All I can think about is Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov. The way they yearn for each other is so beautiful. The way their eyes follow the other. The way they hold each other. The way they kiss so softly. The way they exist in each others space. The way they smile at each other. The way they banter with each other. The way they can be themselves more and more with each other especially towards the end. The way they are together is just so beautiful.
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yuna having to leave the house and take a moment for herself after realizing her son, her baby, was in love and she didn't even see it. her son, who she knows, who she's followed through every trial and triumph hockey has given them, who she is proud of without limit and loves so much, was hiding this secret from them cause he was scared. that their plan is to just keep it a secret, for years. how many years. it breaks her heart. never was it ever about shane or shane with ilya but that this is something shane was going through alone and that he had wanted to tell them and he was scared to. that he was apologizing because he tried, he tried to be something else, but she never wanted him to be something else. she's devastated because he thought he had to be.
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i think a very important part of shane hollander is that he never talks things out out loud, he figures them out fully in his head and THEN he will share, in tampa shane only approaches ilya when he has fully thought out his side of things, at the cottage shane only wakes ilya up to tell him the plan when he has every detail straightened out, he’s a very “just right” kind of guy, and like every single detail!! he’s not like “okay maybe you could play here or here and maybe we start like a thing together” NO! “ottawa. charity.”
and he gets visibly upset and unsettled when somebody tries to coax problems out of him before he has already essentially solved them, like when ilya suggests they hook up in montreal, when hayden brings up lily, when ilya tries to get them acting like a couple in boston, and when rose basically talks him into coming out
he freaks out at the fact that he can’t control every piece in the interaction and he feels he can’t sufficiently discuss these things out loud when he doesn’t have a grip on them himself
he never takes his problems anywhere, or to anyone and he’s very secretive about his interiority (and this isn’t just an ilya thing, he doesn’t have anyone he does this with)
and thats why its so special when david walks in on them that for once shane is actually forced to plan out loud and have somebody elses input and support into how he’s going to approach a situation that he’s not actually ready for
(and i think this is very important to bear in mind going into the long game, shane is a fixer not a talker, he doesn’t want to talk about problems until he already has a solution to them)
(and and because it always comes down to the fucking im sorry its also why he likes submitting to ilya, its all about giving up not only the control he has to exact over his life and material reality but also the control he experiences in his mind literally all the time)
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THE edit by @sosaneitsinsane
When leaving the cottage all Shane could think was," I did it I came out to two more people."Granted he was a little upset that they weren't the first people he told. But also so glad he took his time to reveal it to the people who raised him. He was honestly so content with how his coming out came to be for these four people who love and care about him. He looked to Ilya and could only beam at him. He leaned and kissed him before looking back at the rode.
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“Act like you fell out of the book.” 😂
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When I think about Heated Rivalry the first thing that comes to mind isn't the sex. It's all the little emotions we see in Shane and Ilyas eyes. When I watch movies and tv shows I like to watch their eyes. I like to see their expressions that are etched into them. As the show progress we see both of their eyes start to soften up more and more. I watched the show all in one night. I haven't read the books yet but the way that Hudson and Connor capture everything about these characters is so beautiful and we definitely see it in their eyes.
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His eyes were glowing as he stared at me, they weren't their usual alpha red. Instead they seemed to be dark like a red whine. The way he stared made me feel as if he was seeing my soul.
I couldn't help but feel embarrassed and insecure. It was like him watching me made me want to curl into a ball. I never wanted to leave my safe space.
My eyes were bleeding alpha red the moment I saw him with someone else. The way their hand was wrapped around his wait. The waist that had my finger bruises and the hickys I left. The ones that would still be there for another week.
"Derek what are you doing here?" i tried to stay calm as I spoke. I didn't want him to see through me.
"It's Saturday I pick you up on Saturdays." My teeth were clenched so tight. All I could see was someone holding what was mine
I looked down to see what Derek was looking at and realized my friend Jordan had his hand on me. I tried to step away but Jordan held on tighter.
"Let me go please, I knew that even if I whispered Derek would still hear me. He had to know I was trying.
"Yeah fat chance this guy looks like a damn lunatic."
I could see it in Derek's eyes that he was ready to pounce and make Jordan submit to him.
This is literally all I came up with.This is my first like officially writing of any sort of fanfiction.😭 Hope it seemed interesting!!!
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Rewatching supernatural and remembered Dean is such a b-word to Cas. Like bro is always helping you and being there for you and how do you repay him by being a dick. Like seriously especially in the more earlier seasons of Cas. Like ugh my baby in a trench coat is just trying to be your angel HUSBAND and all you wanna do is hurt him.
But then he's all about him. He's always like Cas would never betray us. Cas is awesome and he's my best friend. And he'll look at him like he's everything to him. He'll have these talks with and make sure he knows that he's family. And Dean will be so distraught over Cas. And Cas will also be distraught over anything he. Dean would do anything for Cas because he's family.
But at the same time they both drive me crazy with how much they hate each other yet wanna do dirty things to each other. So yeah I don't know thanks for coming to my Ted talk...
