Okay. Long story short, I found out that a large server was actively running a hate campaign against me. Among other things, a server mod and very popular fic author who said that she understood what I was getting at and largely agreed with me posted private conversations in a massive callout document, shared it in the server, falsely accused me of posting anon hate, and tried to use her influence to get me blacklisted. This happened, at the end of the day, because I follow a "don't like don't read" policy, draw boundaries, and don't accept insulting comments disgused as concrit from strangers. And, most importantly, because she disliked me personally.
I don't have any fucking words for how bad of an effect this has had on me. I have a history of being cyberstalked in a way that was actively dangerous. You cannot fathom how horrible it was to know that some group is targeting you but not knowing who or why after that. So. Here's what we're doing.
I love the stories I was working on and still have a lot of muse for Hazbin, but I can't touch this fucking fandom anymore outside of very private bubbles. So.
Anonymous asks have been turned off.
All of my fics are being moved onto anonymous. If I continue any of them, they will remain anonymous. Anyone who wants to find my stuff can hunt for it.
All future fics will be posted anonymously. Even if I continue writing, Museflight as a presence is gone.
Chainsaw Man fics are also going anon for the sake of being thorough. If there's a CSM fic of mine that you want to be able to easily access, this is your warning to bookmark.
Congratulations to the fucking First Man Collective. You won.
Boosting for visibility and for anyone who might ask. Fandom spaces can be so toxic, and it sucks to see people being driven out by malicious and sustained bullying.
I wish you all the best, Muse.














