. They stop in front of a metal door, Grensine typing a code on the keypad for the door to slide open.

Sparrow steps inside without protest, standing close to the one small window that allows a glimpse of the world outside and the secure fence line a reminder of it being unattainable.

"So are you still giving me the silent treatment or you finally going to talk?"

Sparrow turns to look at Grensine, expression empty, gaze piercing, as though they look past him entirely.

The man sighs, "alright fine, rest up. You have two days to rest before your next gig. Sleep well love."

He reaches for the keypad again, finger grazing the first number as Sparrow speaks low. "Don't call me that."

He pauses for a moment, eyes flicking to theirs, seeing the steely resolve in their stare. "... fine."

He types in the code, door sliding shut between them. His footsteps echoing down the hall as he vacates the premises. Sparrow stays by the window, resting against the wall as the watch the sun begin to dip low on the horizon, sky bleeding into hues of orange and pink. Even when the world falls black and the lights dim low in the hall, Sparrow maintains their station, grey eyes reflecting white with the gleam of the moon. It's peaceful, the stillness of the night, clear skies giving stage to the array of twinkling lights. The hybrid leans their head on the window, the puffs of air from their nose leaving fogged streaks upon the glass.

The sound of a nearby bird call rings out, noise similar to a finch, a pretty common diurnal species. Sparrow exhales once more, window fogging up again, before stepping toward the door. They slip a hand into their pocket, fingers finding the cold metal of the blade Ghost had gifted them that morning. They twist it in their hand, grasping the handle firmly. An alarm blares in the distance, steps clattering in the hall as guards race toward it, the building once again falling quiet at their exit.

Sparrow takes a slow breath, stare locked on the door, grip firm on the knife. The sound of metal doors opening draws them into action, barrelling into the hall quickly. They scan the corridor, locking onto the fire alarm several meters away and scrambling toward in. Red lights flash bright when they yank the handle, a blaring tone sounding out. As they turn back down the hall they are met with dozens of faces peering out at them from the now open doorways, profiles of feathers and fur and scales alike, eyes that reflect back the same pain Sparrow knows is held in theirs.

"We don't have much time for me to explain. If you want out of this facility and a chance for freedom you need to follow me and do it quickly."

Sparrow can see the mix of hesitance, the disbelief, but beneath it all remains the tiniest spark of hope, just needing a reason to blaze again. The first of them to step toward Sparrow is the catalyst, others falling behind rapidly. The breath Sparrow lets out feels like a weight lifting off their chest, having expected a tougher task of convincing the others. They wave the group to follow, starting down the winding halls toward one of the exits. Pausing at the door Sparrow twists the blade in their hand once more, a reassurance of its presence’s. Slowly they edge the door open, scanning the surroundings before turning to the group behind them. “You need to run straight for the perimeter fence, a man named Soap will be waiting to escort you away from here. Move quickly and stay quiet, even though the guards are occupied we still don’t need to draw any attention.”

“What about you?” A wolf hybrid, one Sparrow had seen in passing many times.

“There’s something else I need to do first, tell Soap I’ll meet you all at the extraction point.”

The group murmurs a collective agreement before their moving, speed quick as they slink through the darkened yard to the fence line. Once Sparrow is satisfied they won’t be spotted the hybrid is moving off toward the sound of gunfire and alarms. They weave silently around the buildings, remaining in the shadows away from prying eyes.

The group they’d led make it to the perimeter and as promised Soap stands waiting for them, he makes quick work of cutting the fence line and ushering them all through. It’s only as the last steps through that he notices the absence, “where’s Sparrow?”

“You mean 03? They said they had something else to do and would meet up with us after.”

Soap curses, speaking into his earpiece with a sense of urgency, “Sparrow’s MIA, I repeat Sparrow is MIA.”

He signals for the group to follow him as he moves briskly through the thick trees, a string of curses flowing through his comms. A few hundred metres from the facility sits two trucks, hidden away amongst the foliage.

“Alright load up, we should be leaving as soon as the others arrive.”

“Why should we?” The voice echoes from somewhere in the crowd, he’s unable to pinpoint in the darkness.

“I know you have no reason to trust me, but my only intention is to get you all as far from this place as possible. You have two choices, you can make a run for it and hope someone doesn’t catch you and drag you back to another facility, or you can come with us and we’ll take you somewhere you won’t be bothered and can stay hidden. Spar- 03, they’re a good friend, we offered them the option of freedom and they decided they would only take it if you all were given that same chance too.”

A murmur ripples through the group, quiet whispers and unsure glances. Slowly they each step into the back of the trucks, Soap makes a deliberate show of tying the back tarps open so they don’t feel trapped inside. He stations himself by the front of the vehicles, hands tight on his rifle as he watches for any approaching figures.

Sparrow has managed to make their way to the main command room, empty aside from one man who curses angrily over the phone, oblivious to the presence watching him in the corner of the room.

“Get backup here now! I don’t know who the fuck it is, all I know is someone has breached the facility and set fire to the staff barracks. All the guards are currently occupied holding the perimeter and trying to get the fire out.” Grensine curses and slams the phone down on the desk, eyes on the security monitors displaying the current chaos unfolding.

“You seem stressed.”

He spins abruptly at the voice, eyes finding the sharp gaze from the shadows.

“How the hell did you get out?!” He’s pressing the intercom button in an instant, yelling into the microphone. “Assets out of containment. I repeat assets out of containment, immediate support to the command centre!”

“I think you’ll find the speaker system is down.”

The man’s eyes widen, fear seeping into his gut. He fumbles for the remote in his pocket, pointing it at Sparrow and pressing the button desperately. The hybrid smiles and shakes their head, “sorry to say, that won’t work on me anymore. Price was kind enough to have the implant removed during my surgery.”

Grensine drops the remote, taking a step backward, “you here to kill me love is that it? After everything we had you’d really do that?”

Sparrow shakes their head, “no. I’m here to give you a chance to apologise.”

The man lets out a startled laugh, “apologise? Seriously? You really haven’t changed at all have you. You might look tough on the outside but you’re still the same passive person from University, not a mean bone in your body huh?”

Sparrows tail flicks once, the let out a low puff, grabbing at the cool metal in their pocket. “I don’t think you ever truly understood me.”

They lung at him, sharp metal digging at his wrist. He pulls backwards only to yanked to a halt, his wrist rattling. He looks down to see the handcuffs chaining him to the edge of the table, pinching at his skin every time he pulls against them.

“I hope this was all worth it.” With that Sparrow turns and is out the door in an instant, leaving Grensine alone with only himself to blame.

The hybrid is quick to race outside, following the sound of bullets to another side of the compound. They spot three familiar figures by the perimeter fence, holding position behind a concrete barrier. Sparrow takes a breath, waiting for the moment there’s a break in gunfire before they are sprinting along the fence line, diving alongside the men. Dirt and rocks bite into their skin as they land, but their focus is on the people next to them.

“Everyone is out, time to move.”

Price is fixing them with a sharp glare, hauling them next to him. He nods at Ghost and Gaz, all of them making a quick break for the tree line, disappearing into the darkness.

“What the fuck was that?! You can’t go off plan on a whim!” Price’s grip on them stays firm as he speaks into his comms. “Confirming four clear of perimeter, hit the switch Soap.”

A crackle of a joyful, “aye Cap.” Echos through the ear pieces. Behind them the compounds fences exploded, engulfing the facility in fire and rubble. The force sends the group stumbling, all of them fighting to stay on their feet as they beeline for the trucks where Soap waits.

As they round the treeline to find the Scot waiting, all five are quick to scramble into the cabs of each truck. Ghost and Gaz in one, while Price hauls Sparrow into the one with him and Soap. The Captain throws the vehicle into drive, foot pressing the pedal down hard as they take off into the night.

Soap is quick to pull Sparrow into a tight hug, pressing a hard kiss to their temple. “Glad to see you safe A ghràidh.”

Price smacks the man off of them, “don’t praise them for running off like an idiot.”

Soap scoffs, slumping back in his seat, “god forbid I’m excited they’re not hurt.”

“You can smother them after I’ve chewed them out for putting themselves at risk, right now they can sit and think about their actions.”

“You gonna lecture me sir?” Sparrow can’t hide the amusement in their voice.

Price grunts, grip on the wheel tightening, “you’re on thin ice love, and don’t call me sir.”

They chuckle, shifting in their seat to get comfortable, a soft smile on their face that doesn’t go unnoticed by the men though they choose not to comment. The drive is long and quiet, moon still high in the sky as they drive further and further from the compound.

The surrounds soon change from dense tree lines to sprawling farmland, roads made of dirt and gravel showing their disuse. The sky has begun to lighten by the time the trucks roll to a stop, surrounded by wide fields of green and fences of wood. A large farmhouse stationed before them. The 141 hop out of the cabs, moving toward the back of trucks, helping the hybrids down.

“So it was successful?” Kate walks out of the house toward them, followed by a small group of people. Price nods stepping to the side to talk to Laswell.

“Facilities destroyed, all hybrids got out thanks to Sparrow. How’d it go with the journalists?”

Kate nods, “gave copies of HyGen data to three different news outlets, the story will be running by morning. There’s enough resources here for the hybrids you brought plus one additional facility, I’m in the process of finding enough option when this one is full. Hopefully with enough push it will only need to last six months and then they can go free but we both know that’s a best case scenario.”

The captain hums, watching as the hybrids are guided toward the house, offers of food, drink and a warm bed at the ready.

“You did good work today, all of you. Get some rest and we’ll talk more in a few hours.”

With that she walks off toward the house, no doubt to ensure everything runs smoothly.

The team stands waiting for him, stances tall as though ready for further instructions. “At ease lads, recoup and we can debrief later.”

His eyes land on Sparrow, “you hang back.”

The three men offer a gentle pat on the hybrids back before making their way toward the farmhouse.

Price nods at Sparrow to follow, leading them over to a grassed mound further from the building. He sits down, patting the space beside him. The hybrid plops down next to him, legs outstretched before them as they lean back on their hands. “This when you lecture me?”

“Yep.”

Sparrow sighs, ears pinning back “I know I shouldn’t have gone off on my own, I don’t expect you to understand why-“

“You went to talk to Grensine didn’t you.” It’s a statement not a question, he’s already sure of the answer.

Sparrow shifts and nods, wiggling their feet slightly. “I just… needed closure.”

John hums, “did you get it?”

“… I think so.”

The captain watches them closely, taking in the small twitches in their expression. “You can’t put yourself in unnecessary danger like that again.”

Sparrow shrinks slightly under the scrutiny, “I’m sorry.”

“I know.” He stands, holding out a hand to them and helping them to their feet. Their eyes lock, a weight settling in the gaze. John leans forward and presses a barely there kiss to the corner of their mouth. So soft Sparrow isn’t sure they didn’t imagine it. The captain keeps their fingers entwined as they walk back to the house. They find their way to the room the rest of the team is in, a small bedroom at the rear of the house. The other men have already stripped off their gear, lying in a tangled heap of limbs on the small bed. John and Sparrow follow suit, quickly shrugging off gear before slipping into the pile, quick to be pulled into a secure embrace. Soft snores fill the room, sleep claiming them all quickly.

It seems like only moments later that Kate is knocking on the door, voice wafting into the room. “Meet by the trucks in five, we need to talk.”

The five of them groggily sit up, stumbling to grab their gear and trudge out the door. The sun is high when they step outside, warmth seeping into them. Kate is quick to talk as soon as they stand in front of her, details on the next facility to infiltrate, timelines and extraction plans. The men nod along, cataloguing the information.

Sparrow focuses to start but their attention is quickly shifted to the small group of hybrids that stands on one of the nearby hill, looking out at the open grass. Noticing their focus Simon nudges their side, “you can go join them if you want.”

Sparrow shakes their head, attention going back to Laswell, “my place is here.”

As the briefing concludes Kate pulls out her phone to make a call, heading back toward the building, voice fading.

The men all look at Sparrow, a small amount of uncertainty in their gazes.

"Are you sure you want to do this? None of us expect you to be on the front line, putting yourself at risk. You could stay here with the other hybrids where it’s safe."

Sparrow nods, "I'm sure. I need to see this through."

"Alright then," Price smiles and slings his pack over his shoulder, the other men following suit, "let’s move out."

For the first time in years, Sparrow feels hopeful.

Could you do more gecko reader x spider Simon. Like it was so peak I yearn for more like a wife who’s husband just went off to war

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Ghost has been out on an op for almost two weeks, it’s left you restless. You’ve been snapping at recruits quicker, acting rougher in sparring and spending most of your free time holed up in Simon’s quarters.

Price has pulled you up on the behaviour on three separate occasions at this point, the most notable incident when you made a recruit cry after you stared at them wide eyed and unblinking for almost a minute straight. The recruit had told Price it looked like you wanted to eat them, when the captain had asked you if that was true you’d just shrugged. Normally you’d defend yourself, explain that blinking isn’t exactly a necessity for you and sometimes you forget others find it unsettling, now you just resign to trudge back to the barracks.

You draw the curtains open in Simon’s room, flopping onto the bed and letting the sun’s rays soak into your skin. The warmth quells some of the agitation, a soothing heat that melts into your bones.

The rattle of the door handle draws your attention, Simon’s low voice coming from the hall, “you in there love?”

The moment he’s through the door you are on him. Arms and legs wrapped around him tightly determined to be as close as physically possible.

Simon lets out a startled laugh, stumbling slightly as he struggles to hold you one handed. He’s quick to drop his kit to the floor, kicking the door shut behind him and snaking both arms around your waist. He lets out a deep sigh, practically melting into you. Slipping off his boots he drops you both onto the bed, a satisfied hum escaping his throat. “Missed you.”

You stare up at him, tongue poking from your lips ever so slightly. He smiles and tilts his head to the side, a happy chirp sounding from your throat as you dart forward and latch onto the flesh of his shoulder. Both of you release a breath, bodies relaxing as the tension leaves both your frames.

You chew on the skin, not hard enough to pierce through but enough to satisfy your instincts. Simon shifts onto his back, pulling you onto of him, his palps twitching slightly at the sensation of your mouth sinking into him.

One of his hands traces down your spine, feeling the ridges of your scales. His hand pauses for a moment, feeling at something on your back. He taps your shoulder, silently asking you to sit up. Begrudgingly you shift off him, sitting next to him on the mattress. Simon tugs the hem of your shirt, “can you take this off?”

You frown in confusion but do as he asks, slipping the shirt over your head and chucking it next to the bed. Simon’s eyes move over your figure, fingers trailing along your side, “you’re heading into shed. Have you been soaking properly?”

You shift slightly, your silence a clear answer. He sighs rolling off the bed and padding into the bathroom, the sound of a bath filling up echoes into the room. “Price met me on the tarmac when I got back, told me you’d been crabby all week.”

He steps back into the bedroom, arms crossed, brow pinched. You shrink slightly under the gaze, “… I missed you.”

“And I missed you too, but that’s not an excuse to forget to take care of yourself.”

He pulls you to your feet, wrapping his arms around your waist and nuzzling at the side of your head. “Is it true you made a recruit cry.”

You lean into him, nodding slightly. He chuckles and shakes his head, guiding you along toward the bathroom. The warm steam filling the room offers instant relief, soothing the ache in your skin you’d been almost unaware of until now. He helps you strip off, holding your hand firmly as you lower into the warm water before slipping off his gear and sliding in behind you. He pulls you toward him, to lay your back against his chest. His hands massage over the driest parts of your skin, the water coaxing the shed to loosen. You hum, absentmindedly trailing a hand over one his long legs, feeling over the smoothness of his exoskeleton.

He nips at the side of your neck lightly, fangs pinching ever so slightly. “You know I’ve been meaning to ask you something.”

You mean you head back on his shoulder, eyes closed, “mhm what’s that.”

“I know we’ve only been together for a pretty short amount of time so far but…. Would you do me the honour of eating me when I die?”

You’re spinning in the bath to face him in an instant, water splashing over the sides, “are you serious?”

He smiles and nods, reaching a hand out to cup your jaw, “there’s no one else I’d want to give myself to.”

You let out a giddy laugh, surging forward to kiss him, both of you slipping into the bath in a messy embrace. Elbows and knees clunking on the acrylic.

You smile at him brightly, voice sincere, “Of course I will.”

You both stay wrapped in each other’s embrace until the water grows cold, even then not making any move to get out of the tub. Simon can’t help but shiver as you describe what parts you’ll eat first, palps twitching again at the urge to get you back in bed. He’ll go to Price in the morning to update his will, the captain no doubt will be disgusted by the request. But for now he’ll stay here, fantasising about the way you’ll one day rip him apart.

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Wrote this is 30 minutes while being destroyed with period cramps, if it’s incoherent do not mention it

Cold Hard Truths

Snow Leopard Hybrid x non-hybrid t141

Part 14 - The Great Divide 2.7k words

Sparrow spends four days in the infirmary before the doctors finally discharged them. The 141 had spent turns keeping them company, making sure one of them was always there in case they needed anything.

It was Johnny who was around when they were being discharged, bouncing slightly on his feet in the doorway as he waits to escort them to one of the bedrooms in the barracks. Sparrow look's significantly brighter than they did days prior, a healthy glow back in their cheeks, though the still move in a sluggish manner, steps a bit heavier.

Johnny offers a bright smile and an arm to steady them, falling in step side by side.

"How you feeling A ghràidh?"

They let out a puff through their nose, shrugging slightly. Sparrow seems more interested in staring down the hall than a conversation. The walk is slow, Johnny making sure to stay at a pace comfortable for them, watching their movements closely for any sign they falter. The base is quiet, barracks practically empty as any staff are off doing their work for the day. Sparrow draws to a stop in front of a door, 'crip room' printed across it.

"Something wrong?"

The hybrid nods to the door, "this is me right?"

Johnny let's a startled laugh, shaking his head. "Why would you think we would make you sleep in there? It's a glorified closet."

".... That's where I slept when I first got here."

His heart stutters, realisation hitting him hard. It seems so long ago, he'd forgotten the way the team had treated Sparrow to start. His voice is soft, apologetic. "You'll stay in one of the rooms closer to the rest of us, somewhere comfortable."

He gently guides them along, turning round a corner to a short hall lined with three doors on either side.

"Here."

He opens on the doors and gestures for them to go inside, "this is yours."

Sparrow tentatively steps closer, peering into the room. It's a considerable upgrade from the crib room, a double bed, view outside, as well as a built in wardrobe and desk.

"It's... spacious."

Johnny smiles and nods, missing the way sparrows tail flicks low. "My room is the one directly across from you, John is at the end, Simon to left of you and Kyle to the right."

He points out the other doors before glancing back the way they'd came. "I have a couple tasks John asked me to get done before the meeting this afternoon, will you be alright here for a little while? You can always watch tv in the common room if you get bored."

Sparrow offers a small nod, shifting from foot to foot, "yeah that's- I'll be fine."

Johnny gives them one last bright smile and brief kiss to their temple before dashing off, disappearing around the corner. The hybrid stays standing in the open doorway, chewing their lip as they take in the room. They slowly enter, letting the door fall shut behind them.

The day seems to fly by for the 141, the four of them gathered in the briefing room along with Kate in what feels like a few minutes although it’s been several hours.

“Alright, the hybrid division is due to arrive tomorrow to collect Sparrow. It’s time we all have a talk.” Kate folds her hands together on the table, sharp gaze fixed on the four me.

“Are you going to explain why you sent them with us in the first place?”

Kate nods, flipping open a file next to her and sliding it towards the men. “This is all the data I collected on HyGen in the last six months. As you can see it’s quite minimal.”

John flicks through the pages before looking back to Kate as she continues.

“To the public eye, HyGen operates in a relatively ethical manner. That’s because their main research facilities actually operate under a different entity, a Russian company called Stem Labs. Technically Stem Labs is listed as an animal based medical research facility. Since Russia has such loose regulations around animal rights the facilities aren’t monitored.”

She shifts in her seat slightly, brow pinching as she talks. “I had suspicions that the facility I sent you to was linked to HyGen but I didn’t know for certain.”

“Why didn’t you tell us?”

Kate sighs, “since we have a hybrid program, technically HyGen is a partner of the military. If word got out that I had knowingly sent you to raid a HyGen facility, the repercussions would have been severe.”

John taps his fingers on the table, lips pursed. “…. What about Sparrow? What was the goal sending them with us.”

“You needed a guide, that wasn’t a lie…. But I also needed you all to be exposed to the realities of what is happening to these hybrids.”

John frowns, jaw ticking once, “you couldn’t have just told us? You had to put Sparrow through going back there?”

“Firstly I was unaware that was the specific facility they had come from, there an over 15 different Stem Labs sites it was just unlucky it ended up that way. Secondly…. I needed to give you a reason to say yes to what I’m about to ask you.”

“Ask us what Kate.”

“I want you to take down HyGen.”

The men are sitting up straight in their chairs, attention locked in her words. “This is a big ask, you would be jeopardising your careers, the taskforce… it’s a big risk if you did this.”

“So Sparrow was leverage,” John lets out a scoff, clenching his hands together tightly.

Kate blinks once, voice neutral, “yes. I needed to give you a reason to agree.”

“You don’t sound remotely apologetic.”

“I’m not. I know you might not understand now, but you will realise it was necessary.”

John slams his hand on the table, voice loud, “necessary my ass!”

“John-“

“No! You didn’t see what happened when we got there, the fear Sparrow had being back there. They- they haven’t been the same since we got back.”

Kate studies him, taking in the tension in his jaw, the furrow of his brow, the way he grips the arm of his chair, the way the other three men reflect the same expression. “You all hold affection for them.”

Disagreement is quick to fall from all of their mouths, exclamations of, “no we don’t-“ “they’re a friend-“ “it’s not like that-“

Kate holds up her hand for silence, the men falling quite quickly. “I don’t care for an excuse or an explanation, we have pressing matters to discuss. Can one of you go get Sparrow, they should be apart of this.”

Simon is quick to stand, out of the room before anyone else can speak up. The door slams shut behind him, his steps heavy as he stalks down the hall quickly. When he reaches their door he lets out a breath he didn’t know he was holding, trying to dispel some of the frustration before knocking on the door. He raps his knuckles softly on the wood, voice surprisingly gentle as he calls out. “Sparrow? Can I come in?”

He’s met with silence, frowning he knocks louder. “Sparrow? You in there?”

He pushes the door open slowly, searching the room for any sign of the hybrid. The bed looks untouched, much like the rest of the room, a pang of worry hits his chest. Have they run off again?

Just as he turns to leave and search elsewhere a glint of grey catches his eyes. He crouches down getting on his hands and knees to look under the bed.

“You hiding?”

Sparrows wide eyes meet his, instinctively the push further back away from him. Simon takes in their expression, slowly he lays flat next to the bed, not moving any closer, just staying still. “You’re not gonna come out if I ask are you.”

The hybrid watches him intently, tension in them easing ever so slightly at his soft voice. They shake their head once.

“Can I join you?”

They hesitate, eyes widening slightly at the question. Their gaze studies him, like they’re assessing if he’s a threat or not. Slowly they slide over, allowing him space next to them. Simon moves carefully to shuffle next to them. He lays in silence for a few moments, watching Sparrow carefully. He turns his head to look up at the mattress above them, hands folded over his stomach.

“You know I used to do this too, when I was a kid. Feels like the world can’t touch you under here.”

He can feel when Sparrow looks at him, the gaze warm on his cheek. He turns to meet their eyes, voice a whisper when he talks. “Is that why you do it? To hide away from everything?”

They nod slightly. Simon hums, tentatively he moves his hand toward them, holding it out in a silent offer. Sparrows gaze flicks to his hand, then back to his face. Slowly they slip their hand into his, fingers intertwining.

“I know you want to stay under here, but we do need to go talk to the others. It’s important you’re there.”

The grip on his hand tightens, Simon rubs the back of their hand with his thumb. “It will just be the team and Kate, you’ll be safe. I can stay next to you the whole time if you want.”

Sparrow lets out a low breath, nodding stiffly. Simon carefully slides out from under the bed, guiding the hybrid along with him. He keeps their hands joined as they walk toward the briefing room, squeezing lightly periodically when he hears their breath hitch slightly. He pushes the door to the briefing room open, loud voices bleeding out into the hall immediately, clearly an argument happening. Sparrow’s eyes widen, pulling backwards away from the noise.

“Hey,” Simon steps closer, free hand reaching to cup their cheek. “You’re safe, I’m with you okay.”

Their eyes are slightly unfocused when they meet his, but they offer a small nod anyway, letting Simon lead them into the room. The yelling immediately dies down, all eyes on Sparrow as Simon pulls out a chair for them.

John takes the seat next to them, offering a gentle smile, "how are you doing love?"

The hybrid shrugs, fiddling with the hem of their shirt slightly, "can we just have this talk quickly, I'm tired."

John's smile tightens slightly, "Of course."

Simon slides in the seat next to Kyle, nudging him with his elbow, "what were you all shouting about?"

"... we all have differing opinions on how we handle Grensine's arrival tomorrow. Johnny want's to shoot the bloke, I personally think that's a stupid idea that will get us all court martialled and John's been shutting down any other option one of us comes up with."

"Option for what exactly," Sparrow's voice is steadier than it's been in days, their attention suddenly zeroed in on the conversation.

Johnny is quick to answer, pride seeping into his words, "on how we prevent Grensine from taking you back tomorrow."

The hybrid frowns, tail lashing behind them, "I never asked you to do that."

"Well ya' didn't have to, of course we are gonna keep you safe-"

"Why the fuck would you assume I want to stay here?"

The room falls silent at their sharp tone. None of them sure how to respond. John clenches his jaw, drumming his fingers on the table once before speaking. "You want to go back?"

They blow a puff of air from their nose, shifting in agitation, "I never said that."

"Okay so then what's the issue, we are offering to help get you away from all of the shit you've been through. We're working on a plan to eliminate HyGen-"

"Eliminate Hy- are you all fucking insane?! Do you understand how dangerous that is? You would be putting you careers, your lives at risk!"

"What exactly are you expecting from us?! You think we’d be able to live with ourselves if we made the decision to let you go back?”

“Well it’s not your call to make is it.” The words are sharp, cutting, meant to draw a reaction and they certainly achieve their goal.

John is on his feet in an instant, chair clattering to the floor behind him at the force. "Why are you so against us helping you?!"

"Because I don’t want it! You’re offering to make me a soldier, why the fuck would you think I would want that?!"

John runs a hand through his hair, “That's not at all- We just thought-”

“You thought about what the best outcome for you is. Not me. This whole goddamn conversation is about what you guys want.”

The 141 can't deny the truth to their words, stunned silent with the reality of the situation.

Simon speaks up, voice hesitant, “Sparrow that’s not…. We want you to stay, we are offering for you to stay, we aren't expecting you to be out in the field with us fighting.”

“As what a glorified pet?” Their ears are pinned flat against their skull, tail flicking back and forth with vigour.

“No of course not!”

They scoff, “You think I have any interest in trading one prison for another?”

“You really think that’s what we are offering? That we’ll keep you captive?” Simon's voice is rough, emotions he so normally hides clear on his face.

“Well would I be able to do what I want? Could I leave the base to go shopping or out for lunch? Can I head to a pub or on a holiday? Can you give me any of those freedoms?!”

He open's and shuts his mouth, expression pained. "Please just- we want to help you."

"Why?!"

No one answers, the words on all of their tongues but their denial is a rope around their throat keeping any voice from speaking.

"Why?" Sparrow's voice is quiet, the heat quick to quell as they take in the teams features.

"Does there have to be a reason?" Kyle murmurs.

"There's always a reason, people never do anything without a motive, something to gain. Nothing is given without the belief something will be gained in return."

Johnny frowns shaking his head, "you know that's not true. What about on the mission? You hunted for us, kept me entertained, kept us warm. What motive did you have for all that?"

Sparrow stiffens, hands clenching at their sides, "that's different."

"How so?"

"I was just... trying to be kind."

He nods, "so can we not extend that back?"

"This is different, I wasn't risking anything by doing those things, you would be risking everything you have."

Kyle speaks up, "The only reason it wasn't a risk for you is because you had nothing left to lose."

The words hit sparrow sharp in the chest, throat tightening quickly.

John's hand finds their shoulder, gently guiding them back into their seat. He runs a hand over their head, rubbing the back of their neck lightly, "why are you really against us helping you?"

"I..." Their eyes burn, the fix their gaze on their own hands, clenching and unclenching them in their lap. "I'm nothing like I used to be."

"Before HyGen?"

They nod, picking at one of their nails, "I don't really recognise myself anymore."

John mulls over their words, trying to find a way to comfort them. "You're aloud to change, you have no obligation to be the same person forever. You're aloud to grow."

"Grow? Grow into what? A monster?!"

He frowns, "is that really what you think of yourself?"

"I've hurt so many people. I- what I did back at the facility-" Their voice shakes.

John's hand moves to their jaw, guiding them to look at him. "You should never feel guilty about defending yourself."

Sparrow let's out a choked sob, tears quick to pool.

"I've scrubbed my hands clean so many times but every time I look at them they're still red. I can't- I can't get rid of it."

John pulls them into a tight hug, letting them bury their head in his shoulder. The other men are quick to gather, placing a reassuring hand on Sparrow's back.

The hybrid speaks again, voice muffled by John's shirt, "I want to hurt them. I want them to suffer like I did. Even though I know it's wrong, even though it goes against everything I stand for.... Does that make me a bad person?"

John lets out a sigh, holding them tighter, "No, it makes you human."

Happy Holidays everyone!

I have been crazy busy the past couple days so this is coming out a bit later in the day then normal. I'm still hoping to finish this series before Jan but I also don't want to rush the last parts so I may hold off on posting if they aren't quite where I want them, rest assured the delay would only be a day or two nothing crazy

Cold Hard Truths

Snow Leopard Hybrid x non-hybrid t141

Part 14 - The Great Divide 2.7k words

Sparrow spends four days in the infirmary before the doctors finally discharged them. The 141 had spent turns keeping them company, making sure one of them was always there in case they needed anything.

It was Johnny who was around when they were being discharged, bouncing slightly on his feet in the doorway as he waits to escort them to one of the bedrooms in the barracks. Sparrow look's significantly brighter than they did days prior, a healthy glow back in their cheeks, though the still move in a sluggish manner, steps a bit heavier.

Johnny offers a bright smile and an arm to steady them, falling in step side by side.

"How you feeling A ghràidh?"

They let out a puff through their nose, shrugging slightly. Sparrow seems more interested in staring down the hall than a conversation. The walk is slow, Johnny making sure to stay at a pace comfortable for them, watching their movements closely for any sign they falter. The base is quiet, barracks practically empty as any staff are off doing their work for the day. Sparrow draws to a stop in front of a door, 'crip room' printed across it.

"Something wrong?"

The hybrid nods to the door, "this is me right?"

Johnny let's a startled laugh, shaking his head. "Why would you think we would make you sleep in there? It's a glorified closet."

".... That's where I slept when I first got here."

His heart stutters, realisation hitting him hard. It seems so long ago, he'd forgotten the way the team had treated Sparrow to start. His voice is soft, apologetic. "You'll stay in one of the rooms closer to the rest of us, somewhere comfortable."

He gently guides them along, turning round a corner to a short hall lined with three doors on either side.

"Here."

He opens on the doors and gestures for them to go inside, "this is yours."

Sparrow tentatively steps closer, peering into the room. It's a considerable upgrade from the crib room, a double bed, view outside, as well as a built in wardrobe and desk.

"It's... spacious."

Johnny smiles and nods, missing the way sparrows tail flicks low. "My room is the one directly across from you, John is at the end, Simon to left of you and Kyle to the right."

He points out the other doors before glancing back the way they'd came. "I have a couple tasks John asked me to get done before the meeting this afternoon, will you be alright here for a little while? You can always watch tv in the common room if you get bored."

Sparrow offers a small nod, shifting from foot to foot, "yeah that's- I'll be fine."

Johnny gives them one last bright smile and brief kiss to their temple before dashing off, disappearing around the corner. The hybrid stays standing in the open doorway, chewing their lip as they take in the room. They slowly enter, letting the door fall shut behind them.

The day seems to fly by for the 141, the four of them gathered in the briefing room along with Kate in what feels like a few minutes although it’s been several hours.

“Alright, the hybrid division is due to arrive tomorrow to collect Sparrow. It’s time we all have a talk.” Kate folds her hands together on the table, sharp gaze fixed on the four me.

“Are you going to explain why you sent them with us in the first place?”

Kate nods, flipping open a file next to her and sliding it towards the men. “This is all the data I collected on HyGen in the last six months. As you can see it’s quite minimal.”

John flicks through the pages before looking back to Kate as she continues.

“To the public eye, HyGen operates in a relatively ethical manner. That’s because their main research facilities actually operate under a different entity, a Russian company called Stem Labs. Technically Stem Labs is listed as an animal based medical research facility. Since Russia has such loose regulations around animal rights the facilities aren’t monitored.”

She shifts in her seat slightly, brow pinching as she talks. “I had suspicions that the facility I sent you to was linked to HyGen but I didn’t know for certain.”

“Why didn’t you tell us?”

Kate sighs, “since we have a hybrid program, technically HyGen is a partner of the military. If word got out that I had knowingly sent you to raid a HyGen facility, the repercussions would have been severe.”

John taps his fingers on the table, lips pursed. “…. What about Sparrow? What was the goal sending them with us.”

“You needed a guide, that wasn’t a lie…. But I also needed you all to be exposed to the realities of what is happening to these hybrids.”

John frowns, jaw ticking once, “you couldn’t have just told us? You had to put Sparrow through going back there?”

“Firstly I was unaware that was the specific facility they had come from, there an over 15 different Stem Labs sites it was just unlucky it ended up that way. Secondly…. I needed to give you a reason to say yes to what I’m about to ask you.”

“Ask us what Kate.”

“I want you to take down HyGen.”

The men are sitting up straight in their chairs, attention locked in her words. “This is a big ask, you would be jeopardising your careers, the taskforce… it’s a big risk if you did this.”

“So Sparrow was leverage,” John lets out a scoff, clenching his hands together tightly.

Kate blinks once, voice neutral, “yes. I needed to give you a reason to agree.”

“You don’t sound remotely apologetic.”

“I’m not. I know you might not understand now, but you will realise it was necessary.”

John slams his hand on the table, voice loud, “necessary my ass!”

“John-“

“No! You didn’t see what happened when we got there, the fear Sparrow had being back there. They- they haven’t been the same since we got back.”

Kate studies him, taking in the tension in his jaw, the furrow of his brow, the way he grips the arm of his chair, the way the other three men reflect the same expression. “You all hold affection for them.”

Disagreement is quick to fall from all of their mouths, exclamations of, “no we don’t-“ “they’re a friend-“ “it’s not like that-“

Kate holds up her hand for silence, the men falling quite quickly. “I don’t care for an excuse or an explanation, we have pressing matters to discuss. Can one of you go get Sparrow, they should be apart of this.”

Simon is quick to stand, out of the room before anyone else can speak up. The door slams shut behind him, his steps heavy as he stalks down the hall quickly. When he reaches their door he lets out a breath he didn’t know he was holding, trying to dispel some of the frustration before knocking on the door. He raps his knuckles softly on the wood, voice surprisingly gentle as he calls out. “Sparrow? Can I come in?”

He’s met with silence, frowning he knocks louder. “Sparrow? You in there?”

He pushes the door open slowly, searching the room for any sign of the hybrid. The bed looks untouched, much like the rest of the room, a pang of worry hits his chest. Have they run off again?

Just as he turns to leave and search elsewhere a glint of grey catches his eyes. He crouches down getting on his hands and knees to look under the bed.

“You hiding?”

Sparrows wide eyes meet his, instinctively the push further back away from him. Simon takes in their expression, slowly he lays flat next to the bed, not moving any closer, just staying still. “You’re not gonna come out if I ask are you.”

The hybrid watches him intently, tension in them easing ever so slightly at his soft voice. They shake their head once.

“Can I join you?”

They hesitate, eyes widening slightly at the question. Their gaze studies him, like they’re assessing if he’s a threat or not. Slowly they slide over, allowing him space next to them. Simon moves carefully to shuffle next to them. He lays in silence for a few moments, watching Sparrow carefully. He turns his head to look up at the mattress above them, hands folded over his stomach.

“You know I used to do this too, when I was a kid. Feels like the world can’t touch you under here.”

He can feel when Sparrow looks at him, the gaze warm on his cheek. He turns to meet their eyes, voice a whisper when he talks. “Is that why you do it? To hide away from everything?”

They nod slightly. Simon hums, tentatively he moves his hand toward them, holding it out in a silent offer. Sparrows gaze flicks to his hand, then back to his face. Slowly they slip their hand into his, fingers intertwining.

“I know you want to stay under here, but we do need to go talk to the others. It’s important you’re there.”

The grip on his hand tightens, Simon rubs the back of their hand with his thumb. “It will just be the team and Kate, you’ll be safe. I can stay next to you the whole time if you want.”

Sparrow lets out a low breath, nodding stiffly. Simon carefully slides out from under the bed, guiding the hybrid along with him. He keeps their hands joined as they walk toward the briefing room, squeezing lightly periodically when he hears their breath hitch slightly. He pushes the door to the briefing room open, loud voices bleeding out into the hall immediately, clearly an argument happening. Sparrow’s eyes widen, pulling backwards away from the noise.

“Hey,” Simon steps closer, free hand reaching to cup their cheek. “You’re safe, I’m with you okay.”

Their eyes are slightly unfocused when they meet his, but they offer a small nod anyway, letting Simon lead them into the room. The yelling immediately dies down, all eyes on Sparrow as Simon pulls out a chair for them.

John takes the seat next to them, offering a gentle smile, "how are you doing love?"

The hybrid shrugs, fiddling with the hem of their shirt slightly, "can we just have this talk quickly, I'm tired."

John's smile tightens slightly, "Of course."

Simon slides in the seat next to Kyle, nudging him with his elbow, "what were you all shouting about?"

"... we all have differing opinions on how we handle Grensine's arrival tomorrow. Johnny want's to shoot the bloke, I personally think that's a stupid idea that will get us all court martialled and John's been shutting down any other option one of us comes up with."

"Option for what exactly," Sparrow's voice is steadier than it's been in days, their attention suddenly zeroed in on the conversation.

Johnny is quick to answer, pride seeping into his words, "on how we prevent Grensine from taking you back tomorrow."

The hybrid frowns, tail lashing behind them, "I never asked you to do that."

"Well ya' didn't have to, of course we are gonna keep you safe-"

"Why the fuck would you assume I want to stay here?"

The room falls silent at their sharp tone. None of them sure how to respond. John clenches his jaw, drumming his fingers on the table once before speaking. "You want to go back?"

They blow a puff of air from their nose, shifting in agitation, "I never said that."

"Okay so then what's the issue, we are offering to help get you away from all of the shit you've been through. We're working on a plan to eliminate HyGen-"

"Eliminate Hy- are you all fucking insane?! Do you understand how dangerous that is? You would be putting you careers, your lives at risk!"

"What exactly are you expecting from us?! You think we’d be able to live with ourselves if we made the decision to let you go back?”

“Well it’s not your call to make is it.” The words are sharp, cutting, meant to draw a reaction and they certainly achieve their goal.

John is on his feet in an instant, chair clattering to the floor behind him at the force. "Why are you so against us helping you?!"

"Because I don’t want it! You’re offering to make me a soldier, why the fuck would you think I would want that?!"

John runs a hand through his hair, “That's not at all- We just thought-”

“You thought about what the best outcome for you is. Not me. This whole goddamn conversation is about what you guys want.”

The 141 can't deny the truth to their words, stunned silent with the reality of the situation.

Simon speaks up, voice hesitant, “Sparrow that’s not…. We want you to stay, we are offering for you to stay, we aren't expecting you to be out in the field with us fighting.”

“As what a glorified pet?” Their ears are pinned flat against their skull, tail flicking back and forth with vigour.

“No of course not!”

They scoff, “You think I have any interest in trading one prison for another?”

“You really think that’s what we are offering? That we’ll keep you captive?” Simon's voice is rough, emotions he so normally hides clear on his face.

“Well would I be able to do what I want? Could I leave the base to go shopping or out for lunch? Can I head to a pub or on a holiday? Can you give me any of those freedoms?!”

He open's and shuts his mouth, expression pained. "Please just- we want to help you."

"Why?!"

No one answers, the words on all of their tongues but their denial is a rope around their throat keeping any voice from speaking.

"Why?" Sparrow's voice is quiet, the heat quick to quell as they take in the teams features.

"Does there have to be a reason?" Kyle murmurs.

"There's always a reason, people never do anything without a motive, something to gain. Nothing is given without the belief something will be gained in return."

Johnny frowns shaking his head, "you know that's not true. What about on the mission? You hunted for us, kept me entertained, kept us warm. What motive did you have for all that?"

Sparrow stiffens, hands clenching at their sides, "that's different."

"How so?"

"I was just... trying to be kind."

He nods, "so can we not extend that back?"

"This is different, I wasn't risking anything by doing those things, you would be risking everything you have."

Kyle speaks up, "The only reason it wasn't a risk for you is because you had nothing left to lose."

The words hit sparrow sharp in the chest, throat tightening quickly.

John's hand finds their shoulder, gently guiding them back into their seat. He runs a hand over their head, rubbing the back of their neck lightly, "why are you really against us helping you?"

"I..." Their eyes burn, the fix their gaze on their own hands, clenching and unclenching them in their lap. "I'm nothing like I used to be."

"Before HyGen?"

They nod, picking at one of their nails, "I don't really recognise myself anymore."

John mulls over their words, trying to find a way to comfort them. "You're aloud to change, you have no obligation to be the same person forever. You're aloud to grow."

"Grow? Grow into what? A monster?!"

He frowns, "is that really what you think of yourself?"

"I've hurt so many people. I- what I did back at the facility-" Their voice shakes.

John's hand moves to their jaw, guiding them to look at him. "You should never feel guilty about defending yourself."

Sparrow let's out a choked sob, tears quick to pool.

"I've scrubbed my hands clean so many times but every time I look at them they're still red. I can't- I can't get rid of it."

John pulls them into a tight hug, letting them bury their head in his shoulder. The other men are quick to gather, placing a reassuring hand on Sparrow's back.

The hybrid speaks again, voice muffled by John's shirt, "I want to hurt them. I want them to suffer like I did. Even though I know it's wrong, even though it goes against everything I stand for.... Does that make me a bad person?"

John lets out a sigh, holding them tighter, "No, it makes you human."

Happy Holidays everyone!

I have been crazy busy the past couple days so this is coming out a bit later in the day then normal. I'm still hoping to finish this series before Jan but I also don't want to rush the last parts so I may hold off on posting if they aren't quite where I want them, rest assured the delay would only be a day or two nothing crazy

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