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noidables

@noidables

may , 17 , any prns
previously river-not-a-stream

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hiii. remaking my blog bc im sick of my main being filled with reblogs. I was previously river-not-a-stream

Hi! Im may, noid, or syl. Im 17 years old and use any pronouns. I am happily taken by @thecatspasta !!

I have autism and adhd, and are taking medication for the latter. I also have CPTSD, DID, and personality disorders (bpd, npd, and dpd).

TLDR: if you know me irl, no you don’t !!! this is my safe space where i am open abt my disorders, relationships, opinions, discourse etc. especially anything about my trauma, or my system/did, please do not bring up irl unless we are in private :]. I know i go by a different name irl and all that, but know this(my online persona/blog) is my open/true self 👍

I have writing commissions open! [LINK TBA]

Here is my CARRD [LINK TBA]

Im pretty chill tbh. Idk we vibe. Ill update this later

DNI STUFF BRIEFLY

DNI; endo , polymind , sysplex , transid , radqueer , radfem , TERF , harassment ::: pro any of the above

THIN ICE; ‘stanceless’ or neu on harmful discourse. you can’t be ‘neutral’ when talking about oppression and harm, it places you on the harmful or oppressive side by letting it continue.

PLZ IW; selfshippers, antiendo systems, criminal minds fans, pw personality disorders

OTHER; i lean towards the ‘dni proship’ side, but it depends on what definition you use. I do not believe in romanticising abuse, incest, rape, etc. I encourage exploring dark topics in fiction and am anti-censorship, but pro-tagging. I do not consider myself a proshipper, and I think the community is harmful. However, nobody can agree on a definition. proshippers claim antis are pro-censorship, and antis claim proshippers are anti-tagging.

blogs i have

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My child, who spends their entire life being transfered from home to car to school and back, and is not allowed to leave the house or talk to anyone and can only in their wildest dreams imagine a life free from constant surveillance, is very sad. Obviously they're dumb and lazy, like all kids these days.

kind of a tangent but i recently went to a bowling alley with my friend i'm 19 he's 18 and the woman at the door didn't want to let us in because there was a sign saying under-18s needed adult supervision. everything got cleared up and we were able to go bowl, but i'm still so mad about the fact that kids need adult supervision to go to a bowling alley and arcade. like okay maybe young kids should have supervision but what do you mean middle and high schoolers need to hold mommy's hand while they play video games. kids aren't just addicted to their phones because phones are addicting, we're addicted to our phones because there's nothing else to fucking do

I'm sure banning kids from online spaces while simultaneously not ensuring that they have access to offline spaces to socialize in (without having to rely on their parents who already don't have time for them) will help them feel better & less alienated from society.

me and my friends have a list of everywhere we can go once the first of us turns 18

its really depressing how little you can do as a teen

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[UTAU VOICE PROVIDER AUDITIONS] Maru-ware Mokuba “Maru”

A fan of Vocaloid, SynthV, UTAU, or anything else vocal synth related? Well, good for you!

We’re looking for someone to be the Voice Provider for “Maru-ware Mokuba”, a UTAU we’re currently working on!

If you’re someone who has a really good microphone alongside being able to voice act, sing, or at least have a decent knowledge at pronouncing words in Japanese and English, auditioning to be her Voice Provider will help the voicebank have a better quality and voice- but if you really can’t audition, we still appreciate it a lot if more people will help spread the word and promote the auditions!!

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Who is Maru-ware Mokuba?

  • Maru-ware Mokuba or "Maru" is a voicebank that we plan to release for free to use for the UTAU/OpenUTAU program hopefully this year.
  • Her main concept is a sentient malware who has the ability to communicate with the user of the computer via the UTAU program. She can also interact with your computer like a shimeji, and access the files and programs of your computer.
  • [Base personality, optional if you want to think it’s canon or not] She’s the kind of person who tends to get excited over things easily, and might take a while to calm down. She also likes to prank people (ex. Opening Youtube to Rickroll you, Download SFX online and uses them to mess with you)

UPDATE: We are now paying $50 dollars to whoever gets chosen as the voice provider.

Here's the available payment methods:

  • Paypal
  • Kofi
  • Vgen
  • Steam
  • Google Pay
  • VISA
  • Mastercard
  • Apple Pay

Please audition if you can! Or help spread the word ^^"

im gonna apply to this i think :) have to record on friday if i have enough time then but i think thats ok… the form mentions a discord but i can’t find any link oop

EUUURGHHH MY TUMBLR JUST UPDATED WHAT THE FUCK WHERES THE NOTES WTF

*selling you on polyamory* imagine you have a house party every night BUT its only your favorite people in the entire world who love you unconditionally AND you can wear your PJs the whole time

this is why i need to get rly good at acting.

so i can buy like a huge ass house for me and my partner snd my brother snd all my friends

And me & my partner are poly so if either if us ever dste anyone else or even if we both do then they can too

but then. we have the problem of Which Country /silly

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Girls will be 37 and trying to explain why its normal to be in a relationship with a 19yo whos still in highschool and groomed a 15yo by using the fact ppl simp for fictional older men as a reason why its fine

wildest shit frfr actually. wildest shit

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Welcome to maylbox-deliveries !!!

Hi! I’m May, the namesake of this blog, lol (get it, may-lbox, like mailbox??). I use any pronouns, but mainly she / it!! My personal selfship blog is @may-be-a-selfshipper !<3

Here is my whitelisted media! - you may request short letters from media here for free! :)

I AM CURRENTLY ACCEPTING ART TRADES IN RETURN FOR FANFIC

I love writing, and want to do it for my wonderful friends in the selfship community!! Proship dni! I will not use ai. Fuck ai. I will not write nsfw. I am 17.

ur future nurse is using chapgpt to glide thru school u better take care of urself

Yep. This is terrifying. I’ve caught nursing majors, engineering majors, architecture majors relying on ChatGPT to do their homework. These are people who need to know their field well to ensure people don’t die and they’re letting a glorified algorithm cheat them through school. It’s so dangerous

hey. hi. I work in academia. and there are a lot of student-age folks on this site.

don't do this. don't use genAI. even if your professors give you permission. even if they ask for it or suggest it. if they do anything short of directly requiring it (and I weep, because I've already seen assignments that require it) don't touch that crap. if they do require it, stick it to them. be as maliciously compliant as possible. be a nightmare.

I know it might sound easier right now -- just plug in your assignment and get the answers. you don't care about this class anyway, it's not for your major, you don't see the value of the assignment.

but for your own sake, for the sake of your education and mind, and for the sake of the future world we want to have: learn the stuff. you are not as stupid as the corporate bizzaro kings who want to rule the world think you are, so don't give them reasons to believe it.

and odds are good genAI is gonna give you corrupted info anyway -- more and moreso as the machines cannibalize themselves.

just don't do it. not even "I just do it for XYZ--" no. stop. there is no valid use of generative AI, and even using it for memes or lolz feeds the system and directly feeds the pockets of the people who want to replace you anyway.

Rage reblogging this. Yesterday i got into an argument with one of my college friends who is using chatGPT to do all her work. We're psychology students. The whole group chat laughed my arguments off as if they didn't matter because "she's an artist, of course she's anti-AI" and i had to deal with it. This is a warning. If your therapist graduated in 2023/2024, ask about their opinions on chatGPT. They might lie to you if you ask "did you use it to graduate" directly, but try to make jokes about it and play it cool. If they're into it, DROP OFF. FIND A NEW ONE. Do not trust your brain to someone who didn't bother to use theirs.

i often get the ‘urgh why am i writing an essay when so many ppl are just putting it in a machine’ urge, but i have nevrr used chatgpt.

If you are struggling to complete work: talk to your teachers, or professors, or any staff at your institution.

Ive been given the grace of two weeks w/out homework by my pastoral teacher because i talked to her about how my workload is affecting me and that its not realistically getting completed right now

Talk to them. Theyre there to help

I do think how you react to 6 7 is a good litmus test over whether you'll be a cranky old person who will continue the stupid cycle of "kids these days". but also we do need to be educating the youth about history and how the two numbers have been in a fear based relationship because 7 8 9

my response to the little kids i coach is just ‘EIGHT NINE!!’

Im so burnt out i can barely do this anymore

i cant kms cus

i cant do that to my friends

my cheer team cant replace me

my drama group cant replace me

but GOD university and schoolwork is so much pressure that if it werent for that then i would.

Aphrodite who cries for the people who hurt themselves because self love is love too

Artemis who doesn’t hunt animals anymore (humans do it enough) She now walks in clubs looking to hunt the real animal

Athena who donates hundreds of books to local libraries and schools

Apollo who watches all street musicians hoping their talents can get them a little money (He gives more than a little)

Dionysus who watches over everyone’s drinks at the bar making sure they stay safe

Zeus who makes it rain for the couples that just want to frolic and dance and kiss in the rain

Hera who donates to woman’s and SA survivors shelters

Ares who is at the forefront of every protest because those are battles too

Hestia who holds and keeps thousands of secrets so the ones who whispered them into flame don’t have to

Hades who let’s families get one last goodbye to a loved one before they die

Persephone who personally makes sure that the ones taken too early feel safe and secure in the Underworld

Demeter who gives Her best crops to food banks and homeless shelters

Hecate who is a street magician and does actual magical for the kids

Poseidon who finds the best seashells and leaves them on the beach for someone to find and treasure

the Gods aren’t gone they ARE the little things in life

this is why i love being pagan… you truly can find the Gods everywhere

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