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Hi! I don't have a name yet, still deciding. I haven't had actual friends I can be honest with about who I am and how I exist my whole life so I'm starting fresh on the internet again. I am autistic and speak odd sometimes, and also am a system, we don't really differentiate ourselves publicly because it makes us anxious. Bodily/chrono adult. Any pronouns. Severe chronic pain which melts my brain frequently. Polyamorous relationship anarchist.

My favorite animal is the red siphonophore (Marrus claudanielis) and I dream of seeing one up close. I love eating a ton and being fat, genuinely one of my favorite hobbies:)! I also love weed and psychedelics, stained or colored glass, leather, and ceramic sculptures. My dream is to become a body modification artist specializing in species affirming and transhumanist mods, I'm currently working in operating rooms assisting surgeons and I will eventually do a piercing apprenticeship to accomplish this. Right now the only mods I've done (stick and pokes, scarification, play piercings) have been on myself to build my skills!

Types (in no particular order):

siphonophore, canine (coyote maybe?), domestic cat, chipmunk, spotted hyena, tiger, early homo sapiens or hominin cladotherian, some kind of insect (maybe a cricket or grasshopper)

Interests:

- biology, zoology, paleontology, archaeology

- therianthropy, alterhumanity, transhumanism, species transition

- body modification especially piercings, tattoos, subdermal implants, plastic surgery that doesn't reinforce societal norms, and nontraditional or unique body mods (currently I'm really interested in magnetic or RFID implants)

- kinks and fetishes of all varieties including ones I'm not into personally

I block: blank blogs that interact with me, twerfs, exclusionists, zionists, capitalists, people who weaponize their disgust against others, mens rights activists/reverse racism believers/etc, if I am on your dni and you interact with me*

opinions under cut :D

* TLDR: I am pro-para, contact complex, pro-endo, pro-transID and pro-radqueer (kinda)

rowlet makes me uncomfortable because it looks like it should be fluffy and squish the feathers down when you grab it like a real owl but instead it is Hard Cube. I understand that it's for animation reasons but I don't like it

(extremely lonely guy voice) yeah haha I've just been getting really into reading the reviews of therian gear I don't even want just to see them wearing gear and being happy