I stopped taking ADHD pills last month of 2025 because my family thought it was negatively affecting on me ok how I act to them.

They said I used to be a “sweet nice kid”. but to them, I became more angry and aggressive.

But when I stoped taking them… NOTHING CHANGED.

Thats because I wanted to stay away from my sisters because anything I say or do would piss them off. And if I do nothing, it will still piss them off.

All of this because when the family cat was dying and me and my sisters had to put her down. I was so sad. They were so said.

But then I was saying some christianity stuff and praying for her. My sisters thought I was bullshiting and got offended when I said “We love you” and not “I love you”.

I know that my sisters hated Christianity. But I didn’t know they HATED it. Like they would choke me if I was called wearing a cross necklace.

I want to space away from my sisters because I don’t like hanging out with them. They suck. I have nothing in common with them.

The medication didn’t affect me. I grew up and I got sick of being the retarded mental punching bag for them. I was too much of a pussy to yell back at them.

Also, my mother is old and stupid. So have no idea what ADHD is.

i’m back in school and energy drinks are basically useless now.

I can’t focus on my schoolwork or anything now.

And my psychiatrist is fucking useless because she keeps canceling our meetings for next week.

I HATE IT!

DOSE MY FAMILY WANT ME TO FAIL MY CLASSES!? IS THAT WHAT THEY WANT!? HOW THE FUCK DO I DEAL WITH MY ADHD!

COFFEE ???

COFFEE IS FUCKING GROSS!

it’s fucking disgusting! Why would anyone drink it!? I hate the taste of it! I hate going to Starbucks but some how, I end up going because my family love Starbucks! Why can’t those stupid fucks remember that!?

I’m addicted to ADHD pills. I need medication the function of I will fail my classes. I was doing GREAT, before my family wanted me to stop.

Im gonna have a meeting with my psychiatrist, and Im getting back on that medication or something new that my dad recommended. My dad is a doctor and he wants to help me with my ADHD. Something my mom wouldn’t do.

Look, I am not from a bad family. They are great people and I love them. Also, I’m good now with my older sisters now. Well, I’m good with Shelly, but Marry acts too autistic and it’s annoying taking to her.

I’m autistic, but she likes Sonic and Pokémon. Two of the most autistic things ever. And I don’t like Sonic or Pokémon.

sorry to disturb you with all my personal life shit. But my family wants me to see a therapist, but I’m still waiting for one. I used to see a therapist because my sister Shelly wouldn’t shut the fuck up about it. I finally met with one and after a while I stopped going because I was too lazy to put in the effort with the pdf homework I was given.

Anyways, I have ADHD and I fucking HATE it. So I’m taking medication if my mom likes it or not. And she doesn’t like it, but she’s doesn’t understand that it’s mentally painful for me to focus on anything.

he’s a fail my classes because it’s her fault, or I take medication and just hide my feelings because feelings are for girls.

I hope you felt uncomfortable reading this.