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NERV

@nervarts

✧⁠*Mixed media artist || Writer || Currently working on a graphic novel || 29🌸 || Cat mother✧⁠* ||Weekly posts||

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Hey everyone! I did not expect to not post for two months, but I am back! I have officially graduated from my master's degree last month and went on vacation afterwards. I got sick during, but I had a blast (so much that I miss it). Furthermore, I am back to being healthy!

Anyway, I am opening commissions!! I decided not to do it on Ko-fi because I wanted a little more flexibility in this (I am not sure how commissions function over there).

I hope the information provided on the sheets are clear. If you're interested or have any questions, please reach out through DM! Spreading the word is heavily appreciated!

Gigi

This is a commission piece for an anonymous user. The character (they're the same person) is Gigi from the game, "Dandy's World." I never played or heard of it, but she sounds like a sweetie, and her twisted version is kind of sick! 🔥🔥 I finished it literally in New Year. The holidays aren't over here in PR 💃🏽🌲 It's no longer Christmas once SanSe is over. Just in case, SanSe or "Las fiestas de la Calle San Sebastián" is a 4-day traditional celebration in Old San Juan at a specific street where people party, dance to bomba and plena, there's like a sort of a cultural parade and there are LOTS of artisans selling. Thousands of people go there every year— and for context, the street is very small. So it gets extremely crowded. Nights are very crazy. Anyway, I am going on a side tangent. 😅

It was quite an interesting commission. I've never drawn characters based on objects or that they have a more cartoony art style compared to my own, which is a weird blend of anime and semi-realism. I know this is an unusual artwork from what I do, but it was fun to do. Especially with markers, Ohuhus are neat to use!

I am still open for commission if anyone is interested! :D

Or if you want to support me in some other way, you can donate on my Ko-fi page or visit my shop!

Of course, interactions help a lot! Regardless, I hope you like it! 💕

Imagine being called worthless by your boss because you only work part time and the full timers are the "spine" of the company. Meanwhile, there are only 1-2 full timers, the rest are part timers. But that's okay because "We're all family!"

Just in case: there is no HR.

So story time that has left me thinking:

Around Sunday, I was sorting through books at work. Because my job involves vetting books to make sure they don't have explicit content, don't have black spots on top of the paper, or are too old, wrinkled or wet to then take them to the bookshelves. All books are donations we get, so they need to get that quality check. The arts and crafts section was getting empty, so I needed to add more or bigger books for it. I came across one that was called "Romanticism." It was a large, heavy book containing all the works and descriptions about the arts in the Romantic era and its artists.

I sorted through ALL the pages to make sure there were no explicit content— because even nudity was a yellow flag. Which I find it a little unfair, but I understand that people tend to be conservative. There was a lot of it, alright. But... I couldn't help but to admire those and the rest of the arts that were displayed. The amount of detail and dedication these artists had to depict every single crease of clothing, every dash of color, backgrounds involving stormy clouds, forest, mountains, crashing waves, and buildings... They were the ones who coined the word "sublime". Because experiencing these works are something else. It's bone-chilling in the best way. It was just... beautiful. I personally love the Romantic, the Baroque, and the Renaissance era for many reasons. They feature the most breathtaking works you can imagine.

Throughout all of this, I thought to myself: is this what AI and all these dystopian companies want to replace? Do they really think art is that discardable? That weak? That worthless? So easy to replicate? The human mind is a very powerful thing. No matter what they say, human creativity will always outperform computer-generated images. Because art is not about only looking pretty and perfect (though AI "art" is not at all perfect, but it tries to be) and fast results. It's about the experience, the process, the emotions they provoke on people's psyche. That touch of awe or that sense of discomfort they bring, because ugliness can also be artistic. But it's different when you count six melted fingers, uncanny-valley smoothness and robotic movements. I mean ugliness in the psychological sense. When you see something that deeply unsettles you or makes you think about something (there's no such thing as bad art). AI will never reach the level as these artists did. And though they were underappreciated at the time, their works remain timeless and precious for us. Something that can never be replaced or imitated. And the day they say, "Look, AI art can look just as good as the Mona Lisa and you won't ever be able to tell the difference," I will still lean over the original (though there are better works than that to tell you the truth.) Because at least I know it was made by human hands that aimed to draw us in for centuries.

More than likely that book will never see the light of day because I showed it to my supervisor and he said that it might not even be placed in the display cabinet because there are so many nudes and sensual works that it might be too much for the general public. But honestly, I hope it is hidden behind the cabinet for someone to take, appreciate, and know their value as a person. Because more than ever, we are being classed as obsolete or inferior.

Moral of the story: don't ever stop using a pencil, a brush, or a stylus because the world is telling you to. Keep making art because in the end, under a sea of AI-genetated images, your works will be the ones that will stand the test of time. And history will acknowledge it as the new Vanguard, who knows? Let's be the new Romantics in an age where technology and automation are making waves.

If you read it this far, thank you. Please keep up being beautiful and amazing. Here's a cookie to cheer your day. 🍪

Hello! It has been two years since I've drawn this character, and I thought she needed a resurgence. I know this is not a Halloween-y picture for sure 😂 But her backstory is probably good for a spooky day like this.

For a brief reintroduction: This is Kimmi Moon Stanfield. She's a half-Korean, half-American fashion designer and model. She exists in the same world as Hanami and Reina, so she has a superpower. She can manipulate metal through hand movements alone. She also has the ability to harden her skin like steel, making her slower, but very strong and resistant. The downside is that she has to consume food with high degrees of Iron and Calcium or else, her bones will begin to weaken. Sometimes, she goes to extremes and eats real metal— which greatly enhances her power, but makes her sick.

Now it's time for the backstory that I promised to tell long ago (It's going to be a long read). 📖

Hey everyone, Dahlia is back again! 🖤

There is no deep symbolism behind this piece, that I thought of (because I've been asked). I just wanted to make something cute and a little mystical. So why not draw my favorite goth girl hanging onto the crescent moon? 🌙

This is the first time in like a decade or more than I draw a chibi version of an OC. Yes, this is chibi Dahlia. 😆 It's completely different from how I used to draw chibis. Doesn't look chibi-esque, but I love it. Anyway, this is a new sticker design, too! It was meant to be showcased for the first time in an event on October 18, but it got cancelled. So I am going to sell it for the first time at the annual Japanese Culture Fest at my old uni (UPR- Río Piedras Campus, Student Center) instead. It'll be on Tuesday, October 21st from 10am-4:30pm.

I have other stickers that I haven't sold before, but I'm excited to debut this! 💕

The Strongest

Is it too early to post a winter-themed artwork in October? 😅

I'm back from my unexpected hiatus!!! 💕 Though I admit I don't have much in my arsenal because I have been drawing more for myself (and a couple of videos, which don't worry, you will see). I have also been working on my graphic novel here. It's been very busy few months.

Anyway, I want to start off with an entry for @/bemdraws 's (Artfol/Cara/Bluesky) challenge to present one of my characters as a boss fight. It was made all the way back in... June. Dang. I picked Ísfríðr (Isfrid) because she's the strongest OC I have— yes, stronger than Mikaela, Dahlia, and probably Wynona, Hanami, and Reina (there are more of them, but they're not fighters). This is thanks to her kindred. Valkaans are very resistant to physical and weapon attacks. They can withstand deep slashes and even stabs. What kills them are: over-bleeding, d3captication, extreme heat (they live in snowy mountains, they can't handle the heat, except the Fire clan for obvious reasons), sliced in half and stabs at the skulls. They are quite brutal fighters and monster hunters for a reason. Valkaans have superhuman strength; sometimes I describe Ísfríðr as being stronger than five men together. However, she is considered weak compared to other Valkaans. Imagine how mighty they can be. 😅 All of them wield Rune Magic— which is more powerful than White and Black magic. Being from the Ice clan, she can summon ice magic. The runes she's summoning are Ís, which means "Ice", and Hagalaz— which means "Hail". The combination of those runes are often not a good sign for those on the opposite side. She can also use a bit of Earth magic because of her mother, but I never showcased that. Plus, she wields a seax.

In short, good luck with her. 👍🏽

If the quality looks off it's because of the Nightshade. 😅 I swear it looks better in real life. Also, I tried with the lighting. Maybe it's not that accurate, but at least I did a bit of practice.

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What Are You Dreaming Of?

Agh, I almost forgot to post this week. I'm still cookin' some art 😗 (Aka. working on the projects. I tell you, they are long. But also among other things I have in store.) Here's an artwork of Dahlia. I haven't drawn this girl in a while, I honestly missed her. Likewise, it's been some time since I've done something... experimental? Like my works lately are either fully colored or not. So it felt nice to mix things up a bit.

Just like with Selene, it's fun to play fashion with Dahlia. I love drawing her in different e-girl/alternative/goth-like outfits. ✨🖤

I know this looks and sounds silly, but thank you @junkkey and everyone who got me to 100 reblogs! ;-; I heavily appreciate it! ❤️❤️ I know I barely post here, but no worries. I'll be back soon.

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Reading the new checks that might come in due to the Online Safety Act in the UK and this is actually bullshit

[Image Transcript:

And how will I prove my age?

There’s a number of methods a site or app might use to ask you to confirm your age. They might do this check themselves or use another company to do the check. These methods include:

  • Facial age estimation – you show your face via photo or video, and technology analyses it to estimate your age. 
  • Open banking – you give permission for the age-check service to securely access information from your bank about whether you are over 18. The age-check service then confirms this with the site or app.
  • Digital identity services – these include digital identity wallets, which can securely store and share information which proves your age in a digital format.
  • Credit card age checks – you provide your credit card details and a payment processor checks if the card is valid. As you must be over 18 to obtain a credit card this shows you are over 18.
  • Email-based age estimation – you provide your email address, and technology analyses other online services where it has been used – such as banking or utility providers - to estimate your age.  
  • Mobile network operator age checks – you give your permission for an age-check service to confirm whether or not your mobile phone number has age filters applied to it. If there are no restrictions, this confirms you are over 18. 
  • Photo-ID matching – this is similar to a check when you show a document. For example, you upload an image of a document that shows your face and age, and an image of yourself at the same time – these are compared to confirm if the document is yours.

End Transcript.]

Not only is this such a fucking breach of privacy, but this is going to hurt adults in vulnerable and abusive situations. Some adults don’t have bank accounts or credit cards or even a fucking phone. I’m one of them. I could not give half of this information even if I wanted to. What the fuck is this. Fuck the UK government. This isn’t going to protect kids, this is just going to hurt adults, and I know full well when they say “sites that allow pornography” they’re going to be going after sites that have huge amounts of queer content, like tumblr and Ao3. Queer kids are gonna lose their fucking communities because of this shit. Abuse victims are going to lose online support systems because of this.

I’m genuinely fucked off about this, and worried about whether I’m going to lose every single one of my online friends. Anyone in the UK, please email your MP and sign this petition. It needs to reach 100k signatures to pass through Parliament.

I’m only hoping the backlash will be big enough for them to stop implementing these measures.

Anything we Yankees can do to voice our displeasure at this? This absolutely is violating and it's creepy. It absolutely will be used as a test run for implementing something similar here if it doesn't get loud pushback, and even before it does, we all share the same Internet, so it will, in some way, affect us even across the pond.

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As far as I know, the best thing non-UK people can do is simply share the petition around, because it’s not possible for anyone outside of the UK to sign it (otherwise the petition can be deemed invalid). But definitely keep your eyes on American laws, because it’s likely they’ll attempt to implement them there too. The UK itself is basically copying what Australia has been trying to do with their under-16s ban.

If you're in the UK, please sign the petition and start calling and emailng explaining that you don't support fascist laws in your country. Because this is fascism. It's tracking and keeping lists of what people do on the internet so that vaguely written laws can be interpreted to punish people for not being the right sort of people.

If you're not in the UK, please reblog and share anywhere you can.

What Are You Dreaming Of?

Agh, I almost forgot to post this week. I'm still cookin' some art 😗 (Aka. working on the projects. I tell you, they are long. But also among other things I have in store.) Here's an artwork of Dahlia. I haven't drawn this girl in a while, I honestly missed her. Likewise, it's been some time since I've done something... experimental? Like my works lately are either fully colored or not. So it felt nice to mix things up a bit.

Just like with Selene, it's fun to play fashion with Dahlia. I love drawing her in different e-girl/alternative/goth-like outfits. ✨🖤

Bubbly?

Alright, back to our semi-regular posting! Here is an artwork of Hanami that I drew on June, and finished coloring during my vacations this month. I always draw her with the same stoic expression. Though it is her personality, it can get a little too repetitive to make the same face. So I thought of giving her a slightly different look.

(Do you think she's bothered by the bubbles?)

I also played with colors in this piece. I liked coloring this to be honest, it was satisfying to do.

Prisoner Number 001

Hello again, back with a little bit of OC lore~ This is actually Hanami's mother, Reina; how she looks in the present day. I wrote down her history at last so you can get to know her a little more. Or well, serve as a reminder too. You know how it is with me, it's going to be a long read. So sit back, relax, and enjoy. 📖 ☕

Ladies and gentlemen, I present the first fanart I made in 𝘆𝗲𝗮𝗿𝘀 and the first out the #sixfanart (or well, twelve) challenge I'm doing in Artfol. This is Dracula from Castlevania. It was requested by @Mamsey (Artfol/Cara).

To tell you the truth, I have never played Castlevania or watched the series. But! I have seen Dead by Daylight. I know it's a game, but I like to watch other people play and he is a very cool killer. He's known as The Dark Lord over there and his Mori (cutscene where you kill your final victim) is actually metal. He cuts people and uses a wine cup to have their blood poured in it. That's where the cup comes from. This design is based on DBD since it's something I am more familiar with.

Throughout the making of Dracula, I've been joking that he looks like a Shakespearean villain. So, enjoy the fanciness!

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