I think actually I should get paid a living wage including comprehensive health insurance to try every single type of art in the world at my own pace but, crucially, no one should ever require me to actually "finish" an art piece or produce anything "good"
this would be beneficial to society as a whole btw
I’mm high functioning in the sense that I have the flavor of autism where I can’t get high, no matter what I take I just stay functioning. And you know what I think I would prefer if drugs worked actually. They sound fun.
that's so sad I'm sorry for your loss. this is me with alcohol except I've not tried to max out my alcohol consumption to see if I ever get there bc now drinking makes me feel like I'm having a heart attack (I think this is a combo of the ritalin and the dysautonomia) and I do not enjoy that feeling. I'm wishing for you a friend who specializes in drugs and can help you find/invent something that gives you the high you want.
the maintenance guys took my hepa allergen furnace filter when they fixed our heat on monday and left us with an absolutely shit quality replacement filter so that's probably why I've been deteriorating the past few days
in their defense my special filter was in the wrong place and also was the wrong size for our furnace and they did replace the mega dusty gross filter that was in the correct place and explained where the new filter was going but I just looked at that thing and it might as well be a scrap of tulle or lace or something
just had an interaction with the downstairs neighbor where I was like "yeah it's the autism" about my reaction to the thing we were discussing and she goes "haha you're so funny! I think we're all a little bit autistic" and I had to then say "I mean some of us have diagnoses" and she went 🫢 and then started telling me how high functioning I seem and how kind I am and it was just. Such an interaction.
but also I told her I was autistic when we first met back in may so did she think I was joking this whole time
I can't go to bed bc for once pork is lying on top of me on the couch and I love him so much and this is so rare I don't want to disturb him
post cancelled it was patula the whole time I went to pet the guy on my legs and I saw the little dot on his nose so now I'm going to bed bc I know this bitch will follow me there
my plan for whenever we finally get a third bedroom or an office for me or whatever you want to call it. half the room is creation station workspace for doing my crafts and my journaling and my little soldering projects etc. other half the room for tiny photog studio bc I want to do artsy self portraits and also take some high end nudes. get really into self tie shibari maybe. find out how many uniquely sexy strapon pics one dyke can take.
everything is on wheels bc I want to be able to rearrange the space whenever to suit my current needs. I'm on wheels too. so is echo. utensils not allowed bc they already have their own bedroom and baby doggie deserves her space too.
my plan for whenever we finally get a third bedroom or an office for me or whatever you want to call it. half the room is creation station workspace for doing my crafts and my journaling and my little soldering projects etc. other half the room for tiny photog studio bc I want to do artsy self portraits and also take some high end nudes. get really into self tie shibari maybe. find out how many uniquely sexy strapon pics one dyke can take.